EmilyLittle

After a bubble bath when I smell nice from the soaps and lotions. When I'm wearing a printed nappy/diaper - I wear nappies all the time as I'm totally incontinent due to injury. When I can get around in just my nappy and a shirt/top/dress. When I have my pacifier/dummy in my mouth that's a shortcut to little space. Colouring in in the floor with my teddy and dummy. When my partner notices I need my nappy changed before me - like watching cartoons or just going about my day. Sometimes my partner will just say "smells like someone needs a change" or "hunny your nappy has leaked a bit" or just "do you need a clean nappy before we go out" or reminding me to pack spares. Sometimes the smell of baby powder or lotion can trigger it. Sometimes in bed when we're cuddling my partner will gently pat my bottom through my nappy. That sends me to sleep too! But also brings me into little space. Due to poor co-ordination and tremors I often spill food on my clothes which makes me feel little. I don't use a bib, but I have been spoon fed when sick or recovering from a surgery. Being bathed, again, whilst sick does and even being sick often puts me in little space. Having an accident between bathing/showering and getting a nappy on though it doesn't happen often. Spanking (in the bedroom) has triggered a shift a couple of times. When I'm overtired or in a lot of pain I get moody but mostly I come across as a cranky toddler apparently. One time after a surgery I was given something very strong for pain and was so out of it I couldn't talk properly or do really anything. I apparently regressed to an infant like state, babbling baby talk, crying etc but have no memory of it. Hugs Emily

My age is between 4 and 7 but usually more around 4 or a young 7. I'm completely incontinent due to nerve damage so wear nappies/diapers all the time. It's been that way for 3 years now. I've come to terms with nappies being a part of my life and everything that goes with it. I did wet the bed as a child, well into my teens and was often threatened with nappies. Well actually threatened isn't right, it was more of an underhanded comment about how it would be much simpler to just put me back in nappies. I finally asked at 14 and was put back in nappies at night or rather they were purchased for me and I used them. I never asked to be changed or helped after the first time. Now wearing nappies is just underwear most of the time but I do buy printed disposables sometimes and they help put me into my little space. Because of my health issues I can't always change myself so my partner helps but they are few and far between and I don't enjoy it in those instances usually because it isn't my choice and it requires me to give up control. I'd like to let go of my shame and embarrassment and have talked with my partner about including nappies into our intimate lives more and experimenting with other stuff too, though I'm a non-sexual little there are little cross-overs. Hugs Emily

I have my giant pooh bear and just received my paci and don't know how I lived without it! Just wish it was socially acceptable to use it as an adult. It's very calming for me. Hugs Emily

Thank you

There are more options than Disney, that's just my preference. There are unicorns, hearts, animals, a few other cartoons and some cute colour/pattern designs too. This is also only one supplier, if they don't have what you like, there are heaps of others on ebay, amazon and just google. What would you want to see? Maybe I've come across it somewhere. Emily.

Hi everyone, Just wanted to share a link I found with some really cute wallpaper murals! Disney Princesses Mural I found it while looking for ways to decorate our spare bedroom at home. My partner (who I haven't told about my little side explicitly) actually suggested it as a nice space to unwind and forget about adult problems. He wants to fill it with everything soft, fluffy and plush. He thinks he might be multiple and has a little girl in his collective that likes pink, princesses, cartoons, plushies (especially unicorns) and soft things and clothes. It's strange that he feels so similar to me, and I've been worrying about how to tell him I think I'm a little. I was so shocked that I didn't say anything about me being a little and just accepted him telling me. But I plan to tell him this week! So we're getting a room for little space. I know I want a mural and a princess canopy bed and a soft fluffy carpet. And I'm getting a giant 6ft teddy too! I'm so excited!!! I just had to tell someone! Emily

Thanks for replying Dookey. I did bring it up with him. It wasn't what I was hoping for but it opened the door to talking about kinks and turn-ons and we decided to do a kink questionairre to see what we each like/dislike and then trade. We haven't done it yet but will soon. He confused watersports with bloodplay, or rather thought of watersports as an umbrella term for edgeplay involving fluids. Anyway, he's not into watersports, or pee play etc but said he isn't bothered by pee (I kinda knew that since I'm incontinent) it's just not a turn on. His hard limit would be drinking or anywhere near his face. I don't really understand the bloodplay stuff but I can see how vampires etc are kinda erotic. Anyway, not really the right forum to go into depth but I wanted to put an update up. Emily

Thank you I was still feeling kind of little when I posted it but now reading it I feel kinda silly. I'm really enjoying the simple joy of colouring. It's like I can push all my adult worries and troubles into a childish picture and just be little for a while. Emily

I maded more picshures but I brokeded some crayons. The first fishy is a girl so I made her a pretty bow and Sunshine helped with the occypuss (he's my teddy) Loves and cuddles Emily

Usually I put my nappy on lying down, either on a bed or the floor on a mat. If I don't have space, sometimes sitting. On days that I don't need my wheelchair as much I normally use pull-ups and do sitting to standing. If I'm using a nappy, standing against a wall or door, but it's not frequent. Emily

I told my employer about my incontinence, they were fine about it, and even added a disposal bin to the staff bathroom. My reasons were: I need to change sometimes and can be away from my desk a little longer than a normal bathroom break. I work with clients regularly, and co-workers in close proximity - it could lead to discomfort for them. I have managements support if any bullying or incidents ever occur. I'm open about my disabilities in my work (I work in disability so use my experience as needed) I'm a wheelchair user and it's one of the more common questions I get asked by anyone. I address it up front. My nappy may show due to my sitting position or signs of it may be visible. Also peoples eyes are drawn to your legs often. I try to keep a positive attitude and not feel ashamed of my incontinence (though I do at times) it's out of my control I hope this is helpful. Emily

Thanks it was kinda spur of the moment but I loved that moment and the picture turned out good too. Emily

Thanks for the reply. I've started thinking about all those things and more and realise I do most of them daily I just don't allow myself the freedom to be little.

I decided to do some artwork today, after watching the care bears original film. I just added a nappy to wonderheart bear (she's a newer character but cuter than hugs and tugs imo). Once done, my little side really wanted to colour it (this is a first for me as I'm still newly exploring) anyway, this was the result. I kind of determined my "age" based on this picture as around 4 or so. Anyway, hope you like it. Emily

I've always slept with my teddy, I'm not sure how well I would sleep without it. My partner does too - actually he has more stuffed animals than me! Though as far as I know he isn't into this lifestyle.

Hi everyone, I'm Emily. I'm new here, both on the forum and in the real world, and after reading as much as I can find on the subject, I'm pretty sure I'm a little, rather than AB/DL - though nappies are a part of my life for medical reasons. Today I tried letting my little side out for a while, I say letting but really I don't have the terminology, I was doing some artwork and just had this desire to colour like a child, so I did. It was incredibly liberating and relaxing. Unlike anything else and colouring and artwork are normal activities for me, but this was different, there was no need to worry about staying in the lines or using the right colours it was just simple fun. I even signed my name on the bottom when I was done. I'm still new to all this so I haven't talked to my partner about all this yet. Though I plan to soon. I want to know for sure if that makes sense? How did you know you were a little? And what do you do to let your little out? Emily.

Hi Everyone Thanks for your responses, it really is nice to feel safe and welcome. Princesslay - I can sort of understand where you are coming from, having read and explored the site a bit. At least as far as feeling the freedom to express yourself within the social norms of society. I would still gladly trade my needing them for not if I could though. If you ever figure out how let me know Emily

Almost 3 years. Due to illness.

Welcome I'm very new to this too, and would say I'm a sometimes LG too. I'm from Australia. Emily.

Thank you both for the warm welcome. I don't know where this will lead, but it's nice to talk about things openly without the social stigma that normally applies when talking about a topic like this. Emily.

Hi! New here. I'm medically incontinent and trying to accept and integrate my incontinence and nappies into my love life. I'm in a longterm, committed, monogamous relationship - and happy. Posting here because I'm trying to be sexy the other night, whilst wearing my nappy - which is a new thing - and seeking a lot of reassurance from my partner that they aren't grossed out and he say's "it's fine, it's just pee, I'm kinda into watersports..." But then nothing happened just vanilla - admittedly I didn't understand until I googled it - I thought he meant shower sex or something. Anyway, do I raise it now? And how? Now that I've done some reading and have some idea, what next? I want to support my partner and I'm open minded enough to try it - I just have no clue how to broach the subject. Emily.

I'm incontinent, have been for a couple of years due to progressive illness (as yet undiagnosed). I have almost no bladder control and only some bowel control. I manage my incontinence by wearing nappies all the time and trying to empty my bowels when I can, but I probably poo in my nappy 1-2 times a week. I think I get some level of emotional comfort from wearing nappies but it's hard to say. I don't find wearing or using my nappy to be a turn-on, but I recently began to try to ignore my nappy when I'm intimate with my partner (still a bit insecure, weirded out, ashamed but my partner is very understanding and open minded). Emily.

Hello everyone, My name is Emily, I'm 31, female, from Adelaide, South Australia. I came across this site purely by chance, I don't know if I fit here or not. I'm incontinent due to illness. I don't think I'm an adult baby (although I can sort of see the appeal, I think), I guess I could be a diaper lover or maybe a little? Truth is I'm here because I've been thinking about this site since I found it, trying to wrap my head around it. I'm not looking for dating, hook-up's or even necessarily meeting up (though I'm not ruling it out). I'm in a committed, monogamous relationship, and consider myself bi or pan I guess. I'm trans - meaning I was assigned male at birth, though I'm intersex too. I haven't always been incontinent, only the past couple of years since I became ill, though I did wet the bed as a child until I was 12 and have been told I have immature plumbing on account of being born premature. I don't have anyone in my life that I feel comfortable talking to or sharing my feelings about being incontinent, although I talk to my partner, I'm ashamed of my incontinence to the point that it impacts our relationship, and feel awkward, weird and downright childish. I am trying to change my feelings of shame and awkwardness through counselling and reaching out to a community that (hopefully) won't judge me. I wear nappies all the time, Americans call them diapers, medical people say pads. I use them for their purpose, though I've learned to control my bowel habits better, but not always. I'd like to chat with people, and understand this lifestyle? (Apologies if that's offensive, please correct my terminology) I'm just looking for friends and people to talk to. I'm trying to come to terms with the fact that nappies may be my future permanently. That's all I guess. Emily.