NotToBigForDiapers

I also don't believe this was intended for seeing who is an adult baby, but mine was 60% baby. Fun none the less.

So my wife was to lazy to do laundry this week and I am out of clean underwear except the pair that's kept in my diaper bag. (Not really sure why they are there but not allowed to use) Thus I have been kept in diapers all day! :) Not totally unhappy but why am I being punished when she is the lazy one. If that was the other way around I would be diapered and spanked or punished some way? Not right even if I don't mind being diapered right now.

So I have been away for a while due to my medical problems and starting a new job so I thought I would give a little update. First off I am doing better but still not perfect. I like my new job. I have been out of diapers since before Easter. It started shortly after my wife took me out on my "punishment" day looking for my new spanking paddle and teasing me she stopped making me wear diapers. Not even diapered for bedtime! We also have not used the toys she got that day. I am not complaining as before this I was believing she was making diapers permanent. It was as if the day had filled her needs to diaper me for a while. Other than a day or two I put on a diaper for fun I have been diaper free. She let me remove those when I wanted with little to no participation. For some reason I was getting up to pee lately many times a night which is always an urgent thing for me at night as I have been in night diapers so long. When diapered I don't wake up to wet anymore. Peeing that often is odd because since I started with my sleep apnea machine I was usually dry until early morning. Well the other night I almost wet the bed which would lead to 24/7 diapers for a while. I don't want that with my new job. Ok technically I did cause I had a small wet spot on my clothes but the bed was dry. So I put my night diapers on that night. I was allowed to change out right away that morning. Yesterday I diapered up before bed and oddly woke up dry. Very strange since I had been peeing multiple times before and rarely go a night with out wetting. She snuggled up to me that night also very loving like. When I got up dry I wasn't allowed to remove my diapers until I went to work. I don't work until 11 so they we're rather wet by then. I started a new job and have not gone to work diapered yet. So last night I diapered up again for bed without her asking. She put on a nice looking silky nightie and snuggled me close again. She has only snuggling me when in diapers lately. Before this she would snuggle a moment then roll over. Since I have not been given the gift of orgasm for a while this snuggling has made me horny as heck. Since I am still waiting for my spanking from my punishment day that I was to get when she finds the right paddle I don't want to get caught masturbating as I already will be getting quite the spanking. When horny the soft diapers make it worse. I think she sensed horny or was dressing that way to make me horny as today is my day off and she left me diapered this morning. I am not sure if she forgot or if she wanted to keep me diapered. I won't find out for about an hour or so until she goes on break and text me letting me know if I can remove them or change to a fresh diaper! Either way I am currently stuck in a wet diaper. I believe I may be this way for a while because she usually let's me know before she starts work if I can remove them so I am assuming I am staying in diapers. Only good thing is she had to work so I humped one out this morning......shhhhh.... Don't tell!

Here is example of how it is a punishment. So let's say I am on diaper punishment just after work. Doesn't sound bad right? That is until my friends want to go to the bar after work when I get off. I am usually required to have my diapers on before I get home. This means I have to find a place to change on the way. Sometimes I send proof. Now if you seen my diapers they are usually not discrete when I am not at work. Now I have two choices. One go home and do as she pleased or ask her and go hang with my buddies diapers and all. Since I don't share that with them I and don't care to I end up at home diapered. So my fun activity was taken away. Thus discipline. Although the wearing of the diapers may not bother me she uses it to control me. Thus I will be nice so the punishment stops soon. When not in control of it, it can go from fun to punishment in minutes. I have pushed her buttons just to be put in diapers. Fun! Until oops ! Her freinds had surprised us with extra tickets to Monster Jam and I went in full diapers. Had to work at hiding them the whole night. Had to explain why I brought a "backpack" and find an excuse why I would not drive. Not allowed to drive when punished except for work. Changing in a stadium bathroom is no fun so I drank very little all night. Was still rather wet by the time we got home. So fun can change to punishment in a moment.

Personally I like to be diapered, but only at times. Ok a lot of the time. Sometimes I am not in the mood. It does get used to punish me. It is more effective when I am not in the mood. My wife has thus added other elements to make it more of a punishment when I don't mind being diapered. Things like the bulkyness of them, going places I don't want to, and just keeping me diapered 24/7 until I am past being in the mood. Other things like this also. I do find many times when she asserts her power it turns me on, but even though I like that I don't like the diaper situation so this makes it a punishment.

My diapers were plenty bulky so once uncovered it was easy to see. My shirt mostly hid it and when not looking for it you wouldn't noticed but it didn't completely hide it either. So once the guy saw it even though I pulled it down they could still tell. I heard them say something about that guy in a diaper so I knew that I was the but of thier joke. Overalls do little to hide diapers unless they are fit really loose. I know from experience. I love wearing diapers to a movie. I never make a whole movie with out having to pee exspecially after a soda. I usually do. The only problem is the wife will keep me diapered from when we leave until bed if I do. So this usually means dinner and a movie and sometimes shopping. If I know it is more than just dinner and a movie or I skip the diapers unless she asks.

So my wife has control of my orgasms. I can't have a release without her permission and help or I get punished. After a couple of punishments I haven't tried. She was keeping me in diapers 24/7 and not letting me release. She has since went back to just night diapers most nights. During that time I was very very horny one morning and she was having no interest. I am not supposed to ask but did anyway. Ok I begged and pleaded. This has worked before, but I ended up diapered for a spell after or spanked or something creative, but got relief. Instead she teased me this time, but not pushing me over the edge. Then was going to leave I begged more. She said if she had a good paddle I would get spanked. (She is unhappy with her current one) Then I pleaded more and said If she pleased me I would go with her to the sex shop in full night diapers and locking pants and get a new one and she could spank me with it. She stopped and thought. Rubbed my diapers some and said but I don't know I am not horny at all. I said I would wear my locking onsie so I couldn't pull my shirt out and hide my diapers, paci and all if she wanted. I was pleading my all and just wanted her to please me. I then blurted I could give her a complete toddler day out. Me diapered and her in full control of everything. Where we went, shopped, ate, movie, ect. We needed a date day anyway. I would give her money and would be her loving toddler. She got on me and humped my diapers until I exploded in happiness. I wish the diapers had been removed but they were not. Then regret set in. That's happened before and sucked. Not only had I agreed but was going to have to wear my thick cloth diapers but I was going to pay for it. Saturday came and I asked for a change. I also asked for her approval of the diapers I was going to put on. She said I could wear disposable diapers. I was confused and asked if she changed her mind. Then she paused. She said no.....oh that's right I forgot she said. It's my day today and yes that cloth one is fine. I pinned it on and she locked the pants and onsie on and I got dressed. She was quite pleased with my diapers and asked if I was going to put a shirt on over my onsie. I said I thought I couldn't until after the sex shop. She was yah that's right. She said bring it along though. It was like she forgot parts and I couldn't keep my mouth shut. Stupid me. She asked me your my toddler today right and I am in charge? I said yes, total control, you choose where we eat, pick my food, take me where you want to go, like a kid shopping or whatever with Mom. She smiled. As we got in the van she " allowed" me to sit up front, but made sure I was buckled. Then we went to the local ATM. I gave her my wallet and card and she went inside and got the cash I promised and then kept my wallet. I wasn't going in this way. Then she went to the drug store and wanted me to go in and get my prescription. I said not here at our local store and only won because toddlers don't get there own drugs. So she went to the drive thru. Then we headed out of town. Half way there she stopped at McDonald's. This is when she really got into it. We went through the drive thru. She had a treat and ordered me a happy meal and milk. Later took my toy away. Mean mommy. Next stop the sex shop. She made me sit in the car while she smoked. I wanted to just go in and get the paddle and go and get it over with but had to wait. Waiting made it worse. Before going in she let me take the pacifier off my onsie, but I couldn't zip my coat and had to put my hands in my coat pockets, thus leaving my diapered state exposed. Then she shopped and shopped and shopped. I was only allowed to speak if spoken to or to ask for help. She picked out lingerie, some vibrating thing, a gag strap, lube, and after not finding the right paddle made me ask. We ended coming up with out what she wanted for a paddle. Now I was shocked, embarrassed, and turned on wondering what she had in mind. Thankfully the clerk never seemed to notice my diapered state. I am curious about the gag strap and vibrating thing cause she has never brought that up when talking about how we play. She must have some new ideas. Then we went to the gas station and she took me into the ladies room ( single stall) and removed my onsie and put my shirt on but locked my pants back on. I looked mostly normal now and could pretty much hide my diapers. Knock knock! Someone else wanted in! She smiled as I had to walk out with her and my diaper bag. Luckily the lady was wandering the store, none the less my heart was pounding. Not sure if the clerk noticed. Off to the book store, wandered the mall, as she shopped like any gal in the mall. Until she took me in Victoria Secret and checked stuff out. I got noticed there by some young guy and two gals when I reached for something. My shirt went up and my buldge showed just enough. She kept shopping like nothing happened and they giggled. Unintentionally I was now embarrassed. My wife just went on normal other than teasing me holding up different stuff that I liked asking how about this. To expensive so we left and went to Target. She again drug me straight to the lingerie department. Drug me around. Picked out a few things and went to try them on. Thankfully leaving me sitting outside of it. Then she sent me snap shots of each one asking which one turned me on most. So naughty mommy. She bought one and we went to Arby's. I was allowed a big sandwich but had to drink cool aid or whatever it was. Then was brought home. I got a thinner diapers until bed so the kids didn't know. Then back in onsie for bed. She drug me around just like a toddler all day. I loved that. Embarrassed me a bit. Teased me in ways I didn't know she could. I loved and hated it. I did feel totally like a toddler most of the day and she wasn't phased by it at all it seemed acting just as life was normal other than the little teasing. We have yet to use the things she bought but I am waiting patiently. Maybe that will be my Easter present? Sadly I have to go with her diapered to a different store to get my new paddle some day soon. So I still have a spanking coming. I have to say this was the most I was ever treated as a toddler. I wish the clothes could have fit the situation but I don't think that was the place for that. Other than that and her teasing she kept me feeling little without others knowing. It was fun and torture in one.

So I was wondering what everyone uses as a diaper bag and if you carry it in public. I used to use an old backpack. With my wife's last round of keeping me diapered 24/7 I found that not as functional. It was only one pocket and I felt I was digging all the time for stuff. I was in toddler mode kind of one day and explored real diaper bags. I kinda wanted a real baby looking one, but knew what ever I got she would make me use at some point. I checked out normal backpacks first and other bags. No luck. I finnally gave and went to the baby isle at Target. I loved a couple but wouldn't want to be diapered carrying one. They had some that look like backpacks and I found one I love. It has pockets for everything. I can put a sippy cup in and hide it. Plenty of room for diapers and whatever. Other than the baby wipes thing on the side and tiny tags by each pocket with pictures of a pacifier or diaper or what they think the pocket should be used for it looks like a normal back pack. My kids have not caught on or anyone. My wife didn't notice it was an actual diaper bag until she put something in it for me. She finally saw the little tags and noticed the pockets and how they are set up. I find myself taking it with all the time now. Nobody noticed yet. So far this is my best buy yet. I tried a lot of things in the past. I probably should cut the little tags off but haven't yet. What do you use?

This is why I love this sight. I kind of forgot about my "trianers" as they were called. The underwear with the thick middle panel. When younger mom had me wear them many times with plastic pants. I remember as I got older I no longer wore the plastic pants as I had better control. I grew up with not a lot and mom would always try to save money. I remember still wearing them into early grade school as my every day underwear because I remember asking when I could get underwear like the other boys. My grandma started buying underwear for Christmas. I wonder how old I was before I had normal underwear.

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So I wet the bed this morning. It took a little while before I was told to go into my punishment diapers. This reminded me of how much I hate sitting in wet pants. It really bothers me. Yet I can sit in wet cloth or disposable diapers without a thought until they get soaked. Anyone else like this or am I strange?

Ok so she finally gave yesterday and let me back in underwear yesterday morning. Last night she went to bed early and I stayed up late doing paperwork. I was lazy and she was sleeping so I didn't diaper up. I woke up dry last three mornings anyway. Woke half way up early this morning and had to pee. I tried to let go but my body held back. Strange I kinda thought. So as I was sort of drifting off I told myself the cloth diapers can handle it and with that out it came. Only then I fully woke up as a wet spot formed around me. Opps. Back in diapers today for my standard punishment for wetting the bed. Hopefully she only does it for the standard day. Any one else ever wet because they forgot they were not diapered?

I think it is both mental and physical change. For me I will wet frequently when diapered or thinks I am. My body knows I am diapered and just switches my bladder to an almost auto mode. My wife thinks it is funny as I half the time or more in wet within the first 20 minutes of being diapered even if I just used the restroom before being diapered. I have to concentrate and try not to wet if I want the duapers to stay dry for some reason. After that it is frequent and small wettings. After being diapered for a day or two upon returning to underwear it will take a day or two to return to normal depending on how long I was diapered. This happened slowly over many years. My mind has taken the comfort of the diaper as a sign to wet freely. I also believe it is a physical change because after my wife kept me diapered 24/7 for three months for a punishment a few years ago I was wetting more than once an hour. I normally pee every two hours or so anyway with my tiny weak bladder. Constant diapers made it worse because after I returned to underwear it took me weeks to get back to more normal and I had to force myself to hold it just so my bladder got used to holding more or grew. So I think it is some of each.

I shave the diaper area. Easier to clean up and less leaking. I shave my chest and such from time to time to feel more little. I don't shave my arms and legs, but do trim them shorter. I don't like the look of diapers on hairy legs, but my adult side doesn't like smooth legs on a man. So I comprimise and trim my arms and legs shorter.

That's terrible. Some people.... At least it sounds like you're moving forward. Sounds like she wasn't for you. Better luck next time. I believe there is some one for each of us.

I remember wearing just in case diapers at times. Was also punished once when older and put in diapers for wetting myself. I was also in night diapers longer than normal, but not as long as I should have been.

Sometimes I just want to wear diapers. I was mostly a dl until more recent. But more recently I have been embracing the 3-4 year old diapered toddler I feel like when diapered. When I go into toddler mode I want it all like back then. Anything to make it more like that puts me more in that mind set. The more the better, start with diapers, clothes, treatment, how she talks to me, ect. The more I am treated like I am 3 the more I drift off to that time. My wife did that this week without trying. I was masturbating (we are trying to stop that) and was caught and in trouble. She had me change into thick cloth diapers, (required when caught) and locked in chastity and locking plastic pants. I am supposed to get a spanking also, but she had freinds coming over. She instead took me to the bedroom and put me down for a nap and told me she would deal with/ spank me later. Oh my! This is the first time ever I was put down for a nap. I laid there as her friends came. She told them I was resting. I listened to the adults had fun while I sulked and waited, worrying about how bad my spanking was going to be. After they left she had me lay there. I laid there for 3 and a half hours. When she finally came in she had no spoon or paddle and said I could get up. She wasn't going to spank me. It was'nt untI'll then I noticed I had slipped into toddler mode completely. More than ever. I had felt like I was a kid again waiting for Mom or Dad to get home and punish me. I also remember how it felt when I used to have to go to bed while the grownups would stay up and play! My mind went back in time. My diapers we're wet some and I have no memory of it. I was lost in myself. I loved it.

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Yep a talk will most likely be there soon. Hopefully we can find some common ground on the sex and diapers. On a side note she left me lay on the bed until dinner. Long after her friends left. But no spanking. That was a new interesting punishment. It was the first time I was put down for a nap as punishment. It made me totally feel little. I laid there listening like a kid while the adults had fun. Waiting unable to rest while waiting for my spanking, that she decided not to give. I felt like when I was little and mom would say wait until your dad gets home! Then he when he came home from work I would have to face him for my punishment. Very effective.

I do think I have that disease. I wanted to wear diapers more many years ago and now I am. I may just let that go a bit just to see where she is going with that. She has never kept up the 24/7 for to long and she got tired of it. She said "most of the time" before this started this time so I may wait and see what that means. Difference now is she started for no reason and has let me wear rather discreet diapers during this stent. If I get tired of it we will need to talk. As far as the chastity thing. I gave it to her and she controls that. I would like to put it away but that is not an option yet. I agreed to wear it when she wanted until Easter. So until then I will have to put up with it. As for the strap on replacing me I don't mind. Except it was supposed to be used as a way for her to keep me in diaper punishment or after I failed to please her. Thus I got sex with her and I would please her. That hasn't happened. The best I got so far was getting off in my diapers while doing her with it. I would be happy to settle for pity sex after. She hasn't allowed me to do that. I asked. When I got it I had no intention of giving up sex with her. Giving her control of my masterbation was supposed to help me be able to please her so we didn't need the strap on. She seems to have found her own purpose for it without regards to me. We will need to talk about it. Thanks for helping me sort it out. We will see where that goes.

I think I must not have stated something correct. If I poo in a diaper I get a change right away. My problem when she let's me remove my diapers and I poo in the potty like a big boy and then she insists have to put back on the diapers I had on before wet, damp, or dry. I used to get a fresh diaper after. Not always the case now.

Mark I would like your thoughts. Your relationship sounds so similar. If you remember I gave my wife permission to help control my masterbation. I have been spanked twice already. My problem is our sex life improved so to speak. My pee pee has not left my diapers for sex since I got the strap on. She has had me please her more than normal but only with the strap on. If I am not locked in chastity if I don't have an orgasm in my diapers before I am done satisfying her with the stapon it is considered masturbating and I am stopped. She did rub my diapers yesterday and some what please me but didn't give me sex. Today I am still horny and was trying to sneak one in. She came home and caught me. She had me put my chastity device on, chang to my cloth diapers, and put me in bed for a nap because she had freinds coming over and promised a spanking later. Not that I want to be around them diapered anyway, but I am sexually fustrated. So I am laying here sexually angry waiting for a spanking or all clear. She did say I may get sex tonight when she walked me in here. For the last month I have got none. Do you think she is just training me to not masturbate or is she being selfish and pleasing herself? What do you do for satisfaction now? I never wanted the strap on to replace me, but now I am wondering if it is. Do I need to talk to her or do you think she is coming around? Also you decided to be diapered 24/7. I believe my wife wants that and is working towards it. Last week she while talking she said she liked having me in diapers at night. We were talking about how I have been waking up dry with my sleep apnea machine more. I asked if that would get me out of night diapers. She said probably not. I said why? She told me cause I am much easier to "control" and "deal with" in diapers. I had noticed I have been diapered more lately. So I asked if she was trying to get me diapered permanently. She said no but left an open comment about most of the time maybe. Since that talk last week I have spent most of my time in diapers. I have not peed in a toilet since Monday morning. She also has allowed me to wear a good disposable diaper during the day instead of the usual cloth diapers only using them at home. I like diapers but not sure I want them permanent. Is it time for a talk again or should I just see where it goes first?

Thanks for your concern. This is what I like about this sight. Honest sincere people in they same kind of life that understand and try to help. I will tell you a little about us and then you let me know your thoughts. First, yes, we talked over the years since I first let her know I loved wearing diapers at times. I learned a few things right away. Our talks had to be me not diapered or in little mode at all. When we started I was mostly just a diaper lover. The toddler things just seemed to creep in later. We sat and talk every so often about it. She doesn't always open up and talk but I tell her how I feel and we set up boundaries and rules. Always changing slightly. We both give but I usually give more as if I don't my time with her and my diapers does suffer. I am a also rather submissive. Before she knew I liked diapers we would kind of go back and forth on that part. One thing that she wanted back when our journey with this started was control over my diapers. I gave it to her. She has been the dominant one since. From the start she could "diaper punish" me when she felt like it even if I was not in diaper mode. I have found this fun and challenging at times. In a later discussion she finnally opened up and told me were having sex more than she wanted and gave in because I pressured her. I didn't want that and we agreed, thus she started to use diaper punishments to stop it and eventually took control of our sex life. I am diapered for extended periods of time anytime I am horny and try to get some and she is not. Sometimes just at home and sometimes 24/7. Until she gets tired of it. The longest was 3 months. She kicks in and out of her dominant mode lots of times, but keeps herself in charge when it comes to diapers or sex. When I refused to go to the doctors for my occasional bedwetting problem out of dislike for doctors and embarrassment she used her power to diaper me every night until I went. That was about 15 years ago and I am still diapered almost every night. I am just starting to seek some help as I am having other issues at times. We just discussed this recently and she has no intention of letting me out of night diapers. She likes it this way now. Personally I sleep better in diapers now. This brought up a new discussion as she told me she doesn't want it to change because I am easier to "manage" or " deal with" when diapered. I had noticed I have spent more time in diapers lately and asked if she was trying to get me permanently diapered. She said not really but then left it open saying maybe not all the time just most of it. That was last week and since I have spent almost every day diapered 24/7 with a change. She has let me wear a good disposables during the day if I am out instead of cloth ones. I have not peed in a toilet since Monday morning. Not sure where this is going. Anyway since our sex life was lagging I was masturbating way to much. She agreed to help me stop and things were bought to help stop it. I wanted to do this to improve our sex life. Maybe we do need to talk again as I am not getting what I yet she is happier than she has been in a long time. I have suffered two spankings already and pleased her many times with the new toy only leaving me fustrated. I have been trying to see if she is trying to help me grow and stop masturbating or if she is just being selfish pleasing only herself. I don't believe so as I asked for sex but got turned down. She agreed to rub my diapers and pleased me. Not as good as sex but something anyway. Today I had was home early and it was her day off. I was hoping for the best this morning and got let down. She came home after me and I was caught masturbating again. She had me put on my chastity device and night time cloth diapers and laid me down for a nap because her friends were coming to visit. Telling me she would spank me later. Not how I wanted to spend my afternoon, but there is no way I was going to go visit with them diapered like this so I am laying down waiting for an all clear and possible spanking. Yet before she walked me to the bedroom she said I may get to have sex tonight. We probably need to talk again or maybe she is just teaching me a lesson. I am not sure. That's the short version. What are your thoughts?

Just a couple teddy bears.

I love stacking rings, so much fun. Love playing cars also and Legos also. What toys did you get? Wish I could play toys. I got kids at home right now and keep those things out of sight. A few more years and maybe I can play more.