hawkeyejones63

Well, apparently I'm 6-9 months. I just want the complete package that goes with being that age. Nothing wrong with that kind of interaction; I would just want mine to be age-appropriate for a 6-9 month old.

By thing is that the baby in me is becoming more prominent, and the adult side wants to take a backseat.

Sex is overrated for me. I don't have any sexual drive when I'm in diapers; the connection just isn't there.

I will say that there seems to be a growing feeling that my baby side is stronger than my adult side. How would I maintain balance if one is more prominent than the other?

It's like a revalation, figuring out my true self. Accepting that I'm a baby in an adult's body makes it easier to be comfortable in my own skin. I don't question why I enjoy eating formula so much, or why I like sitting on the floor in a dirty diaper sucking on my Nuk Nuk. It all somehow makes sense.

The more explore my baby side, the more I'm feeling like a baby in an adult's body... This is going to sound stupid, so I apologize in advance. But has anyone else ever felt that way?

Babies poop their diapers, so that's what I'm gonna do!

Uh, yeah?! Dude, I never realized how freeing it can be to poop my diaper and keep playing as if nothing happened. Seriously an amazing feeling!!!

Oh, I like video games. Call of Duty rocks. But my baby side seems to be much stronger than I once thought. Right now complete regression appeals to me much more than most "adult" things. I guess it's just a matter of how far it'll go.

I should, honestly. I had 4 packs of ABUniverse Super Dry Kids come yesterday, and they sat outside my condo for 4 hours. And of course, they're scented, so my wife said she could smell them downstairs. We live on the third floor...

See, I don't know. Technology feels kind of overrated when I can be playing with baby toys or sitting in a playpen sucking on my teddy bear's ear. Just wouldn't compare for me.

Yeah, the technology wouldn't phase me. I want my regression pure, without anything connecting me to the adult world whatsoever.

If I were to live my life completely as a baby, I wouldn't be using a computer or anything. Kind of defeats the purpose of being a complete baby, honestly. The "routine" is my fantasy, to be so regressed that there's no fanfare or pretense. Diaper changes would be no frills; in, out, and back to Sesame Street.

If the past couple of days are any indication, my baby side runs deeper than I once thought.