willnotwill

I feel my diapers come out of a punishment fantasy that stems from a rather bad situation in the Kindergarden I was in. There were large amounts of time when the teacher was out of the classroom and we were "watched" by a sixth grader who tormented us. I remember being locked in a dark closet. Unrelated to that but in the same classroom I remember several incidents of toilet overflows that probably whacked me for a long time with respect for public bathrooms.

God bless the Pagans. I'm a member of no organized religion. I'm a Unitarian!

Never ask for a crib, but I stayed in a hotel once in Seattle that provided Teddy Bears on ALL the beds. He seems to have stowed away in my luggage and he's in the crew that hang out in the bed at home.

Hypocritical? The kids should not be part of your fantasies. Keep it in the bedroom (or under your clothes). One of my favorite lines is Stewie from the family guy when he finds out that adult diapers exist: AH HA! So they do make bigger diapers? That deceitful woman told me id have to learn to use the toilet. Well fie on the toilet! its made slaves of you all. ive seen it sitting there, lazy, slothful porcelain layabout feeding on other peoples Doo-Doos while contribution nothing to society! you get a job!!!!!

Many of my fantasies revolve around being forced into diapers. My wife will play that game periodically. She read one of my stories about boys made to wear days of the week panties and being forced into diapers if they get it wrong. One Friday morning, I found a pair of Thursday panties laid out for me to wear. Of course a panty inspection was conducted as soon as I got home from work and I spent the entire weekend diapered up. e

I've never use a family bathroom. Like Angela, I've been doing this long enough that changing in regular stalls and other tight places is something I'm quite familiar with. I can agree with the lack of trash cans issue. I had a similar problem at Wal*Mart once. If I'd carried a diaper bag in, I would have been OK, but all I had was wipes and a diaper with me when I went in, so I'm carrying this folded up dirty diaper out into the store to find a place to chuck it (fortunately the McD's right by the restrooms has plenty of cans). The only Airport story I had was one time I put my carry on bag which consisted entirely of diapers (that's the one thing I didn't want to be caught without at the destination) into the x-ray. I don't know what diapers look like on the screen, but the girl running the machine gave me a sly smile as my bag went through.

I've got the fetware ones. Fairly reasonable (but not outstanding) plastic pants with a chain.

CNN has been running a story about a site that has been put up for people to vent their issues on airline travel. One that made the CNN article was the story of "Mr. Poopy Pants" a guy who evidentally had an accident and subjected the seatmates to the smell for the duration of the flight. No diapers but with that lead in I had to go read the article.

I have several ballet outfits from a more traditional tutu to one I had done up custom to match one I saw a small girl wearing at the mall (must have stopped there from ballet class). I've got a Cheerleader uniform with matching body suit. I've got a couple of frilly dresses. I've got an ice skater dress (cherry red, I've run in this in the Hash House Harriers Red Dress run). I've got a dress I bought once my wife refers to as the "Snow White" dress. I've got a victorian type thing with hoops.

Nearly all the drugs stores carry depends and their house brand. Of the house brands Wal*Mart's assurance seems the best to me. Occasionally you will see the Tena pull ups in some of the consumer drug stores. I've never seen ABENA in the US outside of specialty incontinence stores. The tape on Tena's and Molicares sometimes show up at more specialized medical supply / drug stores, but usually you'll find "First Quality" as the alternate brand. Tranquility and Tena have a list of retailers on their website you can look up by zip code. On the TENA site you have to select "PROFESSIONALS" to find the real diapers. There are only pullups on the "men/women" site.

I usually use whatever's handy. An xacto or similar sharp knife works best.

Pinked edges may not immediately ravel, but it's not as good as having the hemmed up. My wife made some for me out of the bulk diaper cloth. There are decent cloth diaper manufacturers. This is just cut up fabric.

I've got one of these and it has washed OK for now. It helps to have one of the HE washers anytime you're going to do one of these all-in-one types as it takes serious spin to get the water out.

Go to the UPS website and find the find a "UPS Store" link and that will give you their email. You can email them and tell them the shipment is coming and they will hold it and charge you a nominal $5 when it comes in. This works with *ANY* shipping method, they will give you the address to actually use.

Use adult size wipes. While I love the baby stuff, if you're going to be seriously poopy, you want reasonable size wipes. I still use four or five.

Told my therapist. No big deal for her. She felt that whatever I wanted to do in the bedroom was fine. Worked on other things.

As long as it isn't she/it.

"She" is always safest. Some people who are sissy want to be little girls. Others (like myself) are in fact boys that are being forced to be sissies. In the first case they want to be referred to as girls. In the second, they see themselves as boys, but being treated as girls would be in line with the fantasy.

I always wear diapers to get my hair cut or to the dentist. Last summer we had problems with the septic system (my wife conveniently left to visit her sister). The pumps went out that are after the septic tank. The guy pumped out the tank and said I'd be good for a few days while the pumps were ordered before the "deep shit" alarms started ringing again. I decided I'd rather shower than use the toilet, so I diapered up for several days.

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George Bush would consider that appropriate CIA interrogation techniquies.

The bulk of mine are COMCO milky white vinyl...very similar to what I recall from my child hood. Got some miscellaneous ones: locking, rhumba, teddy bears, etc..

Unless it is shipped by express mail, there is NO tracking a USPS. You won't necessarily get any info updates until delivery (the service is delivery confirmation NOT tracking). If the package was shipped internationally, it will never get any updates as the foreign posts have no clue what to do with the package barcode. Standard mail to the UK from the US could easily take several weeks. Even airmail takes a week.

Gabby's (un in Canada and sold through a lot of suppliers) has been making Swim Diapers for years. They make two styles. One looks like an AIO diaper and the other sort of looks like a bulky speedo. They say the former is used primarily by the special needs crowd who don't have much muscle tone in the legs and the latter by the general incontinent population. RPDesigns I think has a different manufacturer one that's similar to the diaper-style gabbys. All of the above are in the $30 price range.

I get lots of stuff shipped to the UPS store. All they do is scan the tracking number off the box. That tracking number triggers an email to you (very cool) and a slip that goes into your box (if you have a box with them). You come in, take the slip out of your box, sign it, hand it to them and they hand you your box. I've never had them comment on what it is (I get a lot of wine shipped there and unlike diapers which are rather discreetly marked, wine has big "CONTAINS ALCOHOLIC BEVERAGES, OVER 21 SIGNATURE REQUIRED" all over it and they don't even mention anything about that.