Curious One

I would imagine you could lock it in place via something that would come with it and attach or screw to your bed. Then just unlock it, take it off, and fold it. This would work well, assuming the locking part was hidden under a sheet most of the time, or you have an excuse. Obviously this kind of crib would not be one you climb out of. It would have to lock in a way one could open from the inside easily. Perhaps for those BD/SM DL's, you could disable the lock so that the only way to open it would be from the outside. I kinda have a design in my head LOL. But I would not use it. Just a thought. My housing situation does not allow any more than stuffed animals really. And frankly, I am not sure I would anyway. Still, a good idea.

I Got them back! YAY...well...most of them...Two of them I have had since birth. I got them the day I was born. The others I got over time, such as the one my great grandma gave me before she died. That one is named Ash, after her. Her name was Ashman. Not sure on the spelling though. The others from various events such as valentines day. I am glad to have them back. I cuddled with them and talked in the chat room for a while. Nothing like having a soft teddy in your lap. Well...not nessiarily a bear, a stuffed tiger, wolf, or whatever you have works just as well.

Man I feel sorry for you. My grandfather was dressed as a girl in dresses. He is around 70 now, and as I speak I am at their house...due to a current risk to my life that prevents me from being too near my house...(I will make a topic explaining later.) I can only immagine how one would react to that kind of treatment. As for my story, this is the first time I am going to tell it all, not summarize it as "tendencies." The story is uninteresting and short...but I figure here of all places I can tell it. For me it started as a teenager. I am largely asexual. meaning I am the opposite of bisexual. I am not attracted to either. Males repulse me, and a have some attraction to girls, but much les than normal males. One thing is that those whereing "sluty" clothes disgust me, and kill any arousal. I have seen porn, and it does nothing for me. Not so much as a twitch down there, more of a shrinking. However I am attracted to females who are more feminine. Wemon who dress appropriatly. I am not talking nessisarily frills and such, but nice dresses and such. To be completely honest I have a little of a sissy side, which was mroe pronounced before. I remember wondering what wearing them felt like. I never tried it. As much as I was curious and such, I was certain to get caught. So I did what I could. I once tried to make a cloth daiper, my begining of the attraction to them. I repressed and forgot all of this eventualy. Well...Not forgot so much as is something triggered the memory to bring it up, I would remember, but that rarely happened, except a few times at my room at night. After that, I manage to get past it, and put it asside completely. It was hidden even from myself for the most part. Locked away like a skeleton in a dark closet I had not wanting anything to do with, and at last forgotten. Since then,. about 2 months ago I ran across AB/DL...I did some research. I am a curious person, and I am most curious about how peoples minds work. I love to see how people explain such things. WnM made me considering forgetting this all, leaving, and leaving this place fast. The only reason I did not was my yearning to ask questions andtry to understand this bizzare mindset and/or fetish. Asside from that I am not one to leave due to one disgusting thing. Those held me to the place long enough for me to remember these...(you could see this word coming a mile away if you read my questions and introduction..."tendencies." I am still not sure if I should just leave now. I am faily sure that I can forget this as long as I force myself to got get on the forum. As for those sissy "tendencies," I havve largely ridded myself of them. Some things about it still give me a slight turn on...but asside from that I have no urge to engage it in myself.(Due to my faith I quashed this. I have yet to determine if this is some form of sin or not.If I kn ew one way or the other it would be much easier to join in more, or leave.) So...there you are...Now to simply wait it out and hope I can simply get over telling a small, uninteresting story I am not sure I should have told. I may not tell it...Does this all appear in my post...Well...If it does...well...I told it... {{This embarrassing confestion, if it appears, may self destruct and vanish...We hope no one is hurt in said explosion. Good Day!}}

Well I am sorry to hear such things. I truly hope you can get this right. As for daipers...Maybe you should lay off a while. More than anything perhaps writing her a letter would help. Know this. If you talk to write to her, be as humber as possible. People expect you to defend yourself and get angry and pridefull. Humility is very disarming in an arguement. Try to do all you can. As for masturbating...I have done it, and get no arousal or pleasure from it, so I really do not know if you can condition arousal that way.. try it perhaps. I know you said she thinks you need daipers to be aroused, and she is not enough...Well...Porn will just make her think she is not enough still and you need porn. Masturbate infront of her? XD maybe then you can condition yourself to her? But you may just disgust her...hmmm..

My mother often uses my computer. One day I awoke to find my computer sat on my tables as usual, but it was clearly used. the front pages was this site, on a topic. I believe she lets me keep my privacy but that scared the crap out of me. I go so far as to delete my history on anything containing ANYTHING related to things like this. Must have fallen asleep on bed and forgot to shut the page down... So even if I wanted that stuff I would never get it due to the great risk of being caught. There is a chance she saw and investigated this site. However the page was open to the same topic and at he same place in the topic, so I tihnk I just got lucky. So I would not do anything untill you are on your own. At least not unless you have a secure location. I do not know... get a cabinet with a lock on it and hide the key. Better yet a combination lock and memorize the code. My internet has been down for the alst month, sorry I was gone btw.

Well, I speak from a bit of experience. I often babysit my 3 toddler nephews. I have seen pooped on beds, carpet, etc. One thing that removes the smell, at least with urine, is some vinegar. However even if it did not smell...it would still need cleaned. I am sure there are some fabric cleaners. Spray it with a fabric cleaner or some such a bit. Get a good brush and some strong soap and a little water. The more water you use the more you will be waiting till it dries out. Use a carpet cleaner on it after that. Rent one from Wall Mart or some other store if you can. If it is truly that bad, you might still have to throw it away. But if you do all of that...it MIGHT spare you buying a new matress. Again I do not pretend to be a great cleaner...but this sounds like logical advice.

I guess the question just comes from how weird, yet at the same time...enticing. Perhaps me still feeling weird about it caused it..

I meant explain why you did. yes I believe he sees and knows all. Still the idea of trying to explain why you did something if he were to ask frightens me. What could you possibly say

Wow I am assuming you have no idea who this person even is. And that makes it idiotic? Man some people are idiots. Let alone offer you a company out of the blue. I hate to say it...But anyone...Who is that idiotic? I mean the scam must be for using...but no one is that stupid.

Thanks. I added a new question that I am sure will get some interesting replies to.

That is a shame. I always did my best as a kid and teen to keep the stuffed animals I got. That is really too bad. BTW I wonder...I hear some people can regress a lot...would having a stuffed animal you had as a baby help in that? Just curious

Actual. My family jokes around a good amount. Sexual jokes are not uncommon. So while they were talking about such things it popped up and I heard them mention it jokingly. Doesn't any normal family do such things? Hmm And remember I never said that he wasn't joking. Frankly the image repulses me as well so lets get on with the main topic.

I was just curious because the response implied some dislikes other wearing without using. I sounded weird to me. After all in my opinion..."Whatever floats your boat" Thanks that was very interesting to read. Something we share in common. I like being able to hold it in myself. When I see many of the incontinent people I thank god for my ability to hold it in. I know many are happy, but still.

I wanted many types of answers. But perhaps my questions were a bit personal? I just think that a question with no clear cut answer is more interesting than one that can be answered easily. Getting multiple answers helps answer a question from many angles, and shows the perspective of more people. If that makes any sense to you.

From what I know, my father would not mind a threesome.(Edit: please do not take this so seriously I heard them joking it is not like he plans to.) This is assuming it is him, my mother, and another woman. However part of the reluctance might be that he feels your age play is a sexual thing. Perhaps he is so thinking that you are the only one he wants, and he dislikes the idea of another woman involved because he only wants you? Again I do not know you or him, just a guess. Many shows and TV depict males as out for only sex, but men can be much more faithful than they get credit for. Perhaps he is nervous about it because he feels you might later be angry with him if he does something wrong? Or consider this an entirely new scenario to him. People can be scared to try new things. This would not only be knew but he might be scared of your opinions and such as I said earlier. Perhaps he is just scared to try it. To be honest, a threesome is not something I would do...However I have no real sex drive and when I am attracted to a woman it is more of a emotional bonding and such, not a sexual thing, more love less psychical motivation. Note however that i have never had a girlfriend, due to the fact that I am 22 and look 14... So what woman wants to date a guy that looks many years younger than her?