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Stevewet, now that you say that I think my wife is not as bad as she used to be on smells, I walk by her in the morning (noon for me) and she used to say you smell, but the past maybe 6 months she is not commenting or anything I wonder if the gradual of my smells is changing her nose to be a little less sensitive ?? The bad thing is when she gets back from her trip she will smell it again. She going to visit her sis in a week for a few weeks, so I will have some alone playtime then. And she will have some time for her family that she has not had in a few yrs, since they moved out of state. I have been trying to get my toys ready so I can enjoy some play time. I Love my wife but sex is sex. I can be a smelly peeeee guy as I want for a few weeks...

Without knowing or waking up and finishing I pee my nite diaper at least every other nite, I didn't use to . But since I am 24/7 I am more at ease, so my mind must be relaxing again like when I was a young kid.

Yeah I have played with a pool water jet before it is nice, we had a 15ft above ground pool at our old house, we got rid of it more than 15 yrs ago. I was the one that cleaned it every day, and it seamed it was way too much work. If I had been smart I could have saved the pump and used it in the tub??? But back then I was still trying to not let on to my wife that I was a real weardo I was breaking it to her slowly over 20 yrs of gradual ,, not on purpose, see after all the medical stuff was hitting, hers and mine, one after the other. For some reason I blurted it out that I was into diapers, and I had been playing before she got home from work. See I got home an hr before she did. So I could keep it a secret easier. But my head was telling me I really needed more diapers, plastic, sex, etc. So we never handle things like we should do..... I need to inflate one of my big pool toys I have a whale, and an alligator but unless the temp is decent it's too cold to use them, since the air inside is room temp, and we don't use the heat , it cost too much, we keep the house around 59 deg and wear sweats, it saves us money. Life on disability you have to cut corners.

A high pressure whirlpool sounds like a fun time? I may have to find a used on, I am not sure if they still make them, I would larger have new because I would have to take a used one apart to sanitize it. Thanks for the idea.

Have you tried to use a pad under you? the cloth ones are really cheap at second hand stores, they are not bad at soaking up the leaks , if they are not real big. As long as you have plastic on the mattress like WBxx said wash the rest maybe before any company comes ? or wash daily. Me I Love that smell if I could I would have a pee bed, but my wife doesn't like the smell. But if the mattress is wet put it out in the sun for a day to dry before putting on a plastic zip up. Hope it helps.

I am gonna have to try that, the U Tube used a glass but I like your change, if you have any other ideas please share. And if you want you can message me. I want ways to keep me from cheating you don't know what it is like to not have sex in way over 10 yrs and Love your wife, you have been with for 28 plus yrs. I miss that sooo much, but I am leaning soo much the other way, I think I am liking my butt toys etc.

I had really good I mean good health ins before I became disabled lucky I worked for 40 yrs and paid into medicare But they don't pay anything like our private care used to . When you work 40 yrs and then can't work anymore the fu...king gov is supposed to pay you back for the hundred of thousand I paid into it, I used to make over 100k a yr so they made good money from me to pay the ins for the people that didn't want to work. So medicare is not what it should be or is supposed to be, I don't mind if you have a problem and can't work even your whole life, I don't like the lazy ones that won't work to support the system . It's the only one we have but it only works it they have money coming in to keep it up. Just like an ins company if the income drops off they have to cut the out pay.

I looked at that site it has a lot on it, and fun stuff to do with a simple rubber glove. I didn't see any other ideas, I may have to take some time to watch some of the videos there. The one with the latex gloves different ideas is cool.

Well it sounds like you know about it. we both have several other medical issues and all I was saying before is people nowadays don't get married to share a life they get married and then when they stop getting what they want out of it they are off to the new person , like they are in high school. My wife is not into the diapers and wishes I would not use them, but then I would have daytime leaks and wet the bed. And since she can't have sex, I help her to be able to find ways to have fun without it. And she is ok when I buy weird stuff for me like dildos for my playtime, I experiment in many many ways to keep me from cheating on her, and that's the way a real marriage is. As much as I want sex I fight it almost every day wanting to have a gay experience ? I am still not sure if I can do it , but I have a lot of fun with dildos and I love most kinds of plastic and pee play, it would be fun to find a plastic float or toy etc that you can have your penis inside rather than on top of? I am still on the search for toys but I need cheap also. When you live on disability pay you can't afford to waste money. If you have ideas that are not shareable on the form, you can MM me if you would like?

Ok thanks I thought your comment sounded like you wanted information that I don't need to share. All I will say is I have posted on here before we are both cancer survivors , that tends to tk a Lot out of you. I like the others ideas about the beech ball underwear, I am looking still for ideas along the plastic line. I have pool toys like the bib whale, and big alligator they are fun. One of my fetishes is plastic.

That means that I am not gonna air my wife's private health over the internet , I said as much as I am gonna say. I look for ideas to Help me, and that is it. And a young generation that can't say for sure they will make it to be Very supportive of the Life long spouse . I see the young people , most of them at least as the attitude that as soon as the spouse is sick and or can't do everything for them they get divorced . Wait to see if you can be married as long as you have lived so far. When you are married 28 yrs it's about helping each other, not Just sex.

I don't like to soil mine, so I think about the mess to clean up. I have done it but not on purpose , I was sick several yrs ago and pooped a lot I did however Love the hot feel of pooping in my diaper, bur the mess is not something I am ready to want to clean up every day. I wear 24/7 and Love to pee every chance, and I am at the point that if the pee starts to come I can't stop it to save my life. But I am very ok with that.

One thing I can add to your post about cloth diapers if someone is still wanting to be able to toss out wet diapers, I have after yrs of 24/7 wearing found a skin rash issue to some brands and as fast as they keep changing who makes what. Well I have gone around to second hand stores and I have a bunch of small baby blankets the really thin soft kind. I will fold them up like a diaper to lay inside of my disposable , what ever brand I am wearing. I have found the 3ft square or so in size work really well and feel soo soft, it saves me on drying time, in the winter I have to use a dryer, in summer I will use my close line out back . Bit feels like a cloth diaper in most ways, and you can toss out the diaper, and I rinse out the cloth and store them in a 5 gal bucket for about 3 days till I have a good size load, oh I will add a 1/2 cup of bleach on the second day to my storage bucket. This has been a long time of trials to get here I am happy with it, it saves me money in several ways. I can buy cheaper grade of disposable diapers, I will also put a few layers of disposable inside of my over sized diaper. So a size larger than needed than 1-2 cheap diapers with the sides cut off and big slots in the bottom of each layer, then top it with the nice soft baby blanket. I di mean the really nice thin ones like a receiving blanket but my best ones are 2ft x 2ft, and 3ft x 3ft. T get them for a buck each yard sales, second hand etc. It's my new way to do it for comfort and it makes me want to pee in anything so if you wear cloth underwear at any time this will train you to pee your pants😊.

I have some dribbles, but I wish I could just get a way to have steady dribbles . So I can just change my diaper as I need, and not have a blasting of an over flowing diaper I am walking down the hall to get changed.. It would be much better to have dribble 24/7, because I can't stop the flood when it starts coming and my Wife is not understanding to any of it.... I have my days ...

If you don't want to have all kind of issues with the future Dr and medical portion, I would say do it without surgery.

I am not sure how big you are talking, I am 7-8" and as long as I am not hard,,, I do fine with the Walmart store brand pull-ups . I do make my own nite time stuff, day and nite I wear different sizes of cloth inside of my diapers, day time I will use a very small baby blanket a 2x2' and nite I will use nice well padded blanket, that keeps me away from the chemicals in the disposable diapers. I am not what I call well hung but please let me now how well hung we are talking?

Thanks it's good to talk with others that understand me. I love this site. And I have found myself looking at guys more , I like a body for its shape, but I find myself thinking soo much more about what is between a guys legs. If I was a cheating type I would have already tried it. I am very sorry about you being raped that is not something anyone ever wants to go through .

I did some experimentation way back when I was a teen, and then it was soo bad of a thing to even think about same sex, that I just said to myself I need to get rid of the desires to do any of that. I am now old and really have strong wants to have the experience , my wife of 28 yrs has not been able to have sex for over 15 yrs due to past cancer. As much as I really want it, all I can do is play and self pleasure, I would never want to hurt my wife, so I go in my play bedroom and play and imagine I have a guy with me.

I would Love to have a hypnotist that I could use to make me only pee inconto, I don't want to poop in public . But if there is a better one out there than warp my mind stuff. I have had some success , I was in Target a store, and I had to pee and had no warning and no control to stop it, I was almost in a feeling of coming feeling, it was soooo great. But I don't know what hypnosis that I am using did the job, I do my nightly enemas so I don't need to poop during the day. But I really do understand the strong wanting to be inconto, It was so assume to be sitting in th Target driving art and filling my diaper. I told my wife that we should have gone the restroom when we came in the store, But I only said it to make sure she knew it was not my fault . I soooo much want to pee without any control. I do get it a few times at nite, and I Love it. I will not do a surgery to do it, but that is only me. We all have our own needs..

I do wear 24/7 but my daytime is dribbles, I wear a cloth baby diaper or lately I have found that the baby blankets, Kida like a receiving one the cotton ones that are 2ft square for daytime, and then I use the fancy kind they are 3 ft square . I just fold them like a diaper and use them inside of my disposable diapers, they keep my skin safer and then when doing the wash they dry way faster than the thick cloth diapers, so faster and cheaper because you can find them at second hand stores very cheap

I wish I had your luck. Did you do anything besides just wearing the diaper?

My wife has told me in the past she will not have sex as long as I wear diapers the thing is she was not able to have sex way before I started wearing my diapers 24/7. So my diapers is not the reason she has not had sex. After her cancer of 2006 she had bad reaction to the chemo, and can't have sex, then my cancer in 2007 and for several more yrs fighting it, So due to all of that we haven't had sex since we last tried in about 2009. I started wearing full 24/7 I think around 2013. But her comments about not having sex were in the past 5 yrs, and I just say you can't have sex anyhow , see the cancer she had was hormone kind and that limits her on creams lotions etc, as well as a lot of stuff. I wish my wife would be supportive , but it is what it is.

Thanks, I will check it out.

Thanks, I guess I need to find some cheap onesies , I have a couple but they are fun stuff for in the house LOL. I have to be seen as normal as I can out in public , my wife is getting better,, but not that much, the fun print ones , well ... what is the best site to get some cheap plain onesies ? I have thought about making them out of T shirts, it is not that hard I don't think anyhow , it looks easy. I have some extra ones. But not sure if I should use snaps or buttons?