i think i have always been a baby since my desires actually started when i was around 6 or 7 i think. as a baby, diapers have always been a big part if me, but whenever i am padded, i tend to enjoy playing baby. i remember when i was younger, i was pretty embarrassed whenever anything baby was on tv or if my mom or anyone changed a baby in front of me. id just get fluttered and become mesmerized in the baby talk or commercials wishing i was the baby the entire time, so i guess ive always been a baby at heart