Thanks baby fergstar but all my friends and family would label me a freak or someone who needs to be commited. My state does not except infatilism.or understand it. I havnt even told friends or family that I am incontinent. I feel more comfortable talking to other abdls about this. I just wish I could find more abdls here in Montana. So I guess I feel freakish because I feel alone in the abdl world because of this. Again thanks all for you're help.