lovelylittle

yes, i lied to my best friend about my number of sexual partners in high school to make myself sound cooler and 7 years later she still thinks i've had 3 more than i have have you ever eaten an entire pizza by yourself in one sitting?

ooh, the guy in the disposable has a nice body although i'm not a fan of bonnets, i think it looks a little creepy on a grown man. still, i'd let him change my diapers any day

(This is my first attempt at an AB/DL story, and my first attempt at creative writing in quite a few years, so be gentle Chapter One is actually a true story in it's entirety, minus the fake names, but future chapters will be embellished Enjoy!) Haley and Ryan, Chapter One Haley looked down at her phone and sighed. It was 11p.m., much later than she usually stayed awake on a work night. She had stayed up to wait for her boyfriend, Ryan; and apparently, for nothing- he wasn't coming. He had asked her if it was okay to spend the night hanging out with some friends, and she reluctantly said yes. He spent pretty much every night with her, after all, and deserved some time with the guys. Still, she didn't like sleeping alone. And of course, just as soon as she'd given him permission, she heard the rain hitting the roof of her apartment. It was going to storm. Not a chance of her sleeping tonight. She thought about texting him again and asking him to come keep her company, but she couldn't bring herself to do it. This is ridiculous. I'm 24, not 4, she thought. It's just rain, damn it. I don't need someone to come hold my hand. Just then, there was a loud clap of thunder- loud enough to make her jump. Her heart began to pound, and tears welled in her eyes. I know what will calm me down. She walked over to her closet and pulled a pink box out from under a pile of clothes. The box was covered with my little pony stickers and crayon drawings of baby animals that Haley had done when she was a kid- she'd had the box since she was 6. I guess I don't have to hide this anymore, she thought. Haley and Ryan had been together almost eight months, and about a week ago, she had decided to tell him her deepest secret- she enjoyed wearing diapers and "playing baby", as she called it. More than enjoyed it, it was the one thing that comforted her when she was stressed. She was terrified that Ryan would leave her, but he was open-minded and reassured her that he loved her no matter what. It had been the best week of Haley's life. She felt closer to him than ever, and knowing he accepted who she was gave her the freedom to feel comfortable in her own skin. Still, she hadn't indulged herself in her "little" fantasies around him yet- accepting or not, she was afraid the shock of seeing his college-grad girlfriend in a diaper would be too awkward for both of them. She sighed again and pulled a package out of the box. XL Goodnites- the only diaper she could actually bring herself to buy. She took one out and examined it. It was soft, crinkly, and pretty with it's butterfly pattern. It was designed for much younger girls, but the look and feel immediately soothed Haley. It reminded her of her childhood, when she still needed diapers for wetting the bed. There was something about being curled up in a soft diaper that made her feel so secure. She couldn't explain it, but she knew that if she was going to sleep through the storm tonight, she was going to have to find a source of comfort somewhere. She took off her pants and slid the pull-up style diaper over her hips. It was a little tighter than when she was ten, but it still fit her comfortably. She rummaged through the box a little and found some more treasures- a stuffed tiger named Callie she'd had since she was 5, the baby blanket her grandmother sewed for her when she was just a newborn, and a binky and sippy cup she'd mustered the courage to buy herself when she was away at college. This is going to be a good night, she thought. She walked downstairs to fill her sippy cup, remembering the nights she used to spend at her grandparents' house years ago. Her grandma kept a sippy cup around for her until she was almost a teen, spoiling her and warming up milk and apple juice to help her fall asleep. Haley did the same for herself this time, filling the cup with juice and microwaving it until it was just lukewarm. While she was waiting, she put the binky in her mouth and sucked it a little. It was just as calming as she remembered. She closed her eyes and sucked harder as the storm picked up, squeezing Callie every time a clap of thunder startled her. Much better, she thought, noting that her heart had stopped pounding. On the way back upstairs, she passed the bathroom, and walked in to look at herself in the mirror. She was a very pretty woman- her petite 5'3" figure was graced with beautiful curves that looked a little out of place clad in just a diaper and Ryan's t-shirt, but she didn't care. She pulled her long, wavy brown hair out of it's ponytail and mussed it until it covered her perky D-cup breasts, helping her look a bit more "little". Her lovely blue eyes stared back at her from behind the pink plastic of her binky and she smiled. I wonder what Ryan would think, she thought. I think I look pretty adorable. She didn't give it too much thought, though. She wanted to curl up in her bed and drink her juice. The storm was louder than ever, and diapered or not, she didn't think she was going to get much sleep. There was a huge bookshelf in Haley's room- she was an avid reader and kind of a 'collector', not being able to bear the thought of giving way her favorite books from childhood. She found the one she loved the most, a huge book of fairy tales her father used to read to her. The cover had the most intricate artwork of fairies, mermaids, unicorns, dragons, princesses and the like, with the title embossed in shiny gold. It was just as beautiful as she remembered. She took it to her bed and snuggled up under her blankets to read. About halfway through "Rapunzel", Haley felt a familiar urge. The sippy cup of warm juice was getting to her, and she had to go pee. She felt a little bit of hesitation- it had been years since she had wet a diaper on purpose, and she didn't know if the Goodnite could hold the contents of a 24-year-old's bladder. But she was warm and cozy in her bed and the thought of getting up and taking off her diaper to use the toilet seemed a little ridiculous. So she relaxed and let go as slowly as possible, relishing the feeling of warm pee against her most sensitive parts, and the relief that came with emptying her bladder. She quickly put her hand on the front of the diaper and ran her fingers along the insides of her legs, checking for leaks. The diaper felt warm and a little squishy, but it had held all of Haley's pee. She smiled. She had felt so little cuddling her tiger and blanky and sucking on her binky, and after wetting her diaper, the feeling was complete. There's no responsibilities to worry about when you're little, she thought. How nice. She closed her eyes, forgetting the storm and everything around her, and happily drifted off to sleep. (It's not over! Chapter Two coming soon! Let me know how you like it )

awww, i haven't done that in forever. i think i'll help my little girl write one this year though

granted! Thanksgiving is reinstated and delicious but now only occurs in 5-star restaurants at $90 a plate. I wish all food was free during the holidays!

Yay! Congratulations, I hope it works out well for you

Sounds a lot like my experience. Congratulations to you for being brave enough to come clean, and i'm so glad that she was open-minded and accepting! After I told my boyfriend it was like a thousand pounds off my shoulders- complete euphoria. Now I can be "little" freely when I feel the need and I know for a fact he loves me for exactly who I am, because he knows everything about who I am. There's probably still some awkward moments and conversations to come, but awkward or not, be proud of yourself for having the courage to tell the truth and take comfort in knowing she still loves you and wants to be with you!

Sweet! Enjoy your week, and welcome to DD

Hiya and welcome! I'm still a "newbie" technically but I post wayyyyy too often so i'm sure you'll see me around, practically everywhere DD is wonderful, you'll meet some fantastic new friends!

^favorite pastime is peeing his diaper in mall santas' laps

I did think about this quite a bit before I told my current boyfriend. There are a lot of factors that ease my worry, my ex was into forcing me to wet myself because it was degrading and he wanted to dominate me. My current boyfriend is very affectionate and loving, and entirely different in the way he acts around me and speaks to me. Also, it's been nearly ten years since the abuse, I was barely a teen at the time and my mindset is very far removed. There are other sexual things that I have had PTSD-like symptoms from- mainly hands on my neck- but I don't think that a diaper fantasy based on loving cuddles will elicit those feelings. I am entirely different now as far as my maturity level and emotional balance and strength as well.

^pees his diaper out of terror every time he sees scar from the lion king xD

Granted! Abena X plusses grow on trees, unfortunately they provide the perfect nesting material for enangered spotted owls and it's illegal to disturb them. also, i'm angry because there was no spanish influenza and I still had to go to work today I wish the outdoors had a thermostat I could turn up!

^always changes himself in phonebooths so he can pretend to be a a hero whose superpowers are directly related to the amount of padding in his diaper

granted! gasoline now grows on trees, except that since it's liquid, it all just seeps down and gets absorbed into the soil, eventually killing anything that tries to grow anywhere. I wish cars ran on trash from landfills instead!

^can't stop eating the shrooms in the mushroom kingdom!

granted! jack in the box now serves everything you love, but unfortunately you are forced to move to Ohio forever where there are no jack-in-the-boxes. at least you can visit me now I wish I didn't have to work tommorow...

granted! you now recieve "sexy" diaper changes with every purchase. these diaper changes are however performed by an obese man with a gandalf-style beard in red see through lingere O.O I wish I had a lifetime supply of warm mashed potatoes and gravy. mmmm....

I think I'm going to post this in the 'friends and family' forum too, just to hear some insight from non-ABDL partners as to what helped them get over the initial awkwardness (or didn't)

thanks for the ideas, guys. I think i will definitely talk with him about what I want from him, and it's a good idea to go in stages with the accessories. I will definitely wear something over the diaper the first time too to make it a little less shocking. terryfighter, he would probably think the pigtails were cute, but we babytalk as a joke all the time and if I tried to do it with a straight face I think we'd both just burst out laughing

it would be awesome if I was diapered frequently, but since I have to use the potty monster 99% of the time it's terribly annoying...