Okay, pooping in my diapers is a weird topic for me. I tried it once, when I was away at college, with the help of an enema, in a goodnite- it was horrible. It leaked everywhere and the enema was just... unpleasant. I know some people really enjoy them, but massive amounts of water coming out of my backside is just not a great feeling for me.
However, that was a few years ago. I have always been really intrigued by stories that involve people messing, and now that I have the capability to get REAL diapers that may actually contain a mess I think I might try it and see if I have a better experience.
Here's my problem, and sorry if it is too much information (as if anything could be TMI in a diaper-crapping forum ) I have frequent, tiny, really firm poops. Usually I go 3-4 times a day and each time there are 2-3 firm nuggets about the size of ping pong balls. I eat a stupid amount of fiber, so I don't think that's the problem, I think that's just how my body works- but it's not really what I want when i'm messing a diaper. I want one- just one- big, but not massive, soft, but not mushy, poop that comes out all at once and is easy to push out. I know an enema is NOT going to give me that, and I don't want the unpredictability of laxatives, they completely tear me up and i'll be going all day. Is there an easy, predictable way to get what I want? Suppositories maybe, or, I had read the forum about using marshmallows? I've never tried one before, but it seems as though they are slightly more predictable and will make you go a lot but not all day. If I use a suppository, should I take a stool softener before I do it, or will the suppository soften it enough for me? Will it make me go several times, or give me one predictable poo? Is there anything else I could try? Any other input and tips are appreciated as well