DiaperPony

I tried out Instagram once, but for me it drained my battery, so I uninstalled it.

Ordered a silicone imitation"nuk" 7, I am really excited, I just hope it's not too big!

I can relate to being right in the middle of everything, but still totally alone. Not at the same scale as yours, though, so I won't pretend like I am in your shoes. I started a brony group in my city years ago not just because I enjoyed the show, but because I wanted to connect with people and try to overcome my social anxiety. However, it did not work out at all like I had hoped. Oh, I am great at running things and keeping things rolling forward, and I see people making genuine friendships all around me, but none with me. I am acknowledged for what I am doing, but that's as far as it goes. When I see a pic of some of them hanging out randomly, I honestly feel jealous, because I wish it were me hanging out too. When I need help, suddenly nobody is there. When I implement a rule because someone was causing trouble, people throw a fit or try to ignore it. I feel like I give so much of myself, but I get so little back. When I start to feel like this, I feel so selfish, because I am looking for what I can get out of it, what's coming to me, why is it not coming to me? But, on the other hand, I gave so much, so why shouldn't I get something back? Sometimes I feel like everyone is just using me, but I know it can't just be that (or I really hope not). Maybe it is something I do, or say, or the way I act (like my anxiety) that pushes people away. Sometimes I feel like I come off as a total jerk, even when I was just trying to express my opinion. Maybe they are jealous of my position, but I doubt it, because nobody seems to want to take over or help. I have been on various meds, and some of them kinda helped with anxiety..but they made me feel so dead inside, not feeling very much, being able to be with people, but not really caring (I've tried so many too). Off the meds, I can be happy, or sad, I can feel alive, but I am alone and with no one to really talk to. Off the meds I can really give a lot, I can care, I actually want to do things.. but then nobody seems to care about me or can't stand to be around me. I've talked to various psychologists too. I wanted them to tell me "you are screwed up.. you need to totally stop doing x because it drives people away and do y instead" but instead they just waste the time talking about specific situations and saying like it seemed like I was fine. But I am not fine. I didn't go to them and pay tons of money to just have a yes man. I can tell they don't really tell. Sorry about going off about myself, I know this post was supposed to be about you, but on your site I am basically the person I am complaining about. I take enjoyment from your efforts in running this site, and I give nothing back. I really know nothing much about you, I haven't reached out to you, I haven't really tried to help you, I've accused you of idiotic things, I haven't cared, I haven't been there. For what it's worth, I apologize. Maybe it is just human nature to take advantage of someone who gives so much? I don't know. I wish I had some great insight to share with you, to help you, because honestly I'd like to hear it myself.

straw man.. nobody was saying we should have tanks or icbms

Thanks for this comment. For years I have been successful, but I feel incomplete because I lost my house and am renting again. Your statement makes so much sense to me, and now I understand why I really want to buy a house so badly. In a sense I am still living in someone else's place and by their rules (in the lease), and I desire independence.

There is a small typo in the name of the new group: "Reast" in peace

Only a month left till this comes out!

I got: build-a-bear fluttershy pony pillowcase 3 pairs of regular pony pjs 1 pair of footed rainbow dash pjs with hood derpy scarf rainbow dash plushie boat slippers pinkie pie headphones twilight sparkle/applejack starter set for the mlp:ccg pony calendar rainbow dash and derpy undies derpy key holder pink bath towel, hand towels, and washcloths 10x50 binoculars telrad sight for my telescope case of ATNs things that were for my kids, but were also partly for me: zelda:albw

I am all for gun ownership with no bans or limits. However, I personally do not own a gun anymore. During a low point in my life I almost killed myself with one of my guns, so I got rid of them. I realize not having a gun makes me a potential victim, but I don't want to be a victim of my own bad choices, either.

When I was a kid, we never wore seatbelts except for when my dad would take us for a ride in the dune buggy. I remember during some quick stops my mom reaching her arm over to try to stop us from hitting the dash. I've learned since, that in a real crash, even a very strong person wouldn't be able to stop someone from hitting the dash or window. Later on, it became a law that if you weren't wearing seatbelts and got pulled over, there were extra fines (front seats only). Despite this, I started wearing my seatbelt, even as a kid. Even to this day, I have people get in my car that don't put on their seatbelt, but my car doesn't start moving until they have it on. I don't really care whether they think it is safer or not, I am not getting extra fines because of them.

I will have my kids this year on Christmas, so no diapers. BUT, I plan on wearing my pony kigurumi and slippers, so those more than make up for it!

I'm scared now.

I had never heard of the site before, was trying what KrisNdiapers said. Thanks for the correction.

babypants.com says it is for sale.

Same here. I dare not intentionally expose this to the general public because it is a sexual fetish, so I don't feel it is right. If I wear outside, I make sure my diaper, dresses, pantyhose, etc are well hidden under my regular clothes (it is amazing how much a regular pair of blue jeans will conceal). However, for my pony stuff, I have been working on being more accepting of myself and what I like. For example, I bought a pony scarf and was afraid to wear it outside the house, and afraid to wear my pony slippers to get the mail. And, I asked myself "why?". I came to the conclusion I was worried what people would think of me. But, what about what *I* think of me? Is there something shameful I am trying to hide? Is me wearing this stuff hurting anyone else? No. So then there is no reason to hide it, and I should do what I want. So I wore my scarf when it was freezing and dropped off the kids at daycare, then again last night at Dairy Queen. And it was fun for me! Nobody said anything, but if they had, I already knew it was no big deal, so there would be no need to be defensive. One place I still don't flaunt the pony stuff too much is at work, outside obscure wallpapers. I don't want to become unprofessional or make my coworkers uncomfortable. They don't have much choice but to interact with me, so I need to be mindful of that (vs a random encounter at a business or on the street).

I have a herd of pony plushies on my pink bed, and cuddle often.

Yes, all the time. Makes it hard to maintain my interest because often I feel like I am talking to myself.

Decided to get a silicone pacifier the other day (rather than rubber, because based on my experience with snorkels, I find the rubber taste objectionable). Searched around town and the biggest one I could find was a NUK 3, which came in a 2 pack. Despite it being too short, it was a very nice experience, and if I may say so, even a bit of a turn-on, which I was not expecting at all. After intense effort I managed to disassemble one of them (destroy is more like it). I was hoping to have just the ring and teat, but that was impossible due to the design, because once the back is off, the ring portion slips right out of the teat. The teat by itself was nice because it went back farther, but the huge downside is that it would constantly suction to my lip. I know I can buy a properly-sized one from pacifiers r us, but I have a question for anyone that has bought a large one. Do you end up sucking it all night or does it just sit in your mouth? When I relaxed my mouth, the pacifier would tend to fall out, is that a problem for the larger one too? I also noticed that with the NUK 3, skin folds were forming on my inner lip, and the roof of my mouth feels a little raw. Is that still an issue with the larger one?

I was surfing 4chan /b/, where they had diaper image threads every once in a while. Those threads rekindled desires I had buried for a long time. I did a search, and found ADISC first. They didn't have very much diaper info, so I searched again and found DD through the diaper reviews list. I then left ADISC because at that time they had minors on there and I only wanted to talk to adults, plus they didn't really allow fetish talk. I was also able to discover an MLP diaper comnunity on Google+ through an infamous person who did nothing to hide their fetish. I then found out several of the people I'd already been chatting and hanging out with on there were ABDL's and sissies too.

Me too!

Summary: He don't want meds, he don't want talk... he gonna pee from his giant cock!

When camping, the world is my restroom. No diaper needed!

Same thing happens to me. I assume it is related to this: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Refractory_period_%28sex%29

We enjoy wearing diapers, we all have some screws loose here.