dave_the_baby

I know that feeling- except I generally don't want to sleep. In my life, I struggle to not feel depressed, and it's an uphill battle. I'm on mood stabilizers, but it seems half of my anxiety problems are related to my blood sugar. When I have a "moment," I start thinking about how long I've been fighting this feeling, and I want to just end it all. I never do, but you get the idea. Mostly I try to ignore the feeling, focus on the positive, etc- but sometimes I feel as if I should reflect on them. It's hard, but sometimes necessary. Even now, I don't know how I made it this far. About 6 months ago, I could not communicate with my parents. I didn't even understand my own thoughts. And now I have a job, and I'm going to College in only two weeks. I still have moments, and a bit too frequently. I might not make it through College, but I can only hope. So I can understand the desire to just sleep it all away and try to forget all about it. I've fallen down more times than I can count the last three years. It was living hell, and I wanted to quit many times. I wanted to just give up. Somehow, I didn't... It's good that you aren't suicidal, but it's clear you're still depressed. Best wishes, friend..

I got "Overnight Garments" from BigLots once, with three tapes, and a plasting outing. I love them, and I have the same problem with heat- but I take them off slowly. I don't like to waste diapers if I can help it. Hey, those prints on your diaper...how'd you get them?

Howdy doodly do. You were lurking here when you were 15? We may have to arrest you for this...the sex police.

The letter lost me at the word "heaven." As a child, I wasn't neglected- I was raised up in a Christian home. Everything was restricted...everything was "evil." Well, "everything" is stretching it- but close enough. The only plus side is that I'm not a TV Addict. (That stuff isn't evil, just mostly a waste of time) Submitting to "God" is not the answer to me- it was the problem. It's why I was dead the first 16-17 years of my life. (I define alive as being able to percieve choice) What I really want is someone being extremely cruel to me, and owning me as a bondage-slave; diapers just so happen to fit into that. What is Heaven to most people is Hell to me at this point. I'd rather burn and feel than be at "peace" (no feelings) for eternity.

There is a Marta station near my home...what time, what place, and can I get there from Marta?

Welcome welcome. Having fun yet?

Same here. More and more, I'm leaning towards the idea of forced diapering and/or using it as a bondage tool. The idea of someone being kind and gentle to me makes me feel bored.

I'm still on Firefox 2.0, since 3.0 ran slowly. I suppose it's time to give 3.5 a chance...

Topic says it all. I can't seem to get past this point: Why isn't there a "submit results" button anymore? Or is this one of those "Firefox is incompatible" situations?

In real life, I'm not incontinent in any way. I'm a guy, and in no way to I intend to change that...and I'm Bi.

Asexual? You mean reproduction without sex? Yeah, used to do that...but for some reason it always came out as watermelons.

Granted- Julia is now a talking Donkey. (yay, Shrek! ) I wish I could make a ring even more powerful (and less evil) than lord Sauron's.

I tried to give them up under the reasoning that I rarely use them, since I fear leaks. (I've had problems with that in the past) In the end, I lost my resolve to stop wearing, and started wearing again, but only at home, where I would use them. (Wetting in public? No thanks!) Trying to give them up actually brought me up a level- less fear, and more desire for a "mommy" or "daddy" in my life.

Usually that I have to pee. I'm not yet comfortable enough to do it lying down... I've heard that to regress back to a bedwetting state, it's best to do it first thing waking up, two times a week. Sometimes I think about that waking up, but I'm not there yet...

First of all, it only seems great to be a baby now; in the infancy stages, you have nothing to compare to. At 18, even though I still live at home, I have some responsibilities. First of all, I will soon be employed Part Time; and around the house, I have to do my laundry once a week (actually convenient to do my own clothes), mow the lawn, and take care of my pet birds. So at this point, the idea of having someone else take care of me seems great. When you're an infant, you don't appreciate that. You CAN'T do anything on your own. You have to rely on your mother / father. And infants do not know how to speak yet- language is not instinct, it is learned- so they communicate in the only ways they know. That may be through crying- because in the past, crying "summons" the mother. All it is, the infant is not yet ready to communicate specifically.

Closest I got is "Agnostic." I'm not for organized religion, especially given the strict standards you have to fit in. What if I believe Christ was incarnated, was born of a virgin, was crucified, resurrected, and ascended- but I don't believe He's coming back? What if I also believe in Krishna? Or Ganesh? Or even in satanic deities, like Asmodeous? What if I have a Kabbalistic Diagram with Hindu names on it? Boy, I'm blaspheming everyone all over the globe with my beliefs! Even Atheists, because I think the Flying Spaghetti Monster is heresy. Except not really, that was a joke. If you want to hear the reasoning behind that, just send me a PM. I believe that we need to chose for ourselves what we believe. I don't believe in God as all-powerful because that logic doesn't add up. So He can do everything, but He decided not to. Like He could have stopped the Crusades from happening, or the Holocaust. Or something. Apparently He's waiting for end times, when there is not a single stone that has not been unturned, and when there are rumors of wars...earthquakes, etc. The whole concept sounds like Vishnu to me... Source: HINDU TRINITY, rudraksha-ratna.com My belief: "The Truth is one- Sages call it by Various Names."

Welcome, and congrats with your friend. Enjoy yourself here.

No, actually it's because I would wear them, but never use them. (i.e., use the toilet) After a few days, the padding gets pushed towards the back, at which point, if I did wear them, it wouldn't work properly.

Recently I stopped wearing 24/7 because I find that I don't use my diapers 80% of the time, and most of them go to waste- in the trash can, unused. But since I stopped wearing, I found it hard to get used to it, so I got an interesting idea... An endurance round. I'm sure we've all done these before. For one week, I will not use the toilet unless I have to poop. All peeing will be done in diapers. My current inventory count: -2 Baby Diapers (good for layers) -13 Belted Undergarments (also good for layers) -12 Overnight "briefs" (You put em on like a diaper- face it, they're not briefs.) So the contest to myself is- how long will I last? Can I make it through the week? It is currently monday, Aug 3. If I make it to next monday, I win. Anyone interested in my progress, I'm on AIM, Yahoo, and MSN using one service- just check out my profile. Wish me luck!

My nephew Daniel didn't start potty training until after two. Somehow it didn't make sense to expect him to train before that age, even to me. I used to think Europeans were, in general, much smarter than us. But I guess not.

Family is a bit uncomfortable with it, so I don't risk it. Also a lot of open windows.

Told a few people about my fetish, but my brother in particular thinks I should stop wearing. For a while I thought it was because he thought it was just "weird," but he told me his actual reason recently: The act of wearing the diaper discourages sex. Especially if you've recently peed into it. ...honestly, he makes a point. I am kinda "addicted," per say, to wearing 24/7, even though I don't use them at all, so I can agree I do need to cut back. But all in all, I wanted an inside opinion about this. I'm sure there are some people who can tell me what influences diapers have on their sex life.

Granted- people on eBay begin reading item descriptions. However, because people know what everything is, they decide not to buy anything because they know they're being hustled, and eBay falls to the dust. I wish technology would actually improve existing features instead of adding new ones.

Feeling isolated and landlocked does it to me fast lately. I think I'll be feeling better once I get a job / get into college, but that's hard to do in my current state. I'm always reluctant to try any kind of medication (unless forced), but I am starting to think I don't have an alternative.

I'd say no, for the most part. It would be a major hindarance on my life; not to mention embarrassing. Then again, I'm sure I'd eventually learn to cope and/or enjoy it. A temporary incontinence, sure. That would be fun.