You are complaining about looking your age or older, I am in the opposite boat. Due to a health condition I look about half of my age. You would think being into age play that his would be great but it's not. People who might be interested in me think I'm too young and back off and I can't tell you how many times I've been overlooked for promotions or just not taken seriously at a job because I look like I'm inexperienced. I don't really enjoy looking too young, though when I'm 50 and look like I'm 30, maybe then I'll enjoy it, right now it more or less sucks.