Rockies Fan in Diapers

I'm feeling really happy, the kind of happy that puts a spring in your step!

You how they say that if you stop actively looking for something, that then you'll suddenly find it or it'll find you? I've always doubted this, but maybe I might just be getting proven wrong. Time will tell.

I really like the Tranquility Atn's. To me (so far of the kinds I've tried) the combination of thickness, absorbancy, tape quality plus the crinkliness, they're great.

Looking forward to being able to do a little diaper shopping soon. Been way too long since I've been able to

Finally got to wear again last night after a long time of not being able to. I can't wait until the dust settles from my move so I can order some Molicares & restock so I can wear more often again.

Finally Settling in after my first ever normal official move.

Being a Responsible & in this case, a financially responsible adult SUCKS

I see we have a new Q&A Section in the support section. It will be interesting to see if this eliminates or at least lessens some of the repetitive topics asking the same questions over & over on the boards. Time will tell.

If Troy Tulowitzki starts his whining & complaining while here in Denver with the Blue Jays, I'm going to jeer him by saying: "It looks like we have an adult baby disguised as a baseball player."

Having a hard time accepting "what is" when things that are not my fault & things that I no longer can change or control, could've & should've been different.

Feeling accomplished & yet frustrated at the same time. I opened up my Desktop & replaced my computer's fan, because my computer would up & shut off without warning & then there would briefly be a burnt smell coming from the tower...The fan might have been part of the issue, but now I know that it also needs a new power supply. I hope that when I can afford it, that I can replace that on my own too....

I've sometimes wished that I could go & be a kid all over again, but then giving up the positives & independence of being able to make my own decisions & choices has held me back changed my mind since I had to fight & work harder than I should've had to in order to get those things when I was a chronological kid. The more I go through & discover & go through layer after layer of pain in counseling, I'm almost seriously considering saying screw losing even the things that I had to work & fight so hard for. I'm tired & angry that I got screwed out of things that I should've had thanks to my "parents".

Thank Goodness my favorite thing in the World Rockies Baseball is Back!

Well...That's an interesting Self observation.....

Spring Blizzard happening. Why doesn't it snow like crazy in the Winter when it's supposed to snow & instead it waits until Spring?

Those times when you want to say something, but can't because of what you would be looked at like & thought of as & like.

Thank Goodness Football Season is over...Now it's on to my Favorite Season of the Year...BASEBALL SEASON! GO ROCKIES!!!!

I just want & wish I could be rid of all of this emotional & mental pain & suffering that is not my fault, yet that I cannot escape no matter what I do...What did I do to deserve this? Yet the very people who wronged me & that caused & were the roots of my pain & suffering aren't hurting & suffering. Where is the justness in that, huh?

I Can't decide which is worse, Grieving something that you had & lost, or Grieving something that you Never had, but that you should've had...Grief just sucks period, I'll tell ya.

Are only certain members/mods able to make posts in the "latest News" section of the board? I tried to find a reply to this topic in the topic of "Board Proposal" & couldn't do it. I don't know anything about the coding of the site & board & how Invision works, but DD, if you see my status, I'm another +1 for moving for the site's sake.

Preparing for a major life change...(probably not the type of change that most people would think.) But it's needed in spite of my being scared & nervous in order to continue to improve. And, according to my "content count" I've reached 2,000 board posts...When did THAT happen?!

I wish I could curl up in a ball & rapidly fade away to nothingness...That's how sick & tired of my emotional & mental pain & suffering that no matter what I do, I cannot escape, I am.

I went back into chat for the first time in forever last night & for once I had a nice time & their was some good conversation going on. Hopefully it stays that way, &

Happy In"Depend"ence day to my fellow American DD Members! (I really like this holiday pun )

Why should I bother trying thereby wasting my time, energy & efforts if & when nothing ever changes in spite of all of my hard work, & efforts? This all being because the people who are really responsible, refuse to accept & take their rightful responsibility in the first place.