diaper dimension Regression Echo - Ch. 40 (1/7/23)

[TerranV]

Now I'm worried Tom is gonna do something...

Or Hailey shows up at Elise's place to evil do.

[Panther Cub]

58 minutes ago, TerranV said:

Now I'm worried Tom is gonna do something...

Or Hailey shows up at Elise's place to evil do.

Hehe, but seriously, this is all just such a great new take on the DD! Groundhog's Day For The Win!!!

[FloridaKid]

Couple of nice little tidbits revealed in the appointment. Love and maybe a job prospect? Nice. Tom the bad guy? Hardly seems like it, but not too much of a stretch, I guess. Then again, maybe Elise makes it to tomorrow and has a chance to follow up with the doctor and Danny. Or one of the other sharks in the water pops up at Elise’s apartment. Gettin’ loopy just considering the possibilities at this point. ?

[Moon3ye]

Oh smart smart this time.

I'm curious what triggers the loop this time.

I have bock me once again to make spaghetti with a nice cheese sauce.

[LittleFallenPrincess]

 

 

Chapter 24: Home

Regression Echo – LittleFallenPrincess

 

 

 

It was starting to get a bit dark by the time we pulled up outside my apartment. 

The journey over was pretty quiet, Tom mostly kept to himself and I was too stuck in my own thoughts to initiate conversation.

“Thanks Tom…” I said from the back seat as he stopped the car and turned off the engine. I hated having to ride in these ridiculous car seats… even if they felt… cosy… 

Warm… 

Secure… 

Safe…

“You’re welcome, Elise. It was really lovely seeing you. I’m sorry about our friends ruining dinner and everything. Maybe you could come over sometime soon? I know Danny would love to see you again.” He said as he got out, walking around to my side and helping me out of the car seat.

“Is she happy?” I asked as I hopped out onto the pavement.

“I… uh… sorry?”

“Is… is she happy? Being adopted?” I repeated.

“I hope she is. We try to be as supportive and loving as possible. We try to fulfil all her needs and wants as best we can. We can’t always manage it, but we try our best.”

“I… thought I’d swoop in and save her.” I admitted.

“You did?”

“Yeah. But then talking to Dr Wilson today… And seeing how Danny is around you two… she looked so… happy. And now…”

“Now?”

“Now… I don’t think she wants or even needs saving. I think she’s genuinely happy with you two. She… she wouldn’t want her old life back now. She wouldn’t want to be an adult. She wouldn’t want me in her life…” I started tearing up.

“Elise, that’s not…”

And so I stormed past him. I couldn’t handle this talk. These thoughts. I needed to get out of here. Away from this conversation. So I ran for it.

‘It’s for the best. Just let Danny live her life with her perfect family. Never having to worry about being adopted again because she’s already adopted. She doesn’t need me. She doesn’t want me.’

“Elise… wait…” Tom said, grabbing my arm, stopping me in my tracks. “Take this. You didn’t eat and I can’t let you go hungry. And I mean it, give us a call sometime if you ever want to get back together with Danny. Or if you need anything. And I mean anything. We’re here for you.” He said as he handed me a tupperware of pasta and sauce.

“Th… thanks…” I took the meal he had graciously packed for me and ran off into my apartment building, tears running down my face.

 

As I slammed my front door shut, after seeing people moving my neighbours stuff out after he got adopted yet again, I burst out into tears.

I wanted Danny back. I missed her. I loved her. She was everything to me. And then this… this man… this creep… fucked everything up and now she’s adopted by the world’s sweetest fucking parents. It’s all so fucking perfect she won’t ever want to leave or be with me… I mean… see me again… fuck.

I walked over to the kitchen and dropped the tupperware container onto the kitchen counter. It was still warm… and I was pretty hungry… I hadn’t eaten all day…

Grabbing a fork from the drawer, I opened the lid and got straight in, shoving forkful after forkful into my mouth. ‘He really is a good fucking cook…’ I thought to myself as I enjoyed every bite of this meal. It may not be much to them, but with my salary… I don’t exactly eat well, so this was practically ambrosia to me.

There was a sudden knock at the door.

Putting the fork to rest in the makeshift bowl, I wiped my mouth and wandered back over to my front door.

I looked through the peephole to see… no one. Not even the people moving my neighbours stuff. So I opened the door tentatively, peeking my head out slightly to see who had knocked on the door.

“He… hello?” I asked, seeing nobody on the other side of the door.

But as I turned to the right, I saw a hulking mass lunge right at me. 

I’d know that bleached blonde hair anywhere…

Lisa must have followed me back to the apartment, but… how did she get in? Surely security would have stopped her?

“Hello sweetie… my my… you were a tricky little thing to catch…”

She pushed the door back and squeezed through as I backed up, tripping over my own feet and falling to the ground. She pushed her Amazon figure through the door frame that was clearly not designed for people like her, but that wasn’t stopping her. She was driven…

“H… how…?” I stuttered.

“Oh my husband is distracting your security guard… so that I could come and claim our baby girl…” She replied, with a wicked smile on her face.

“But… if you take me… it’s not legal… you can’t keep me!” I argued.

“I can’t? Oh what a shame… oh wait, no… I can’t keep you here.” She continued smiling. She clearly had an idea.

“H… huh…?”

I tried scurrying back, but she towered over me on all fours, looking down at me like a predator who had caught their prey. She dwarfed everything in this apartment, I was surprised she could even fit in here.

“We loved it abroad. So much that we’re planning on moving back. And if we take you with us… there’s no silly little laws that can stop us.”

“I… no… please… no…”

“That’s not up to you babygirl. You belong to me now. As soon as I saw you at dinner, I knew I just had to put that cute little bum of yours in a nappy and keep you.”

“I…”

“That’s enough out of you…” She said, shoving a dummy into my mouth, one I quickly found I couldn’t spit out. I tried as best I could, but no matter what, this dummy wasn’t going anywhere. Which also meant there was no way I was going to be able to scream or shout or get anyone’s attention.

“Now… I can’t just walk out of here with you in my arms like a newly adopted baby… the guard will cotton on. So instead… I came up with an idea…” She said, pulling out something from her back pocket. “This… this will make you a bit more compliant. If only for a while… at least until we find something a bit more… permanent…”

She positioned the thing she was holding… her phone… with the screen facing me, and hit play.

“No… no…”

The screen started swirling. Just like last time…

The colours… the characters… Everything felt so… good…

“Now babygirl, you’re going to walk out of here with Mummy… and when the nice security man asks you… you say everything’s okay, that I’m a friend and I’m taking you out for dinner. Do not arouse suspicion, got that babykins?”

“Yes… yes Mummy…” My voice sounded lifeless, like a drone. I was powerless, like my voice and body were betraying me as I spoke those words and got up to my feet.

“Now come along sweetpea. You don’t have to worry about any of this stuff. We’ll buy you a whole new nursery when we get to our new home…”

“Yes… Mummy…” I replied.

‘Wait… why… why hasn’t the day reset?’

I followed her out of the apartment, closing the door behind me. Lisa struggled to walk down the hallway, she had to hunch over for most of it as this building was not designed for taller Amazons. It was designed so Amazons could enter if needed, but it wouldn’t be comfortable.

‘If it’s not resetting… is… is this it? Is this the day… oh shit… is this my life now?’

 

We reached the lobby and instantly the security guard turned, looking serious and reaching to his side.

“Ma’am… What are you doing with Miss Graves here?” He asked with a deep, booming voice.

“Oh Elise? I’m just taking her out for dinner, she told me she didn’t have anything in to eat so I promised I’d take her for a burger.”

“Is this so, Miss Graves?” He asked me.

I turned to him, smiled and despite my inner screaming, said exactly what I was supposed to say.

“Yeah don’t worry. Lisa here is a friend. She’s making sure I don’t go hungry, so we’re grabbing burgers then going to the cinema to watch a movie.”

“You sure?” The guard asked.

“Oh definitely. Don’t worry about me. I’ll be back later!” I said, sounding chipper.

“Well have a good evening…” he said as Lisa escorted me out of the building.

I followed her out onto the street and over towards her car, where she lifted me up and placed me in the car seat already waiting for me. Strap by strap, my panic rose, getting worse and worse until she buckled the last strap in, securing my fate.

This was it. It wasn’t looping… so this was it, this was my fate. Tomorrow would come and I’d be stuck with these two monsters… Why on Earth did it have to be these two? If I absolutely had to, why couldn’t it have been Catherine and Tom? At least they treat Danny well… and at least I’d be with her… even if I was shitting my pants…

But no, I was destined to spend the rest of my miserable, regressed life with these two monsters in another country with much more relaxed laws about littles. This was the typical horror story all littles heard about. The one we dreaded the most. Sure, our country wasn’t great, but it was better than most. At least most littles are treated well… sort of. And hey, things are getting slowly better… but abroad? They could probably do whatever their sick, twisted minds wanted to.

“Come on sweetie, chin up.” Lisa said as her husband quickly caught up with us and they both got into the front seats.

“You’re going to enjoy your new life as our daughter…” Simon said, starting the car. “Now… listen to this whilst we get you back to ours…”

A soft melody filled my ears as soon as he turned on the car radio. One that soothed me and made my eyes feel instantly heavy.

And before they could even pull out into the road, sleep overcame me and I was out like a light.

 

I woke up somewhere completely new.

Everything felt… off.

Different.

Comfortable…

My vision was still a bit hazy from waking up, it was just a very blue… a blue and white blur.

I turned my heavy head to the side to see… white… bars? Wait… bars… no…

Looking down, I quickly realised I wasn’t in the same clothes I was in earlier. No, I was in something more babyish… a onesie? A blue… white… and yellow onesie?

I felt my hands and feet encased within a soft material. They must have put woollen mittens and booties on me along with this ridiculously… cute… soft… onesie.

‘Elise… get your head on straight…’

Wait… no… please no…

I wiggled a bit and it confirmed my suspicions. I felt the softness under my bum. I heard the crinkles as I moved my hips. And from the warmth spreading around my lower region… I could tell I had used it.

“BSTTRDS” I screamed out, most of my expletive muted by the large invasive dummy in my mouth.

Wriggling about a bit, I found I couldn’t sit up.

How long was I out? What the fuck had they done to me whilst I was out?

I wriggled and wriggled, trying to get up so I could work on escaping this infantile prison.

But I couldn’t… I couldn’t move.

“Uh oh… looks like someone’s a little cranky after her little nap… Oh and it looks like she’s a soggy little baby too…” Lisa said as she bent down over the crib, reaching her hand down and feeling around the front of my nappy.

I recoiled in disgust as she rubbed her grubby hands all over my lower region, making sure to rub the accident I had had in my… no… the… nappy. It’s not mine. Never will be. No matter how soft and comfortable it is…

“Does the baby want some milkies?” She asked in that condescending voice Amazons use towards all littles, whether they’re regressed or not.

“MMMMFFFFTTT!” I screamed into the dummy.

“You better calm down, little one… otherwise…”

“MMMMMMMMMMM!” I screamed again. I wasn’t going to make this easy on them.

“This is your last warning…”

She was clearly getting pissed. She was expecting a good little docile baby… one who would be humiliated and do whatever she wanted… but I wasn’t going to let her have this. If she was going to take my life away from me, she’d have to fucking work for it.

“FFFKKKKKKYOOOOO! I screamed as loud as I could.

 

Oh she understood that one. 

She definitely understood that one. 

I could tell by the look on her face… she was not happy.

Good.

“Fine. You want to be difficult? I was going to wait til we were out of the country, but I am NOT dealing with a bratty little on a plane. So you brought this on yourself sweetie…”

She grabbed a tablet from the side of the room and brought it over. Placing it in a little pouch hanging off the side of the crib, she pressed something on it and plugged in a loose cord dangling out of the pouch.

“Have fun, Mummy is going to have her good little girl, no matter how much I have to ruin that little mind of yours…”

The mobile above me started spinning. Just like the swirling pattern from before, I found I couldn’t turn my head away from it. It was… entrancing…

Lisa laughed and walked off out of the room, leaving me laying in the crib, staring up at the mobile as it slowly spun.

‘I… this… what… umm…’ My thoughts were getting hard to organise… I couldn’t concentrate. It was at that moment that I could hear something… music… very very quiet music…

It was getting louder.

It felt like it was seeping into my brain. Every nook and cranny. Every thought.

Replacing them all with new thoughts…

I was… I am… a baby.

That’s who I’m meant to be.

Of course!

I was so silly… thinking I was a big girl this entire time.

Thank God Mummy was here to save me.

Mummy and Daddy.

Mama.

Dada.

Babbbabba…

 

 

 

 

 

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Love that no one got the connection last chapter...

Not even my patreons did.

?

 

 

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[diaperboymi]

Oh no.... I'm hoping for the loop to rest.  Please ??????

[Moon3ye]

What connection.

I am currently just reading the chapters and enjoying them as they give me distraction.

Can you tell me which connection?

[TerranV]

Missed the connection as well.

Geez, this Lisa chick and her husband really must have nothing else to do to follow Tom back to Elise's apartment.

[LittleFallenPrincess]

2 hours ago, diaperboymi said:

Oh no.... I'm hoping for the loop to rest.  Please ??????

Fingers crossed!

1 hour ago, Moon3ye said:

What connection.

I am currently just reading the chapters and enjoying them as they give me distraction.

Can you tell me which connection?

Maybe people recognised the name but just didn't say anything. Or maybe no one recognised it. ?

47 minutes ago, TerranV said:

Missed the connection as well.

Geez, this Lisa chick and her husband really must have nothing else to do to follow Tom back to Elise's apartment.

They saw her and they want her badly. Maybe if it does loop... she stays away from them next time? ?

[FloridaKid]

Dr. Eve Wilson is Eve from LiL. Feel kinda dense I missed that, especially since I posted weeks ago how I hoped LIBRA would somehow save the day and Eve is one of their associates. *bounces in anticipation of more crossovers*

[Panther Cub]

56 minutes ago, FloridaKid said:

Dr. Eve Wilson is Eve from LiL. Feel kinda dense I missed that, especially since I posted weeks ago how I hoped LIBRA would somehow save the day and Eve is one of their associates. *bounces in anticipation of more crossovers*

OMG! I did NOT get that that was the same Eve! GAH!

[DAQ]

ZOMFG. Been watching this story for awhile. Supremely impressed and excited to see where this heads next.

 

[LittleFallenPrincess]

8 hours ago, FloridaKid said:

Dr. Eve Wilson is Eve from LiL. Feel kinda dense I missed that, especially since I posted weeks ago how I hoped LIBRA would somehow save the day and Eve is one of their associates. *bounces in anticipation of more crossovers*

? now you know why I 'squee'd with excitement'.

I mean we had some mention of Charlie and Liv, and the same doctor that Liv got taken to appeared to trigger the loop for Ellie. There were bound to be others. It may be its own story but there may be crossovers ?

7 hours ago, Panther Cub said:

OMG! I did NOT get that that was the same Eve! GAH!

?

3 hours ago, DAQ said:

ZOMFG. Been watching this story for awhile. Supremely impressed and excited to see where this heads next.

 

Yay! I hope you continue to enjoy it as it goes on!

[FloridaKid]

13 hours ago, LittleFallenPrincess said:

? now you know why I 'squee'd with excitement'.

Indeed. I shall endeavor to be more attuned to those crossovers! I thoroughly enjoy your writing, especially when you thread stories together. For what it’s worth, I even caught a reference to the LittleFallenVerse in one of BabySofia’s stories. Kinda fun feeling like you’re in on the little secret (pun intended). ?

[Arendeth]

Thanks for the chapter, hopefully this isn't the end for Elise.

[LittleFallenPrincess]

19 hours ago, FloridaKid said:

Indeed. I shall endeavor to be more attuned to those crossovers! I thoroughly enjoy your writing, especially when you thread stories together. For what it’s worth, I even caught a reference to the LittleFallenVerse in one of BabySofia’s stories. Kinda fun feeling like you’re in on the little secret (pun intended). ?

Oh my! I didn't even know, I just had to have a quick skim to check it out! No one told me!

Eeee I'm so honoured I wish I had known, but I find it hard to get the time to read others stories these days, plus my anxiety can't take another BabySofia story just yet, I've been waiting for it to finish before I can safely read the new one ?

I knew when writing this that whilst it's not necessarily a LittleFallenVerse story, it would be set in the same country and city as Little in Love. So that obviously meant I had to have some crossovers or mentions :3 And when this stuff with Danny came up... I just knew I had to include Eve.

14 hours ago, Arendeth said:

Thanks for the chapter, hopefully this isn't the end for Elise.

We'll have to see! I'm purposefully not revealing how long this story is :3 Which means I also won't even post the epilogue along with the final chapter.

I want every loop to feel like it could be the last. Every potential endgame for Elise, every potential partner or outcome could be the one she ends up in/with.

[FloridaKid]

The reference is in chapter 7 of “Lights, Camera, …What!?” and mentions other dimensions, including Paige and Alex’s “water dimension.” When I commented on it, this is what BabySofia had to say:

“I have always tried to have some little ties in with other stories that I feel like are at the top level of writing in the dimension. LittleFallenPrincess wasn't the first to have multiple other dimensions, but definitely the first to really explore many of them the way she has. (Brilliantly!)”

I can hardly wait for her to get back to that story, but understand she needs a break. You each take DD to a completely different level in your writing, taking care to focus on relationships and character development. I completely agree with her that you do it brilliantly.

[LittleFallenPrincess]

 

 

Chapter 25: Work...

Regression Echo – LittleFallenPrincess

 

 

 

“ELLIE! HELLOOOO? ELLIE, WAKE UP!”

 

The blurry haze in front of me cleared up as I quickly realised I had fallen asleep at work... again.

“ELLIE!”

“FUCK THIS.” I screamed.

I looked around to see the loop had continued. It was now today… again. It had looped, I just wasn’t regressed enough to cause it to loop earlier. Not until… I pissed her off. Which implies there’s a level of regression before it will trigger a loop.

…Interesting…

I turned around, expecting to see my boss with the biggest scowl on his face… and I wasn’t disappointed. Well no, I was, I still had to look at his ugly mug, but hey, at least I knew what was going to happen. The loop has started over, yet again.

“Ellie! What the hell is wrong with you?” David was ready to yell.

I… couldn’t save Danny. She didn’t want saving. Hailey was a two-faced bitch. David is a pathetic arsehole. And no matter what… I get fucking regressed.

‘Fuck it.’ 

I dropped my shoulders. I was done with this shit. If I quit, I get regressed. If I stay, I get regressed. If I go with Danny, oh guess what… I get regressed. If I try to wait it out… I get regressed. And every time I’m reset back to this exact point on this stupid fucking day.

I can’t trust anyone. I can’t do anything. No matter what… I’m doomed. Is that what this loop wants from me? To wear me down so I give in and just get adopted and lose my whole adult life? It clearly didn’t want me to save Danny. And I can’t outrun the day… So it must be here to torture me. Maybe I’m in hell and this is a hell loop? Maybe the first regression took and this is my brain’s way of saving itself? Who the fuck knows?

“ELLIE? Oh fuck it, I can’t be bothered with your shit today…” David quickly walked off into his office in a huff, and I turned around to see Julie, right on time.

“You okay hun?” Asked Julie, right on time.

“Oh, me? Yeah. Just... having an existential crisis.” I said, smiling awkwardly at her.

“That doesn’t sound like you’re okay…”

“What does it matter?” I shrugged my shoulders.

“What do you mean?”

“I mean no matter what, I’ll be regressed. So fuck it. If I’m going to be regressed and end up back at the start of today… I may as well have some fun with it…”

“Fun with what? Elise, you’re not making any sense.” She replied.

“With today. I’m… just going to do whatever the hell I want. There are no consequences. So therefore I can do whatever I want and it’ll all just reset again tomorrow… today… whatever.”

“Elise… you’re scaring me.”

“Good. Or not good. I don’t care! I’m sick of everything. Every Amazon just wants to put me in fucking nappies. So fuck you all.”

“E… even me?”

“I… suppose you’re alright… you can stay…” I looked up awkwardly at Julie’s kind… loving face…

“Well that makes me happy at least… though I am worried about you…”

“Don’t be! It’ll all just end and repeat again tomorrow. I mean today. I mean… AHH fuck it!”

Julie looked at me awkwardly and got back to work.

I didn’t know what I wanted to do with my day off… loop off… whatever. Maybe I quit? Maybe I stay and see what shit I can cause here? Maybe a bit of both?

So I got back to work. May as well have some fun here, then maybe go see what I can do later.

“Oh hey, here’s another little... don’t see many of them lately...” Julie nudged me, right on cue.

The little leant up on their tippy toes and looked at the menu.

“I’ll have...” 

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After an hour of serving drinks, after the initial morning crowd had dissipated after lunch, the shop was mostly empty. So Julie and I usually used this time to wind down a bit and get a bit of cleaning done around the counters and to restock everything. Julie was cleaning the counters off by the side as I was organising the cups near the counter. Just like the other loops.

Because whilst my brain said ‘fuck it, do whatever you want’... I couldn’t help but hold myself back from causing too much trouble. At least not yet. I wasn’t used to acting out, so it may take me a bit of time to let myself go. The most I did during this time was not wipe the tables down as well as I normally do. Because woo, I’m such a rebel…

“Hey baby girl...” I heard from behind me. Right on cue.

‘Fuck… it’s Hailey…’

“Hailey, kindly go fuck yourself.” I snapped at her as I turned around to face her.

‘My language really has gotten bad this loop, hasn’t it?’ I thought to myself as I saw the shock on Hailey’s face manifest.

“I… umm… what? Why?” She looked offended and hurt. 

Good.

“You’re not welcome here. Please go.” I replied.

“Umm… Elise, are you okay? It’s Hailey…” Julie said, rushing over to see what was the matter.

“Yeah Elise, it’s me… what did I do?” Hailey asked, looking genuinely upset.

“You can take your ‘baby girl’ and your nursery you’ve set up for me at home…”

Hailey’s face dropped.

“...And you can shove it up your arse. You will never ever again get to call me your friend, you backstabbing bitch. I trusted you, and yet you set up a nursery designed just for me…”

“How did…” She was just about to ask how I knew that, so I quickly cut her off.

“Don’t change the subject. It doesn’t matter how I know. All that matters is that you were planning on adopting me eventually, as soon as I messed up for the last time here.”

“Hailey… is this true?” Julie’s demeanour suddenly changed as she turned on Hailey, pushing me behind her, standing in between Hailey and I.

“I…” Hailey just stood there, not sure as to what to say.

“Get out. Now. You’re banned.” Julie pointed at the door with the most pissed off face I’d ever seen on her. Well… ever since the last loop.

“I…”

“NOW!” She roared.

Hailey didn’t hesitate, she knew she wasn’t welcome now. She had somehow been found out and was too nervous to say or try anything, so she wiped away the tear forming in the corner of her eye and ran out of the shop.

Julie turned around and knelt down so she was more at my height, holding my shoulders with her arms as she smiled at me.

“I can’t believe… how did you know she had planned that for you?” She asked.

“I… I’ve known for a few days now.” I mean technically I wasn’t wrong, I did find out a few days ago. If you count the same day multiple times.

“I’m so sorry. To have your best friend turn on you like that. It must be horrible. But I hope you know, I wouldn’t do that. I’ll keep you safe hun. Tell me if she ever comes back into the shop.”

“Thanks Julie. I really appreciate that.” I replied, smiling.

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It was getting towards the end of the afternoon, getting closer to the end of my shift, and I still hadn’t acted out other than switching the signs on the muffins so that the blueberry sign was on the raspberry ones and vice versa.

I’m such an anarchist…

It was then that Julie nudged me.

“Oh, she’s here again… I’ll be in the stockroom. Have fun!” She said before rushing off.

I heard the familiar clacks of someone’s heels walking along the tiled floor.

Here she was… Alicia…right on time. The loop was going ahead like normal. I needed to make a big change… really act out… fight the loop and do whatever I wanted with there being no consequences…

I looked up to see the raven-haired beauty that graced us every day at the same time for the past month. Her gorgeous smile, her shapely figure in that black dress she wore once a week, the one that showed off her shoulders and arms beautifully... 

“Hey gorgeous.” Her words felt like silk as they flowed through me, sending shivers down my whole body. Every time, without fail… how did she have this power over me?

“H... hi... hi again... Alicia.” I replied.

“Can I get my usual, cutie?” She asked, just like last time.

“Of... of course!”

I looked to the side to see her usual pastry and coffee waiting for her. Julie had done it again. I grabbed them and slid them over to Alicia.

“Oh wow, that was quick!” She said, smiling.

“WOULD YOU LIKE TO GRAB A DRINK SOMETIME?” I burst out, causing the whole shop to come to a standstill.

“I… umm… sure… I’d love to… here, here’s my number” She winked at me, making my whole body shiver, then she wrote down something on a napkin before sliding it over to me. “Call me. It was nice meeting you, Elise…”

‘Wait… how did she… is she in on the loop? Did she… did she remember from last time?’

Before I could ask, she had left me the money, along with a tip before grabbing her coffee and pastry and walking out, her hips swaying in the long, black dress that I desperately wanted to tear off her.

 

As I watched her hips sway out of the door, my attention was diverted as she opened the door for an Amazon woman pushing a stroller.

“Here we go again…” I said to myself. “Actually… no. Fuck this. Fuck everything.”

Before Danny or Catherine could see me, I rushed off to the back, heading directly for David’s office.

‘I’m not going through all that again. Fuck that. Not today. This is my loop off.’

“You okay?” Julie asked as I stormed past her in the hall.

“I’m fine. I quit.” I replied.

“You quit? But… What about money? What are you going to do for a job?” She asked.

“I don’t care. I’m taking this loop off. I’m done with this shit and I’m not seeing my best-fucking-friend in her regressed, happy little fucking state with her fucking perfect Mummy and… and…”

“Hun… what’s up?” She asked softly.

“I… no. Fuck it. I quit.”

Before she could say anything, I burst into David’s office, took my apron off and slammed it on the chair in front of his desk. I would have slammed it on his desk, but it would’ve looked ridiculous as I can barely reach the top of his desk.

“What’s this?” he asked, looking down at me. Both figuratively and literally.

I looked up at him with determination. “I quit.”

“You can’t.” He responded, sounding almost… worried. Probably worried that if I leave, he won’t be able to adopt me as easily.

“I can and I am. Fuck you. Fuck your third strike. Fuck this whole place. And if you try to take me… I’ll tell management that you’ve been spiking drinks.”

“But… b… you wouldn’t!” He suddenly backed down.

“Thought so. So kindly go fuck yourself. I’ll see you tomorrow when it loops again.”

“Huh?”

I left before he could respond, storming off out of his office and past Julie towards the back exit.

“I… umm… give me a call?” Julie shouted back to me as I left the shop for what is probably not the last time.

 

Walking down the street, not knowing exactly where I was going to go with the rest of this loop, I quickly found myself stuck in my own head.

“Hailey stabs me in the back. That was bad enough, she broke my heart and I don’t know if I can trust anyone now… but then everything with Danny too?” I said to myself as I walked in the direction of my apartment.

Every time I passed an Amazon, they gave me weird looks as they walked past, no doubt wondering why a little was walking alone, mumbling to themselves.

“Hailey saved me. She got me through University, and then she goes and builds a nursery made just for me? Betraying me like that… She knows how I feel about being adopted… how scared I am of it. But then Danny… She was… happy? What the fuck… How the fuck can she be happy being fucking adopted? She’s nothing more than a stupid little baby! She’ll never get married, have a job, kids, relationships…” I lingered off on that last point, “She… shouldn’t be fucking happy! And I shouldn’t be so fucking… Oh I don’t know. I don’t know what I’m feeling right now. It’s like I’m almost… jealous? Six loops so far, each ending with me being regressed. At least Catherine and Tom seem to actually care for her… actually want to make her happy… They are reversing the damage, not taking advantage of it.”

Everything was too much. My thoughts and feelings were all over the place. I couldn’t make sense of any of them and I hated myself for some of them. And what’s worse was that I couldn’t even figure out what the hell is causing this time loop or why or how to stop it.

Using this anger and frustration from not only the loop, from being betrayed, from Danny… but also myself, I lashed out and grabbed the nearest thing I could. Picking up a small rock, I blindly hurled it in frustration, hoping to release some of that anger out so I didn’t do anything stupid.

Problem was… that rock was the stupid thing.

And as that rock impacted with the glass window of a nearby police car… I instantly regretted my actions.

 

 

 

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[Moon3ye]

She's finally going crazy like I've been expecting all along.

This will definitely be interesting.

I'm guessing a etiquette school or an orphanage.

[FloridaKid]

So, Alicia’s recollection of Elise’s name brings up an interesting notion I almost mentioned earlier: that Elise might not be the only one who’s aware of the loop. Or Alicia is in on it somehow. We know so little about her.

I’m sorry Elise didn’t go to the appointment with Eve. ? You gave us hope and then swiped it out from under us. Rats. ?

And if you get “one phone call” in DD…who do you suppose Elise might call? Julie or Alicia? If she’s in WTF mode, might be Alicia.

[diaperboymi]

Oh no.... that's not going to be good.  And Alicua knows her name.  I'm guessing that could be a problem.   My money is still on Julie ??????

[TerranV]

Welp this loop is off to quite a start. Oh well let her have her fun!

[Panther Cub]

Oh geeze.

[Arendeth]

Thanks for the chapter

[LittleFallenPrincess]

 

 

Chapter 26: Consequences

Regression Echo – LittleFallenPrincess

 

 

 

“...Shit.”

‘I should run. Right this minute. Ellie. Run. Now. Left foot first. COME ON! LEFT FOOT PLEASE MOVE! PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF EVERYTHING GOOD IN THIS WORLD MOVE YOUR FUCKING FEET ELISE!’

But I stood there, frozen in fear as the uniformed Amazon police officer got out of his car, and walked slowly over to me, without taking his eyes off of me for a single second.

“And what was that?” The bald, ageing police officer asked in an authoritative tone.

“I…” I couldn’t speak. I couldn’t move. I just froze there, struggling to find any words to say.

“Did you just smash my car window… with this…?” He asked, pulling out the same rock I just hurled through his window.

“I… I…”

“So you did. Well it’s your lucky day, Miss. I’m free right now, so I can focus on your little temper tantrum. I can personally deal with you myself!” He said with a calm, reassuring voice. A voice that also sounded slightly condescending.

“I… buh… I didn’t mean to…”

“I’m sure you didn’t. Now, are you going to come with me like a good girl or do I have to handcuff you?”

“I… no… I’ll come… I’m sorry… Oh God, I'm sorry…”

“Don’t worry. I’m not mean. I bet you didn’t mean to smash my window. But actions have consequences. So let’s take a little ride, and we’ll make sure you’re reminded of them…”

He took my arm and pulled me over to his car.

“Stay…” He said as he shoved me on the front passenger seat.

I watched as he walked back to his trunk and pulled out…

‘Fuck. Not again…’

A car seat.

 

“So little one…” He said as he quickly and expertly installed the car seat, before lifting me up and sitting me down in it, strapping me in and getting in the driver’s seat.

‘Ugh, please stop calling me that. I’m sorry I smashed your window but please don’t treat me like I’m 2.’

“Why did you throw that rock back there?” He asked.

“I… I didn’t mean to…” I looked nervously at my feet, which were dangling out of the car seat I was currently securely strapped into as the Police officer drove us in the opposite direction from my apartment.

“Were you never taught not to throw things? You could have hurt someone!”

“I…”

“Don’t worry. You’ll get to learn all that all over again!”

“Wait… what?” It quickly dawned on me what he meant.

“Oh yes.”

“But… am I not being charged?” I whined.

“For breaking a window? As a little? No, of course not. What kind of person would I be if I put you into the system. No, where you’re going, you’ll be much better off and learn all about manners and good behaviour and… maybe eventually you’ll learn your numbers and letters again.”

“No… please… I’m an adult little! I just made a mistake!”

“You did! Well done admitting it. But you need to learn from your mistakes, and this will help you…”

I struggled in my seat as we pulled up outside a building I was familiar with but had kept my distance whenever I came to this part of town. It was only a few minutes drive away from the coffee shop, but it was still a place I avoided going anywhere near.

…The adoption centre.

“Please… no!” I flailed about. But the straps keeping me in place were very good at their job, and there was no escaping this fate.

“Now, be good. Otherwise I’ll do this the hard way.” The officer warned as he stopped the car in front of the building and got out.

‘Please no… please please please… I know it’ll just loop… but I’ve heard the horror stories… I don’t want to go through that, even if it loops!’

Walking around the car, opening the door closest to me, and reaching in, he unbuckled me from the car seat and lifted me up into his arms.

“There we go. Now… I never got your name. What is it sweetheart?” He asked in a very soothing way. Shame it was being used in this horrifying situation or I may actually enjoy listening to his voice.

“Elise…” I replied, nervously.

“Ellie? That’s a cute name!”

“It’s Elise…” I pushed, speaking before I could even think about my actions.

“Ellie is much cuter, but don’t worry. Your new parents when they come to adopt you may choose a different name altogether.” He said, walking towards the building.

“New… parents?”

“Oh yes. You’ll get some basic conditioning here to help you with your behaviour problems, but by the end of it you’ll need a Mummy or Daddy to adopt you. It’s a shame I’m not currently looking for one, you’re adorable.”

I couldn’t tell if I wanted to blush or bite this guy’s nose off.

 

“Hi there! How may I help you, officer?” The over-enthusiastic adoption centre worker asked as we walked up to the reception desk.

“Hello there! I just caught this little one… acting out. And instead of charging her, I figured she was best off learning how to behave here instead. And then maybe she can get the love and attention she clearly needs from a new Mummy and/or Daddy.”

“Well aren’t you just the sweetest guy! Of course we’ll take her! She’s adorable and I bet she’ll be snatched up in no time!” She replied.

I looked up at the adoption centre worker to get a better look at her. Early 30s, typical adoption centre uniform with an apron that made her look like some sort of nanny or maid or something, brown hair tied neatly into a bun, simple makeup, massive smile… honestly if she wasn’t so terrifying… she’d be cute.

“Not before you’ve dealt with her behavioural problems, I hope?” The officer stopped her.

“Oh of course. We couldn’t let someone adopt a naughty baby, could we?” She smiled at me. I couldn’t tell if I felt creeped out, terrified or… comforted by her smile.

“Right, well I’ll leave little Elise with you. Saves me a bunch of paperwork too. Now Ellie… you be good, you hear?” The officer said to me, as if it was a warning.

“I… please… no…” I begged him as he took me in his large, Amazon hands and handed me over to the adoption centre worker. I felt my legs dangle in the air as she took hold of me and held me against her large chest, bouncing me up and down gently, making me feel… calmer…

“Bye bye little one.” The officer said before leaving, leaving me alone with this strange woman, not knowing what was going to happen to me next…

“Now… let’s get you processed shall we, little Ellie?” She said in the soft, maternal tone that felt oddly comforting.

 

“Name… Elise… What? What’s your last name sweetie?” She asked sweetly.

I stared up at the ceiling as I lay back on a mat that was positioned on top of the reception counter, completely still, scared as to what would happen if I resisted or tried to run away.

“Umm… Graves…”

“Elise Graves. Height…” She quickly got a measuring tape from the side of the desk and held one end to the top of my head, and the other to my feet. “Five foot seven… Weight… one hundred and ten pounds… a bit light, maybe your Mummy or Daddy can put a bit more baby weight on you…”

‘Wait… how did she know that… wait… is this thing I’m laying on just a big weighing scale?’

“Now… Any allergies?” She asked me.

“None.”

“Good. Age?”

“Twenty five.”

“Not for much longer…” She smirked as she wrote down all the information on a chart in her hands. “Now, are you going to be a good girl whilst I put this nappy on you, or will I need to put the restraints on you?”

“I… I’ll be good…”

“See! You’re already off to a good start, little princess. You’re going to be irresistible to any Mummy or Daddy who comes in! Right, let’s get these silly pretend big girl clothes off you first, and into something much more appropriate for a little baby like you…”

I just lay there helplessly as she took my shoes off, followed by my socks, followed by my pants. I quickly tried to cover my lower region with my hands as the woman threw my old clothes into a bin by the back of the reception, but she quickly moved them upon returning and went straight for my panties.

‘This can’t be happening to me… I feel so helpless. It’s… humiliating… I…’ A flash of Danny being happy being changed by Catherine entered my mind, making me instantly hate myself for dreaming about that.

“You don’t need these silly things. You just need a big, thick, soft, crinkly nappy, my little princess. Don’t you?” She teased.

“I…”

“Now no complaining, okay honey?” She said, reaching underneath the reception counter and pulling out a dummy, placing it gently in my mouth and pressing the sides, causing it to inflate until it filled my mouth and stopped all forms of protest in an instant. “Much better. Now… up you go!” She said as she took my work shirt off me and threw it away.

Grabbing a pair of scissors, she cut my bra off and threw that away too. I tried covering every exposed part of me, but it was impossible as the woman kept moving my arms away.

“Sweetie… stop it… it’s nothing I haven’t seen before. I’ve processed lots of little babies like you… now lay still whilst I get this nappy on you. Then we’ll cover your little boobies up with a cute adoption centre onesie, and we can get you in the back, preparing you for adoption. If you’re a very good girl, maybe I’ll let you play with some of the other babies currently staying with us before bedtime. But you have to be super duper good, okay sweetie?”

I didn’t say anything. I didn’t move my head. I didn’t do anything. I just lay there, emotionless as she lifted my legs up and placed the familiar thick padding underneath my bum, lowering me down gently onto the nappy waiting to be sealed around my waist.

“Bit of powder…” She said as she sprinkled a hefty amount around my nethers, before pulling the front of the nappy up into place and slowly but surely, taping me into my fate for the rest of this loop, tape by tape. “There we go! All done! Isn’t that much better, little Ellie?”

I looked down to see she had put not just any normal nappy on me. This was a crawler. 

‘FUCK’. I screamed to myself in my head.

“Now, let’s go get your training started, shall we? Oh wait! Can’t forget your super cute onesie!”

She left me there on the table, unable to get up or move or anything thanks to this ridiculously thick nappy, before quickly coming back with a piece of clothing in her hands.

“Here you go…” She shuffled it about a bit, arranging it in her hands before lifting me up into a sitting position. Lifting my arms into the air, she pulled the piece of clothing over my arms and head, before laying me back and pulling the clothing together between my legs. There was no doubt about it… this was a onesie.

“Here, let’s show you what you look like now, baby girl. Oh and by the way, my name is Peggy. You can call me Miss Peggy, or just Miss if that’s easier. We’ll see how much you can manage after your first session…”

My heart was racing as she lifted me up off the counter, cradling me in her arms, and carried me over to the mirror by the side of the room.

I felt a drop in my chest as I looked to see this… this version of me…

A cute purple onesie covered my previously naked body, somehow stretching over the stupidly thick nappy between my legs.

It was like it was me… but also wasn’t. Multiple feelings swirled around my head, I couldn’t handle it. I started squirming, trying to get free of this woman’s grasp. I couldn’t handle this. I couldn’t handle any of it. ‘I… no… I… I don’t want this… I don’t… I swear I don’t…’

“Sweetie… calm down…”

I squirmed more and more, until Peggy’s grip tightened.

“Right, training time. You clearly need it… now.” She walked over to a door by the side of the reception area. “SUSAN?”

“YEAH?” I heard a woman shout from a room in the back.

“GOT A NEW ONE. SHE NEEDS CALMING DOWN, CAN YOU WATCH THE FRONT DESK WHILST I GET HER SET UP?”

“KAY! IS SHE CUTE?” The woman replied.

Peggy looked down at me and smiled, making my tummy flutter somehow.

“ABSOLUTELY. I THINK SHE’S JUST THE ONE THINGY HAS BEEN LOOKING FOR!”

 

 

 

 

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I bet some of you have been wanting this kind of thing from me in my stories for a while.

...Meanies ?

 

 

 

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