repost Healing Wounds (repost complete, short update 4.3)

[NoName004]

Unfortunately the next chapter / part following this I couldn't recover so if some1 has it it would be a great help if u would post it - send it to me 

if not I will recreate it 1 chapter is doable but that will delay the new chapter writing .... 

Sorry :/ 

[NoName004]

 

Tee tried to fall back to sleep but every time he managed todo se off another past memory seemed to appear live and vivid . He felt his heart race . 

 

He heard voices outside of the door though they were too low to tell apart especially with the blood drumming in this ears . By that point he wasn't sure what was a dream and what actually happened 

 

before he could stop himself he was out of the door . 

 

Though the last thing he wanted was run into Theo or Tommy as he was sure his wet and sagging thick diaper under his pj must be even more obvious than usual they were the ones he ran into as he left the room . They were both sitting at the table , Theo typing away on his computer as Tommy was though quietly clearly busy chatting up someone over the phone . 

 

Tee tried to stop his eyes from swelling with tears , he knew he was acting like a toddler at most but he couldn't help himself . The only source of security he had was Chris . 

 

Both men looked him up and down before Tommy realized what tees eyes where looking for . Turning away from his phone he pointed behind his back towards the couch - he is over there - this time in a normal tone of voice rather than the hushed one he used over the phone .

 

tee nodded slightly still feeling very childish but he couldn't stop himself . He stopped next to the couch where Chris was watching something on his laptop with the headphones on . He shifted his weight uncomfortably . 

 

- Chris ! - theos call was loud enough for Chris to raise his head from his laptop 

 

- why can't you ever  keep your ... Oh hi you are up . Are you ok ? 

 

tee couldn't think of a single answer just shook his head . He looked more of a kid than ever . Chris saw that same look he saw a few weeks ago in court . Fear . He set down his laptop . 

 

- come here - he reached out but that was all it took tee to go into his arms like a baby would to his mothers . Chris felt him shiver as he rubbed his back . 

 

- feeling a bit better ? - Chris's voice was calm , no anger or negativity could be felt . Tee felt himself relax a little even though he still couldn't shake off the feeling of doing something wrong . If Chris wasn't mad that meant that whatever he can't remember can't be so bad . 

 

- are you cold ? - Chris put his hand over his forehead and neck his tear stroke cheeks well now clearly visible  - though you might be a bit warm 

 

- maybe he has a fever . Did you bring a thermometer ? - Theo lifted his head from the stack of papers 

 

- it's fine we will get from from across the border - Tommy hung up the phone and seemed to be looking something up on it 

 

- why would you have to go to Canada for a thermometer ?? Don't you have enough in the US?!

 

- because that's the closest one open on a Sunday - Tommy waved his phone in theos face 

 

- alright alright break it up . I don't think he has a fever . He is probably cold cause he isn't dressed up and he is hangovered 

 

the word hangover made tee stiffen up . Oh no then he did drink alcohol last night ! Probably that's why he couldn't remember anything . But then how come Chris wasn't angry ...? 

 

- still doing better than you did your first time . At least he didn't want to marry a lamp - Tommy put in grinning 

 

- ha ha . First of all that wasn't my first time second of all I have no memory of that and 3rd of all you shouldn't teach the kid about drinkink 

 

- we couldn't make that up even if we tried - Theo added high fiving Tommy 

 

Chris just rolled his eyes . Tee was still snuggled up to him - come on let's get you dressed and get you something to eat , it's already lunch time and you haven't eaten anything yet . 

 

Tee was starting to feel hungry but that was no unusual sensation to him . The past few weeks may very well been the only time in his life he could recall where he didn't feel hunger every night . At Martha's he was lucky to get anything and though Gladys did feed him those meals were meant for children much younger than him and did not satisfy his appetite . 

 

But now he would have settled for no lunch if he could have stayed in Chris's arms . 

 

- come on - Chris pulled out a couple of tissues from the box on the table wiping his tears away and handing him a tissue to blow his nose - let's get you into something warmer . 

 

Warmth wasn't the only consideration Chris had , though clearly it was no weather to be walking around in only pjs even with the heating on his other concern was the developing rash . He knew the longer tee spent in a wet diaper the worse his rash will get and even without looking just holding him he could tell his diaper was well saturated . 

 

If he wouldn't have felt totally childish tee would have hanged on Chris's hand but he knew he was already acting silly and he was lucky he got away with it as far as he did . 

 

As Chris closed the door behind him he sensed that tee was still keeping unusually close to him physically . Well unusual for daytime anyway . As he moved towards the dresser to retrieve the items he needed he felt tee still standing close to him 

 

- let's get you changed ok ?  go lay down . 

 

Tee still didn't move but looking in his eyes the previous stubborn disobience like look was gone and looking back at him was just the eyes of a child not looking remotely like his actual age . Chris already vowed to himself that he will find in himself much more patience to deal with anything tee night throw in his way . The kid suffered enough anger and punishment to last anyone a life time . 

 

- come on - Chris gently nudged him towards the bed as he was balancing the items he needed for the change - we don't want your rash to get worse . 

 

Tee felt himself go pink in the cheeks then wince slightly as his diaper grew warm one last time as he layed down . 

 

So that wasn't a dream either ! He did poop himself ... In his sleep .. Or at least he couldn't recall when . That hadnt happened in years . Perhaps not since he was living with Gladys who kept spoon feeding him only mashed stuff besides his usual bottles that made most of his stool quite runny and hard to hold . 

 

As Chris quickly proceeded to throughly clean him not wanting him to be undressed for long tee was despretly trying to recall how he ended up as he has . A 13 years old who , not enough the bed wetting and wetting his pants now had no memory of pooping his diaper . However his mind stayed stubbornly blank even as Chris handed him some clothes to put on .

Edited November 16, 2017 by NoName004
Original chapter recovered

[NoName004]

as Tee finished getting dressed Chris started to organize the suitcases. They were set to leave not much after but since Tee was asleep their packing was yet to be done.
- do you know what you want to eat? - Chris asked as he put his own clothes into the suitcase 
Tee shook his head 
- still feeling a bit queasy? Yeah well the alcohol will do that to you - Chris's voice was serious but calm 
- I won't ever drink it again - Tees voice was closer to a whisper than to an actual statement 
Chris ruffled his hair laughing - yes you will. But I hope last night was enough lesson so it will be in the far future. Alright how about some eggs and toast? You need to eat something before we leave or you will get car sick 
as Chris ordered room service and set Tee down to eat he went back to finish packing. Preparing the bag he knew will be needed for or the trip with fresh diapers and and the anti rash cream he realized that this time he can't go 4 hours without changing him not unless he wants him fairly uncomfortable by the time they get home he set his phone to search a place suitable to change him. Though the place he found wasn't exactly ideal considering it was mostly a kid friendly restaurant , not the type of place neither theo nor tommy would choose but this time they will have to put up with it. 
While he and tommy carried the suitcases out he told him about the planned stop 
- really you want to have dinner at a kids restaurant - as he expected tommy wasn't thrilled but as always he was the tougher nut to break. 
- I have my reasons 
- ok fine we will survive. 
As they set out to leave later Tee was relived to find out that tommy took the drivers seat with theo next to him at the front which meant he was sharing the back seat with Chris. Though he wasn't 100% comfortable thanks to the seat belts he fell fast asleep curled up using Chris as a pillow. 
Later 
Tee woke up as Chris gently rubbed his arm. He thought it would be wiser to wake him up a bit prior to stopping and letting him fully wake up. As he looked around he saw that it was already getting quite dark. He felt a slight itching as his diaper by now was wet and the protecting effect of the cream was mostly gone. Nothing remotely as bad as he was used to though. 
Chris must have noticed him fired ting a little though cause as they entered the restaurant which was quite full of mostly families having dinner with kids and a birthday party he directed him towards the restrooms as he told tommy and theo to find a seat 
- sure how about South Dakota? That should be far away enough from any table with 5 screaming kids 
Chris didn't bother to respond to tommys comment though he had to admit that he probably underestimated the amount of people that would be at the restaurant. Something that was confirmed as they reached the family restroom infront of which 2 mothers were already lined up. 
Without much choice Chris decided to wait. He didn't think that coming back in a few minutes would change much. He opened his email box and starting going through his mail as he didn't want to do it in the car with Tee sleeping next to him. 
Though Tee was older than what you'd normally expect at family restroom line he wasn't the only one. Not far from them stood a red faced little girl in a purple white flowery dress. Only she wasn't so little. She was probably younger than Tee but only by a few years and her dress though well decorated clearly failed to hide the bulk of shame. On a closer look her dress was stained by something brown. 
- mom please can we just go home please? - the girl was desperately pleading 
her mother jerked her arm in anger - no we jolly well can't! It's your cousins birthday! And you already made a mess of it! Talking about mess you are dreaming if you think you are getting into the car like that! And your dress! If you won't stop whining I will give you a reason to whine about! You would deserve to sit in your own shit till the end of this night but no one in this family but you deserves that punishment! - the voice wasn't kept particulary low though but with all the commotion around not many people seemed to notice anything. 
Tee looked at the scene in horror as he caught every word said probably because he was so used to hearing them himself. he felt both mother and daughters eyes on himself causing him to blush. He felt his bladder release what little amount it contained causing him to wince as he felt a slight burning sensation on his skin. He knew that with the movement he completly exposed his own situation. The girl seemed too immersed in her own agony to care but the mother shot him a "what are looking at " look causing him to instinctivly step closer to Chris who was leaning against the wall typing on his phone. As he felt Tee moving close to him not really paying much attention to the surroundings , assuming he was growing impatient and probably uncomfortable he put his arm on his shoulder gently squeezing it trying to keep him from growing too impatient. While Chris was wondering if he should verbally try to somehow explain to Tee that sometimes there are things to wait for the little girl by then half dragged to the women's restroom continued to plead as Chris as well now heard a clear slap that caught his attention. 
The mother clearly lost her patience waiting for the family restroom to open up like the mother who stood infront of her with a toddler who already decided to simply change him in the ladies room , but she angrily smacked her daughters now exposed behind covered with a see through plastic panties holding a soiled building diaper ,with a couple of well planned movement making the girl cry out in agony. 
- that's enough! I told you if you won't stop I will give you a reason to cry about! This damn toilet might very well be out of use! I m not waisting my entire night here! - she declared angrily as she dragged the struggling girl in with her to the ladies room. 
Chris was frowning at the sight , as he gently rubbed Tees arm who meanwhile edged as close to him as possible. How could a mother humiliate her child like that? Not to mention that changed a child larger than a toddler in an open view was not just difficult size wise but completly humiliating.
Before chris had the chance to say anything 2 girls not too much older than Tee came out of the ladies room bursting with laughter 
- omg did you see that?? 
- I know right??? A diaper at that age so crazy 
- lol not just a diaper a diaper full of poop! 
- ohh so gross I wish we could have taken a picture though!
Tee felt a shiver in his spine though the girls were too busy laughing to even notice him. 
But what if that mom is right? What if this toilet is out of order? Then he will find himself exactly where the girl is only in the men's room 

[NoName004]

Tee was still deep in his own world of memories and fear as he felt Chris gently nudge him 
- come on 
only then he realized that family restrooms door was now open. 
He was relieved but still felt uneasy as the witnessed scene brought back many memories he rather forget. 
As he layed on the changing surface he couldn't get the girl out of his head. He knew how she must feel at the moment across the wall. So bizar to think only a wall separated them and while he had almost complete privacy , almost since anyone witnessing them going in and coming out could draw the obvious conclusion , but still physically there was no one to witness the changing. How lucky was it for him that he was on the better side of the wall. Was it pure luck? For once it seemed like they both had their parents with them yet the 2 sides of the walk told 2 completely different stories. Also a big difference , unlike the mother Chris didn't seem angry or impatient. He did seem rather appealed by the mothers behavior though. As they returned to the seating area to find Tommy and Theo he seemed rather annoyed by the fact that the booth the guys chose was fairly close to the table the birthday party was at. Luckily for Tee however no one seemed to notice his "special circumstance" and he managed to avoid the name calling and finger pointing. Even though some older kids and mothers did eye Chris rather curiously. 
- I m starting to think I managed to locate the nuttiest place on the high way - Chris said rather annoyed as the waiter just Informed him that kids under 14 can only get the offered kids menu for a discount or there will be an extra charge 
- oh don't worry , the booth is also extra charge - Theo put in lowering his menu 
- extra to what? And I seriously look like I care? 
Tee flipped through the menu absent mindly as he couldn't stop himself from staring at the girl from the restroom line. He knew he shouldn't. He hated when he felt that others that witnessed his humiliation kept on staring at him after but he couldn't help himself. He has never been on the other side of a humiliation. Though he was enormously grateful he wasn't in her place it still made him feel uncomfortable and helpless to have to watch an ordeal like that. 
As the waiter returned to take the orders Tee felt even more unfomfortable as he realized that his choice was costing more than it was ought to since he didn't choose a children's dish. He had to admit he wouldn't have minded the dish itself but having ordered a kids menu made him felt more juvenile infront of the other 2 at the table. 
- that will be an extra charge 
- fine - Chris didn't seem happy but Tee misunderstood his annoyance , he did not the slightest cared about whatever amount the bill will show. He was never one to be cheap , the waiters attitude was what annoyed him. Considering the place was set to be children friendly the staff didn't seem so.
- I can order something else - Tee stuttered unfomfortably 
- do you have anything that isn't sparkly or has a freaking juice in it? - Tommy demanded 
- you can order any drink on the menu but changes are extra charge 
- how about bite me? - Tommy muttered half out loud 
- that will be an extra charge too - Theo added laughing as Tommy rolled his eyes 
the waiter looked rather irritated. - will you choose something from the children's menu then? 
Tee blushed slightly as the waiter didn't make an effort to keep his tone down. He looked at the menu francticly searching for something that wouldn't have a name that would fit serving to a 5 years old 
- no we would not - Chris added with an edge to his voice - and you know what's not going to get an extra charge at this rate? Your commission! 
- oh finally - Tommy put in - about time 
- this place is nuttier than a fruit basket - Theo added 
- you have no idea. - Chris concluded and probably if Tee wouldn't be sitting right next to them he would have gone into details regarding the events of the bathroom line but for Tees sake he decided some things were best left unspoken 
Tee was barely eating as he was still fixated on the girl. It was easy to tell she was anything but comfortable even after being changed. She seemed to try her best to hide herself away but it was clear that while her mother was busy chatting to other adults the kids used the opportunity to lift her dresses skirt to expose her protection as she seemed to despretly slapping the nosy hands away. Tee remembered from experience that the more racket he made the more likely it was that he was labeled naughty and "rewarded" a punishment rather than those tormenting him. He glanced over at the mom who for the time being seemed oblious to her daughter whether it was her humiliation or taking the pains of punishing her for the racket. 
Though he felt hungry as they walked in now he found it difficult to eat though at least the food was fairly good. It took Chris's prompting for him to finish most of his plate , which made him feel worse. If he had learned anything it was that he couldn't afford to waste the food he was given even though since he was staying with Chris meals became a regular thing and he never went to bed hungry. Still that wasn't enough to completely banish the fear of going back to being hungry. But as much as he tried he felt his throat close up as he tried to swallow. Even that didn't seem to anger Chris who minus snapping at the waiter seemed unphased with him and acted like everything was completely normal. Like as if he would be sitting with a normal Teenager and he didn't just spend a good 10 minutes standing in a restroom line to change his diapers. 
Tee was still unable to piece the entire puzzle together as he had no memory of the previous nights "story telling" he did under the influence so he had no idea that Chris's patience and calmness came from the fact that he was at last able to put the pieces together and much of Tees behavior now made much more sense to him. Of course he had no idea how to resolve any of the issues but his instincts told him that patience and understanding are the first step. 
As Chris payed the bill and they were all getting dressed to leave Tee couldn't stop himself staring at the little girl who now sat by herself as far away from the rest of the kids as the table would have allowed and while the rest had a feast of the birthday cake she sat with an empty plate. Her mother concluded she did not deserve it. He felt her watch him before while he was eating his own dressert though he felt he didn't earn it but Chris ordered 1 for him anyway , and when he didn't like that so much Chris was even willing to switch with him. He felt the girl watch him enviously. She was probably able to do the math that his state was very similar to hers however his treatment was very different. She was probably wishing she could be a part of his family rather than her own , he remembered wishing that in his heart so many times while watching other kids being treated gently and with respect. Only now it really hit him that with everything he finally has that. He isn't the 1 sitting alone and miserable or laying in a room alone and miserable he is the one having a caring parent and he won't have to spend the night locked up in a dark room alone he would be sleeping safely next to Chris . 
- what? - Chris returned Tees look with a smile - what is it? 
Tee just shook his head. He knew he couldn't put his feelings into words anyway 
- come on then it's getting late and you got school tomorrow 
the word school stung him a little but even that won't be quite as bad as it used to. Though he was feeling slightly uncomfortable about having to be back in diapers in school as the past week he has the freedom to use the restroom while being in pull-ups.

[NoName004]

Monday was pretty uneventful besides the fact that tee had to report to the nurse in every break as Chris specifically put on the note he gave to the nurse in the morning explaining that he felt unwell during the weekend hence the precaution to avoid his rash from returning . 
As tee wanted to avoid further embarrassment of being looked for by the nurse he preferred to go by himself . 
Only inconvenient event happened in the late afternoon .
As Theo declared that at last he was done . Tee didn't think much of it at first till Theo summoned everyone to the living room .  
- alright so we need to go over the mo for tomorrow - Theo was pacing up and down the living room flickering through papers - first thing first we are playing at them screwing up but not finding you years ago . Second that none of the foster families were suitable yet they failed to Recognise that in time too . Third of all the way they handled that whole his mothers husband calling the police thing . Ok so you lined up a school a therapist and a pediatrician in la ?
- school yes I spoke to the principal and after thanksgiving they will evaluate based on some test which grade he should be in . And a psychologist yes I talked to Beaty she knows a very good one who is a clinical psychologist and she will get the appointment as soon as we get a green light . Pediatrician I guess the same one that treats the twins . 
- ok close enough that should be enough for the judge I think , now regarding Saturday night ! - tee realized Theo was now looking straight at him rather than Chris   . Tee felt himself go pink - you realize that is breaking your probation right ? If the judge finds out he can send you to detention . So let's try to avoid bringing it up . But if it does come up do not lie about it . If you lie about it you have something to hide and that only makes it worse . 
Tee sat stunned barely able to breath . He didn't even think of the possibility that drinking could get him to detention . He felt his heart race . His head suddenly felt as couldy as the day before . Who will bring it up ? How will they know ? What will happen if he ends up in detention ? He only spent 1 night there but he was sure he wouldn't survive there . 
- alright can we not exaggerate this ? Relax you are not going to end up in detention - Chris realized the growing panic that clearly showed on tees face 
- he could - Theo put in matter if factly
- Theo what are you doing ?! 
- you told me to prepare for every scenario . Technically this is breaking the probation which means that he could be sent to detention 
- ok ok easy don't panic , listen Theo has a point your drinking is technically breaking the agreement however the alcohol wasn't stolen so 
- still makes you an Incompetent parent in court
- ok look point is we will have a conversation about the dangers of drinking though I think you pretty much got the gist of it yesterday , we will try to simply not bring the subject up if the social workers ask you questions ok ?
- but if it does come up don't lie I will try to fix it somehow that it was a cry for help and this is why you want to move him to another state . Ok so everyone just be calm tomorrow no lies and let me do the talking this time . 
Tee still felt a sudden strong fear . He thought the whole court date was just another formality . Chris said it won't be like last time . He won't be charged of anything . But because of his own stupid idea to go along with the alcohol consumption now he could end up in detention after all .  
For the rest of the evening tee felt a giant knot in his throat and stomach once again he could barely swallow his dinner . Chris however didn't seem worried . After the food all three guys set down on the living room couch to watch a hockey game only tee felt like the walls were caving in on him . 
Chris looked up from the screen and though tee didn't say anything it was clear what was going through his head . Chris knew Theo only tried to prepare for the worst as he always did though even he didn't consider that a possible outcome . Tee however wasn't familiar with theos way of preparing . 
Chris reached out his as if saying "come here " tee felt as Tommy moved aside allowing him to get as close to Chris as possible 
- you don't have anything to worry about , tomorrow is gonna be just fine 
- yeah he is a fucking good lawyer even if he doesn't look like it - Tommy put in
- what do you mean I don't look like it ?! 
- alright give it a break . But Tommy is right Theo is outstanding so you have nothing to worry about 
tee nodded against Chris's shoulder , but realizing this time he had no one but himself to blame made him more miserable than ever . 
- nothing is gonna happen to you . I won't let it ok ? Everything is gonna be ok - Chris's kept his voice near a loud wishper and though tee heard it clear he still couldn't stop the worrying 

[NoName004]

And this ladies and gentlemen concludes the restoration ( more or less anyway ) 

new chapter as soon as I can I dont want to make promises I can't keep ( regarding dates ) 

[NoName004]

######So at last something new  sorry it took so long I will try to make up for it Now with a chapter   but with all the deletions repost recreations etc ...  But anyway now it is back so I hope u will enjoy it ! #####

Monday night 

though Chris tried to reassure tee that nothing will happen during the court date this time not even that was enough to help him fall asleep . He basically spent the night awake only dosing off a few times waking up to palpitations . 

Tuesday 

there seemed no point to send tee to school as the court date was at 10:30 am 

tee was barely even able to eat breakfast he was already so tired and stressed . Was he tired of being stressed or did the stress just added to his tiredness ? Either way time was ticking away and they had to get ready for court . This time tee wasn't dressed in clothes resembling outgrown rags but in black pants white t shirt and a black jacket making him look much more appropriately dressed for the occasion than usual even if compared to the other 3 he was not dressed formally , as all 3 men wore full suits with ties . 

Tee felt knots in his throat and stomach though the questioning by the court house social worker did seem like a complete formality as everyone seemed much more interested in checking that all the forms were correctly filled out than asking him questions . Though he was asked if he wanted to move to California . He said yes but his heart started beating faster if that was still possible . 

Of course he knew that the whole point of the court date was to get the approval to move to California it only now really stroke him that he will be moving there permanently well for years anyway and though he did not like ND nor had positive memories of it he was born there and spent his entire life there . Leaving it all behind no matter how bad it was , scared him all of the sudden . It may have been bad but at least it was familiar ...

tee was told to wait infront of the close doors as this time it wasn't him they wanted to hear but Chris . So Theo and Chris entered while he was left to wait infront of the closed double doors of the court room with a young female social worker and Tommy . Tee had a feeling Chris was the 1 who asked Tommy to stay outside with him as when he was finished with the questions the doors were already closed and only Tommy and the social worker were left outside with him sitting on 2 benches . However it was possible that simply Tommy saw that as an opportunity to find an another match as he was busy talking to the social worker who seemed barely in her mid twenties . 

Tee was getting more and more unfomfortable . For several reasons , the lack of sleep , the nerves of facing yet another court house even though this time technically he wasn't trailed , and of course by that point the expected wetness in his diaper was getting more and more prominent both for him and for those who looked careful enough to spot . 

He was getting slightly worried that it was more visible than he would want it when he saw Kathrine exit then renter the room followed by a couple who were eyeing him rather strangely . He couldn't put his finger on why but he didn't not like them . He didn't wonder really why they were entering the room he was more preoccupied with what the judge will decide . Chris promised him over and over that nothing will go wrong and it will all be alright but what if he is wrong ? Why is the meeting taking so long ? He couldn't quite remember how long the previous court date took but it's different being on the inside than being on the outside not knowing what is going on . 

He knew he wasn't allowed to get out of Tommy and the social workers eye sight though they barely glanced at him as they seemed deeply in a conversation so the only choices tee seemed to have were either sitting by their side on the bench or walk about 2 meters to the window . 

Tee , as later he would very much regret putting that 2 meter distance between himself and Tommy , preferred to stay by the window. All seemed serene till a woman appeared in the small crowd that walked up and the court house entering and exiting rooms or simply exiting the building . The woman at first sight seemed vaugely familiar but he wasn't sure where to place her . Till he heard her voice . That was a voice burned into his mind . 

Gladys . 

No doubt . She might look somewhat older and dressed in a more formal way but her voice was the same . 

At first she was talking to a guard further down the hallway but only seconds later she spotted tee who was in plane view standing next to a windowsill . He saw her smile as she approached him . Though it seemed like a sweet smile to any bystander tee knew that smile . 

It meant that she had him . He was under her complete and total control . What he will do , where he will be , what he will wear , what he will eat , when he will eat , when he will be doing his basic needs all decided by her . Everything was up to her . That sweet smile was only sweet as he wasn't strapped into an oversized stroller dressed like an infant with a pacifier forced into his mouth displaying his thick white diapers or held in her surprisingly capable strong arms in the view of all fed from a bottle as she loudly commented on how he was her good little messy boy . 

Tee instinctively wanted to distance himself from Gladys but as he was already pressed against the windowsill there was nothing he could do to escape her as she neared him with her sweet wide smile .   

 

 

 

 

[Wannatripbaby]

Oh God please no!

Nooo!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

[SGTbaby]

Wow good update. Very intense feelings. I look forward to the next update and hearing how court went! 

[NoName004]

Tee wanted to run , to scream to do anything but his body seemed frozen . Unable to take command action or even attempt to defend himself . 

Tommy and the social worker were deep in conversation . 

As Gladys now stood right in front of him tee felt a sudden heaviness in his chest , unable to breath . She was still taller than him even if by much less than he remembered , well of course years passed and he grew taller while Gladys obviously didn't . 

Gladys was able to assert control over him that was more than just physical . Of course when he was in her care he was much smaller and weaker physically but her main goal was to overpower him mentally . To isolate him from the normal world and suck him into her own delusional one where she was the perfect mother and he was a forever infant/toddler . That was aided by her being in control of everything from his clothing feeding and changing diapers . 

She took full advantage of the fact that with time the little boy who at first was simply hungry for love affection and attention became submissive and obedient doing whatever he could to please to avoid further humiliation and in a way disappointing  her . He did grow to believe her that she was doing everything a good mom was supposed to yet he was still not acting like a good little boy so once again she will have no choice but punish him so he will be a good boy for her next time . 

By now and even then at some level tee knew and felt that Gladys's behavior and his treatment were far from normal but as she was the first one who showed affection towards him and showered him with attention , which soon became overwhelming smothering and humiliating he still couldn't understand why and in a sense blamed himself that if he were better he wouldn't have been left in care to begin with therefore it's not crazy to conclude that this too was somehow his fault . 

Tee wasn't sure how many of the words he was actually hearing now and how many he heard inside his head as the thousands of similar occasions from his earlier life floaded back . 

- oh well didn't my little baby turn into such a big boy - Gladys's voice sounded like those over affections elderly relatives seeing a baby and making a fuss of - did you miss mommy ? - tee shook his head as visibly as he dared as Gladys eyes shimmered as age went on - well of course you did ! Every little boy need their mommy ! I see you weren't proparly looked after as your diapie is full of pee pee isn't it ! - tee went beet red in the face but his attempts to push Gladys's hand away remained futile - let mommy take a look.

tee was beyond horrified as he realized his pants were hanging near his ankles leaving his wet diaper completely exposed to anyone passing by to see . He despretaly wanted to get away from her grabbing hands but as he was cornered he had no chance to escape . 

- no no please no - he wasn't even sure if his voice was audible . - leave me alone .

Gladys seemed oblivious to his disapear or as he always felt , it gave her thrill. 

He wanted to push her away , he wanted to scream at her . 

Just then he heard a shout almost like a thunder  - what the fuck do you think you are doing you crazy nutcase ?! - for a second tee thought he found his voice after all but then he realized that the voice belong to Tommy . 

Tommy glanced in tees direction a few seconds earlier and his jaw literally fall from the sight infront of him . After a couple of seconds of shock he took action and pushed himself between tee and Gladys letting his naturally loud voice out ranging in the corridors of the court house getting the attention of everyone in the hallway and even behind the closed doors of the court room . 

 

 

[Wannatripbaby]

Tommy to the rescue.

[SGTbaby]

Nicely done Tommy! Way to go, I hope that goes well in Tees favor. Looking forward to more. 

[diddldum]

Dear NoName004,

perhaps I can help you with the original. Sorry - I overlooked

your struggle.

                                     With best wishes

                                           Diddldum

 

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[NoName004]

1 hour ago, diddldum said:

Dear NoName004,

perhaps I can help you with the original. Sorry - I overlooked

your struggle.

                                     With best wishes

                                           Diddldum

 

Healing wounds 01-54.rtf

Oh thanks ! Now I can edit the chapter that was missing  thanks ! 

[CDfm]

Glad to see this one is back. I have enjoyed it so far. 

[Sarah Penguin]

Yay glad Tommy stepped in

[NoName004]

There seemed to be a general racket and confusion forming as tommy was busy yelling at Gladys without actually knowing who he was facing as he wasn't so much interested in her identity as in her actions which he simply and out loud defined as insane . 

The crowd around was buffled , there was a pretty unusual scene in the hallway . A woman who could have been the child's grandmother claiming to be his mother seemed desprate to reach the child who wasn't so much of a child at least age wise as his now uncovered garments made that questionable , was held apart by a man who didn't seem fully in possession  of the details of the situation he got in the middle of . The young social worker seemed at lost as she was despretly trying to communicate with the guards who arrived at the scene. 

Chris had an immediate bad feeling as he heard tommys shouting and that only magnified as there seemed to be an entire scene forming infront of the closed doors . 

- Chris what the hell do you think you are doing ?! We are in the middle of a hearing you can't just up and go ! Chris ! - theos angry whispers seemed to have no effect on Chris who instinctivly made his way out of the court room towards the source of the increasing noise despite the judges demand to know what was happening . He decided to leave that up to Theo to handle . 

As he opened the door the scene took him by shock . 

Tommy was still physically embedded between Gladys who was now attempted to be calmed by the social worker who might have sensed that Tommy was beyond her ability both physically and since they were presumably given the same job , and tee was still pressed against the windowsill behind tommys back with his pants around his ankles and his visibly used diaper fully exposed tears streaming down his cheeks no longer even attempting to defend himself . 

Chris pushed his way through the crowd to get to tee ignoring the ongoing fighting from Gladys the guards and the by standers . His first action was to try to restore as much dignity as he could but the most he could do at a moments action was pulling tees pants back to place . Tee clung to him immidiatly as if a survival instinct . 

- that's enough ! - Chris realize his shout was much louder than he intended but at last he was able to shock the crowd into silence as Gladys kept screaming "for her child " and Tommy kept shouting that she was crazy and yelling at the crowd who was taking Gladys's side

unlike Tommy Chris needed no verbal explanation to know exactly who he was facing .

-if you were his mother or a mother for that fact would never treat him in such a disrespectful and humiliating way ! You were never his mother and he was never your child ! He is mine ! What you need is professional help because clearly what you have recieved so far was not sufficient ! And if you - now turning to the guards and the social workers as now Kathrine also exited the court room with Theo and a few other curious members leaving the doors wide open and the judge with a full view of the ongoing scene - don't remove her and keep her from my kid I will sue the social services and the court house ! 

The bystanders seemed in shock but now no one dared to voice their opinion as two guards with the assistance of Kathrine escorted Gladys out . 

Theo was looking around and back into the court room trying to asses the situation but one exchange of looks with Chris made it clear to him that no God will make him leave the crying child holding on to him and return to the court room to continue the hearing . 

 

[Wannatripbaby]

Woooo! Yeah, Chris!

I was beginning to wonder where this story went. Glad to have you back, NoName004.

[SGTbaby]

Wow! Glad to see Chris really go off! Can’t wait for more! 

[Sarah Penguin]

YAY!

[CDfm]

I enjoyed the new additions. Glad to see both Tommy and Chris take such decisive action. I almost wish the Judge would have spoken with her so that he could ensure she was kept away from Tee. I will be waiting for more. 

[NoName004]

Chris didn't intend to wait for the crowd to scatter on their own and gently untagled tees gripping arms from his body 

- Tommy do something useful and give me the bag - Chris's voice was calm but Tommy knew well that was not in his benefit but much rather for tees 

- you mean this? - Tommy stepped back to the bench where he left the backpack which now he was holding out to Chris , containing the necessary items for a diaper change . He himself did not spend too much time thinking why a backpack was necessary though now it became quite clear as Chris steered tee towards the rest rooms ignoring theos warnings about the hearing not being officially discontinued 

- then deal with it ! You are the lawyer it's your damn job ! 

Theo and Tommy exchanged looks as Chris and tee disappeared behind a corner .  

They both looked equally confused by the previous scene . Tommy lost all interest in the social worker trainie who he now felt more anger towards than attrection as she clearly failed to take their side and Theo decided he had to spin the situation on their favor showing a unanimous front with Chris and demanding the court to go on a short session to reevaluate the created situation . 

Chris didn't waste time on Theo nor tommys thoughts and focused his undiveded attention on tee . 

As the family restrooms door locked behind them Chris did his best to soothe tee who was still crying miserable . 

He wasn't sure how much time had passed as tee was finally only sniveling as he heard a knock on the locked door . 

- occupied !

- it's me - he heard theos voice from the other side of the door 

- still occupied !

- we need to talk

Chris felt an urge to open the door and tell Theo exactly what he was thinking but he knew that wouldn't help the situation . 

- fine . Wait

- wait for what ?

Chris didn't bother to respond as he turned to tee in a much calmer and reassuring voice - come on let's gets you changed  

 

[Wannatripbaby]

I'd almost forgotten this story existed. Glad to see you're back.

[NoName004]

Yeah that was exactly the reason for the short update ... 

I had a lot going on in the past month and still do but I realized that if I don't post anything the story is destined to die 

i mean that I will lose the few followers I still got ..  So will do my best to keep updating 

thanks for bearing with me  

[Pierry Louys]

Please keep going !!