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  1. Crinklz Aquanaut, really like the feel of these, very very comfy to wear
  2. Hi, Any posts, comments, replies I do, if I want to add a photo, I have a Max total size of 3.08 kB, is there a reason? How can I lift the limit?
  3. Oh very much, as soon as they are on, my stress simply melts away, hubby loves it, loves the new relaxed me, was amazed at how calm I was all day yesterday.
  4. The rear panel, you will see 2 screws, top one is for crotch adjustment and bottom one is for waist, the excess cables you can just see being tucked back in the silicone covering on the sides, when you undo the screws, it releases the grips on the cables and allows you to adjust. But only when belt is off, and now the rear panel is completely covered in heat shrink, so cannot adjust without work now, its made for me.
  5. Now in Vivactive Slips Super (3.6l capacity) and not very impressed, not very comfy and very very thin, they were cheap though.
  6. I am a self employed software developer, a year ago I wrote software, and so far have over 20 customers, they are professional managers, using my tool to manage their site. From time to time, I swing by and just give each customer a hug, my software pretty much looks after itself, apart from the occasional bug, its great. Suffering PTSD, getting to customers is never easy. Since finding diapers, WOW. Today was the first day, three customers to go and see in London, all very professional, and there I was, wrapped in chastity, then over the top a Diaper, over the top of that a snappy popper fixing tee-shirt, fixed in the crotch. It was bloody amazing, and for the first 2 and a half hours I didn't need a wee, but loved my diaper when I did. My hubby was amazed just how relaxed I was going in and out of London, no stress, a new me, a new much more relaxed me. And today a customer handed me a bottle of Prosecco as a thanks for my software, that was a very nice hug. Today was a very very good day, so good, we came home, changed and went back in to London for supper at a Mexican restaurant and again, very relaxed me in my ABU Little Pawz, happy, content, safe.
  7. ABU Little Pawz again, loving these, been wearing these now 5 hours!
  8. Custom made by me, has been about 10 years in my head in design, have worn captive ball devices and full steel belts over the years, owned a Tollyboy and Neosteel full steel belts but lost weight and passed them on. This one, I bought 2 cheap ebay belts and combined in to one, took a bit of Dremel work, but now, completely comfy belt, fits me perfect and can adjust from 31" waist all the way up to about 36" waist, with full crotch adjustment as well. Very secure, cannot even scratch my nuts. On day 73 today of our 90 day lockup. Then just over 2 weeks freedom, then 2nd December 2020, start a 1 year lockup, minimum, if I break a rule, extra days get added, highest I can earn extra is 90 days per rule break! Diapers over the top is just amazing...My hubby owns my bits, and I happily handed them over.
  9. Now in ABU Little Pawz and my they are very comfy, love the fit, around the hips is so different to anything else I have tried so far, so comfy, I really like these, fav so far!
  10. Well done! It takes a lot to open up about this. Two years ago I tried diapers, loved them and then tried to bring my hubby around, but I kind of threw it direct in his face with no warning and no explanation, and his reaction was not great. Now, I was totally honest, how much they relax me, how much security they give me, just how much calmer I am when wearing, as a PTSD sufferer, when I put it all forward, he understood, and is now fully behind me. I was completely honest, and insisted he listened, and he did, I am so grateful. Do not feel bad for being honest, it is the one thing I have insisted since my hubby proposed to me, everyday, forever, we are 100% honest, regardless on if we think it will hurt the other to hear it, no lies, no secrets. Today we celebrated 6 years since he proposed to me, and he patted my diaper asking me if I was happy, but he could tell, he could see now its out in the open and he is behind me, I am much more relaxed. Love my man. I would say to anyone, always be honest, if you are not honest, you are hiding something, secrets lead to lies, and lies lead to the end of a relationship. I have been there, cost me a lot, still paying! Never hide who you really are, if you cannot be true to you, you will never live life to its full. Hugs.
  11. My hubby is fully behind me in diapers, and actually is starting to love it. So much, he has said, when you go out to customers, perhaps I should enforce, you should maybe lock in before you leave home and not able to release until you get back home, most times you are out for 3-5 hours..... should be easy enough.... how about these? https://www.etsy.com/uk/listing/790122715/black-harness-for-anti-diaper-removal?ref=yr_purchases So, we have ordered them, they arrive in 3 weeks time, I regularly (once to twice a week go see a few customers, normally out for 3 to 5 hours, sometimes up to about 7) Now time to play with diapers and find what works best for me, any recommendations?
  12. DL, but suffer PTSD, find I do regress to a very early age inside when wearing, starting to like that feeling and want to explore it more
  13. I am certainly much more comfy just walking around the house in nothing more than a diaper and tee-shirt, feel so at ease and no stress, one day I am going to answer the door like it
  14. Only started a week ago! New to diapers, but love them so far, definitely not in it for pooh, but wearing and having a wee in them, I am so much more relaxed, and my hubby has noticed and fully supportive. For me, I put one on before bed, its a heavy duty one, and I wear it until I am ready for my morning pooh, so then take off diaper, I normally have 2 in the morning, and once clear using the toilet, I normally then go for a shower, then for the rest of the day, diapered again, fresh one before bed. So in between I am normally out for up to 3 hours, this allows pooh and shower. I have had 1 accidental pooh in a diaper, it was an experience, one I do not want to repeat, but at the time, was very glad I was diapered So far, works pretty well, very much enjoying it, even done a trip out for an evening meal with hubby, we both very much enjoyed it.
  15. Captive ball devices do not work for most people, for me, they always made me wake in the morning feeling like my balls were on fire, directly below them, the skin from irritation from the ring. I have since moved over to a full belt, which my hubby loves keeping me in, I am now 71 days in to a 90 day lock up, diapers add to the fun, they make the belt even more snug and comfy. I made my belt, joys of being an engineer, its actually a combination of two cheap belts from eBay and a little bit of Dremel work..... now a completely custom fit to me, cost just over £100 to make. Can be adjusted form about 30" waist to about 36" waist, including crotch adjustment, but only when belt is removed. In the belt, I cannot even scratch my nuts!
  16. Keeping in mind, have only started playing with diapers since Monday 19th October 2020! Thursday 22nd,I was getting ready for anal sex later that day, I flushed my ass nice and clean.So I thought, I however made the mistake of using too much water and aggravated my colon......About half an hour later, thankfully I was diapered, a delivery arrives and I am at the front door, about to accept the parcel, I felt the need for a fart.It was not a fart, it was a very watery explosion in my diaper! Sounded very watery...... I looked at the driver, he looked at me, you could see he didn't know what to say, so I said "Sometimes a good fart is all you need"......He left, I was so embarrassed, and yes I filled it, ate a lot of root veg the day before, that was a mistake!Immediately to bathroom, off with diaper, wrapped it up, and jumped straight in the shower, OMG.I did not want to do poo in a diaper, not my thing, I thought I would be disgusting and I would feel revolted, instead, I was embarrassed and glad I was in a diaper.Very strange morning and completely unexpected.Was lovely to get back in a fresh diaper!
  17. Currently in Tykables Cammies, love these
  18. Hello all, a quick intro to me.I have had an interest in Diapers for a couple of years, and in 2018, secretly got a pack of 10 and had a play, hiding it from my husband, the shame I had attached to it was huge! And I did surprise him one day wearing one, without any explanation, hit him in the face with it, and he was not up to it, so I hid it and ignored it.Roll forward, and lately I have felt drawn to them again and this time, really wanted to try, my hubby and I are both kinky, he is my Top, and I am also regularly in chastity. Currently locked since August 14 2020 and get released 12 November 2020, 90 days! Have had regular releases, which have been nice. December will be starting a 1 year lock up....!So I brought up the subject, and laid out exactly what I got from it, not interested in No2, too much mess and neither of us want that, only for No1. Thankfully I am a as soon as I wake kind of guy, so first thing in the mornings, I can get that out of the way, and I am clear for the rest of the day. Hubby did a bit of googling, and found that I am a survivor of childhood sexual rape, and when I wear a diaper, I can regress to a point before my abuse, helping me. And it does, my flashbacks stop the moment I am diapered!My hubby has instantly taken to it, so much we have even ordered shorts with a body harness that means once locked on, I cannot remove them, he has said I should not be able to remove them without permission. I am really looking forward to their arrival.We ordered them from Etsy, link is - Black Harness for Anti Diaper Removal Pants with Segufix Locks | Etsy Black Harness for our Anti-Diaper Removal Pants! Will provide extra security when it will be needed. Can be strapped in few desired ways. Will work BOTH with our (and with every colour) Heavy Duty Pants - https://www.etsy.com/listing/667420816/heavy-duty-lockable-diaper-cover-pants And Standard www.etsy.com Friday was our 6th anniversary, so we went out for a meal, and for the first time, I was diapered in public, chastity as well, and leather jeans over the top. He loved it, and laughed when I needed a wee, he likes my wee stare face, I do pull a funny face when going for some reason. Although the more I wee, the more I can hide it now.Today some new diapers arrived, 6 litres capacity, and I am in one and have been for most of today already, next change should be just before bed, and spend overnight diapered again.I am really loving what we have found, and my hubby is loving the extra control he now has gained in a nice way, I am so loving this new part of our life.
  19. Yesterday played with a top that insisted I was in a diaper, he put me in a straitjacket, hog tied me, then rubbed and rubbed my crotch, constantly edging me.... It was hot as hell, he only edged me, once the session was over, I had a shower, then back in to chastity (only my top has the key) with a butt plug attached, diapered and then drove home, it was a rather interesting drive! My top loved it when I got back, he teased me some more, still locked in chastity, mine is a full belt, and under a diaper, cannot even scratch my nuts! Only day 69 of my 90 day lockup..... almost release day!
  20. I am on day 69 of a 90 day chastity lock up in a steel belt, and my hubby and I have just recently got in to diapers, my hubby loves this new level of control. Due currently release from chastity 12th November.....yay But then 2nd December I start a one year lock up..... hubby cannot wait, and now diapers are in play, an interesting year ahead for both of us
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