Well as a pup, I want to be someone's faithful dog. Be they a Sir or an Alpha, I'll be by their side. I'll be there to serve whatever need they have, sexual or otherwise. I'll be a good boy, and good boys get treats! (not to mention scratching my head/back or doing anything else that might resemble petting is an instant pleasure button for me)
As a little, I want to be cared for. I want to know someone bigger than me is looking out for me. Life is by nature stressful. Having a big bro or daddy is a way I can ease that stress. I could live and work knowing that I'll always have someone I can rely on. And it's not just all about me. I know there are people out there that feel an innate desire to protect others, to be their sword and shield. Not to make serious relationships sound exclusively transactional but if I was the thing this type of people was protecting, my goal would be to support them as much as I can. To be the thing they look forward to at the end of a hard day. To be the one that reminds them everyday how loved and special they are.
I know this all sounds completely off subject so let me get to the point. Diapers and bondage play a very special role as a diaper-pup. Beyond my own sexual reasons for wearing diapers, they help me cope with my stress. When I first heard people saying they wore diapers primarily for a sense of security and protection, I scoffed. But when I finally got one for myself, I realized diapers were more than just a personal fetish. When I (hopefully) find someone to love and be super kinky with, the diapers I wear will be a constant reminder of my place as a sub, pup, and little. Naturally bondage fits right into these desires and dreams. The only times I've felt that someone had real power over me was when they restrained me for whatever reason. I can't fully submit to someone if I can still move. The thrill of knowing they can do whatever they want and I have to just l lie there and enjoy the sensations is wild to me.
Those are my reasons. If I had to guess, this level of thought of why I want/enjoy something might be a key contributor to why I'm always nervous about meeting or talking to other kinksters. ?
Edit: Spelling