Evelyn Dellcerro

I really don't think of it as humiliating. I think of it more like sexual. I am walking down a crowded street in a short dress and I am holding in two or three days worth of poop. I already peed but i could feel a turtle head poking out and I am getting that itch to just lean on a parked car and push out the entire load in one push. As I lean on the car with my arms extended I give that first push and it just comes out in one huge solid log and is curling up inside my diaper to the size of a softball. I am gasping because for me it is just one huge feeling of ecstasy. I didn't notice the young man standing in a doorway just fixated on my full and sagging diaper. He comes up behind me and wraps his jacket around me and asks if I am feeling well. I could feel his throbbing erection rubbing against my fully loaded diaper. I ask him if he can walk me to my car, and I don't think any man will refuse especially if he has a raging hard on like that. I really don't want to get over the rating of R. He walks me to my car I open the drivers door slowly and pull my diaper down and this man sees my chocolate covered eye and i just pull his zipper down and direct his delicious erection towards my brown eye. I don't want to go further,so y'all just use your imagination and come to your own conclusion. Hugs all and enjoy them diapers !

Spicy poop is so hot !!

Positions is really hard for me to determine. I have pooped in just about every position possible. I have done it walking my dog, out shopping. sitting in the park laying out on the grass during a picnic. I have done it riding a bike. I highly recommend the bike riding for those that are into it for the sexual reasons. I have done it leaning on a shopping cart while out in the market. One of my favorites is laying on my belly reading a book in bed and spreading my legs and letting it just fill my diaper and give a few squirts of pee to get the diaper a little mushy so I can get that tingling feeling in my belly. There are so many ways to really enjoy pooping. Just try all different ways and see which one makes you feel the best. Believe me it is so much fun doing the learning process. Enjoy it and poop to your hearts content.

I started at a very young age. to be honest I was about eleven years old. I loved the feeling of holding it in until it was time to go home. I was maybe 5 blocks from school and had my choice of walking or taking the bus. I would have my back pack on and made sure my panties wear a bit tight. I would wait at the light until the crossing guard told us it was okay to cross and give a little push to get the poop moving into my panties. As soon as I got across the street there was a candy store and i would go inside and see what I was in the mood for, and push the rest of the poop out into my panties. I would hold it in sometimes for two days to make sure it was a huge poop. I get my candy and leave the store. I just loved the way it squished all over my butt and private. I would walk home just to enhance the feeling and it made me very excited. (I was an early bloomer). I would go home to my tree house and hang out there and squish it around and it was a feeling that is hard to describe to someone that has never done it. I didn't mind the clean up, but I was really staining my panties and I was worried my mom might see the stains. At the age of twelve I did baby sitting for a few neighbors, and had easy access to diapers which was like home run !! Now I don't have to mess up my panties and I could just wear my panties right over the diapers. I was like wow now I can pee in the diaper and poop and no one will ever know. I was never into the ab part of the diaper scene, but I loved diapers and I loved the thrill it gave me. I was the little innocent girl with a poop and pee filled diaper that enjoyed the feeling it gave me and the tingling I felt inside when I did my deed. That would be why I am still a diaper lover for over forty years and still feeling the same tingling in my belly when I am naughty. I hope I give you all a little incentive on the life of a diaper lover.

I had to look at this question about a hundred times before I could even think of what to say. My first response would be why are you wearing the diaper in the first place if you are not planning to use it. Second I have seen many, many public bathrooms, and to be honest I would not put any part of my bottom near or even close to the seat. Third even if I wasn't wearing a diaper I wouldn't pee my pants, but I would gladly poop my pants. Now if I had a diaper I would not even worry I would happily pee and poop my diaper. I have done it from age twelve and have never had an incident with anyone publicly. For me it has nothing to do with the public. They don't know I am wearing a diaper. A big plus for me is that I used my diaper for what it is intended for. Wear your diaper with pride and joyfully do what you have to do is what I say !

I am Bi and to this day I never wet the bed. I have wet the bed many times but that was during water sports. I don't see how your gender has anything to do with bed wetting. I have had wet sex with men and women and that was fun I have to admit. I have a tarp over my mattress and a plastic cover in case my diaper ever leaks, and to protect a very expensive mattress. I was never pregnant so I don't know if rules apply there, and I have a friend that was a late bloomer, he peed the bed till he was about 10 he confided in me. Honestly I think bed wetters enjoy sleeping in their own wetness, which sounds like a turn on for me, but as a child i don't know.. Good question..

Loose for sure has a lot more smell. I am just getting over the flu and phew the stench was horrible. I don't enjoy getting sick, but am always prepared. My diapers didn't leak not once. When I mess outdoors on my way home from work ninety % of the time is very solid and doesn't stink half as bad as the ones I had over the weekend.

Let it come naturally. Lots of fruits and veggies. Eat oatmeal and cereal. if you want to get softer poops drink a teaspoon of epsom salt with a glass of water. It may taste nasty but it works. I have messed in my sleep doing this many times. Just make sure you are not far from home, and that you do have a diaper on.

I guess I can say diapers turned me on from the very young age of twelve. I would get off the bus and stop in front of my house and make like i am checking the mail box and totally soak my diaper under my panties, and then mess my diaper as my knees got weak. I would go to the back of my house and climb up into the tree house and go inside and sit and squish it around. Relax in a messy diaper for a good half hour then go inside and clean up before my parents came home from work.. Those were the good innocent years (lol). Now so many years later it is almost the same thing but now I have grown older and can hold a good BM for two days and drive with my diaper full, it's even more fun.

An occasional accident isn't going to kill me. It was an accident and that's it. You never know it could have been accidentally on purpose.

I agree with you 100 % . I never told my parents at the age of 12 that I enjoy wearing diapers to pee and mess in. It just saves me on panties. and contains the wetness and smell a lot better. I didn't tell them for fear that I know they will take me to a shrink and have my head examined just to tell my parents there's nothing wrong and that she enjoys wearing diapers. Yes that's all I needed. I kept it to myself and lived life happily ever after.

I accepted my love of diapers as a teen. Its what I wear and how I feel comfy. That's about it. I don't go around telling friends and all that happy stuff. It's my business and I am happy for that. Enjoy what you do and don't let others positions interfere.

I enjoy pooping in the sitting position. Especially if I know it's going to be a mushy messy one. I sit and just go let it get forcefully squished into every nook and cranny. I love when it fills the diaper to almost overload. The heavenly feeling you get from that release. I have read a few of the comments to this and I have to say it is a very, very different type of arousal ! Sometimes i even bounce up and down on it and make a bigger mess. Usually when I leave work is when I do my dirtiest work. I will make like I am window shopping and just let out two days worth right into a fresh diaper, and walk to my car and sit in it, and enjoy, and I mean enjoy the drive home. Then it's off to the showers and a hot bubble bath for me. I do hope that answers your question.

Walking and messing is not a problem, have done it countless times as i have left work heading towards my car. My problem is not to fall down (lol). It feels so good that my knees get weak and I don't need to be falling on my face wearing a skirt with a messy diaper under it. What are people going to think ? To be honest i really wouldn't care at this point in my life. Messing my diaper in public is like the ultimate no no. Grown ups don't do that. Yeah right ! I have wet and messed walking and shopping many times, and thank God for shopping carts to keep me on my feet. Love you all and thanks for making me feel so welcomed !

I love to walk my dog especially after a few cups of coffee and a few burritos. I had a great day at work and went home. I had not pooped for 2 days and it was on my mind. I had wet my diaper on my drive home from work so I knew I was due for a good poop soon. I went till about ten p.m. and decided I should drink a cup of coffee before walking my dog. I drank two so I know that would give me the motivation. I took my dog out for a walk around the block. I felt the familiar rumbling in my belly and knew it was just a matter of minutes. My dog had no problem going, as for me I knew it was going to be a huge poop. I stood there leaning over a fence and just let go in my diaper. It was a big solid and long poop. It was summer time and I was only wearing a house dress over my diaper. It felt so good that I felt like walking around the block one more time to spread it around. I wet twice and it was like walking on clouds. I walked back into my house and lat my dog run up the stairs. i took a good shower and let the shower head wash me off like a power washer. I cleaned up and filled the tub with warm bath water and put my epsom salt and witch hazel and favorite bubble bath and soaked for about thirty minutes. I put on a fresh Rearz and passed out on my bed with the air conditioner keeping me cool. It is such a pleasure to use my diaper and I hope you all will enjoy my posts and stories.

I keep my FitRight and Rearz in my footlocker. I just throw some sheets and blankets over them in case I ever get any nosy visitors.

My first time wearing I was twelve years old and I had on a pair of loose jeans and a pampers under my panties. I got off the school bus and proceeded my walk to my house. I stood in front of my house and made like I was looking at the mail in the mailbox. I had been holding just about the entire day and just let the floodgates open. For me it was the most uplifting and genuine thrill of OMG !!! I didn't have to worry about parents because they worked and i was a latch key kid. That one first time and I was hooked for life. After that I don't think I ever used the toilet bowl again. It was like a total change. I used my diaper for what it was meant to be used for and there was no turning back. I think back to my past and I don't think I would change a single thing. I still get very aroused wetting and messing my diaper and I will not stop. Diaper lover forever !

I feel like I have answered this question many times over. I never told my parents about my fetish. I was very young (12 yrs). I was always under the impression "what they don't know, won't hurt them". I went through school and college wearing diapers and no one ever asked and i never told anyone. I am a firm believer of "don't ask, Don't tell". I told my husband after two years of marriage and his response was "that's your thing, I won't interfere". I never spoke to him about it again. I was the good wife for over thirty years, and that is what I did. I kept it all to myself. When I was a child my fear of telling my parents was "they are going to think I am crazy, and take me to a shrink". I do belong to a few diaper forums. I love chatting with people that share my love of diapers. If you feel you must tell your partner or your SO, there is always that risk of rejection or ridicule. Telling anyone never helped me. I still work for the same company after 25 years and i have moved to management for the past ten. I wear at work under my skirt, and still find it very arousing and comforting to use them when and where I can. Words of advise from an older woman is to choose wisely you words and plan of attack. Hugs to you and lots of luck. I am sure you will do the right thing.

I am Evelyn and new to this site, but very old to the love of diapers. I started at age twelve with my love of diapers and continued all through high school and college. I was married thirty five years to a man that never identified with my love (fetish) of diapers. I am now widowed and my love of being a diaper wearer has never dwindled. I love chatting and talking to people of my love. i have never come out to my parents, nor do I wish to. I told my husband once and that got me nowhere for years. I will be as honest and as clear as I can be. i use my diapers for their intended reason, and use at work and at home. I am not incontinent in any way shape or form. I just love my diapers. Hello to everyone and if you have any questions please feel free to ask anything. I am not shy so please feel comfy with me.