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I'm not saying that's for sure how it would go down, but since a diaper change involves nudity to an extent it is a possibility for misinterpretation.

Well, that puts my gaming to shame. I'm still playing Skyrim and I may try to finish Outlast sometime.

It really depends on how it's reported. I would think that masturbating to minors is illegal, but I have not found anything on that. Regardless, he could be charged with something relevant and be registered as a sex offender if some random bystander were to catch him in the act and report it. The case would end up not necessarily revolving specifically on what he did, but the danger he poses to minors. Child porn is defined as rape and nudity with a specific focus on genitalia, so if the video is particularly exposing of the child it could be very hard at the very least to prove that he was not getting his jollies from seeing a naked baby. So, again, it's not the ownership of the videos, but the actions that would be called into question. In a perfect world he would be able to prove that he had no interest in children and that would be that, but intent can be hard to prove and to your average Joe, any sexual interest to anything relevant to children is pedophilia.

While his intentions may be autonepiophiliac in nature, the action of intentionally looking up videos of kids to get off to would raise red flags in general. I would strongly advise him to reconsider his actions and change his ways as proving intention is hard in general.

Nobody has enough toenails to donate to the make a wish foundation for that stuff anymore. Is infinity divided by zero the meaning of life?

I guess there's so many different things I could say and none of them would make a difference, regardless, here is my angle on this issue. Your suffering is not unique. Others have gone through what you are going through, some came out on top and others didn't make it. I have lost others to suicide and I've toyed with the idea myself, sometimes I even still have to talk myself out of it, and it goes without saying that it's a topic I almost feel intimately familiar with. I have my own lion's share of problems, some of which even overlap with the ones you posted, but like hell am I giving up! Do yourself a favor and at least give yourself a chance at starting fresh. Find something you feel like you can do that makes money and go for it. edx.org offers free online courses you can follow if you want to get familiar with something else. It will take dedication and persistence, but you can do it! Just don't give up on yourself yet.

If you want to develop skills for a job then you may be eligible for Job Corps. The program is free and they will provide room and board. The catch is you need to be serious about wanting to learn a trade.

This isn't about saving yourself, per se. You still have options. If you kick the bucket all options go away. I don't know what your belief is regarding afterlife, but you can't be sure about anything. To me it sounds like you want things to be different rather than for everything to end. You may have to extend your search for work, but if you try hard enough you can do it.

Before you decide that you want to be in diapers, ask yourself why and make sure you really want it. I can't speak for everyone here, but when I go for very long without I start craving, and it would be great if I could choose whether I wanted to wear or not, but unfortunately that ship has sailed and I can't go more than a few days before cravings set in. If you do decide to start wearing regularly, make sure to maintain good hygiene. I don't know what kind of games you're into, but you can find some decent PC games online for free. Last month I downloaded Neverwinter (It's D&D) and if you like trading card games I know Magic the Gathering is still beta testing MTGArena, and it's easy to get in on that if you are interested. Otherwise you can download some fun games on your phone and give those a try, if you're patient enough to make it through the damn ads.

You don't even have to go that far away, just move to a different residence. If problems persist, then involving the police would be a good idea, otherwise you're potentially shooting yourself in the foot since anything you do would seem to have a direct impact on your living conditions. As I don't know your family's side of the story, the best recommendation I can give for now is keep the place clean, even if it's not your chore, and keep your interactions with them (to their faces and out loud to yourself) at a minimum. You know their buttons, so avoid pushing them.

Move out.

If all else fails there's fast food and other survival jobs you can get while you work on making yourself qualified for the positions you want. You can also make a hobby of your desired profession (ex: for an IT position you could make a hobby of setting up and maintaining computers and networks) You don't have to have natural talent for what you do, you just have to pick yourself up and move on. At the end of the day, that's what separates the men from the boys. You really need to learn to love yourself, quit taking other peoples' word for it that you are worthless. If you can't do that then you will always be miserable. At the very least you seem as though you like to wear diapers. Try to find something you can at least tolerate and build off of it. I would also highly recommend spending at least an hour a day exercising. You can throw me excuses all you want, but if you can at least start exercising an hour a day I can guarantee that you will start to feel better.

Hi Amber! What kind of games are you into?

Way back when I was in high school there was one class where I usually grouped with another guy until one day the girl who sat right in front of me turned around as one assignment was being announced and asked me to be her partner for the assignment. I agreed and got the impression that she was coming onto me until I asked her to study during lunch and she introduced me to her boyfriend. The point of this story is when you jump the gun and just assume, it gets really awkward really fast. Trust your instincts and don't reveal all the cards in your hand on a first meeting.

Prove the existence of 'fastfood gods' and I shall consider your proposal. No, the answer was pi r round. Where do snakes come from?

It's a gift sent down from the fastfood gods which slowly eats at your insides with the end goal being the turning of the consumer into compost. Why do I hate California so much?

She looked like a clown. The song itself was annoying. I'm not against the content, but that is one video I won't view again.

I would be willing, but would also expect something in return. One-sided relationships are a fast-pass to a life of misery.

You don't have to run 10k every day or anything like that, just get out a little more. If you have a smartphone you could find a cool geolocation game you enjoy playing. We're conditioned to feel good after some good exercise, so you should definitely take advantage of that. Start small and work your way up to bigger and better workouts and you will feel many times better. Another thing to note is that your life doesn't need to center around self-indulgence. Like @WetDad said, if you spend time helping others, you'll feel better about your own life in general. You're not going to change the world. You can find like-minded individuals and push for change, but that's the extent of what us common folk can do. It's nice to be aware of what's going on, but letting politics be your justification for self neglect will not do you any favors.

I was once at a point in my life where I was overwhelmed with depression. A friend advised that I find things in my life that I am grateful for and start focusing on the positive aspects of my life, rather than dwell on the negative. I wrote down things I was grateful for even if it was as simple as a pen to write with (and let's face it, if you're posting online, then you have a lot more going for you than just a simple pen). Make sure that you are taking care of yourself. Get enough sleep every night, eat enough food, and exercise to the best of your abilities. It isn't always easy to stay on track, but you'll see the benefits of doing so before long. I'd recommend just getting a new job for now. Not sure whether you mentioned what degree you have, but you might be able to land something if you research qualifications for the field and see what qualifications your competition has. As far as hobbies go, just find something you like to do and have fun with it, then finally, your friends sound like assholes, so I'd avoid those guys and find some new friends.

^Uses his shirt to clean at the bathrooms for his janitorial position at McDonald's.

Granted, but you get fired, additionally no one wants to hire you on, you run out of money, go crazy, and starve. Seeing as I survived the night monster's attack, I wish it were night again.

For your punishment you must get a life.

All y'all gonna lose...

Lightyear is a fictitious character in Toy Story. Where's my coffee?