LiL Marc

My father used to spank me with his hand, I have no trauma from this But what handicapped me on the other hand was that every time he came to spank me I looked at him and defied him with my eyes and he ordered me to look down and it was taking me a long time to do it, the result was even longer spanking and now as an adult I have difficulty looking someone in the eye

You are lucky And I agreed that a caregiver you paid instead of someone doing it by love, because he care At the beginning If I actually asked the question, it was because I wasn't sure what caregiver meant, because English is not my language

Oups I thought you have a daddy

Thanks BabySpiderBoy I really like you answer By the way you are a lucky baby ?

Happwy Birtdway baby ?

Always fun flirting to become a bedwetter, a part of me would like to When I sleep I'm always very hot, even in winter with my room at 17C (Imagine summer) so for me it's unthinkable to become a bedwetter. Sometime i do wear a diaper to sleep and I love that but way to warm Honestly I dont know how people do it

I'am waiting for my baby hoodie, I can't wait Beautiful dont you think?

Chapter XVII The bird on fire! Said the man laughing But no one was speaking in the auditorium Helloooo! Said the man, the bird on fire, the stuffed animal bird, the mockingjay, Katniss, I mean come on guy’s wake up! Ok the lights are on, but nobody's home, thought the man Ok… ok… I know some of you are in shock, scat its not for everybody, but instead of being disgusted by Tina, you should tried to look beyond what you see, can you see the beauty of it? Can you see the act of love for her partner, the lack of complaint, the acceptance, the stoicism, I mean come on! People whispered OK let's go on a easier note said the man laughing I won't show you Caroline’s performance but Elisabeth submitted Caroline to the same task and she nailed it, ok she gag a lot, but hey! nobody's perfect ha! ha! ha! The auditorium was silent Let me tell you that the two young women soon to be adult babies are doing very well, they have been in a coma for seven days now and they have already gained 3 kg In addition to undergoing the various surgeries such as -Minor anal operation (cut the sphincter muscles) -Minor lobotomy -Permanent removal of all hair (witch its not perfect as we all know) -Injection of medication via a catheder to weaken the blader -Head phone session (Babyis hypnosis) We gave them two insulin injections per day, insulin allows glucose solution to enter body cells thus gaining weight more faster While the man explaining all this to them he heard the music playing in the auditorium, it was —The Cranberries Of course we took pictures of his two young women with their perfect bodies, and in a few months we will be doing the before and after picture I have to admit it's a little sad to see two such beautiful young women become obese, but they are going to be so much happier as an adult obese baby said the man OK now let talk about Kati and Peter He heard people talk and smile in the auditorium Ha!!! Said the man laughing — Now I get you attention! The man lowered his voice with a serious expression and said — Well… let me tell you that Kati haven't been doing very well lately She has been condemned by the punishment committee to undergo a two-week treatment called « the crippled therapy » Let's remember that the punishment committee was composed of 7 peoples, a member of the board of directors, two doctors, two psychologist and two sex therapist Kati was seen by the punishment committee and as been diagnosed as a person suffering from what we call in *The AB Show* the « adult baby slut syndrome », she have been caught four times in the last two days of finger fucking herself Let me explain said the man — Do you remember earlier when I explained to you all that the major challenge when you regress a adult into baby its the sexual pleasure, I told you that it is a muscle and mental memory that the body cannot forget and to want to deprive the person of this innate sensation would be a big mistake, because the unconscious frustration of the subject would increase causing severe damage into the brain Of course here on *The AB Swow* we give them the right to have sexual pleasure, but it alway though the diaper by rubbing or humping, but they are not allowed to put their hands in their diapers and masturbate or finger fucking them self But the problem is you have to take into account that in some women the orgasm is clitoral and others are vaginal, the problem being that vaginal women are not fully satisfied by rubbing or humping though the diaper A woman's physical and erotic cartography is not written in stone said the man It is experience that traces and creates it; it is the body, responding to what it is experiencing, which constantly reshapes its reactions by adding new experiences, which interpret them differently depending on the context Real physical changes can occur, or can integrated with the help of the treatment called « the crippled therapy » So let's go see poor Kati in « The crippled therapy room » ——————————————— Kati was consumed by shame She was lying naked on a raised bed, her hands behind her head tied up and her legs wide apart and tied up, her buttocks raised on a waterproof cushion with all of her genitals even more exposed There were three other adult babies girls like her tied up ready to undergo treatment called "the crippled therapy" but it was not a common room they were all in a private rooms, only Elisabeth and Lea were there Kati felt so alone, she would have wanted so much to face this ordeal with Peter by her side, she was in pain and she realized she couldn't live without him, she felt so insecure Elisabeth had promised her that in the next hours Peter would be with her in the room, because he was also going to have to learn to know Kati's new body again Kati had no idea what she was referring to She had been tied up on that raised bed for two hours now, she was soaked from head to toe What was annoying was that she was soaked in her own urine, she had been given a lot of water to drink and she was urinating constantly Every time she urinated, Elisabeth took Kati's urine in her hand and she stroked Kati's whole body, asking her to close her eyes and focus on the various feelings Elisabeth had asked her to take this very seriously, because she had fourteen days to complete a task, and if she failed to succeed she would be sexually paralyzed for the rest of her life. Kati didn't understand anything, but she was very scared so she tried to focus on the various feelings she was having Elisabeth stroked Tina's short hair with his hand full of urine, she was so beautiful she thought It was such a shame that she suffered "adult baby slut syndrome" Elisabeth's goal was to do everything for Kati to succeed Elisabeth was happy because she saw Kati looking at Lea with a vial in her hand filling a syringe, and she saw the worry in Kati's eyes now Elisabeth leaned into Kati's ear and whispered to her, it's okay my love to be afraid, it's okay to feel helpless and humiliated and I want you to feel that way, you are mommy’s baby girl and I will help you succeed your task She put her hand against Kati's breast, stroking it and asked her to focus on whatever she was feeling Kati’s met Elisabeth gaze and she nod Now darling, mommy will french kiss you and I want you concentrated on both sensation Elisabeth plunged her tongue into Kati's mouth and she tasted the salty taste of urine on Kati's lips Now Elisabeth was no longer stroked her breast, but took the tip of her nipple in a way that she could barely feel it while continuing to kiss her, she wanted Kati to feel to the various sensations that her body gave her After a few minutes Elisabeth stopped kissing her and told her — I love you baby girl, be strong! Kati watched Lea approach with a syringe in her hand, she knew that soon she would suffer the consequences of her actions, she was afraid now, she turned away looking at Elisabeth with a pleading look — But!.. but!… she said Elisabeth didn't listen Kati’s protest and asked Lea - How many cl did you put in the syringe she ask? 30 cl said Lea, the effects will last for 14 days, as the punishment committee demanded of us Good said Elisabeth But mommy! said Kati, she was scared now, tears started to roll down her cheek Kati started to cry, why twhe injection mommy, what is that? Tss - tss - its ok darling — Elisabeth had coated her fingers with lubricant, she opened Kati's lips, and she began to gently stroke her clit, it feel good isn’t? Of course Kati loved have being masturbated and it felt good, but she was way too worried to let it go and enjoy it You know darling said Elisabeth, the clitoris has between 8000 and 10000 nerve endings Kati was confused she didn’t know what to say Elisabeth put pressure on Kati's clit and looked at her and asked - Do you feel my thumb on your clit? Kati was uncomfortable she felt insecure - Yes mommy You should memorize the pleasure you feel, because for the next 14 days you will no longer feel anything on you genital area, it means that the next two weeks you will not be able to orgasm through your clitoris or your vagina, but we will teach you how to orgasm differently Kati would have wanted to cry for mercy, to beg, to struggle but she knew it was no use Lea opened both Tina's lips and with the help of a cotton ball she disinfects and anesthesia her clitoris Tears were running down Kati’s cheeks, she looked at her mom and she resigned herself and gave her a sad smile, then she looked down and realized that her legs were roughly spread like a whore and that she was soaked head to toe in her own urine The humiliation was at its height Lea was now ready to inject the liquid into Kati’s clitoris Elisabeth tell her — Don’t be afraid it's only a product that will paralyze your clitoris and your vagina for the next 14 days, after that you will be able to start having orgasms again, of course if you succeed your task Kati didn't say anything, she began to cry softly she would have like to pressed Girana against her face hoping that she suck all her fears and anxiety And all of a sudden she felt the sting of the injection in her clitoris, and she started screaming it was painful Kati lifted her head and saw that Lea was waiting before injecting the product into her clitoris The needle in her clit no longer hurt, Lea had probably injected some small amount of the liquid and the nerves of her clit were probably already starting to paralyze With a distraught look, Kati said — Pwease pwease mommy, don't take my swexual pleasure away, pweaseeeee! Everything will be fine sweetie said Elisabeth, over time you will learn to focus on erogenous zones other than your clitoris and your vagina, we will help you to make the sensations stronger and stronger and you’II learn to orgasm differently Kati was crying, she had become an adult baby and the only things she had in life were her mommy, Peter, Girana and her sexual pleasure that they were about to take away from her Elisabeth continued — And if within the next fourteen days you succeed in having an orgasm you will regain the sensations of your clitoris and your vagina, on the other hand if you do not succeed in this task, you will forever lose the sensation of your genital organs, but you will have your life in front of you to learn how to enjoy differently Kati was crying like a river Elisabeth tenderly took her face between both hands she wiped his tears away and pressed her nose to his - Everything will be fine, Peter, Lea and me we will help you to succeed, we will help you to become better Now don’t fight it baby, do as you’re told and beg for it and it will all be easier for you Kati resigned herself knowing that she had no choice and said — Pwease Lea help me become a better baby for my mommy Pwease take me all my swexual pleasure away, paralyze all my genitals, I want mommy to be proud of me Pwease give me your injection!!! She started to cry and said — Ove you mommy!

What the difference between caregiver and mommy or a caregiver and a daddy for you?

This is sad, sorry to hear If you have to paid 100$ shipping wait until you can buy a lot of diaper this will amortize the price of the diaper

Welcome Rhys!

Good for you, enjoy! ?

I dont know if you read french, but presently I'am reading a goog book about the back Its called "L'entrainement spinal" by Jean-François Harvey

Hi Alex I studied Judo and Jiu-Jitsu a little bit I competed in judo for thirteen years, I was invited twice by the Canadian team, I was invited because I was good enough for the Canadian team to train with me (I was fresh meat for them LOL), but not good enough to make the team But it was 35 years ago, but still working out but no more judo, my back are really bad now

Congratualation! Its a long road with up and down, and you should be proud to have been able to put you voice here and you should celebrate each step Been ashamed of your self its counterproductive and acceptance is the key, really easy to say but it will come We have been educated to want to fit into one of the models that society considers normal, but what is normal? We are all unique, and as long as we do no harm we should be proud of who we are Good luck and welcome!

Welcome Matrix ?

*The AB Show* is a lucrative entity, so it goes where there is money to be made ?

Sound cool!

Nice story!

Chapter XVI _________________________ WARNING Scat chapter _________________________ Tina was sleeping with her head between Elisabeth's legs, she did not know how long she had been sleeping but the gurgling of her intestines had woken her up, she remembered that they had given her laxatives and that she was on the point of messing her diaper Something had happened in his head She was happy, she realized now that her choices were quite simply the consequences of the trauma experienced in her childhood, like any fetishist She was calm, she was no longer afraid of Elisabeth, she was no longer afraid of her choices even if it was to generate some mental and physical torture She was at peace with herself, even though she had a choice between becoming an adult paraplegic baby or an obese adult baby It seemed a long way away, but she remembered exactly the way how Elisabeth had described her option If you choose option no1, when you will be in your coma for the first 14 days of your regression, you will be injected with this fluid between the C2 and C3 vertebra into your nervous system, and instantly and permanently you will become paraplegic baby, but if you choose option number 2 you will become a fat fetishism, where sexual gratification is obtained not from the fat itself but from the process of gaining, and achieve his weight goals But now things were different, she was either going to become a paraplegic baby or a baby who is going to be obsessed with gaining weight and she will probably become obese and lazy But weirdly just thinking about the choices she had, make the the tips of her nipples have hardened and she began to experience a warm feeling in her stomach She gently unfolded her hand and went to pinch her hardened nipple, she lifted her head and looked at Elisabeth She was about to pooped in her diaper, the feeling of imagining herself letting go and pooping in her diaper while lying on Elisabeth was amazing, she did it with Caroline sometime, but never with another person Elisabeth looked at her while stroking her hair, she knew Tina was about to pooped in her diaper because she squirmed more and more Tina was sexually aroused, she closed her eyes and she decided to let it go and messed and pee in her diaper, the warm of her piss and the pressure of her poop against her anus and her diaper was incredible, she let her self moan and while she continued to stroke her erect nipples Without any shame she opened her eyes and looked at Elisabeth with a blissful smile Elisabeth was happy, she had succeeded in breaking down her resistance, she looked at her smiling and said — Well, it seems someone is starting to accept her choices Tina got her mind back and smile at her I have a gift for you said Elisabeth and she took a stufed animal and gave it to Tina and said to her — Tonight when you are going to be in a coma for 14 days he will sleep next to you When Tina heard the word coma, the warm feeling in her stomach grown again, she was feeling so naughty — Tina took the stuffed animal — Oh the beautiful bird she exclaimed! Yes its a mockingjay said Elisabeth Oh! I will call her Katniss It's a very good choice, said Elisabeth laughing — Speaking of choices darling said Elisabeth have you choose one sweetie? Yes mommy I made my choice, but first can I ask you something please? Of course Tina You told us that we are going to be Caroline and I different paraphilic babies If I told you that I am ready to let you choose for me whether I will become a paraplegic baby or an obese baby, if I told you that I am ready to do anything right now for you so that we have the same handicap Caroline and I, will you accept? Elisabeth looked at her, she put her hand on one of her breasts, she had beautiful breasts but too small for her taste, with the tip of her finger she gently caressed it while making a small circle around her hard nipple, she saw Tina's breathing increased She lowered her hand quietly to her stomach, touching the beginning of her diaper and put her hand on Tina’s diaper Tina opened her legs and offered her her whole crotch Elisabeth directed her hand at a large bulge in the rear portion of her diaper Tina’s was no more ashamed of herself and said — Yes, yes, please touch me there Elisabeth pressed hard while spreading the woman excrement all over her labia and well up inside Tina’s vagina Tina was breathing faster and faster, she had always secretly dreamed of having her vagina filled with excrement, but she was always felt guilty to have this desire without counting the fear of having a vaginal infection Tina wanted to please her and press her vagina against Elisabeth hand Elisabeth looked at Tina and said — You are ready to do anything? Yes mommy! Ok then, Caroline and you will become two fat fetishist babies, your mommy will forced feed you both until you reach 115 kg, but here is my condition, she leaned into Tina's ear and whispered something to her The instant of a few seconds Tina stiffened, then she looked at Elisabeth and said to her, I promise You have interest in not disappointing me, she said to her I will not said Tina Elisabeth was sexually aroused by Tina's promise, she leaned in to kiss her, and Tina's mouth and yield to the women intimate kiss Elisabeth continued to massage the rear of Tina's soiled diaper making sure that her bottom was properly covered as well, and then she open Tina's diaper and put her hand into the mess and she went massaging Tina's clit while she started masturbating herself Tina was not disgusted by the nasty smell from her soiled diapers on the contrary it sexually aroused her even more Elisabeth continued to masturbate herself and took the hairbrush and handed it to Tina Tina’s pushed the handle of the hairbrush into her vagina and move back and forth, spreading the tender flesh and stretching her wide open. As her hot cunt warmed the scat on her fingers and on the handle, the cream and shit turned into a goo that ran out from between Tina’s legs Elisabeth look at Tina and said — When Caroline and you both going to be two fat obese, do you know what the perverts who watch *The AB Show* are going to call you? Tina was having a hard time answering because she was about to climax and she didn't want to, she knew if she came right now she wouldn't be able to keep her promise at the end They will call you both, fat piggy, porky, fatty, tubby, pudgy girl, chubby, big girl, lazy obese She knew she was going to become a fat lazy obese and it turned her on sexually Tina was squeezing her vaginal muscles, she could feel the waste inside her. The feeling was hard to describe other than being full, but Tina found it heavenly and she said — If we are called that names, that's what we have become and I will accept my choices Elisabeth continued to masturbate she was about to have an orgasm, she put her other hand that had masturbated Tina and was full of waste, and she smeared Tina's breast and tell her — In a few weeks you are going to have big heavy breasts, and you will be a beautiful fat woman — But telling her that made her exploded in an amazing orgasm while screaming with joy Tina’s continued to pushed the handle of the hairbrush into her vagina and move back and forth, Tina was already about to come, and when she saw Elisabeth orgasm while telling her that soon she was going to become a beautiful obese, did not help her. Tina was no longer able to wait, she was moaning, she was breathing very hard, she was sweating, she was shaking and she was about to cum but she had to hold back She waited for Elizabeth to order her to keep her promise, just thinking about what she was going to have to do made her feel sick, but better to do it while she was sexually aroused Elisabeth caught her breath and told her — It's time to keep your promise darling Tina took the handle of the hairbrush out of her vagina and brought it close to her mouth, with her other hand she began to masturbate gently because she was holding herself back so as not to orgasm Its time Tina, said Elisabeth, open you mouth! Tina was lucky because the smell of the handle of the hairbrush, which was smeared with shit, did not repel her but on the contrary made her more horny She closed her eyes, opened her mouth and began to suck the handle, but when she felt the hot muddy shit in her mouth she began to scream in an unprecedented orgasm, in fact his orgasm had been inversely proportional that how filthy it was and she had never came like this before, few second later her whole body was still shaking in convulsion while she continued sucking the handle in her mouth, she was no more there, she was in heaven In her head she heard — The Sinnerman from Nina Simone

My thoughts are with you Eve My parents are still alive, my father on the other hand starts to have difficulty with his knees and from time to time he loses his memory I find it difficult to see my parents like that even if I am lucky that they are still autumn I imagine that we would still like to be the children of our parents, but a day comes when we have to be the parent of our parents

Well said ?

I know I know I told them ?

Medium tight for me

Wow! They have beautiful onesie I didnt know this cie