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  1. Smash-N-Dash

    Feeling Alone

    I can empathize with you a lot, as I had a similar experience with my ex. She introduced me to a lot of stuff I hadn’t considered before, like cosplay and going to comic conventions. When we broke up, it stung for a while, and I didn’t have the desire to do that stuff anymore. It took some time, but I realized that I could still have a lot of fun and enjoy that stuff without her around (to be honest, I have more fun without her than I did with her), and it didn’t ruin the experience for me. It’s okay to take a break from something you like, in this case diapers, and get yourself better. You can still visit here though. I know the site is primarily ABDL-related, but even then, we still all have hobbies and interests outside of ABDL that we talk about here. The other thing is you’re in a really good community here. One bad apple does not spoil the whole bunch, and I can guarantee you that there are tons of people here who would be more than happy to help you out, talk, chat, and do whatever to help you feel better. You might even make some friends!
  2. I could really use some little friends, especially to help me explore my little side more.

  3. Smash-N-Dash

    The Moment You Knew

    To be honest, I can’t ever say I had a particular moment where it really clicked. They’ve always just kinda been on my mind. For one, I trained late (4 1/2), and some of my earliest memories involve potty training and wearing Pull Ups. I also wet the bed for a while after training, and remember putting on the old white Goodnites before bed. There was another moment when I was about 10 or so. I was at the grocery store shopping with my folks, and we went down the bread aisle which was also the diaper aisle. There was a shelf display clipped on to the edge of the shelf, and glued to it was a Pampers Cruisers diaper, freshly re-designed. I walked over to it and touched it, and that warm, soft feeling hit my body and I needed more. I went back a few more times while we were there, and every time after until they did away with that display. Then came middle school. Long story short, I was allowed to change in the school nurse’s bathroom for PE, and the special needs kids had diapers and Goodnites in there. I swiped one out of curiosity and put it on the second I got home. From that day on, I knew I was hooked on diapers, and I’ve been wearing ever since.
  4. Smash-N-Dash

    Do you REALLY Want to become Diaper dependent?

    Short answer: no, I don’t want to become diaper dependent and have to physically rely on them. Long answer: It ultimately comes down to what a lot of others have already said. Between the cost, the extra steps you have to take, the fact that it’s not reversible, and (for me) most importantly, diapering would probably be ruined for me, it’s better off for it to remain a fantasy. Personally, the relationship I have with diapers and my ABDL side couldn’t be better right now. I only wish I could spend more time diapered, but it’s okay because I know there’s times where I’m just not in the mood to wear a diaper when I do have an opportunity to enjoy them. For me, diapers are an escape from reality, a way to unplug from all of the stress and responsibility that we, as legal adults, go through. It’s such a relaxing and therapeutic feeling to come home from a long day at work and put on a diaper. My stress just exits my body (both figuratively and at times literally) right into the soft, comforting padding swaddling my body and doesn’t come back until the diapers come off. Literally, no amount of medication or therapy can ever be as soothing as a diaper snugly wrapped around my waist. That’s just the thing, though. That temporary escape, for however long I choose and feel comfortable with, is just the perfect amount for me to really enjoy and love diapers. I feel that if I made the decision to go 24/7 and eventually completely dependent, that I’d lose the enjoyment I have with them, that I’d grow tired of them, only to come to terms with being stuck in a diaper for the rest of my life. I made the choice, much like a lot of us here, to explore and rediscover diapers because of what they are: they’re fun, they’re adorable, they’re special, they’re comforting, they’re soothing, they’re magical, and they’re a million and a half plus other positive things. I like my diapers just the way they are, so why ruin a good thing?
  5. Smash-N-Dash

    I've done it! first time diapered

    First off, congrats on your first time. It’s such a liberating feeling when you get one on for the first time and it really hits you. I know for me personally, when I first tried them, I was in the midst of my teenage years, still trying to figure out sexuality and what not, so I can empathize with you in that aspect. Over time though, your feelings and intent towards diapers might change, to where it’s more than just a sexual thing. For me personally, I went through that shift where they’re not just a sexual thing, but they’re part of my lifestyle and part of who I am. There’s a lot of times now I’ll put one on without any intent to rub one out. Sometimes it’s just the comfort, security and warmth a diaper brings that I want. Sometimes I need to disconnect myself from life for a bit, regress and relax. Sometimes, I’m just too lazy or busy to get up and run to the bathroom. Ultimately, there isn’t a right or wrong answer to how you feel about diapers and what you do with them, especially when you’re first starting out. My advice is take some time to explore, and learn what you do and don’t want to get out of diapers. It can get overwhelming at times, especially early on, so try to take things slow. If you get uncomfortable with an aspect of it while exploring, it’s okay. Maybe try to make a note and come back to it another time where you’re more comfortable experimenting. Everyone has their own way and preferences when it comes to diapers. Give it enough time, and you’ll figure yours out ^_^
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    Anyone from the SW PA area? I’m in Pittsburgh.
  7. Smash-N-Dash

    Abu rules

    I definitely can relate, especially just from a quality standpoint. Anytime you can upgrade from storebought to a quality ABDL or medical diaper, it’s a huge difference, practically night and day. I know that’s the way I felt when I got ABDL diapers for the first time
  8. Smash-N-Dash

    DL wanting to try AB

    There isn’t really a right or wrong thing to try out first. The best thing to do though is to take it slow. Overwhelming yourself with it all at once can quickly turn you off of it. My advice is to try one thing at a time and see how each goes.
  9. Smash-N-Dash

    Do You Keep Your Pacifier In Your Mouth All Night?

    I try to, but it usually ends up falling out at some point throughout the night, and I end up losing it. I kinda gave up on sleeping with one in my mouth as a result.
  10. To be honest, I can’t remember my first stuffie or plushie, or whichever terminology you prefer. I will say that I was a big Pokémon fan growing up, and there were tons of stuffed Pokémon all over my house (I still have a box of older ones in my closet, and a few on my dresser for decoration.) I got into the world of MLP a few years ago, and I’ve had a knack for collecting MLP plushies. They’re all over my bedroom. I do have some really nice ones, but they all at one point or another come off the shelf and spend some time in my arms, diaper or no diaper.
  11. Smash-N-Dash

    How Do You Sleep?

    For the most part, I am a sound sleeper. I’m normally in bed between 10-11 pm and up by 6 am on weekdays. Weekends can skew a few hours either way, but I can’t sleep in past 9 am unless I was up until some wee hour in the morning. For the most part, I sleep on my side, though I am a back sleeper at times as well. I will fully admit that sleeping with something in my arms helps a lot. When I was with my ex, I’d always lay with one arm over her, but being single, a big ol’ plushie works out just as well.
  12. Smash-N-Dash

    How do you put a diaper on?

    It depends on the diaper, mainly if one tape per side or two. Generally, I lay down flat, usually on the bed, and start by getting the fit around my legs and nether region right. I personally like a little sag in my diaper and room to breathe down there, so I tend to tape my diaper on a little lower, but still snug around the legs. That being said, I always do the lower tapes first to get the right fit around the legs and down below, usually pointing the lower tapes downward a bit. Then I’ll do the upper tapes snug enough for there not to be a huge pocket between my skin and either waistband, but loose enough to where the elastic gives me some room to move, breathe and give a little space in between. If it’s a single tape diaper, generally the tapes will get angled down slightly, to where the legs are snug but the waist is looser.
  13. Smash-N-Dash

    Does anyone else fill diapers with water?

    I do from time to time, but I always forget about it ripping open and all of the SAP coming out. That’s never a fun mess to clean up. Honestly though, I’d rather fill my diapers up with the intended substances 😉
  14. Smash-N-Dash

    How was your first time in a diaper?

    Though my first time was in my pubescent years, it wasn’t a sexual thing. To be honest, it was kinda magical. There’s just something about feeling that level of comfort and security of wearing a diaper (or pull ups, in my case) for the first time in years that you just can’t beat. I don’t want to say it was the perfect feeling, but it couldn’t have been too far off from that.
  15. Smash-N-Dash

    Mega diaper.

    I’ve only done it once, only because I had the time and convenience to try it just once, but I put a pair of ABU PowerUps in a PeekABU, and man, was it THICK. I couldn’t walk right with it dry, and once it was wet, I could hardly walk period!