JunkyardDog1

This whole discussion comes off as shady. I feel like theres alot of dishonesty going on here in order to maintain "disabled" status.

I also went to Milan. Brazilian plus is what I got. Results after just 2 sessions is awesome. Staff is pretty cool and easy going. Said a surprising amount of men have it done.

Interested in this topic multiple ways. (Message me directly as im sure no one will give up all of this info publicly) where and how did you acquire botox? Where and how much did you inject? (Specifically). Where, how and what amount would you use to induce urinary incontinence also?

Thanks for input. I just really needed to get it out there. And I was hoping I'd get a little insight in return. Maybe expressing something others feel too? Idk. Im 38, single now, (not because of the diaper thing) and can basically do whatever I want. But theres always that nagging feeling. And that burning desire to change my reality. "Make it a thing" if you will. I guess i know what I need to accomplish what I want, if that makes any sort of sense. Im just bouncing my experience with you guys to see if anyone else has felt the same.

Ok. This took alot of courage to post. But I feel I need to express everything as to where I am, how I feel and where I want to go. Just to get it out there and off my chest I suppose. A few years ago a friend of mine was having a baby shower. I ordered a few cases of various sized diapers for her child and one pack for her as a joke (child bearing is tough on the body as we know). But as I stared at the pack of adult diapers something clicked and I immediately ordered another pack for myself, and so it began. It felt so good and so wrong. But I loved it. I felt (and still feel) very comforted and just awesome. Non sexual. I couldn't wrap my head around why I enjoyed and wanted them so much. I was potty trained at a standard age but I was a non diapered bedwetter til about 12 yrs old, idk if that justifies anything or not. I immediately came clean to my gf at the time and she was a little taken back but she knew I didnt understand why either. She just told me do whatever because it didnt affect her and it wasn't sexual or regressive. I dont regress. I dont particularly like prints either. As I've been exploring and accepting im still finding that I want justification for my diaper use. Like many, I want to NEED diapers. Im feeling the need to lose control over something. Ive been wearing progressively more and more as time goes on, I have some level of protection on 24/7 for about the last 6 months. Pullups during work hours and maybe special occasions but diapers any other time. I absolutely hate the cleanup of messing (the smell, the labor involved, the potential embarrassment) but im doing it more at home trying to feel more at ease and naturalize it. I wet the bed nightly (well im diapered but I'm almost certain I'd have wet sheets if I weren't) and I've been slowly working up in catheter size little by little to wipe out my bladder control (im presently comfortable with a 24fr and will continue until im at a 30fr.) I can wear and wet diapers outside of work around pretty much anyone. I was just as a friend's house helping set up a party and I am cathed and diapered. No escape, no hiding. No one said a word. I think even if they were to find out they would say anything negative. But the driving force is still necessity for me. I need to need diapers. One big change I tried the other day was a pacifier and footed pajamas. I felt like a fool ordering them because I dont feel like I'm regressive, but I was very curious to find out. Ive never slept so soundly as I have the last 2 nights. The security put me out in minutes. But I'm still torn mentally with the lack of necessity in my diaper use. Im gonna keep wearing and keep progressing, but for some reason I felt it important that I out this to someone. And I hope even if no one comments, you at least receive it well.

Little after 9 and one of my friends just left from a few hour "vent session" Didn't feel like cooking so I tossed in some pizza rolls. Dogs are worn out from playing this evening. Relaxing shower and some TV to end the night

Just sitting here watching you a holes argue while the original poster will end up with a leaky pp regardless of what any of you say. Any one of us could have body altering permanent surgery at the drop of a hat if we have the money (or finance it) and theres no one to stop us. Notice how op hasn't weighed in on any of your bs? Keep beating each other up from the comfort of your diaper and keyboard. That'll help.

I went in to hospital to have metal taken out of my leg. During intake I was told to strip and gown up. Nurse came in later and asked if I had piercings or clothes on other than the gown. I told her I have surprise issues at times and that I did in fact have on a diaper. She literally waved me off and said that's fine. Nobody cares in a medical situation. Don't make it a deal if you don't want it to be

Lotta commie measurements being used in this topic. Here in PA I prefer freedom units. (The fat electrician, or zip ties n bias plies would agree) i mowed last week right before it hit the 20s again. And I'm mowing today in the sunshine. I refabricated my disc to be three point mounted instead of drag, hauling them to a friend for his garden. Tis the season to get prepping for them gardens ladies n gents. Can't wait to be outside working shirtless soon! I gotta hand it to you more northerners, you can take the cold in stride.

From a realistic standpoint. You will never achieve 24/7. No matter who on this site eggs you on. You don't have the money and you are too scared. Just stick to pleasure wearing. You're too immature and unprepared for such a commitment. Stop forcing it.

I've been working up in size. Had a 26 in yesterday and overnight. I love the full feeling and the obvious lack of control. Might get brave enough one day to make a stent. Enjoy what makes you happy. Try different things regardless of what people say. Just be clean.

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Apparently I got this debt...

Ill just leave this here

Just put a betterdry over a Northshore pullup. I doubled once before and it was neat. We'll give er another go with this particular setup.