NotToBigForDiapers

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I gave mine to my wife on Valentine's day only to get it locked on and locked in diapers for the day.

Mark, reading this really got me thinking. I used to please her. After each child was born our sex life went down. Kind of normal as having kids and being busy. My interest in diapers as a release place moved up like you. Some where in there is when I told her of my sexual attraction towards not just wearing a diaper but having some one control it. One little trip we took after I discussed my diaper desires more with her and our first set of rules came out me giving her control of diaper stuff. Over the years I have noticed our sex life going down until we only have sex when she wants it. If I try to initiate it and she is not in the mood I just find myself diapered until my urge passes or whenever she feels. With night diapers every night that stopped most evenings of fun as she would just say no. As of late I noticed most of our sex happens in the morning. I ask. If she is not in the mood I just end up remaining diapered. If she is in the mood at all I may get it. Problem is I am not supposed to wake her so many times I am aroused for quite a while before we start. Another problem is most times I have to warm her up some then am allowed to remove my diapers, clean myself up , and please her. Sometimes she doesn't get warmed up and I find myself humping my diapers as she rolls over. Problem I noticed and currently realised after reading your post was this sounded like you. I wouldn't last long as I had been worked up for a long time already before penitration was allowed or he would shrink some before she was satisfied leaving her fustrated as I am not huge to start with. Thus leaving me with less sex. This new locking clothing had her locking me up more saying she was not interested. Then the other week I came in and found her pleasing herself while I was spending the day diapered cause she had "no" interest. Another time was just after we had sex. I was not pleasing her every time and now knew it. That's why she is diapering me more. I know when I can just jump her and do it she is pleased, just not when I am diapered and have to wait. I have been so fustrated lately and have been using my diapers almost daily trying to satisfy my need when I can sneak it in. This has also hurt our sex life. Hoping to fix this I used some ideas from you. I don't want her with another man, but I want her happy. My solution was this. I am Catholic and I gave up masterbation for Lent. I know I shouldn't do it anyway. We talked and she hasn't been satisfied. I agreed my only orgasms can be in her. Plain and simple. This means no humping my diapers or rubbing one out when she is not around with the hopes that on the rare occasion I am allowed to penetrate her she will be happier hopefully. I also gave her the right to punish me if she caught me doing masturbating. First off I will be diapered for a day following my offense cause she says I am acting like a selfish toddler by doing so. I will get spanked for real and possibly put in my new chastity cage for the day. Also if I fail to please her from now on during sex it is immediate diaper punishment. Spanking may follow and I will have to finish satisfying her with my new strap on I got for her for Valentine's day. My original intent for the strap on was supposed to be when I was under diaper punishment she wouldn't have to let me out when she was in the mood to be pleased. She hated doing that sometimes. My fear is the strap on is much thicker than me and I am afraid she will start to prefer it over me. So my reward for her new power was getting locked in my new chastity device. Locked in plastic pants and diapers. With my new locking onsie on top. To earn a diaper change that afternoon I had to do her with the strap on. I gave her and amazing orgasm. The first in a long time. I asked if I could then penetrate her. I was given a dry diapers and locked back up in them going without. This has only in creased my fear that she would love the fake pee pee more than mine. The chastity device was removed that night but I since have not been able to penetrate her. That was a few days ago. I tried this morning but was shot down. I thought she went to have a smoke so I was trying to please myself humping my diapers when she came back in and caught me almost at full pleasure. Now as I said in the past she is not totally dominant and let's many things slide. Not so much this morning. She stopped me abruptly ruining it and had me stand removing my diapers. Now in over ten years I have only been spanked once. Well today was much different. There was little regard for my stiffy as she pushed me on the bed, got the old paddle and started. Stopping to ask if I was going to stop masterbation. I said no. Long story short she figured out the paddle didn't hurt enough and got a spoon. I agreed not to just as I was going to cry. She taped a diaper on me and left. Came back to find me sulking. That was this morning and my bum still stings and been diapered all day. She threatened with the chastity thing but I have been lucky so far. I never thought she had a spanking like that in her. Evidently she really doesn't want me to masturbating. I kinda fear what I started.

Just stick to it. I used to have trouble also going to sleep diapered. Exspecially when my wife increased the thickness of them to stop leaks or in the nights I just didn't want to be in diapers. Now after many years it is the opposite. I can't sleep well with out them on. If by rare chance I fall asleep without one on I find I will wake up later and diaper up just to help me go back to sleep. It doesn't feel right snuggling my wife without a thick diaper on.

What goes on in your mind babylock? Good or scary? I am not sure. You would like my day. I was on diaper punishment. This meant today I was locked in a new chastity device. ( Bummer I cannot feel diapers then) A new gift to the wife. Then locking pants and diapers. Then the locking onsie. Normally when I am in the mood I like this, but the cage device took some away from that. This afternoon after work she came home and we had sex sort of. I got a strap on put over my diapers and pleased her to get a diaper change. Still locked and now fustrated. Not pleased with the new toy strap on. It is bigger than me and she enjoyed it way to much. She said my diapers would come off in the morning, hope that means the device also.

For us smaller guys you are not embarrassed standing next to another boy in the restroom with your small thing hanging out just to wee. It looks big in diapers.

I am finding all the responses interesting. Learned a few things. Never thought my plight to loose weight and eat healthier would bring up this many ideas. Surgery is not for me or the only way to loose weight. The only true way I have ever seen some one loose weight and keep it off, surgery or not, is a life style change. I should not be calling it a diet. I am changing my lifestyle. Not just what I eat but how much I eat and how much junk food I consume. I am also trying to find a way to exercise some way besides my normally active life style. ( Currently I'll but getting better) It will need to be some thing I can live with forever from the food I eat to the portions and exercise I do. Or as many have said it will come right back. Sadly I am at a lull and haven't lost much. I am thankful for all the ideas and ways to eat healthier on a budget. Keep them coming. I will keep trying.

Why are four legged animals bad at dancing?........Cause they have two left feet. What do you get when you cross a high chair and a bird?...... A stool pigeon

Thanks everyone. As soon as I get a few funds I am going to order some. Funds are running short with me being sick and not working much.

http://www.cuddlz.com/cuddlz-wincyette-zipped-short-adult-onesie-with-locking-zip-option/ This is the one I got. I wanted a regular one but my wife likes locking stuff so I thought I would start with this. She loves it. To my amazement when I told her how comfortable I was in it she said I should buy more. She must like it. Other than diapers she never encouraged me to get more toddler items. I only ever tried one other one a long time ago that fit bad before I had shared this with her. I love this one.

That's neat.

I know when I was younger from what I remember I was kept diapered at night longer than my siblings. I got some spankings for that and wetting during the day. Mom would put me back in diapers at times during the day. After I started school I don't remember day diapers any more other than one time. At night a few times I remember diapers but it pretty much went to spanking or yelling at me for wetting myself. At night or the occasional accident. Then I got this alarm thing and the punishments slowed down. I remember a Dr visit or two around then but no solution. I don't remember how old I was but I wet myself two or three times in one day and mom was upset. I was older then but not sure how old. The last time I wet that day she caught me as I tried to sneak in and change. She grabbed my arm, spanked me, stripped me in the dinning room and pinned diapers on me. I know I was older cause I got no plastic pants cause they were to small. I didn't get pants that day and wasn't allowed in the bathroom. I don't know how long she kept me diapered but I think I went to bed that way. I don't remember getting in to much trouble after that. I think she just had a bad day and felt guilty. I know I tried to hide it after that and usually got in trouble for hiding it. Even though I was ashamed of being diapered that day I always wished she kept me diapered. I hated having accidents and didn't mind diapers. I could not control it and thought diapers we're better.

I used to. My wife insisted. She doesn't use it much now since she had me switch to thicker cloth diapers. I think she didn't like the sheet and I know she hated me wetting on her or diaper leaking getting her wet. Since she insisted I wear thicker cloth diapers the leaks are almost null and only minor when they do.

So it is my first onsie and other than my bad day when I ran my test run I have been loving it. I was only locked in one day so far. Got sicker and went to the hospital so it came off that day. I am feeling better and wore it twice now to sleep. I am in love. I wish I had a good one to sleep in years ago. It is so comfortable and comforting. I told my wife that this morning and she suggested I get more! She is great. I love her and love this oneie!

I am wearing diapers more and want to wear disposables when out instead of cloth ones. I am wanting to wearing dry 24/7 unless I can talk her into some fun print diapers. She likes bulk and I do wet heavy so if I am going to convince her I will need a good doublers / stuffer for sure. What brands of stuffers can you suggest that are big, thick, absorbent, yet fit good within the leak gaurds so I won't leak? Ideas? Otherwise she may have me double diaper just to get the bulk. I am hopeful that if I find a good doublers she will be ok with it. Thanks for your help in advance.

I am still in cloth pin on. Wore my new onsie last night again. Love it! So comfortable and I slept great!

What they all said. Read many sights but this is the first time I shared anything about this part of my life and found a place comfortable asking about this stuff. The people here seem real more than fantasy filled. Thanks everyone.

Welcome. Maybe when I am feeling better we could meet.

I get up that way once in a while. Maybe next time I will hit you up.

Where do you live.

What he said.

I hope to get one like that too. I hope you like it as much as I do. This one is so comfortable. Sleep well

That fear of not being allowed to wear diapers is what usually makes me give in to her rules even when I don't want to. She could probably get me diapered 24/7 with just that if she desired. I was looking back through the rules I have. I missed one. It's an odd thing that she just came up with one day. Not sure why. She requires I go put on diapers anytime some one comes to visit in diapers. This doesn't happen often. Usually when someone brings their baby over. She baby sits our God daughters child once in a while and I end up diapered while she is here. Once for a whole weekend. When she was little older and potty trained I thought I was safe. She made me diaper up full time because she still wore pull ups to bed. That time she stayed a week. Since I am always diapered when they come cause our God daughter has had two more children and they are not out yet. She didn't make me wear when my niece came to visit for the day from out of town with her baby. Lucky that day I guess.

When I first started with adult size diapers I lived at home and would go for a drive away from our small town and diaper up. I pretty much left people alone. So the more I wore, wearing in public didn't seem to bother me much as people don't notice. Mostly anyway. I didn't have any issues until after I gave my wife control of my diapers and their thickness. She decided when she first took over that when I bought diapers or diaper supplies my diapers must bulge and show. That took adjusting as now they were noticable. Then one day she decided all my diapers must be thick enough to have a noticable toddler buldge unless I wore to work or around family. This took a lot of adjusting. Now I don't even think about it unless on rare occasion that I see some one I know when out.

It is a good thing my wife doesn't read this. I like some of your ideas but some really push my limits. I have thought about the locking mittens. That would really seal the deal of being helpless. I could be mobile but helpless. Not so interested in the pacifier gag. Pacifier only maybe, not gag. The kids are away tonight so I showed her our new onsie. As expected I got diapered up, locking pants and she happily helped me in the onsie, locked me putting the keys in her pocket. I am her "prisoner" at least until morning. Loving it. She went to the grocery store with the keys. Gave me a big kiss and smile when she left. That left me nervous after my test run and poeple did stop by. I was safe this time. I am so comfortable. I don't think I will have #2 privilege with this. I didn't ask. I wonder if I will get a change before bed?