diapered-nicksfan

I recently had an issue with deflation. The last two caths I bought (allegro medical, silicone, ribbed balloon) had an issue when deflating. One of the ribs was stuck out like a small disk around the catheter and wouldn't fully retract. This happened with the last two catheters I used. Trying to pull a catheter out of yourself with a defective rib like that is not fun. I had to kind gently pop it past the bladder sphincter and it also got caught up right before it was fully removed and that one was even more painful. I am so turned off of catheters after this. I am reading back through the pages to try and get a clear view of stents. I like concept. I'm just not 100% sure on how you insert it? What do you use to get it all the way in? The fish line part is self explanatory.

Beautiful piece...

A three-legged dog walks into a saloon and says "I'm look'n for the man that shot my paw!"

I chose 7-8, but I can remember trying to put on baby diapers as young as 4 or 5. I have had a fascination with them since I was taken out of them. I spent a lot of my childhood swiping diapers and wearing them backwards with the tapes on my skin and the rest tucked between my legs. I remember the day I learned they made adult diapers. I was 5. I remember the day I first learned I wasn't alone. I was 16 and found a magazine article about it. At the age of 18 I found an online community in existence (late 90's) and the rest is history.

I've never had that situation come up, but when it comes to doctors I just don't care. If I had to be in diapers in their office, I'd just go with the flow (pardon the pun). If they asked why, I'd tell them why, whether it was for desire or legit reasons. I wouldn't personally fib about the desire because if you tell your doctor you wear for a reason, they are going to want to poke their nose into the whys and whats, as that's their job. No sense in weaving uncomfortable webs of lies that are only going to expose you. On that note, I wouldn't wear to a doctor unless I had a reason.

I love all sissies. I have to throw this out there to begin with. There is nothing wrong with the way anyone wants to indulge their desires or explore a part of themselves most might be afraid to. We are some of the most beautiful people I have ever seen Having said that: To date I haven't really seen what I call in my head "normal sissy". This name is misleading. It's something I labeled out of personal frustration and also spans beyond the AB/DL realm and into non-AB/DL sissies. First, AB/DL sissies tend to be a little... over the top. All kinds of crazy ruffles and frills and petticoats etc. Again, nothing wrong with this, just seems to be all I ever see. For me if I'm indulging my AB/DL side of sissyhood, I'm into everyday normal girl things. The stuff you'd go out and buy for an actual toddler girl like clothes and such, is what I like to wear. Just normal everyday girls clothes, hair styles, sneakers, etc. Cute pajamas and such. That to me is girly. Second, in the non-AB/DL world of sissies: There is a whole world of sissies out there non AB/DL related that truly captivates me and hits me to the core. This group also holds a similar problem for me. First an understanding of my inner sissy... I'm gay and I like to be a girl in the relationship (not all gay relationships have a "girl"... that's as stereotype), I like to explore my femininity. Being a girl to me is like being the girl next door, literally. Just your everyday average girl. Panties and bra (hanes her way lol), jeans or shorts, socks and shoes (I hate heels) a nice top, long soft hair, and if wearing makeup done tastefully (to me that's applying in a way that you can't really tell I'm wearing it in the first place). Maybe do my nails if I'm in the mood. Dress classy for a night out on the town, dress sexy in lingerie for the bedroom. Bang around the house whether I'm relaxing or doing some chores in just girl's bang around clothes. The kind of stuff you'd buy at any local department store. That to me is feminine. What you actually see online from almost every non-AB/DL sissy: Total mindless cock-craving sluts. Over the top whore clothes and lingerie, street corner worthy makeup, heels long enough to use as railroad tie spikes, etc. Whether you're looking for photos or reading material about lifestyle, it's all about being some man's bitch and serving his nether regions. "Don't think, just crave" is the motto. Well, I have a brain, I have class, I have standards, and to me, it seems like these people's self worth is non-existing. I have to admit that I get off in the bedroom by the enjoyment of submission to another man, and I like the idea of being a house wife VERY much, but the above is just... tasteless and tacky to me (the non-ab/dl sissies) and sex-obsessed. Even if I were searching for someone, I'd be SO skeptical about anything online. ~Just a guy who enjoys being a girl in a guy's body.

Is it just me or are diapers always thicker in the crotch? I've tried them all, regular adult diapers (technically medical) to the fancy diapers geared to AB/DL's. Always thicker in the crotch. Anatomically speaking I tend to wet in the front end you know? I know girls would benefit from the thicker crotch but that doesn't help us guys. Whether it's an actual super absorbent core they stick only in the crotch, or the diaper material actually gets thicker in the crotch as a matter of course, I'd like to see uniform thickness from front to back. Always seems to me like the front end gets a raw deal. The back of the diaper has way more material than the front too. That doesn't make sense to me. This is particularly frustrating to me if I wear at night. I'm not a bed wetter but I do enjoy an occasional night diaper. I sleep on my tummy, can't sleep any other way. So unless I use a decent diaper to begin with coupled with a doubler and point myself downward, I'll leak out of the top. And this is coming from someone who technically doesn't have much to point down anyways so I think that says a lot.

I have heard that the new Fabine overhauled diaper is stupendously thick. If you coupled it with an Abena Abri-Let Maxi doubler or one of these http://www.xpmedical.com/details/19800.html (which is literally another diaper inside your diaper), I think you'd be satisfied. That's about as thick as you can get with disposables. Cloth would be your next move.

Anyone remember back in the day the internet joke where it was like "Coca-Cola presents a free gift. Click here for your new beverage holder" and when you clicked on the link your cd rom drive popped open? I always thought that joke was cute and like Coca-Cola, a classic Funny though, that joke was maybe late 90's when the net was still new? People would actually click a link like that. Wouldn't go far today I don't think.

Rome

I have a question, but i don't know if this Q&A is meant to be ab/dl related and this post should go in "The Rest of Your Life" section: What does it mean if your printer does solid printing on the test page except for the pink and red boxes which have little white lines running through them? It does this no matter what I'm printing, I just put new cartridges in, aligned and cleaned them.. still does it, and has been doing it for some time

A Buddhist walks up to a hotdog stand and says to the vendor "Make me one with everything"

I hope someone enjoys this and gleans something useful from it. I watch it from time to time and I never fail to see something new! I would be thrilled at an informed, intelligent, and meaningful debate!

Phantom

This is one of the most epic things I have ever seen. It's meant to be comedy, but I'd totally go see it. The music is epic.

Soap

If I may, expressing in the mew-ment, with an act of purr-suation, that I am paw-sitive this cat can teach us the art of Pro-cat-stination. And that is just claw-some!

I just wanted to share two pieces of art (I consider them art) that sum up and embody how I feel inside. I'm more of a sissy these days than a DL, and I used to consider myself an AB. The first one embodies my AB/DL persona. The second embodies my sissy persona. They both capture perfectly how I feel inside. The second piece of sissy artwork is very provocative. It is not my intention to offend anyone or post porn. I view this photo as a piece of art showcasing inner desire, and to me it is more beautiful than words can describe. I feel like sharing and I did get an opinion on whether it was ok to post or not, so I hope no one is upset by it.

One more. <3 this song

I generally don't listen to country, but this song plays constantly at work and I'm obsessed with it. I just like it