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it is so different then years ago when what was on the paper work could not be changed i wish my wife was alive today so it would have been legall but back in 1961 what the docotr wrote was law and it made people like her lifes yell to be born with out a true sex but to have both and a docotr make the choice that would effect you life andothers for the rest of it

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hiding in toy box and just peeking out do to loud noises

we use to make our own for my wifes dolls when we were young

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in many ways it is like a cross dresser going out for the first time other then in her house or her play house she had to live as a boy and i loved her very much but she was a whimpy boy she was so small in todays would she would still be in a booster seat she would have never been able to drive her corevette she loved so much many guys just looked ather as she would walk over to her bike and start it the first kick always that thing fired up you hear storyins about harleys kicking back or indians kicking back think the worst bike i have ever started was her Ariel Square 4 even going to school the jocks would just look at her as she rode in the the front parking lot and parked her bike as i parked my flat head beside hers and we walked in tot he office so she could change clothes for school as we had dress codes we had to follow then

yes and i have a hard time writing stuff as my mind sees it right but it is writen wrong something to do with brun damage and being in a coma for so long after a plane crash in viet nam but that and a limpis about all the reasdue damage other diapers foe life

she was my wife

Not sure how many understand what it means to be a Hermaphrodite? Really it is just a label for a birth defect In 7the grade I acted as an escort for a new boy on his first day, it has had a never ending effect on me. We soon became best friends then went on to become BF and GF outside of school in school we were just best friends but when we left school we went back to what we were Just to look back on the pain in her life then, by being forced to live as something she was not, and was not even happy as. In fact she hated. Remember the look on her face in the 8th grade when I paid for her to go to a beauty shop, and get the whole works done so we could go to a spring dance, and she was the best looking girl at the dance that night, she had guys falling all over then self’s trying to dance wither that night Funny the same guys that were calling her names during the day now were almost fighting over dancing with her. But the only other boys she danced with were to ones from our small group. Later we had dragons painted on our bedroom wall by her. Roberta dragon was a pinkish blue color and flew thought lots of fog banks on the wall While the other wall was my dragon and it was a bluish purple, and it flew many fights with demons and the both made the turn on the far wall and started to twist and dance with each other as then flew into a cloud then flew out and up on the roof as a beautiful golden dragon that she said was us in love. The love we shared was unreal with each other it was very different, then what other kids thought love was about. Love when you do not have the right or same parts as others of your same sex is very hard she had no female parts as when she was born there were partly outside her body so a doctor removed them, she had what was called a sudo penis and most male infants have a bigger one. That does not mean she did not get turned on the same as other girls, and once we learned how to light that fire we had lots of fun with words and touching but sex was still a different story. While many thing kids our ages could not have that understanding. While we may have only been 12 years old we both had years of taking drugs which made our body age way faster than other kids. Few can understand the pain of thinking no one will ever love you or even understand you or you will never feel the love other share as you watch other kids look at each other but you know deep inside you what you are living is a fake. The pain you feel from being different in other ways from kids too so you are called names or hit and kicked for no reason other than you are standing there, to be playing in your own front yard and have other boys put a bag over your head and beat you up then drag out into a field and repeatedly rape you then they call you names as do other kids for what they did to you, to the point your mother just packs up and moves to a different city many miles from where she works. To have to start all over at a new school knowing it will happen again as you just stand out from other kids, you are a least a foot shorter than they are You have flaming red hair, you now walk funny you now have a fear of others almost to a panic attack each time someone comes near you, to know that someday others will learn how different you are even in the smallest way like going to the bathroom you were diapers, and as soon as other learn that you will become the object of attack both verbally and physical by others. Then you are made to sit in an office as your mother talks to the office, and this other boy walks in with also flaming red hair. You have no idea of the pain of her loss all these years ago, for no reason really the pain she had to have when her new step father forced her to go back to being a male with the threat of abuse to her mother, with her letters going unanswered as the letters were being removed and just through in a big box you feel abandoned by the one you loved for over 5 years.

sorry after 6 months in a coma i have major issues with writing and i should now better

both me and my wife wore training pants in school and becuase we were listed as husband and wife we were allowed to change each other

so sorry it is a very common thing with most dating sites

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more power to you i remeber the night we were eatting dinner with my best friend mother and his grand parents and they ask what he was going to do for summer school and he looked at me and said he was going to go as a girl. they started to say something to him and i told him we would find a way so the story was she was living with his mother during the summer and her twin went to live with the father first day of summer school no one missed him they talked about the couple dress in skirts for the next 4 years my wife was one of the rare people born with both parts but nothing worked so the doctor made him a boy as he had what the docotr called a penis even new borns are bigger we married at the age of 13 on paper and we hand many years with each other thought school and many plans till her death at age 19 she was killed in viet nam we still had the draft

many times years ago when my wife was alive we had accinednts and peed on each other and even pee in her more them once but when you both have no feelings of need it happens

,amy of us just get busy play and for get to run to the potty till it is pouring down our legs as other kids point tta us for peeing our pants

real we do not need the words of thank you we need the understand of what we saw and how we lived did to our head and the night mares that come back every day and night we need some one to hold us even when we are freaked out seeing things that no one else can see or smell

new dart short block with high end crank. I beam rods rods and psions plus O ring block for 30 lbs boost custom turbo cam pull ups mommy wife and play mate would benice too

would say i was Ak prefer toys to diapers most likey to wet pants during the day and have to have diapers at night as i still go potty in my night pants. like to play with my toys cars and bike like finguer food over real food

do not hide the facvt i wear diapers for real

guess it would go back to being with the girl i loved and married that gave her life for this country at 19 years old and we use to take turns taking care of each othewr was we both wore diapers at night and training pants in the day and her mother putting us in night diapers after giving us play time then she had to have changed us during the night as we always had training pants on when we were gotten up for work at 2 am

have really never been out of them

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