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gee baby

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  1. Actually, FetLife is working out pretty good for me too. It is mostly used to find events. It was pretty quiet until a famous Mommy posted to a pic of mine on FetLife, and before I know it, because she is followed closely, I got lots of friends requests and PMs, where before I got none. Most were find and honest, some were very strange and ignored. Over all, it has its good and bad. Take advantage of the good, ignore the bad. I agree, there sure are some strange characters there, but also some honest and good folks. Don't let a few sour apples ruin it for you.
  2. I didn’t learn that I was not alone until I was 60!!! I’m 62 now and loving it, because this part of myself that I have been ashamed of is now a shared and open part of my life. Hard to hide with a high chair in dining room and full nursery with no door. What surprised me is acceptance from family and friends. I was petrified about anyone discovering this part of myself, only to discover open minded people are going to be accepting to something that makes you happy, and the others folks, who cares. i agree about going to events to meet others of same inclination. I purchased ticket to FetCamp for July, reserving space in the little’s cabin. Will be my first. CapCon I missed because tickets go fast, TeddyCon too. I have to fly to these events, but I think worth it. Meeting others and making friends in this community will help ones own acceptance of self.
  3. Wow, I am pretty impressed with everyone else’s nurseries! They’re all wonderful places to be little!!! Really makes a difference to declare a space in the house for the baby side. The nursery pics look wonderful! Thanks everyone for sharing!
  4. I can’t be only AB in area (apex on Cary side)!!! I have full nursery and playroom for sharing, and patios and free ipa beer available! But more importantly, a desire to meet those who don’t judge this as abnormal! Going to Fetcamp this July, do I have to fly to Massachusetts to meet folks that share this interest! Where are you NC people!!!
  5. Last week I got the person who built my AB crib and changing table for this nursery to do a matching playpen. He has never done one, but agreed to do a 6x6 foot playpen with the floor being the same as the top of the changing table. The sides will be 48 inches (4 feet) instead of the 30 inches I have now, which means no stepping over the playpen which I can do now. A door will be added that you have to crawl into the playpen. I'm super psyched about it. Don't know when it will be completed and I'm sure the shipping is going to cost a fortune, but it is a sacrifice I'm willing to make. I'll post pics as soon as it is completed and I setup.
  6. I just wore Tykables overnight last night (medium) and not too impressed. I do like the tape idea, but it is not that secure. I've really enjoyed NorthShore Care MegaMax. I actually wear their "small", which surprises me, for a 31" waist. But fits really nice and talk about absorbent! And the tapes are awesome and the price is not bad compared to other products aimed at high absorbency. First diaper that "small" fits me very well, so the larger sizes might surprise you. I've heard comments about NorthShore Care products seemed to be oversized, but it seems to me their recommended waist sizes are correct. Medium is larger than the medium I usually wear. Take their word for it and don't try to second guess. By the way, I don't think tykables "overnights" are all that absorbent or thick, at least it didn't measure up to what I was looking for. I try every diaper brand I can find, looking for thickest and best fitting. I also wear a cloth diaper and plastic pants over the disposable to ensure leaks are "safe". Oh, and I do love being thickly padded, so that has something to do with it. So my opinion is somewhat negated due to my usual diapering setup. Take it for what it's worth. But by all means, experiment and try new brands and don't get locked into one. You never know what you might be missing.
  7. I started as a flooder, especially at the beginning when I found it so hard to let the bladder go in a prone position. However, over time, with diaper confidence and the acceptance of wetting myself, it has become the slightest urge will cause a wetting. It all really depends on your comfort level and acceptance of your diapered condition. Since I'm not a 24/7 person and have no desire to be incontinent (I want my bladder control), as soon as I'm diapered I wet a lot more often, standing, laying, playing, no matter what. But this took time and acceptance. I love how this evolved over time and how my wetting characteristics changed on condition on whether I'm diapered or not. I don't worry about incontinent issues, it is purely for enjoyment. My respects to those who are truly incontinent and who can turn it into something they can enjoy.
  8. I have just started using FetLife and I find it very helpful for finding events. Of course, I found someone who is an experienced FetLife user and helped guide me, or else I would have been lost. The best events may not be in your area, but I'm willing to travel. I understand it is a mind field of good and bad. I would definitely recommend using it, but good luck with it. It has its up and down sides.
  9. I bought 3 inch balls to make playpen a ball pit. It was 500 balls and it didn't cut it. So I ordered 600 more, which was more like it. The 1st pic I show here is 1,100 balls, but still, I wanted to swim in it. So got another 600 balls for 1,700! Haven't tried it yet, but I'm sure now it will be enough. I took a pic of the guest bathroom tub holding the 1,700 3 inch balls. My plumber replaced all my water pipes except for guest tub/shower (didn't want him cutting in my new kitchen back splash). So he turned the water off and it became the ball storage tub. Use the master shower! I wasn't sure how I would like the ball pit idea, but it really turned out to be a blast, especially when you can "submerge" in it!
  10. What? Would I deny what I am? No way. I would never give up this if given a chance. Please, accept what you are and stop wishing for something else. I'm sorry, I was meant to be diapered and loving it. It is what I am. I do not wish it was something I could give up. I don't wish for something else, this is perfect. Diapered and cribbed, babied and enjoying my condition and accepting nothing else. Call me what ever you will, I'm perfectly happy with my "condition' and I wish others could find something that makes them feal as good. Let it be. it is okay to be diapered and loving it. I do, and so do so many others. Stop feeling so freaked about it, accept what you are and to hell with the society definition of norm. You are what you are and that is okay. Your fine. Accept it.
  11. My Mother was an alcoholic mainly due to depression. I have several friends who suffer from it, one getting shock therapy and swearing it works, the drugs just didn’t work and caused extreme behavior. None of these folks are AB/DL. I don’t think there is a connection, but no expert. I’m AB and no depression. I would think that if I did have depression, AB/DL would help, but again, how would I know. People with depression really are hurting. I wish there was an easy answer.
  12. Last word I got from her she is not really able to hold a session at this time. I would suggest sending her a query email first about availability.
  13. Okay, I just bought one 10 pack small (31 inch waist), to try these out. Are you sure you’re not a Northstar employee?
  14. I’m sorry if AB/DL is uncomfortable and apologize if anything I say seems to dismiss that feeling. I’ve shared it in the past, just wonder now why I was so concerned? 20 years ago I felt very ashamed of this, in my mind, perverted desire. I would have given it up because I was really scared of discovery and was totally embarrassed about how I didn’t fit what I thought was the acceptable. Now I regret I ever felt that way. What I desire is normal for me and anything that makes me glad to be alive is a good thing. Well, at least as long it does not harm me or anyone else. I’m not passing judgement, everyone should treat their feelings and desires as they wish and I can only wish everyone success in attaining their happiness goals, whatever they are.
  15. Why would someone wish to "kick the habit", or as some say, "cure" (I hate that word) AB/DL? To fit more properly into a lifestyle deemed more "normal"? To get approval of others? To conform to other's opinion as to more appropriate behavior? What about yourself? Just do what makes you happy. Learn to accept it instead of rejecting it or being embarrassed about it. AB/DL is totally harmless to you or others. So where is the reason to run away from it or wish to be "cured" of your feelings? It seems more a reason to better satisfy others who may not approve, who are very judgmental in the negative about those who don't fit their opinion of a normal and healthy lifestyle. Healthy lifestyle is one that makes you happy and satisfied with life, and if AB/DL assist you in that, more power to it. I can't speak for others, but I lived in fear of discovery of my baby fantasy I harbored for way too many years. Now, with the discovery of the AB/DL community, I'm free of such concerns. I've finally embraced it instead of suppressing it. Its a new phase in my life and I love it. I'm sure there are those who purged and walked away, but I'm not at all sure it is forever. Eventually, they will be back. It is not something you just turn off. However, for me, why would you want to? Learning to embrace and accept it, feel good about it instead of ashamed of it, and just enjoy your life, which is all too short. Be happy you have something that helps reduce stress, anxiety, and brings happiness. There are a host of other methods which promise the same (drugs, alcohol, etc.), but give me AB/DL over that stuff any time.
  16. At 62 years of age, hairless is the way to go. I had a lot of gray hairs that disappeared after using a dissolving cream! The hair came back brown and only a few gray! Go figure! But regardless, I loved the hairless feel, so I shave with a body trimmer and reapply the dissolving cream. My pubic hairs got much more resistant to the hair removal cream over time, so it takes several applications now. But hairless in pubic all the way! If you tried it, why would you want anything else? i just wish they had a permanent solution. I would go through pain if permanent! Oh well, till then, shave and cream, shave and crest.
  17. Both. Disposable first, then cloth over with baby pants for protection. One, disposables are just too thin, and two, leaks will happen with them. The addition of cloth absorbs leakages handily and plastic pants protects external items. Do love feel of disposable, but the additional cloth is a must. Disposables have gotten too thin for discrete reasons, and there pinching from strings and thin edges annoy to no end, so cloth addition is a welcome addition , at least for me. Wish I could find a disposable that satisfies alone!
  18. I hate the new designs. Even the hour glass designs are hated, which is the norm. I'm more 80's and 90's disposable diapers, when Pampers and Huggies were flat diapers with attachments in the middle, very thick, heavily scented. Ah, the good old days! Now with hour glass designs and gel layers, it is all about thin as possible and freedom of movement, no scent. But these diapers are to please parents as the diaper companies cut cost but charge customers the same or higher, making believe the diaper is more comfortable and free for movement. The fact that they are more uncomfortable due to strings and thin edge grips is not of concern. Thin edges are more uncomfortable, etc. What can baby say? Nothing, grin and bear it. More thickness, soft comfort on edges, etc, is more my desire. Give me more restrictive movement for soft and comforting any time. I hate the current direction of diapers, even AB/DL ones. Boy have I searched for more retro designs, none to be found. So I just live with disposable with a cloth pre-fold and baby pants to protect from leaks. At least I can pretend its the old school disposable. I'll never stop dreaming someone will come out with a retro design though... Newest is not always better.
  19. My preference is 1 to 1.5 year old. But I love when someone else is in control and makes me whatever age they want, infant (stay in place), baby (crawl), toddler (walk). All diapered of course. But obeying and fulfilling the role required by Mommy or the baby sitter is the desired age play I wish to be. Introducing my baby self would be very quiet, content, not a trouble maker. Loves cuddling and attention, but does not scream or cry for it. Mommy is omnipotent, the most important thing of our existence. Everything else does not matter.
  20. When by yourself, it is very hard to stop adult thoughts. It is the nature of our brains. When in baby mode and being able to attain a baby mood is wonderful. No regretting the past, no worries of the future, just living in the now and feeling taken care of, loved, safe. It is an incredible feeling any adult would love to have as well. I'm very happy when I can attain it. The problem is keeping it. My problem is I love adult life just as much as baby life. It is a compromise and I'm happy with both. But when it is baby time, I wish I could take the adult self and pack it somewhere till baby time is over. Not there yet. Practice, practice, practice! But when I am in a true baby mood, nothing better. For me at least.
  21. Since I only discovered AB/DL about three years ago and spent some time in Chicago with a Mommy to "introduce" myself to AB land (didn't work out too well), my fantasy would be someone tired of me being so sensitive about being treated as a baby and take on the task of forcing me into the role I really truly desire. I have a little one side that loves "baby mode", but before I know it, I slip into an "adult mood" and pretty much get way too judgmental about my baby self. I get feelings of embarrassment, disgust, and ignore the little one inside me that wants the baby existence so badly. I'm an adult damn it! So I break the baby mode all the time by performing adult behaviors, permitted or not. My fantasy would be someone who takes on the task of restricting the adult side and letting the little one take control. It would take close monitoring to ensure no adult behavior would be allowed unless Mommy permitted it. Love and nurturing is best for baby side, but strictness and punishment is needed for the unwanted adult side. For some reason, I test how far I can get away with adult behavior while in baby mode. Totally unacceptable! Boy do I hate these adult moods. Even if trying to sleep the night as a diapered baby and feel great at start, I'll wake up in adult mood in middle of night and be disgusted and rip everything off and go back to bed as adult. Next morning I'll be so angry with myself. The urge was there, but why would I want to run from it? Getting better though (crib helps immensely to keep me in baby mood). To have someone recognize this issue and take on the task of training or assisting my baby self is a full time dream of mine. No asking what I want to eat, if I'm sleepy and want a nap, am I thirsty, am I wet and would like to get changed, none of that ask the adult in a baby role what they want. Mommy knows what is best and is in complete control, making all decisions and enforcing them if need be. I've not experienced this and to be truly treated as a baby full time and not be allowed transgressions into adult land is something I will always wish for. Doesn't sound much of an AB Fantasy, but it is mine. Since eight years old I've wanted it. That desire has never changed, no matter how grown up I've become!
  22. Sorry, at 62 and not knowing of AB/DL until a few years ago, I was the only adult in the world who had these embarrassing infantile desires, broken, alone, fearing discovery. But the feelings helped with previous child trauma. Wow, what a difference it made discovering that i’m not as unique as I thought! Not only am I conquering my fear of discovery, but my understanding of myself has really took a step forward. I harm no one or harm myself. So what is the reason needed for a cure? The idea of “cure” is somewhat insulting. To be cured of what? To someone’s definition of “normal”? No thank you. I’m not DL, just AB, don’t spend a lot on diapers, only enough to enjoy the AB lifestyle, a break from the adult life I also love. There is room for both. No thanks, I don’t need fixing.
  23. Exactly! This is the “hump” poop beginners have to get past. First time was the worst, the adult self totally disgusted and screaming “No more!” Then later the little takes over and it is “just one more time “. It does get better after a time as the adult side learns to accept and gets acclimated, but that first time was the pits. Adult wise that is. The little guiltily loved it.
  24. MarkSmith, if your wife is accepting you for who you are, count your blessings! Who knows, in the future, with bigger place, secured room may be reserved for a nursery. But even if not, you still sound fortunate to me.
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