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Drugs are abused a lot but also a needed thing with chronic pain.

My Dr has been inside more than every 5 yrs, and no issues yet, he has done many many surgeries repairing my Hemorrhoids , and I told him yrs ago I am done with them, I will make it soft enough to get it out and his only issue has been that my colon may lose the natural ability to poop natural, and I am not young, so yeah it takes a few hrs at nite to get cleaned out and again only water. I never poop the rest of the day, I have had problems pooping for sooooooo many yrs that a good water enema is the best answer for me. I am also for about 6 yrs now on morphine etc narcotics 24/7, they will only make my poop much harder to get out. He will be looking inside again in a few months so if there is any problem then I will hear. One thing in the first 5 or more yrs he had concerns about my every nite enemas. But he has not seen any problems.

You are correct our salvation is the most important thing we can leave with. And when we make bad choices and we will, and mistakes we will,, we repent and pray, and get back on track. If anyone thinks they are above making mistakes or bad choices they will never make it. I don't know what made me Love pee smells any part of it, but thats part of who I am....

Well I do agree on some of your points. I am an Apple only household . I have a lot of older Mac's I use them for different purposes I don't think if an Apple computer is still being used every day some of mine are 24/7 that it was made to fail. I do think a lot of stuff is however made to fail. I did TV etc repair for over 20 yrs . I have old 1930's radios that still work, I have 1950's Tvs that still work. But some things like a TV old is analog and new is digital, makes it harder to use. I have repaired things way back from the tube days and I still have maybe 400 tubes. However new Tv's like the flat screen are not worth a repair. I run our main TV 24/7 and they will last 3-5 yrs and I will just trash it and buy new, like most people . I left the repair field yrs ago when a VCR came down to a $25 thing. I did repairs and I remember some home VCR's that the repair was $600. I fixed Umatic 1" tape size VCR's and the repairs on some were way over a $1000.00 . I am of the older lost generation of FIX it.

You say the feet are first?? what will be the signs of the feet if any? I have dealt with my feet being what I call numb pain for 5 plus yrs. I have neck and back issues, I have been disabled since 2016, I mean I can still do stuff, but when I do very much I live in much much more pain for several days. I am wandering if also the narcotics will make it hard to pee? I have all or none with pee. I have tried to relax my bladder for some time. But I can't even got to a public restroom when I do it'd dribbles no matter how hard I try, and my prostrate is good at least that's what my Dr has said. My feet have issues 24/7

My enemas I do out of need every nite, I am up to a 4qt bag and I use most of it and repeat it so I get cleaned out. I used to use baby soap, but I have gone to just very warm water. I don't want a gushing I have had hemorrhoids for ever, I am a little bit afraid to try it in a diaper?? I am not sure a diaper will hold that much. See I use that time for my personal sex time, since my wife and I have both had cancer, we haven't been able to have sex together in over 12 yrs. But we work it out. Anyhow I play on a water proof mattress while I am doing my enema. But as one of your questions wanting a more solid poop,? with only very warm water you will have some solid poop.

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I m sick too I guess, I have always LOVED the pee smells old and dried up mattress and stained pee. I have Loved the pee smell all my life. I was about 10 yrs old when I realized I got hard as a rock when I got undressed and rolled all over in my 2 brothers bed, I would sneak in when everybody was out of the house, and wrap up in the still wet sheets and un protected old mattress, I didn't know what getting hard was then, but I was in Love, and still Love the pee smells. If my wife was into it I would have the whole house smell like a bedwetter house. A note I know you use cloth diapers. I have made a compromise , I take a disposable diaper and put cloth in between my skin and the chemicals of the diaper. I save on laundry. I haven't done much poop yet. I didn't care much for the cleanup. But sounds like you have fun messing.

I do think they made a lot of the diapers better back when the plastic back was the norm. But the cheap ones want you to buy more so they make them not hole as much and then it will leak., And if you bought that same brand now it will not hold no were near what fun you had then. I Love to wear mine to the max I do wear a day time pant protect pant, I am glad. Because I had on a dependable pull up yesterday and I peed a lot more than I realized I had split the side open, and if I could have had the time to play....... I love to hump that Gell it's nice.

I guess we have to get rid of all the cows? Do you know the cow poop is way worse on the ozone than all of the cars. The methane is one of the biggest things destroying the ozone, So we kill all the cows, get rid of all the cars trucks etc, even trains busses, etc. And don't let it storm because lighting strikes a lot and the particulates are hurting everything . But God made the storms to water forests. And lighting to clear out the dead trees, so the seed of the pine trees etc can drop and get rain and build a new forest. We can't live or do a lot without oil. Oil is not just for cars, the oil in a lot of the fields out in the Calif area, like Kern county is used for making clothing, plastic, etc. I guess we can go back to caveman days and save the ozone. I no we need to do something but too many people get on the band wagon and support stuff that they don't know anything about..

I am not a person that goes for all of this climate change I have been around a lot of yrs and all they want to do is get rid of oil and that will mean you will have no clothing no plastic at all, and have to park all the cars on the road, even the electric cars, you will not have any electric to recharge the cars....... It may get warm but it is a thing that happens, we may have a hundred or more yrs between a major temp change but it is history. people freak out about a 20 deg temp change

I don't know about others but I was just asking a question . I wanted to know what kind of diaper it was...

Wow what brand is that diaper, sounds like you had an assume time.

I have heard the diabetic issue making a person incontinence worse, or causing it. what kind of test will they do to test the nerve damage? I think my issue is weak muscles but I started with dribbles over 10 plus yrs ago, and I have a hard time getting to the restroom to go pee, but if I use the restroom I will have to go really bad but most of the time get dribbles even on my pants, just very weak stream, but my prostate is ok so far. Some of the weak stream can be pain drugs? I am on 24/7 My wife is diabetic and she pee's 10 times a day, I wish I could get her to wear diapers but she is not into it. Well I have heard stories about the testing being very uncomfortable and some pain ??

I really agree for the most part we are in charge of our body. If it's not life threatening then we can say to the Dr I am gonna do something else, or get advice from a different Dr. I don't like the power that the pain management Dr's have over me or anyone , Mine will make changes for the most part when I say I don't want a drug, and change me to something else , within reason.

I wear mine till they leak, and my nite diaper is usually 4 diapers I trim off the edges and stack them in a cheap XL , I make slits in the bottom of each layer, and put a baby blanket, the real nice thin ones they are about 2ft square, that folded up makes a nice thick cloth topper, then the disposable layers will will soak up my pee for about 12 hrs. I have to buy mine so I do a lot of second hand and my online ones are the cheap brands. But I still wear till they leak, so I get my money out of them.

I Love the large pool inflatable's my 2 of choice lately have been a large green alligator , and a big dolphin . I have had them for about a yr. I have fun with them.....

If I had a spouse that liked the smells I would do it in a heartbeat . I would never wash the sheets......

Yeah if you wear it with a nice thick diaper someone may see the diaper bottom... But it's a nice start . I am trying to get my wife used to me buying soft lady's or kids that I can fit into stuff...

Can ou let me know what your screen name is on WMM ? so I can check out your files? You can send it by the DD mail if you like.

I am the same some of the Warpmymnd are ok but a lot suck. I don't want to Buy them unless I Know I will get a good file. I am not gonna pay for anymore on the warp website. Or anyplace else...... If anyone has a good one I will see if I can afford to pay for it..... I am on disability so I can't pay for much...

If you like the noise of the plastic, you may look at the plastic sheets from a store like Home Depot, or Lowes, it comes on a roll, and very thick, cut off a piece and cover the mattress and tuck it in it will not leak, but it will have noise to it. And a roll of a hundred ft, that is 10 ft wide, is not really cheap, I think it was about $100. but that will last a life time.

Very nice

I'm a in betweenez I think. See I hid my diaper fetish for a long time, we worked hrs so I had a little time each day that she wasn't home, so I could play, well after I ended up telling her she and I had big arguments for a number of yrs. Now we have been married 28 yrs, she does tolerate it, but now I have dribbles, and can't hold it to make it to the bathroom and I wet the bed without knowing it sometimes. That's all due to age and my back, pain meds etc. So my fetish turned into a need, and to me it's cool, and my wife is now putting up with it all, but I have said on other threads she doesn't like the smells, so I do all I can to keep it under control. So she tolerates it but not really supportive, I Donn't keep it hidden, so between number 1 and a little addition I guess. She will be seen with me in a store etc when I buy the diapers and at second hand stores where I get my baby blankets, that I use as an insert for night to keep the disposable diaper stuff off my body, etc. I guess that can be a little bit supportive ?