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I wrote a non-diaper related Christmas Story based on the The Cobbler and the Christmas Guest, which I recently wrote. The story was actually based on the Christmas Song, and I changed the characters to make it more modern, and order. I sent it to a friend to review and proof read, before I was going to publish it (only on Facebook, but I still want a second set of eyes looking at my work). Anyway, she reviewed it and saw some analogies to the Nativity story, which were likely due to the analogies in the original story. However the interesting thing is that I never realized those connections when I was writing the story, or even thinking it up (it has been in my head for quite some time). I was just writing about a character in my head who used to love Christmas, hated Christmas because he lost his family and was now alone, and the LORD promises to come on Christmas Day. I wonder how much of the analogies and connection in fiction is intended by author, and how much of it just perceived by the reader who creating his/her own visual image in the story? Did Hemingway intend for Old Man and the Sea to be about a guy and a fish, or did he intentionally create the allegory to Jesus dying on the cross? In a lot of the really good stories on this forum have connections to real life situations (not just the regression aspects). Part of what made Mimi's Struggle so enjoyable to read was the connection between Mimi and her friends, who had grown up with out her. A Change For Naomi has all kinds regarding mother/daughter stories, as well as the various characters representing traits that each of us possess, but in extreme fashion. Kaycee represents pure unconditional love, Ha-Ha represents demanding and unforgiving, while Mary represents a misguided conformist. The same thing can be said for Phone Conversation.

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Welcome to the world of diaper desire. I know exactly what you're going through, because I did the same thing 20 years ago, and felt the same way. I also know you think two things: 1. I'm the only one- You're not. 2. Something must be wrong with me to feel this way- there is nothing wrong with you. It was the hardest thing to come to terms with, and literally took me ten years before I fully accepted it as being just a part of my life. Once you do accept it, you will keep things in perspective and no longer beat yourself up for wanting to wear a diaper. However, you may miss out on all the wonderful binge/purge cycles, telling everybody here that you're done with this thing, and coming back with an intense desire (it is all part of the fun). I'm not going to recommend that you buy yourself some real adult diapers until you're ready, but at some point you will want to actually buy some diapers. Don't go overboard at first, head down to Walmart if you wish (or buy online, which will have better quality. Browse through post and identify the frequent posters, a lot of your questions have been answered numerous times and are easy to find with the search button. There is an article posted in the Mommies and Daddies section that actually helped me understand more about my circumstances than I ever did, and that was thirty years of wanting diapers. It is designed for people who live with adult babies (or as she calls them more correctly Little Ones), but provides has good observations that were not just fap material. Article On Caring For Your Ab Or Little One

Getting cloth diapers tight is one of the hardest things about them, especially if you don't have somebody to help you (like me). I'll sometimes have to do pin then twice (pin once, pin the the other side, than go back to the first side). Where do people put the most padding. Mine tends to be upfront.

I'm curious how people go about folding and pinning cloth diapers. I use square terry cloth diaper, which I double up. I tri-fold the second soaker diaper, and then tri-fold the outer diaper over it. I pull the outside of the tri-fold out to create a wide single layer on the back (with the soaker in the middle). I then spread the front end out to create a complete covering. As for pinning, and this is where my question is: I used to pin the diapers straight across, with the bottom pinned as low as possible, and the high one pinned tightly around my waist. Recently I changed, and started to pull the top of my bottom diaper toward my inner thigh. I then pin the edge of that top of the front part, which creates a fairly strong hold and comfortable diaper.

From what I've heard, this will happen eventually. It seems to be connected, but I'm not sure why.

That ending was completely unexpected and wonderful. I kept thinking to myself as all this was happening, "Why can't she just stop this?" I had almost concluded that Holly's parents and the Nanny were going to get one hell of a lawsuit. And then when she went to the mall and was exposed it was like the nail in the coffin. It is a great ending, and was an excellent story.

Much like everybody else, grammar is important, as is basic spelling. For me grammar is very difficult, because I tend to write stream-of-consciousness, and as though I'm having a conversation with myself. I'm not bad a typing, so I can write things fairly quickly. However, I struggle with grammar, because I will skip words. When I read them back after, I see the word in my mind, and don't notice that I skipped a word. As far as as the story, the character has to have some believable aspects. In my mind I have to believe this somehow possible, which can be done with unbelievable stuff if presented in a believable fashion "Mimi's Struggle" did this very well, as did "Naomi's Change." I'm also not one for excessive abuse by 'parent' authority, and prefer to see more of caring exchange. At the same time harmless humiliation is somewhat titillating. My characters are always male, mainly because that is the only perspective that I can write. For me, the diapers are important, and since I visualize myself as the main character, it helps if the character is a male in diapers. Unfortunately most of the male characters written in diaper stories have strong and extreme sexual content, which doesn't have very much interest to me. I tend to read the ones with female characters, because the stories are closer to what I prefer.

I love the show- and I think Adam has worn diapers (Pull Ups) on 3 occasions (more than enough to make me think there might be some tendencies there). Anyway the show is the bane of Chemistry teachers. The smart kids can figure out how to do some of those experiments, and actually might try some them. Fortunately for me, it fills my inner boy need to watch stuff blow up (which is the point of the show).

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The binge-purge cycle has become almost non-existent in my life. I keep things in balance. I do occasionally stop wearing for a couple of weeks, although the way my last two years have went, I've relied on diapers for comfort.

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I had an experience that wasn't a true wetting, but had similar connotations. I was driving out to a class and had a mug of coffee right between my legs. It spilled over, which looked and felt like I had just wet my pants. I was running late, so I did the best I could to dry up my pants, but they were still damp when I got to class. I had to explain what happened to my girlfriend (who didn't know about my diaper feelings), and she made some sly comment that I should have brought an extra set of cloths with me.

Well congratulations on going through the self-discovery and getting a positive outcome. The psychological journey that people go through in discovering and accepting their diaper desires is always fascinating (everybody has their story, and their own journey). Yours is unique, because you've acted on it much later than others. However, with age comes maturity and perspective. In my twenties I was constantly wondering what others thought, and cared what strangers thought. As I've gotten older, I don't really care as much about things I can't control. I still want people to think well of me, but this part of my journey and I've learn to accept it. Two words of advice on public discreet diaper wearing (Not out in the public for all the world to see- we're too old for people to see our underwear). #1- People don't care. They don't know what you're wearing, or why, nor do they really care? #2- If they do, who cares?

Wetting while lying down took a little bit of time, but it isn't that difficult for me anymore. Wetting while sitting still a little difficult, I have a little bit of luck while in the passenger side, but it is almost impossible for me to wet while I'm driving (a new form of distracted driving- California will make a law against driving while wetting). I remember one time I was stuck in traffic, and really had to go. I tried, but couldn't wet myself at all. BTW, does anybody else have the issue of wetting with strong urges? If I have a slight urge, it is really easy to wet my diaper, but if I actually have to pee really badly, I have to use the toilet.

Two people: 1. Jesus Christ- regardless of what you think about religion, he was a fascinating teacher, and understood a lot about life. Budha would be another person on this level. 2. Mahatma Gandhi- He is the person I admire most in the 20th century. If I could play one round of golf on any course, with any player: Jack Nicklaus at Pebble Beach (ok, Gary Player and Augusta National wouldn't suck).

For me, wearing a diaper and not actually using it is like getting a strawberry waffle and not eating it. It is just too tempting, but fortunately there isn't an AB police out there forcing you to indulge your desire in only a certain way. This is all about comfort and enjoyment. I'm curious how long you kept this desire secret? We're about the same age, and I knew that I wanted diapers when I was a kid. Of course I still haven't told anybody about it, so you're ahead of me on that.

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Up until last year the official Special Education diagnosis was Mental Retardation, shortened to MR (not an easy one to tell parents). Last year it was changed to Intellectual Disability for just that reason. In this case I think of the South Park Episode regarding "Fag", where the meaning of the word was changed and didn't actually include the original target.

It was a little awkward when I told a friend about it last night. He asked about getting up to us the toilet at night and I'm thinking "That's not going to be a problem for me." I decided to keep my plan for dealing with this private, and politely listened to his advice. BtW, based on his advice, I'm pretty sure he is not a closeted diaper lover.

Man, once you start writing, you write all the time. I can tell that this isn't going to be sweet and joyous from the title, so I'm curious where you're taking us.

Yeah, I can fill the tank, the supply line won't hold the pressure, so I have to turn the water off after each use.

Today is one day that I'm glad I like diapers. My toilet broke. I lost the connector to the float, then broke the flapper, and finally in the process of trying to replace that I lost the supply line. My toilet is non-functional, which means I need to use diapers until I fix it.

I just looked through his profile. Really wild stuff. Paid $300 for a case of Dry 24/7. This post. The famous Diaper Cafe, and then wanted to know the legalities of hiring someone to change his diaper. He has only made one response in any of his post. The mommy in Utah is a little creepy. Definite slavery vibes for me as well.

I can't wait to see where you take this. It is beginning to sound like a wonderful evening between two people, and maybe getting a little kinky.