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I finally got some more diapers and filled them a couple of days ago on my last day off. It was glorious! A nice soft mess I was able to push into my diapers with ease and I promptly sat in afterward. It felt lovely! It was a very very stress relieving Currently diapered now, but it's late. I am going to bed soon and I will probably mess in the morning, Yay!

Due to anxiety and depression and other issues, my life is very pent up and stressful and wearing a diaper takes a lot of that away. Messing in my diapers is on a whole other level for me, as several others have echoed here and it really is wonderful to hear that so many of you enjoy messing your diapers and have shared your experiences here.

I did earlier today and it was amazing! It was actually 3 times, as it was all natural coming out, I didn't push or anything. It was a very large load and I had to wet alot as well, and I had a very very nice and sagging and well used diaper. It was so squishy!

Another thing to be careful of on here is catfishing, i.e. someone of one gender pretending to be the opposite gender for whatever reason.

I bought a sample pack of the v2 Level 4 Regular AB+ and I can say they are as good or equal to Abenas in both construction, wearing, and absorbency. I regularly prefer Abenas but money has become tight now and I will gladly buy these in the future to save a couple bucks and not sacrifice quality.

I am okay with this new skin, it looks much better and things are much more visible and easier on the eyes than the previous skin, plus the changeable colors are nice too.

I find that I have to. I let my messes come naturally as it feels more enjoyable when it does and when I am in my onesie, I feel so little inside. It's just the best feeling ever.

I would recommend holding in a bowel movement for as long as you can if you have to go to the toilet. Eventually, nature will have its way and you will have to release.

Other than diaper sites out there and my therapsit, I have never told anyone about this side of myself, and no one else needs to know. I live alone so I can wear and use in peace

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I ordered a Adult Baby Dino Onesie and a NUK6 paci. They are both excellent and I love them. They arrived today. I paid for 3 days Priority Mail and received a tracking number instantly.

I ordered a sample pack of Abena's from XP Medical a couple of months ago and the order shipped very quickly and was well packaged, and Abenas can be had fairly inexpensively on XP. I plan on ordering a case of them next month from them and look forward to doing all of my purchasing from them in the future.

I have told my therapist about it in the past and I told her I had started indulging more in it, and she said that it's great I have found something that brings me relaxation.

While I don't find the smell to be a turn on parse, I am not repulsed by it anymore, at least when it is me that is the messy one. In fact, it's comforting to know that the smell is coming from me and means I have a messy diaper. It helps me sleep.

I also like to mess in my diapers. It feels amazing, especially after sitting down in it after producing a really big load. I just did this afternoon and it was probably the messiest diaper ever. So lovely.

Well gcliment has been updating this story somewhat over the years. I know it takes a while, but I occaisionally check for updates and sometimes I am pleasantly surprised. I'm sure they are just busy and will post another update when they can.

I just bought a sample pack from Bambino of Abena AbriFrom Comfort X+ and they are pretty comfortable. I haven't had diapers in so long. the tape is kinda a one shot deal once it is stuck but overall is a great quality diaper. And it also expands to moisture and solids appropriately. It feels terrific on the skin when used. I have sensitive skin, and psoriasis, and it just felt nice, comfy, and non irritating. But as far as comfort and etc go, this is a great diaper. Had to get something plastic backed because of my dry skin and it sticking to a cloth based diaper.

Well I have missed quite a bit here! It's lovely!

gcliment27, thanks for continuing to update this story.