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My kids maternal grandad was staying with us one time and he got up in his room, went into the closet and peed on the floor there. Not sure if he was awake or not?

Considering all the products we have available today, and the extent that these products are in the media now, it is hard to understand why there is much concern to wear incontinence products? Based on what I have seen recently in media from Depend, or Tena, it seems like that is a fashionable thing to do so why not join the crowd that is no longer afraid to flaunt their padding?? Well maybe not flaunt but the point, you will not stand out even if you are by small chance discovered to be wearing one of these products!

I have no issues with the writing style, instead feel it is quite good especially for a first time story teller. I have read things from college educated people that have more writing flaws than this story has, not hard to imagine these days with the focus many colleges have today! I am just reiterating a point of the story that seemed to be missed>?

I really like this story but have to agree with one of the other respondents, going 7 days without doing a poppie is not good or healthy. That is assuming this has not happened but than it may have and not have been mentioned other than cleaning up being worse than other times??

Sorwy, I thought I made a big boo boo when I posted a new story in the completed story section before positing it in this area. And about the name, I thought it was more appropriate to be precise in the time mentioned in name rather than "near future" as the way things are going these days, didn't want anyone to expect this was happening next month?

This is a short story about how justice can be carried out in the future. This is considered Caring Justice or in some cases attitude adjustment, as the perpetrator or client is only confined a short time, and is never physically altered. Granted, they live their time after confined in a high tech diaper cover, but other than that, their life goes back to normal or as normal as you can be forced to wear and use diapers for the rest of your life. Take a look and let me know what you think about this form or attitude adjustment! The Indoctrination Center Allow me to introduce myself, I am Dr Jane Oakdale, administrator of center # 34, a Midwest clinic that is part of the new government system of corrective behavior, a major part of the Caring Justice for All Act, 2032. Here we rehabilitate and treat individuals sent to us from the justice system as a result of either a criminal act, like sexual harassment, bullying, or more severe cases like sexual abuse or sexual assault to mention some of the offenses addressed here. In addition, we do offer services to those willing to pay to indoctrinate others, typically a subordinate or submissive to a dominate partner, or mommy or daddy. What we do in our facility is to change the way our clients feel about themselves, more specifically, regress them back to a level where they lose their grown up and often stubborn attitudes, and put them back into a place where they are very humble again, and all acts of rebellion are gone forever. You may say, this is a tall order especially for some who are very rebellious as a result of poor upbringing, but trust me that in the end, we can subdue any and all with our tried-and-true actions. Some coming to us are accepting of the outcome and leave after the first session, but others are more resistant to the inevitable and are her for 2 or 3 sessions, but in the end, all are released back into society changed persons. The next question you may have is what is a session. A session is typically 10 days, and starts every two weeks on the Sunday. If a client is repeating, they just continue on through the gap days, typically used by staff to fully clean up the areas for the new clients to arrive. Our facility can manage up to 25 clients at any time, so with carry over, we typically see 15 to 20 new clients every two weeks. We are fully staffed to manage all our clients’ needs within our facility, with revolving staff staying on site during their shift week, again 10 days on, with 4 days off. So what happens when a new client is taken in. Depending on where the client comes from, they may not have any idea what this center does, so after registration upon arrival, each client is given an ID# , either Gxxx or Bxxx or Sxxx depending on gender or status, and will be called by that for the duration of the stay. The introductory meeting which follows, which I oversee, is always the most traumatic, and sometimes amusing to me. I get all the new clients settled in and go around the room asking them to introduce themselves using their ID# and a mention of the reason they were sent here. After that formality, I and a select number of my staff that are here to ensure cooperation and full attention, begin to shatter the world of some of our new clients. I simply say, you are here as a result of something you did or someone wishes for you, and you have no choice but to accept this outcome. Some of you will resist, but I assure them that accepting this procedure is much less stress full if you become fully compliant sooner, rather than later. I than drop the bomb, and advise them that they will all become totally diaper dependent, and learn to enjoy that outcome! This is their life going forward, to be humbled as incontinent, and to accept this to the point that some will grow to enjoy the feeling of being in a wet and messy diaper for hours on end, as the opposite would be real misery. Our task here is to retrain you to accept these feelings, just as a toddler does, and resistance to this indoctrination, only leads to longer stays here. In the end, when you are finished with your training here, you WILL accept and be happy with your situation, and find that your life will certainly change to a much more peaceful existence. As I go on with the introduction, some of my staff have to physically restrain several of the newcomers, who have become very agitated and loud with their arguments against this treatment. Others watch as these people are quickly subdued, with mittens that are attached with straps so they can’t be removed, and pacifiers or dummy’s inserted into client’s mouths, with straps attached, again so they can’t be removed. I point out that our treatment can become very aggressive if our clients resist, but in the end, all will end up the same, some getting there after more time here. I continue to outline a basic plan of what we intend to accomplish, starting with a change of clothes immediately after this meeting, to include being fully diapered, that being covered with a waterproof pant, something that is a tech marvel as it has a locking device that is monitored over the internet, and can’t be overcome. This is something that will stay with the clients for the duration of their sentence, in some cases forever. In addition, each of the clients is dressed in a color coordinated sleeper, closed up the back and secured so it can’t be removed without a proper device. They are than taken to a communal sleep area, with cribs spread around some larger for double occupants if they are deserving of a roommate. They did notice several clients in the cribs, holding large feeding bottles, or having a pacifier in their mouth with a line attached to a large bag of something hanging above their area. There was also a large play area nearby, covered by a thin mattress on the floor, and having different areas where dolls are available, areas where blocks are available, areas where color books and crayons are available, and off in the corner, an array of large rocking horses, but with special attachments like large plastic covered seats, and Velcro straps for the hands near the front, as well as areas placed high for the feet with straps as well. This assures that the rider will not be able to lift their behind much off the ‘saddle” and any movement results in a gentle rocking of the horsy. Another interesting aspect of this area is that there was a constant presence of nursery or toddler music in the background, as well as an array of large screen monitors placed so that the rocking horse riders could not avoid watching what was playing on these large screens. What they did not see on this first tour, was the room next door, which contained some of the same large screen tv monitors and background music, but was also very well ventilated, and instead of rocking horsed, contained a whole array of baby bouncers, in adult sizes. This area is considered the “conditioning” area, something our soon to be diaper dependent clients would get to know very well. And just beyond this area was the diaper change area. It was well suited for cleanup of wet and often very messy “babies” with special tables that have spray off attachments on the end which when the clients were secured into place with their feet up in struts, allowed for an opening leading to a drain to rinse off the worst messes while still on the change table. It was well stocked with the special long-lasting diapers used, all the wipes, and coatings and powder that is used, as well as any other special tools or supplies that might be required for a hard case. Of course, off in another section was the medical area, used for treating any unforeseen medical condition, but in addition an area used for laser hair removal, something all clients get to experience over the first 3-4 days of their stay as all hair was to be permeantly removed in the diaper area. The last section, was a tattoo section where all clients were given their graduation present prior to leaving, a no toilet sign, with a large red circle and slash over a commode around their waist line area on their right side, a reminder that they were not allowed to ever use this bathroom fixture to relieve themselves, that their toilet was now and for the foreseeable future their diapers! After the short tour, the clients were taken in small groups by different staff members, to a separate change area, something with lockers for the clothes the new clients arrived in, and all the different things that the clients would soon be wearing. As expected, some were still in awe of all that they heard and saw, but came along without struggle, but others were still struggling, and ended up forcible being restrained and pacified, but all ended up in big fluffy diapers, the security waterproof pants mentioned, as well as one of the sleepers. The group that struggled, got to tryout the red colored outfits, which were complete with covered feet that had materials in the souls to prevent walking, and fingerless mittens on their hands which caused loss of finger control. The more complacent group, received sleepers with open hands, and without the feet impediments, allowing for walking, or in this case waddling. These were Blue for the Bxx group, and Pink or Yellow for the Gxxx and Sxxx groups The new group was brought back into the sleeping area, and assigned cribs for their time in the center. After all were in their new sleeping areas, they were given large bottles of some sort of liquid, and told that this and all other things that they were given to drink, had to be consumed in short order, or they would be forced to drink as the group in the Red was about to with bags of liquid hung above them and attached by hoses to their pacifiers. The group was also told that after their first feeding, they would be allowed into the play area where they could find something to pass the time with, and as long as they were not naughty, could go without their pacies. Any outburst or grown-up talk would result in a pacifier being added, to stop this unacceptable behavior. All of the clients were told that they have to tell the staff of any wetting or messing accident, not of the need to do such. They were also told not to resist these needs to go, as that would be dealt with as well with other methods, and they were here to accept these things, so may as well get used to the requirements ASAP. This new group, a mix of 8 boys, 6 sissys, and 9 girls were all showing concern for these new rules, and some of those in the Red sleepers were obviously in a real state of hysteria, but with the plugs in their mouths, all that could be heard was their sniffling and slobbering. Shortly after finishing the first half liter of drink, the group was taken to the play area, with exception of 5 which were taken to the laser hair removal section for their first of 3 or 4 treatments. This first drink was filled with electrolytes in addition to nutrients and a bit of diuretic, ensuring that these new clients were given enough nutrition to sustain their adult bodies, along with enough minerals to insure that even with lots of wetting, that their body would still be healthy. The diuretics of course insured that wetting would soon begin. After an hour, another bottle was passed around to the group that were not pacified, and they were told to drink it while they played, with those that were pacified, taken to the rocking horses and a bag of drink installed above them for their force feeding. At about 1.5 hrs, most were showing signs of having to wet, some obviously trying to avoid it but that was not long lasting. At about this same time, the first group taken to laser hair removal returned and a new group was selected to go. This was the routine for most of that first day, with the only changes being in the consistency of the drink near mid-day, and near the end of the afternoon. At that point, the ingredients in the drinks, changed into a thicker pasty stuff, with bottles equipped with different nipples, allowing for this paste to be sucked out. This was to insure enough solid intake to not only keep these clients healthy, but to ensure that they would need to make a mess as well in their diapers. As the day went on, all of the clients had to tell a staff member that they wet their diaper, with a response being, Thank you for telling me, you are such a good xxxx. Of course, no one was changed out at that point. Just prior to the end of the day, one of the girls told a staff member that she messed her diaper, and the staff member congratulated her for her effort, and escorted her to the conditioning area. This poor girl believed she was being taken for a change, but that was not quite the case. She was in fact being taken to one of the baby bouncers, helped up into it, having her hands secured above her onto the straps, and set in motion to bounce up and down in her mess for the next 30 minutes, with nothing to occupy her other than the kids tele programs in front of her. This first messing was only a conditioning effort, to get the client comfortable to sit in a mess for some time prior to changing. As the messing “accidents” continued to occur, the duration of this conditioning increased by periods of 30 minutes, and after 1.5 hrs, a special device built into the front of the bouncers, would start vibrating in controlled cycles, to stimulate our “babies” sexual organs, building up the pleasure feelings with messing needed to be learned from this training. As the conditioning finished, the clients would be taken into the adjacent changing room for cleanup and application of a new diaper. This change cycle only occurred twice a day, either after a messing and conditioning experience, or at the end of day and in morning after a night of wetting. As a result, our clients soon came to the realization that they must accept being in a wet diaper most of the time, and grew to accept longer and longer times in a messy diaper knowing that they would be rewarded with a sexually pleasurable feeling only in a messy diaper after a good period of time in it. On the positive side, the diapers used for day time were premium ABDL styles, which kept the skin quite dry for most of the day. The night diapers were not that, as they were put into very thick cloth diapers which they had to get used to sleeping in, as that was the best choice for not leaking overnight, even when moving around in bed. The second day started with a hand full of these new clients waking up in a messy diaper. Of course, prior to change out, they had to move into the conditioning room, which was still new for all of them. The group that still hadn’t messed, seemed to be holding out as long as they could, as this was certainly a step up from wetting themselves, which they all had done multiple times by this point. As the day went on, most all succumbed to the humbling experience of messing their diaper, and were treated to the conditioning room. Our first messy girl, got a second chance at conditioning, going a full hour late that afternoon. Unfortunately, 6 foolish souls were holdouts going into the night time, of which one messed overnight and joined the group. The following morning, the 5 holdouts were treated to a new experience, they were all pacified, taken to the rocking horses, and saddled up with a “special” formula drink dribbling into their mouths. What they were to experience would be a strong lesson to the rest of the group in the play area. Within 30 minutes, all were experiencing strong stomach cramps, but were unable to mess due to the type of medication used. It was a combination of laxative, but also had a stimulant to tighten the colon outlet or butt hole. This led to a miserable couple hours before the laxative allowed the stool to soften enough where it could be squirted out into the diaper, which was another 30 minutes or so. All this time our resistant clients were being taught the lesson that resistance was futile, something the bystanders witnessed as well. As this group was the last to experience the conditioning room, they were also treated to a special time as their first experience was 3 times the normal without any sexual pleasures added. This exhibit of treatment of resistors, went a long way to instill a real understanding to all others of what their time here could be like. The result was that there was far more compliance to any suggestions following this incident than originally expected, at least by the new clients. As far as the staff were concerned, they understood the value of these examples and except for the hardest core of this group of resistors, expected that group to fall into step nicely after this example. Of course, there were still a few hold outs that had to be given another bout or two of example punishment, but eventually even the most resistant of the group fell into line. Unfortunately for some, this resulted in enough delay that they ended up in a second and for some, a third session prior to achieving the outcomes expected. Back to the group and their achievements, after this exhibition the 4th day progressed very well, with some of the group getting into the pleasurable sessions in the conditioning room. These sessions were often the turning point for the most compliant, and resulted in a group of people that were starting to actually look forward to messing their diapers, simply to get this pleasurable experience. This allowed the staff to implant ideas into their minds, that in even this worst-case experience, there may be some very pleasurable outcomes if they would only accept their circumstances. Based on psyche evaluations, and previous class findings, the staff used this aspect of the training as the most influential part of their indoctrination. As a result, most of the class grew to accept their circumstances by the end of the first session. As part of this, as the session moved into day 7, the training shifted from toddler expressions to those of respect to all adults. Clients were taught to only address others with respect, and speak only when spoken to. This was the smoothing out period so to speak, as by this time, the clients were broken down with humiliation and understanding that they could only be ridiculed by others if their situation became known, and they had better learn how to treat others as superiors from the start to avoid any question of their status. As they approached the end of their sessions, they were advised of future activities regarding their protective waterproof diaper covers. They learned that even as they were not to be subject to the care of staff people after their graduation, the use of the diaper cover changed little. Specifically, it was controlled by the WEB interface, and without an override code, other adults could not interfere with the sequence of it. Speceficlaay, it would only allow removal for 1 hr, in the morning, and 30 minutes at 12 hrs from when it was removed in morning. What this insured was that the client could only change twice a day, and had enough time to take showers or baths, or anything other that could be done outside of this cover in the morning. With this understanding, the clients fully understood the punishment dispensed by this law, one of complete acceptance of a humble status going forward, humbled by a complete dependency on diapers to survive with the limitations of the same with the exception of a very small window several times a day. They were also advised that they had a lifetime supply of the day and night diapers at their disposal, as well as any maintenance or replacement needed of the proactive covers that they were wearing. What did change with their graduation was their outer clothes, which were now the choice of the clients or their guardians, something that they could pick out, but in most every case, something limited to a covering that protected their modesty for the most part. IE gone were the days of the tight-fitting pants, or swim wear. For the most part, the clients became acceptive of this but as always there were a few that could not and continued to be the hard cases that more often had to ride the rocking horses. It seemed like they were often the ones that had been sentenced for physical abuse of others, and had a very difficult time accepting that they now were the ones looking forward to being put down. Eventually, they too were worn down, and even with the worst cases, as the third session was starting, their will was faltering. It was good to watch even these hard-core cases start to accept the fact that they would be forever messing their diapers, and have to do it willingly. That final submission, and the acknowledgement that the staff required of the state of their diapers was really drawn out for these clients, which required that these late bloomers, got to sit in their messes for most of the day when they finally relented. The result, was that most of the last session for these clients was spent in the conditioning room, but by the end of this final session, they did get very “comfortable” with their status and would go on to graduate. The other group that was interesting to watch were those sent here as subordinate or submissive to a dominate partner, or mommy or daddy. While they were not the ones to resist wetting or messing after they settled in, they were consistently ashamed to announce that they had to the staff. This led to extra time in the conditioning room, and typically an early luv to be in a very wet or soiled diaper due to the sexual relief granted at longer time intervals. As often the case, this was one of the desired outcomes for this group, and our clinic never failed to deliver on this outcome for these dominate partners, or mommy or daddy’s. With regard to the group that had been sentenced, the long-term results were far more than expected. The client’s attitudes were dramatically changed forever. They were no longer Alpha personalities, but rather very complacent and subdued. Their major concern during the day was to try to control their BM’s to just before their scheduled changes during the day or at night, so they could be around others without being taunted due to obvious smells. This was often very difficult or impossible due to their level of or loss of this control, so that complicated their interactions with others as well. Compound this with in many cases, gratification of being in messy diapers for long periods of time, really mitigated any chance that this group would continue to be aggressive to others. So for now, that ends our story about how this new and untypical legislation was applied and has worked out. This was a lesson in what can be done without long term imprisonment in holding facilities, and still solve problems created by violent individuals. There are other programs in the works but they may involve physical rather than mental changes for clients, but they are yet to be tried on a large scale like this was. So, until that happens, we will end this story with a happily ever after for the graduated clients and a more secure world for the victims of their actions as they know that their assailants have been reformed!

The Indoctrination Center Allow me to introduce myself, I am Dr Jane Oakdale, administrator of center # 34, a Midwest clinic that is part of the new government system of corrective behavior, a major part of the Caring Justice for All Act, 2032. Here we rehabilitate and treat individuals sent to us from the justice system as a result of either a criminal act, like sexual harassment, bullying, or more severe cases like sexual abuse or sexual assault to mention some of the offenses addressed here. In addition, we do offer services to those willing to pay to indoctrinate others, typically a subordinate or submissive to a dominate partner, or mommy or daddy. What we do in our facility is to change the way our clients feel about themselves, more specifically, regress them back to a level where they lose their grown up and often stubborn attitudes, and put them back into a place where they are very humble again, and all acts of rebellion are gone forever. You may say, this is a tall order especially for some who are very rebellious as a result of poor upbringing, but trust me that in the end, we can subdue any and all with our tried-and-true actions. Some coming to us are accepting of the outcome and leave after the first session, but others are more resistant to the inevitable and are her for 2 or 3 sessions, but in the end, all are released back into society changed persons. The next question you may have is what is a session. A session is typically 10 days, and starts every two weeks on the Sunday. If a client is repeating, they just continue on through the gap days, typically used by staff to fully clean up the areas for the new clients to arrive. Our facility can manage up to 25 clients at any time, so with carry over, we typically see 15 to 20 new clients every two weeks. We are fully staffed to manage all our clients’ needs within our facility, with revolving staff staying on site during their shift week, again 10 days on, with 4 days off. So what happens when a new client is taken in. Depending on where the client comes from, they may not have any idea what this center does, so after registration upon arrival, each client is given an ID# , either Gxxx or Bxxx or Sxxx depending on gender or status, and will be called by that for the duration of the stay. The introductory meeting which follows, which I oversee, is always the most traumatic, and sometimes amusing to me. I get all the new clients settled in and go around the room asking them to introduce themselves using their ID# and a mention of the reason they were sent here. After that formality, I and a select number of my staff that are here to ensure cooperation and full attention, begin to shatter the world of some of our new clients. I simply say, you are here as a result of something you did or someone wishes for you, and you have no choice but to accept this outcome. Some of you will resist, but I assure them that accepting this procedure is much less stress full if you become fully compliant sooner, rather than later. I than drop the bomb, and advise them that they will all become totally diaper dependent, and learn to enjoy that outcome! This is their life going forward, to be humbled as incontinent, and to accept this to the point that some will grow to enjoy the feeling of being in a wet and messy diaper for hours on end, as the opposite would be real misery. Our task here is to retrain you to accept these feelings, just as a toddler does, and resistance to this indoctrination, only leads to longer stays here. In the end, when you are finished with your training here, you WILL accept and be happy with your situation, and find that your life will certainly change to a much more peaceful existence. As I go on with the introduction, some of my staff have to physically restrain several of the newcomers, who have become very agitated and loud with their arguments against this treatment. Others watch as these people are quickly subdued, with mittens that are attached with straps so they can’t be removed, and pacifiers or dummy’s inserted into client’s mouths, with straps attached, again so they can’t be removed. I point out that our treatment can become very aggressive if our clients resist, but in the end, all will end up the same, some getting there after more time here. I continue to outline a basic plan of what we intend to accomplish, starting with a change of clothes immediately after this meeting, to include being fully diapered, that being covered with a waterproof pant, something that is a tech marvel as it has a locking device that is monitored over the internet, and can’t be overcome. This is something that will stay with the clients for the duration of their sentence, in some cases forever. In addition, each of the clients is dressed in a color coordinated sleeper, closed up the back and secured so it can’t be removed without a proper device. They are than taken to a communal sleep area, with cribs spread around some larger for double occupants if they are deserving of a roommate. They did notice several clients in the cribs, holding large feeding bottles, or having a pacifier in their mouth with a line attached to a large bag of something hanging above their area. There was also a large play area nearby, covered by a thin mattress on the floor, and having different areas where dolls are available, areas where blocks are available, areas where color books and crayons are available, and off in the corner, an array of large rocking horses, but with special attachments like large plastic covered seats, and Velcro straps for the hands near the front, as well as areas placed high for the feet with straps as well. This assures that the rider will not be able to lift their behind much off the ‘saddle” and any movement results in a gentle rocking of the horsy. Another interesting aspect of this area is that there was a constant presence of nursery or toddler music in the background, as well as an array of large screen monitors placed so that the rocking horse riders could not avoid watching what was playing on these large screens. What they did not see on this first tour, was the room next door, which contained some of the same large screen tv monitors and background music, but was also very well ventilated, and instead of rocking horsed, contained a whole array of baby bouncers, in adult sizes. This area is considered the “conditioning” area, something our soon to be diaper dependent clients would get to know very well. And just beyond this area was the diaper change area. It was well suited for cleanup of wet and often very messy “babies” with special tables that have spray off attachments on the end which when the clients were secured into place with their feet up in struts, allowed for an opening leading to a drain to rinse off the worst messes while still on the change table. It was well stocked with the special long-lasting diapers used, all the wipes, and coatings and powder that is used, as well as any other special tools or supplies that might be required for a hard case. Of course, off in another section was the medical area, used for treating any unforeseen medical condition, but in addition an area used for laser hair removal, something all clients get to experience over the first 3-4 days of their stay as all hair was to be permeantly removed in the diaper area. The last section, was a tattoo section where all clients were given their graduation present prior to leaving, a no toilet sign, with a large red circle and slash over a commode around their waist line area on their right side, a reminder that they were not allowed to ever use this bathroom fixture to relieve themselves, that their toilet was now and for the foreseeable future their diapers! After the short tour, the clients were taken in small groups by different staff members, to a separate change area, something with lockers for the clothes the new clients arrived in, and all the different things that the clients would soon be wearing. As expected, some were still in awe of all that they heard and saw, but came along without struggle, but others were still struggling, and ended up forcible being restrained and pacified, but all ended up in big fluffy diapers, the security waterproof pants mentioned, as well as one of the sleepers. The group that struggled, got to tryout the red colored outfits, which were complete with covered feet that had materials in the souls to prevent walking, and fingerless mittens on their hands which caused loss of finger control. The more complacent group, received sleepers with open hands, and without the feet impediments, allowing for walking, or in this case waddling. These were Blue for the Bxx group, and Pink or Yellow for the Gxxx and Sxxx groups The new group was brought back into the sleeping area, and assigned cribs for their time in the center. After all were in their new sleeping areas, they were given large bottles of some sort of liquid, and told that this and all other things that they were given to drink, had to be consumed in short order, or they would be forced to drink as the group in the Red was about to with bags of liquid hung above them and attached by hoses to their pacifiers. The group was also told that after their first feeding, they would be allowed into the play area where they could find something to pass the time with, and as long as they were not naughty, could go without their pacies. Any outburst or grown-up talk would result in a pacifier being added, to stop this unacceptable behavior. All of the clients were told that they have to tell the staff of any wetting or messing accident, not of the need to do such. They were also told not to resist these needs to go, as that would be dealt with as well with other methods, and they were here to accept these things, so may as well get used to the requirements ASAP. This new group, a mix of 8 boys, 6 sissys, and 9 girls were all showing concern for these new rules, and some of those in the Red sleepers were obviously in a real state of hysteria, but with the plugs in their mouths, all that could be heard was their sniffling and slobbering. Shortly after finishing the first half liter of drink, the group was taken to the play area, with exception of 5 which were taken to the laser hair removal section for their first of 3 or 4 treatments. This first drink was filled with electrolytes in addition to nutrients and a bit of diuretic, ensuring that these new clients were given enough nutrition to sustain their adult bodies, along with enough minerals to insure that even with lots of wetting, that their body would still be healthy. The diuretics of course insured that wetting would soon begin. After an hour, another bottle was passed around to the group that were not pacified, and they were told to drink it while they played, with those that were pacified, taken to the rocking horses and a bag of drink installed above them for their force feeding. At about 1.5 hrs, most were showing signs of having to wet, some obviously trying to avoid it but that was not long lasting. At about this same time, the first group taken to laser hair removal returned and a new group was selected to go. This was the routine for most of that first day, with the only changes being in the consistency of the drink near mid-day, and near the end of the afternoon. At that point, the ingredients in the drinks, changed into a thicker pasty stuff, with bottles equipped with different nipples, allowing for this paste to be sucked out. This was to insure enough solid intake to not only keep these clients healthy, but to ensure that they would need to make a mess as well in their diapers. As the day went on, all of the clients had to tell a staff member that they wet their diaper, with a response being, Thank you for telling me, you are such a good xxxx. Of course, no one was changed out at that point. Just prior to the end of the day, one of the girls told a staff member that she messed her diaper, and the staff member congratulated her for her effort, and escorted her to the conditioning area. This poor girl believed she was being taken for a change, but that was not quite the case. She was in fact being taken to one of the baby bouncers, helped up into it, having her hands secured above her onto the straps, and set in motion to bounce up and down in her mess for the next 30 minutes, with nothing to occupy her other than the kids tele programs in front of her. This first messing was only a conditioning effort, to get the client comfortable to sit in a mess for some time prior to changing. As the messing “accidents” continued to occur, the duration of this conditioning increased by periods of 30 minutes, and after 1.5 hrs, a special device built into the front of the bouncers, would start vibrating in controlled cycles, to stimulate our “babies” sexual organs, building up the pleasure feelings with messing needed to be learned from this training. As the conditioning finished, the clients would be taken into the adjacent changing room for cleanup and application of a new diaper. This change cycle only occurred twice a day, either after a messing and conditioning experience, or at the end of day and in morning after a night of wetting. As a result, our clients soon came to the realization that they must accept being in a wet diaper most of the time, and grew to accept longer and longer times in a messy diaper knowing that they would be rewarded with a sexually pleasurable feeling only in a messy diaper after a good period of time in it. On the positive side, the diapers used for day time were premium ABDL styles, which kept the skin quite dry for most of the day. The night diapers were not that, as they were put into very thick cloth diapers which they had to get used to sleeping in, as that was the best choice for not leaking overnight, even when moving around in bed. The second day started with a hand full of these new clients waking up in a messy diaper. Of course, prior to change out, they had to move into the conditioning room, which was still new for all of them. The group that still hadn’t messed, seemed to be holding out as long as they could, as this was certainly a step up from wetting themselves, which they all had done multiple times by this point. As the day went on, most all succumbed to the humbling experience of messing their diaper, and were treated to the conditioning room. Our first messy girl, got a second chance at conditioning, going a full hour late that afternoon. Unfortunately, 6 foolish souls were holdouts going into the night time, of which one messed overnight and joined the group. The following morning, the 5 holdouts were treated to a new experience, they were all pacified, taken to the rocking horses, and saddled up with a “special” formula drink dribbling into their mouths. What they were to experience would be a strong lesson to the rest of the group in the play area. Within 30 minutes, all were experiencing strong stomach cramps, but were unable to mess due to the type of medication used. It was a combination of laxative, but also had a stimulant to tighten the colon outlet or butt hole. This led to a miserable couple hours before the laxative allowed the stool to soften enough where it could be squirted out into the diaper, which was another 30 minutes or so. All this time our resistant clients were being taught the lesson that resistance was futile, something the bystanders witnessed as well. As this group was the last to experience the conditioning room, they were also treated to a special time as their first experience was 3 times the normal without any sexual pleasures added. This exhibit of treatment of resistors, went a long way to instill a real understanding to all others of what their time here could be like. The result was that there was far more compliance to any suggestions following this incident than originally expected, at least by the new clients. As far as the staff were concerned, they understood the value of these examples and except for the hardest core of this group of resistors, expected that group to fall into step nicely after this example. Of course, there were still a few hold outs that had to be given another bout or two of example punishment, but eventually even the most resistant of the group fell into line. Unfortunately for some, this resulted in enough delay that they ended up in a second and for some, a third session prior to achieving the outcomes expected. Back to the group and their achievements, after this exhibition the 4th day progressed very well, with some of the group getting into the pleasurable sessions in the conditioning room. These sessions were often the turning point for the most compliant, and resulted in a group of people that were starting to actually look forward to messing their diapers, simply to get this pleasurable experience. This allowed the staff to implant ideas into their minds, that in even this worst-case experience, there may be some very pleasurable outcomes if they would only accept their circumstances. Based on psyche evaluations, and previous class findings, the staff used this aspect of the training as the most influential part of their indoctrination. As a result, most of the class grew to accept their circumstances by the end of the first session. As part of this, as the session moved into day 7, the training shifted from toddler expressions to those of respect to all adults. Clients were taught to only address others with respect, and speak only when spoken to. This was the smoothing out period so to speak, as by this time, the clients were broken down with humiliation and understanding that they could only be ridiculed by others if their situation became known, and they had better learn how to treat others as superiors from the start to avoid any question of their status. As they approached the end of their sessions, they were advised of future activities regarding their protective waterproof diaper covers. They learned that even as they were not to be subject to the care of staff people after their graduation, the use of the diaper cover changed little. Specifically, it was controlled by the WEB interface, and without an override code, other adults could not interfere with the sequence of it. Speceficlaay, it would only allow removal for 1 hr, in the morning, and 30 minutes at 12 hrs from when it was removed in morning. What this insured was that the client could only change twice a day, and had enough time to take showers or baths, or anything other that could be done outside of this cover in the morning. With this understanding, the clients fully understood the punishment dispensed by this law, one of complete acceptance of a humble status going forward, humbled by a complete dependency on diapers to survive with the limitations of the same with the exception of a very small window several times a day. They were also advised that they had a lifetime supply of the day and night diapers at their disposal, as well as any maintenance or replacement needed of the proactive covers that they were wearing. What did change with their graduation was their outer clothes, which were now the choice of the clients or their guardians, something that they could pick out, but in most every case, something limited to a covering that protected their modesty for the most part. IE gone were the days of the tight-fitting pants, or swim wear. For the most part, the clients became acceptive of this but as always there were a few that could not and continued to be the hard cases that more often had to ride the rocking horses. It seemed like they were often the ones that had been sentenced for physical abuse of others, and had a very difficult time accepting that they now were the ones looking forward to being put down. Eventually, they too were worn down, and even with the worst cases, as the third session was starting, their will was faltering. It was good to watch even these hard-core cases start to accept the fact that they would be forever messing their diapers, and have to do it willingly. That final submission, and the acknowledgement that the staff required of the state of their diapers was really drawn out for these clients, which required that these late bloomers, got to sit in their messes for most of the day when they finally relented. The result, was that most of the last session for these clients was spent in the conditioning room, but by the end of this final session, they did get very “comfortable” with their status and would go on to graduate. The other group that was interesting to watch were those sent here as subordinate or submissive to a dominate partner, or mommy or daddy. While they were not the ones to resist wetting or messing after they settled in, they were consistently ashamed to announce that they had to the staff. This led to extra time in the conditioning room, and typically an early luv to be in a very wet or soiled diaper due to the sexual relief granted at longer time intervals. As often the case, this was one of the desired outcomes for this group, and our clinic never failed to deliver on this outcome for these dominate partners, or mommy or daddy’s. With regard to the group that had been sentenced, the long-term results were far more than expected. The client’s attitudes were dramatically changed forever. They were no longer Alpha personalities, but rather very complacent and subdued. Their major concern during the day was to try to control their BM’s to just before their scheduled changes during the day or at night, so they could be around others without being taunted due to obvious smells. This was often very difficult or impossible due to their level of or loss of this control, so that complicated their interactions with others as well. Compound this with in many cases, gratification of being in messy diapers for long periods of time, really mitigated any chance that this group would continue to be aggressive to others. So for now, that ends our story about how this new and untypical legislation was applied and has worked out. This was a lesson in what can be done without long term imprisonment in holding facilities, and still solve problems created by violent individuals. There are other programs in the works but they may involve physical rather than mental changes for clients, but they are yet to be tried on a large scale like this was. So, until that happens, we will end this story with a happily ever after for the graduated clients and a more secure world for the victims of their actions as they know that their assailants have been reformed!

As several have mentioned, cloth with a good waterproof pant over is the best for night time use, but short of that, there are many premium disposals now available, but to be safe, I would still use a waterproof pant as a secure outer layer. As many of our readers have dealt with these issues already, I suggest you have come to the right forum for this kind of help. Good luck with your situation and check in often with an update as we all want to help each other out when we can. Sleep well my friend and keep the bedding dry!

I will agree with comments above that the damage is already done. Maybe that was the plan all along? Maybe this program was designed to do just that, and limit and greatly impact the life of those involved??

Maybe its Kathy they are coming for? After all, she has been warned already, and was still actively working on this case!

Starting to sound like a fairly routine solution to me. I would expect a good cleanout at least once a week going forward. Maybe a move toward a weekly or every 3 day enema could be coming as well?

I have worn a bra for last 10 years or so, partially because of breast development due to meds and loss of T and partially because I wanted to. I am not a small guy(46-48 B,C size) and have been measured in a store several times already, and can find properly fitting bras from multiple locations. One of my favorite stores, Catherine's, is now closed, but their products are still available in the Lane Bryant chain and can be ordered on line for sure. Playtex has also come out with a good fitting product, the Ultimate Lift bra which I now have 3 of as typically their cups run large. In addition there are some good Bali bras in larger sizes, Woman within has lots to choose from, as well as the already mentioned Leading Lady I would mention again that buying bras from an unknown vendor will probably get you a poorly made bra of unknown size. The best bet again already mentioned is to stop into a store and get professionally measured. Call ahead to be sure they can do it but a couple stores that do are the Layne Bryant stores and the Outlet stores for Hanes brand, OHP. From all I read, this market is rapidly expanding and these stores will be very happy for your business!

Whoo, who are the bad guys here?? In each story, the people involved were caught in an unlawful situation, granted in this case, not the will of Sam but none the less, she was by law, at the scene of a drug deal and could be detained. In the case of lockdown, Belle did choose the alternative sentence program something not that far out of the spectrum considering the "new" world we have come to where jail is not something used as often even for serious criminals. In Sams case, this was a bit out of the normal but it did keep her out of the system, a huge benefit she may one day understand, even if she has to be taken down a notch or two in the process. The point here, there have to be consequences to bad activity, and who is to say that diaper confinement is not a fitting punishment for those still acting like kids not wanting to grow up and act like adults?

The last chapter was really good, a nice follow up to the preceding chapter with the reaction to the "medication" used on her. That was the most severe reaction to a suppository that I have ever read about. It must have been some special version used just in this program for max pain as it was almost unbelievable in the effect it had on our poor Belle. I am anxious to read about what the spanking will involve considering our poor little girl already has a very sensitive rear due to the exposure over last 6-7 hrs to her messy diapers and residual of that awful medication. Can't get enough of this GREAT story, keep it going!!

As I enjoy your work so much and have read most of your offerings already, I am looking forward to this one as well as it has some really great topics mentioned. My favorite is the legally diapered series, and hope to see more of that as well soon!

Tks for the nice comment BP, it makes the effort worthwhile!

Introduction to Nursing 1: The Beginning Ester and Samuel were getting on into their mid-50’s being happily married for about thirty years now, when things started to get a bit boring with their sexual life. Even while they were very near or at retirement, after doing very well with their respective career choices, and having no money worries, things with their private life were becoming stale, it seemed. Gone were the days when they were able to please each other with hot steamy sex on a regular basis, these days Ester was thinking more and more about the lost chances she had to have had children to nurture as they long ago decided with Sam’s inability to father a child, that they would forgo that experience. She had many friends that had family which were always visiting, and she now knew how much they had given up by not raising a family. While Sam still tried on occasion to make Ester happy in bed, with the resources he still had, his loss of even the ability to achieve a strong male presence over the last years, made him feel even more inadequate than he did in his younger years, with his very small size male appendage that at this point still did at least show up. Sam was always enticed by Esters large breast and spent most of their romantic time lately fondling and nursing on them, which seemed to make Ester somewhat excited. Sam also tried on numerous occasions to also play with and stimulate orally Esters love cannel, but either his lack of understanding, or his wife’s unacceptance of his efforts there, limited her pleasure from that. These days though, his only pleasure came from self-stimulation after visiting the sites he frequented on the internet, where small endowed men were babied and humiliated by either their wife’s, or by professional ladies that would provide whatever stimulation online someone paid for, no matter how strange it seemed to some. Sam just felt that for some reason, being treated as such was a major turn on for him, and seemed to be about the only thing that would get him excited these days. Of course, he was not willing at this time to share this very private fantasy with Ester so he went to extreme measures to keep this part of his life hidden from her. As the years went on and their frustrations with their sex lives continued to worsen, Ester happened to read about a couple’s therapy specialist that focused on older married couples suffering from empty nests, and loss of gratification in their marriage. This seemed like something that fit exactly what they were experiencing and Ester mentioned it to Sam one day after thinking about it for a few days. Ester mentioned that she really wanted them to give this a try, as they needed to do something to wake up their sexual feelings again as they were not that old yet! After a few days of pushing this issue to Sam, he finally agreed to give it a try. 2: The Marriage Counselor After making an appointment for a couple weeks into the future, the day finally arrived and Ester and Samuel drove the couple hours into a neighboring city to find the office of this councilor. Sam was impressed as they entered this large complex and found the office they were looking for, a Dr. Melisa Ray, who was a middle-aged well-spoken lady with a spacious but friendly office that they were brought into. After all were settled and introductions were finished, Dr Ray pressed the issue of why they came in for the visit. Ester responded that they have lost the sexual closeness that they once had for each other and wanted to see if anything could be done to get it back. Dr Ray pressed on to ask if they have been open and honest with each other about what most excited each of them, and was met with silence. Ester finally spoke up again, adding that since Samuel started dealing with ED, it became harder for her to get aroused in her lady parts as with his penetration, as little as it was, was always enough to excite her, and after the loss of his penial erections, his efforts at oral stimulation of her vagina or even more so her clitoris was never the same. She also mentioned his fixation on her breasts were of some stimulation to her, but did not make up for the intercourse that they had experienced in earlier days. She added that Sam seemed to becoming more and more drawn to her breast, and that she did enjoy his attention, but something was still lacking as that was not quite enough to get her over the top to the feelings she once had. Dr Ray than asked her if she had expressed these feelings and concerns with Sam, and she said that when she tried to talk about this with Sam, he seemed so embarrassed by his now lack of performance, that it never got very far and he always changed the subject it seemed. With that the Dr spoke directly to Sam, addressing the topic his wife brough up. Dr. Ray told Sam that his ED issues, and small penis size were a problem other’s have had and there are things that have been tried and accomplished with others that may be helpful here as well but the first step is to acknowledge the issue, and talk about it. With that the Dr again asked Sam if this is the reason that he was reluctant to talk to his wife about their sex life, and he finally softly said YES. The family councilor sighed and said that this was a very important first step toward helping any couple come to terms with each other’s needs, and that they were making some good headway. Focusing again on what Ester had mentioned earlier, she asked about her feelings when Sam would fondle and suckle her breast, if those were the most exciting, she has been experiencing. Ester was a bit flushed when she answered, but did indeed say that this was quite stimulating to her, and seemed to excite Sam as well. Dr Ray than approached Sam and asked him to share with them what it is that excites him these days, as both Ester and her did not believe that as a male, there was nothing that he was doing to get aroused, even as he and his wife were not hitting that mark these days. Sam did not want to divulge his secrete but after a bit more badgering, he finally mentioned that he did find some porn sites exciting enough to allow for some self-gratification on occasion, even without his member coming to an erection. Dr Ray pressed this to the point that Samuel finally admitted to becoming excited from being humiliated about his small penis size and thinking about being treated as a baby again. This did not come as a complete surprise to Ester or to Dr Ray, as it helped to explain some of his high level of interest in his wife’s breast, and want to fondle and nurse from his wife whenever he could these days. At this point, Dr Ray mentioned that they had covered a lot of area for the day, and that they should continue this discussion in a month or so. She also added that she would prescribe some medication for Ester, that would stimulate her nipples and possibly enhance their feelings when cuddling and possibly lead to a higher level of excitement, at least for Ester. She also suggested more regular suckling, at least on a daily basis to see if this would promote more intense feelings for each other. Finally, she mentioned that, with all the things talked about today, there was an intense week-long program that they might benefit from that they could consider if all went well after the next visit, a program called “Introduction to Nursing” which dealt with not only treating someone as a baby, but also a crash course in nursing, and possible start of lactation, something that has been very successful in creating renewed intimacy in older couples when other things have failed. 3: The New Beginnings To say the drive home from this meeting was anything but boring, was an understatement. Ester was demanding to know from Sam how long he has been going on these porn sites, and why he couldn’t tell her about his fantasy’s. Ester also insisted that he stop doing this, or she would see to it that he couldn’t play with his little guy any longer, as she knew there were appliances that could be used to stop this. She also asked if he was willing to allow her to start to baby him as this secret was now out in the open and she wanted nothing more than to help him herself, not him go to some site and some unknown person to tell his fantasy’s to. This was her most disappointing finding from their session, that he was going behind her back doing this! Sam was very embarrassed about what he did, and just listened to what his wife told him. By the time they were home again, he did agree to allow his wife to start to baby him, especially if this could lead to him being able to nurse from her on a regular basis as their counselor had suggested. He also agreed to never go on the porn sites again, and not to masturbate again by himself, something his wife said that she would only allow with her participation if that is what it takes to get him aroused again. She added that he would be getting this pleasure only after she was able to, so he better start to pay attention to what stimulated her as well. The afternoon, after arriving home, Ester called in her prescription, and stopped latter at a local pharmacy to collect it as well as a few baby items for her husband. These included several versions of adult diapers, as well as a larger toddler size pacifier. That evening she took the first pill (latter to find this drug helped induce lactation) in hopes that her nipples could become much more sensitive, to the point her husband nursing from her could help her orgasm. At bed time, as they were snuggling, she told Sam that tomorrow, she would start to introduce some of the changes that they spoke about, after which they both fell into sleep, dreaming of things to come. After a great night of sleep, the couple woke up refreshed and ready to take on a new day. As Sam had a strong urge to need the potty, he headed for the bathroom first and was well into his morning routine when Ester walked into the bathroom, naked as she was ready to do her morning things and have a shower as well. As Ester was sitting on the pot, Sam was just coming out of the shower when she reminded him that he was not to touch himself with the intent to bring relief any longer, that instead he can feel free to fondle her breast instead should the mood strike him. He was a bit surprised that she was so forward with this suggestion, but she followed with after all, that is what Dr Ray suggested we start doing, am I not correct? In fact, come to me now and gently kiss both of my nipples as your sign of agreement which he eagerly did! After their morning showers, and getting dressed, they settled into their day, starting with a nice breakfast that Sam prepared for his wife and a bit more talk about the subject of their intentions to improve their relationship. Ester was happy to see that after she mentioned his desires to become more baby like, he was quite docile in his actions, especially after she started to actually call him baby. As the day went on, she prompted him to come up behind her, and fondle her breast on a regular basis, as she started to suggest that soon he will be able to suckle on her ample breast on a regular basis. This had the effect of both enticing him and exciting her, keeping her panties damp most of the day. She was quite impressed with his change in attitude toward her after their counseling session and just a day of openly talking about their desires. That evening was another milestone as prior to bed, Ester suggested that Sam try on one of the diaper choices she picked up, and picked out a very pretty pullup said to be for “Women’s heavy bladder leaks” With this in place, they settled into bed where she allowed him to fondle her now exposed breasts (her choice of nightwear was a very thin, low cut gown) and eventually suckle on each nipple for a while as they succumbed to the night and sleep. The following morning, Sam again woke to a pressing need to use the potty. As he was struggling to get up and out of bed, Ester was awoken, and she persuaded Sam to snuggle for just a bit before getting up. He ended up fondling her and eventually nursing from her breasts for a period of time, until she was also ready to get up and head to the bathroom. Of course, during this period, Sam was really struggling to hold back his need to go potty, and when they finally got up to go into the bathroom, Ester went first indicating to Sam that he had a diaper on so he could wait for her to finish. Unfortunately, as he stood beside her and heard her relieve herself into the potty, he could hold on no longer and started to wet his pullup which his wife noticed as well. She simply said, I guess you are really getting into the baby role, I am OK with that if it makes you happy! Not exactly what he wanted to hear but he did find it to be a bit if a rush, his first time wetting a diaper since his childhood, but really wanted to rub his sex as the urge was overwhelming at this point. His wife sensed the same and warned him again not to touch himself in that way, as she reiterated what her rules were for him. So, an interesting start to the day, and possibly a new way of life! The following days the routine changed a bit from what they had started, but remained focused on the same things. Sam’s growing interest and attention to his wife’s bobbies, and her constant focus on making her breasts the center of his attention. She was finding that these efforts were in fact keeping her aroused, but she was not yet getting to the point of where she wanted to go, even after a long evening of Sam’s attention to her breast, especially her nipples which did seem to be coming more sensitive after taking her meds for the last week. Another change, Sam was being diapered in an overnight diaper for the night, as with their early morning activity now a norm as well, he would often wet heavily before they got out of bed to use the bathroom. Also, Ester had Sam wearing the pullups during the day, just in case. During the second week after their counseling visit, Ester told Sam that they were going into town to do some shopping. She told Sam that she decided to buy some nursing bras, which Sam would help her pick out. The reason, she was thinking that he may start to suckle on her during the day as well if he was a good boy? They went to a good size ladies specialty shop, and found a large selection of bras to choose from, for nursing mothers. The SA came to help them, and asked about her older age, and being a mother again, after which Ester responded that actually these were for her husband, who was along to help her choose. The SA smiled broadly and responded that she understood and they left with 4 choices, all a bit different, but all very sexy. Unfortunately for Sam, the exuberance of this experience was a bit too much for him and by the time they had picked out the 2nd bra, he was dribbling into his pullup, not all of it peepee. When they headed for their car, Ester sensed something happened and questioned Sam about it, as he knew he had to answer honestly, told his wife what he had done. She responded, that’s ok honey, pulling out his yet unused pacifier from her bag, she put it into his mouth and told him to start sucking on this till they got home. When they did arrive home, she checked his pullup and told him it was just a bit damp, he could still wear it, proceeded to change into one of the new nursing bras, and started a new tradition by allowing her husband to nurse on her in the middle of the day! As the days turned into weeks from the start of this journey, Ester started to notice some clear changes in her heavy breasts, especially around the nipple area. Her nipples were becoming more prominent, often erect, and her bras were all becoming tighter. She also noticed more sensitivity especially at her nipples, and this resulted in her wanting more attention from her husband. She was getting suckled, not only prior to sleep, but when waking up, and several times during the day. She was very happy with this outcome, to the point of mentioning to Sam that she was seriously considering singing them up for the “introduction to Nursing” session they heard about at their next counseling session, already only a week away. In the meantime, she had one other thought on her mind, she had started to think about some sort of mechanical stimulus for her lower girl parts, something that would allow her to see or fall from the top of the cliff and start to reach orgasms again. She mentioned this to Sam and asked his advice, of which he was only too happy to offer as he then may be able to achieve something similar as the rules stated, that only after his wife was satisfied, could he be with some stimulation. They searched several online sites, but in the end went into town and found a sex shop that offered many things to choose from. The trip into the store was somewhat memorable to Sam as well, as with the help of a young lady in the store, his wife picked out several items to substitute for his inadequacies, which were spelled out clearly. Unfortunately, again, when they were looking at something that could be used in the back side, Sam lost his control, and again dribbled into his pullup which was noticed by his wife, and pointed out to the shop assistant as well. The ride home once again resulted in his use of his pacifier, and thoughts about what might be happening with the new toys they now had. That night, as he was dressed for bed in his overnight diaper, his wife brought out the new vibrator they had picked out for her use. She purposely left off her panties, expecting to experiment with the new toy while her hubby was addressing her sensitive nipples. As this progressed, and he was intent on nursing from her with a new found intensity, she reached over to her bed stand and grabbed the new vibrator. She said, Samuel, I will teach you how to touch me with this, as it is a replacement for what you have lost. She took one of his hands from her breast, the usual spot while he was suckling, and moved it with her hand holding the toy to her pleasure spots below. She moved the toy into his hand and guided it to all the right places, after several trips, achieving what she had been missing for years now. How glorious was this moment, something that she was able to hold for longer than she could remember? As she came down from her arousal, she pushed Sam off of her breast and said he should slide lower to offer his oral efforts again, not to pleasure her, but to clean up after that memorable event. Sam did as he was told, and soon they were both sleeping. The days continued with these new findings, and soon they were faced with the second family counseling visit the following day. Ester told Sam that she had decided to enroll in the first available time slot for the mentioned Introduction to Nursing class, as she was very happy with the feelings she was getting from Sam’s constant attention to her breast, and wanted to see how far they could take this. 4: Second visit to Counseling When they arrived and met with Dr Ray, they covered all the progress that had been made since the last visit, and the Dr was very impressed when told that Ester had finally reached orgasm again on several occasions. They talked about the combination of the very sensitive nipples she now had, how they were nearly always erect, and how the combination of her husband’s attention to her breast and the introduction of the toy play on her girl parts got her to the point she had longed for. She than mentioned that they had decided to do the course she mentioned at the last visit to try to enhance these feeling even more. She did also mention the her treating her husband more as a baby, having him wear diapers and pullups, and heaping on humiliation has also helped him achieve some release as well, although that has not been their primary concern at this stage. Dr Ray was very happy to hear all this news and went on to say that this course, was all about pushing those baby experiences to the max, and attempting to induce lactation so that there could be a mother child bond develop between the couple. At this news, Ester became ecstatic and said that was really her greatest hope as she believed she had lost that opportunity, not having any children. Dr Ray than explained that the next available course was in about two weeks, just enough time to change her meds to create something mothers about to give birth would have in their hormone balance, again to help to induce lactation, but only a part of the process. The Dr explained that when they return for the class, they had to arrive at the clinic, part of this same campus, by 9AM on that Monday, and would not leave till the following Sunday evening. All their needs would be provided for during their stay, but to bring along diapers and a nursing bra with pads hopefully needed for the return home. Finally, the Dr advised Ester to really push suckling activity with her husband in the days leading up to this course, as that was really important to build up the stamina needed for the course to be successful! As they left for home, Ester handed Samuel his paci and told him it had better stay in his mouth for the next weeks, unless his mouth was on her breast. The ride home was quiet as a result with Ester thinking that this is what she always dreamed of and Sam wondering what he has gotten himself into. The next days were not unlike the days preceding the last Dr visit, with a few changes as a result of planning for the course. Sam was constantly sucking on his paci heeding the warning from his wife, and was also starting to use his pullups and diapers a bit more for intended use also at his wife’s urging. Ester was starting to notice different things happening in her breast, as the new meds certainly were plumping up things a bit more, not to mention the itching feeling she was starting to feel. This was only soothed by the suckling of her dedicated husband, as he was always there when the need arose, something she was extremely happy for. For Sam’s part, Ester promised that if he was a good boy, followed his directions in the coming weeks, he could look forward to some exciting rewards as his wife would start to use their toys on him for his benefit on a regular basis. It was soon time to return to the clinic for the week of intensive training, and all were starting to look forward to it, not having a clue of what was in store for them at that point, only the promise of the outcome and great pleasure for both as a result. 5: The Week-long Training Course The day of the course start did arrive, and the anxious couple arrived on time as anticipated. They were taken to a different part of the medical complex, something in the far reaches of the building, away from most of the day-to-day traffic. They found upon checking in, that they were taken into a nice common area, and were introduced to Sara, who said she was a lactation nurse, and would be the main person this couple would be dealing with over the next week. She explained the nature of the course they signed up for, which would be an intense program to instill baby desires into Samuel in his case, and a serious effort to physically induce lactation for Ester, involving both Sam and some mechanical means IE a special breast pumping device. This was somewhat of a surprise to both the couple but they had agreed to the course, and now was a bit late to back out. Sara also said that today was going to be a training day, followed by 6 days of very strenuous workout of Esters breast and nipples, expecting to end with a successful lactation effort! Sam would be a big part of that, especially over the night they were told, but also, he would be regressed into a total state of baby being over this same time, so that after the lactation was accomplished, he would also be dependent on his wife for his needs. At that point, they were taken to what would be their room for the next week or so, and upon entering found a nursery setting less the crib. All other things were present including a change table, shelves stocked with diapers and change supplies, a rocking chair, baby bottles and warming devices, and an array of various clothes some for a baby, and some for a mother it seemed. They were both told to get undressed, which they did, and several other young nurses arrived to tend to each of them. Ester was dressed into a strange looking nursing bra, with very heavy bands, but strange covers for her breast, the function of which she would discover latter. She was also given some pull ups, not unlike what she had gotten for Sam several weeks back. Finally, she was given a nursing gown, and a house coat, to cover her when not nursing. She was taken to the rocking chair area and introduced to her mechanical breast pump device. She was told that to establish a 4 hr nursing cycle, she would be pumped every 4 hrs for 30 minutes when not nursing her baby. In between that time, she would be looking after her baby’s other needs like diapers, baths, and spoon feeding. At this point, the cups of her nursing bra were opened, and the pumping cups were attached to her breast. The pump was started on what was a slow methodical speed, but she was advised that as the 30 minutes went by, the speed and suction would change to stimulate and condition her breast and nipples to the needs of a breast-feeding mother. Sam was taken to the change table, where he was cleaned and thick disposable diapers were put onto him by the nurses this first time, after which, his wife would have that duty. He was dressed into a sleeper which covered his hands and feet and zipped up the back. He was then told to crawl over to where his wife was sitting with the breast pump working, and get onto her lap for his first bottle feed. He did as he was told, and one of the nurses brought a large baby bottle with a regular size nipple over to his wife. He was told this was to condition him as well as he needed to learn a good suckling process to be able to stimulate his wife, as well as condition his jaw muscle to accomplish this for the long time needed. It was a struggle at first to get the liquid through the nipple but he soon found a process to accomplish that and was finished with his bottle about the time his wife was getting to the last of her first session, none too soon for her either as her nipples were starting to become painful from the more powerful pumping in the last 10 minutes. Their day continued with a tour of the rest of the room. There were toys in the corner in a playpen when Sam could be put if he needed to be, as well as a corner table with large high chair where he would be soon fed his solid meals, the next thing on the agenda. He was not happy with the food he was given as it was very bland but also being a high fiber, but his wife managed to get him fed while she was eating her meal, which seemed more appetizing. Soon after, it was time for the next pumping session, and both were taken back to the rocking chair area, with him on her lap for his bottle feed, and her again attached to the pumping domes of the breast pump. He finished his first bottle quicker this time and was given another with juice following, as his wife was again starting to struggle with the last minutes of her pumping. She told him he had better appreciate all she is doing for him as this is more than she anticipated and was not very comfortable. The afternoon followed with more of the same, but for an additional briefing about what was to happen that night and for the next 5. The couple was advised that when they were put down for the night in the bed in the corner, that Sam would be diapered in thick cloth with waterproof panties over, and on top of that a unique sleep suite, something that encased him in waterproof material, and had a head harness attached that could be affixed to his wife’s nursing bra. They were also told that Sam would have a mouth piece put in place that would keep his teeth apart some, not allowing him to bite her nipples. In addition to that, his wife would be set up with an electronic monitor that had probes at her nipples, and another over her clitty, simply as it was her most sensitive spot, which served two purposes. The sensors near her nipples could sense suckling, or lack of it due to a loss of moisture, and suction. The probe over her clitty would be able to deliver an electric stimulation, which could be scaled up in intensity, certain to gain her undivided attention. The device was set up so that whichever breast Sam was suckling on could be monitored, and after 10 minutes of no suckling attention, Ester would be given a mild attention getter, telling her to encourage Sam to start sucking again, gaining in intensity if he didn’t respond shortly. This was certainly a lot to think about as the couple approached the last of the pumping sessions, after which dinner was served, spoon fed again to Sam while Ester ate herself between feeding Sam. What Sam didn’t know was that he was given a laxative in his food and a diuretic in his drink assuring his night would be wet and messy. Ester was worried that with her nipples already sore from the pumping sessions, she would be in terrible shape by the end of the night. As the time came for them to be in bed, the lactation nurse Sally asked Ester how her nipples were adapting and if she would like some numbing lotion for them prior to the night. She told her that they were in fact already very sore and did request that the numbing lotion be applied which it was. When dressed in her night gown, she was allowed to use the bathroom for one last time and placed onto her side in their bed. She was also told to use a bladder leak pull-up just in case as she could not get up till morning. Sam of course, had been thickly diapered in cloth this time by his wife earlier, and was placed also on his side beside his bride, with his covered hands around Esters back, and attached together with rings at his wrists, such that he could not pull them away. He was then moved onto her breast, his lips opened, and his head gear firmly attached to the clips on his wife’s nursing bra, assuring he could not pull back and started to suckle. Meanwhile, Esters hands were moved behind Sam’s neck, and some straps were put around her wrists and attached by a cord to the back of Sam’s head gear. The length of the cord was long enough so that Ester could reach Sam’s check to poke it and remind him to suckle, much like a mother would with her child if it got sleepy and stopped sucking. Unfortunately, Ester could not reach the attachments to her nursing bra to release Sam so they were kept in this position, until attended to by one of the nurses. As they were left to their situation with a sleep tight, enjoy the night greeting, Ester started to realize what she would be faced with as she felt fine now with the numbing cream doing its job but understood that at some point it would wear off and 4 hrs or so of constant suckling could get very uncomfortable. Sam was worried his jaw could not hold up, but for now, he was quite comfortable. As the nite progressed, Ester had fallen asleep understanding that the first part of the night may be her best chance as she was most comfortable. Unfortunately, this did not last long as after only a couple of hours, she awoke to an uncomfortable pinching feeling at her clitty, that was quickly getting worse. She soon understood that Sam had fallen asleep, and stopped suckling so she started to nudge his cheek trying to get him to start suckling again. As soon as he responded, she wished that he had not as her nipple was getting sore already, as the numbing cream had worn off. In any event, she would rather put up with that than the burning sensation she had felt at her Clitoris, which thank heavens ceased as soon as Sam started to suckle again. She spoke to Sam as he was sucking again, about how important it was for him to continue but please be as gentle as he could as she was getting sore already. As the next hours went by, she was getting more and more sore, but had to keep nudging Sam on his cheek to keep him busy with her breast. Finally, the middle of the night arrived, and a nurse entered to help them position for the next breast. As Sam was unlatched from his wife’s left breast, he started to whimper that he had wet himself and his jaw was starting to hurt. The nurse told him that his wife was changing him from now on, but not until the morning so he may as well get used to staying in a wet diaper for a while. As they were repositioned and more of the numbing cream was added to Esters right nipple in prep for Sam’s attention, she told him that he was doing a good job but had to stay awake to complete the task for the second part of the night. As he was being resecured to the nursing bra, Ester was consoling him, saying that he could sleep some in the morning after his change when this session was over. Soon they were again sorted out with Sam suckling on his wife’s new breast, and with the numbing cream she soon fell asleep. Again, she was disturbed after a short time, but on this occasion, it was because Sam was becoming restless and trying to move around. She attempted to console him again with her voice, but soon found that he became ridged for a moment, followed by an audible sound of gas and gurgling as he proceeded to fill his diapers with a load of fresh poop. Oh, she said, I understand now why you were so restless a while ago. I am sorry that you had to do this with about 3 hrs to go tonight, but I guess it was inevitable, not knowing that the meal additive had helped things along. I hope you can settle down now, but expect your jaw is starting to hurt as well, but just remember, my nipples are not used to this yet so we will both have to suffer for a while I expect. Please keep sucking though dear, as I don’t what that thing to go off on my clitty again. Sam had little choice but to keep up the task at hand, but as the hours went on, his jaw was really starting to bother him and he was slowing down a lot, something that his wife appreciated as well. Finally, the last hour of the first night was at hand. Ester was constantly being shocked when Sam’s sucking fell off too much, and she was busy prompting him to keep sucking by caressing his cheek, even while her poor nipple was crying out. As the hour ended and Sally walked into to attend to the couple in the morning, she was very cheery, something the couple were not. As she disengaged the couple, she asked Ester if she needed to use the bathroom, which she quickly went off to do. She was advised that she had to deal with her hubby prior to doing a bath, so she soon returned to manage that task. Poor Sam was in sad shape, with his diapers completely loaded and soaked from multiple wettings over the night. Sally removed his head gear and waterproof sleep suit, but kept the rubber panties in place for his wife to attend to. When his wife returned, he was already on the change table, wining that his jaw was sore and he felt so gross as a result of his nasty diaper. His wife soon had his rubber pants off, and the odor was overwhelming, but she pushed on to remove his soiled diaper and clean him up. Sally soon returned with a pan of warm water, and cloths so that his wife could wash him as best as she could on the change table. In addition, she was given some shave cream and razor to use not only on his face, but around his privates to help keep him cleaner. After his wife accomplished this, he was rediapered with a heavy disposable for the day use, and brought to his play pen, given a large morning bottle of what looked like milk and left to his own. He struggled with the nipple, as his jaw was really tired, but knew he would be very hungry without something so finished and fell asleep in his play pen. After all this, Ester was allowed her time in the bath and was happy to clean up, although she found her breasts to be very tender and her nipples quite sore and somewhat extended. She dressed as she did the previous day, and also was able to take a short nap after a glass of juice, prior to being woken up for her first breast pumping session. Sam was also woken up and brought to her, as he needed to have another bottle followed by again being fed his breakfast meal. By the time the 30-minute session had ended, Sam was fed and finished his bottle, and his wife was really bothered with sore nipples again. She asked for and was given some more numbing cream for her nipples, prior to having her bra closed again. She was also told by Sally that this cream would only be available for the first 3 days, so should start to get used to doing without! She was also told that as lactation started, she would be very happy to have her breasts emptied, and would soon forget about the sore nipples. The day continued with Sam being changed several times by his wife, and catching a few naps when returned to his play pen. Ester was trying to catch a few winks as well, but after dealing with Sam, and the 4hr pumping session cycles she had to look forward to, it was hard for her. 6: The Following Nights The evening meal was nice and filling, with Sam’s being a high fiber diet, and with added ingredients in the evening meal insuring he would be regular as well. The second night started just as the first had, but with Ester already suffering from very sore nipples, it was a bit more stressful for her from the start. She was constantly talking to Sam about being gentle with her nipples, but keeping up a nice pace so the probe near her bottom would not go off. Unfortunately, due to lack of sleep the first day, Sam was dosing off on regular basis so Ester was jolted on several occasions. The first half of the night finally ended. Esters nipple had been screaming at her for the last hour at least so she was really glad that they were moving to the other breast. After getting organized again, they settled into another round of constant suckling, she hoped. She was getting quite tired as the night went on, and was awaken multiple times due to Sam’s lack of attention. It seemed like only an hour into this second half that she heard Sam relieve himself again, after which he seemed more settled than the prior night after that event. What she didn’t expect was that her bladder was feeling full as well, and she hoped she could make the morning without having to test out her bladder leakage pull ups she wore. It was not long after that after dosing off herself, that she was startled when Sam fell asleep and she was jolted awake, this time causing her to wet herself as well. When she got Sam working again, she told him that now there were two wet ones in bed tonight, not that Sam cared much about that as he was quite messy as well. And so, the 2nd night ended with two wet people glad to be unattached so that they could be up and taken care of, not to mention a wife with very sore and very swollen nipples from all this attention they were getting. She hoped that this would be all worth it in the end. The 3rd day was not much different from the previous, although Sam seemed to becoming more accepting of this baby situation, and was having more wet diapers with all the liquids he was taking. His bottles were becoming easier to finish, and as such he was given more of them. His meals continued to be of the high fiber variety, and he was always happy to be fed by his wife. She was seeing a few changes as well as her breasts were certainly becoming heaver and seemed to be more sensitive especially around the nipples. She hoped that this was a sign of soon to be lactation, which her lactation nurse Sally assured her was the case. Her sessions of breast pumping were also changing, even though she was not aware of that. The cycles had been changed so as the session went on, the pumping became stronger which she barely noticed as her nipples were sore constantly. What was happening though was that her nipples were growing, and growing more durable, something that she would need to continue to nurse her husband after this class was over. That night seemed to go better than the previous, as all knew what to expect. This was the last night that Ester could expect the early relief of the nipple cream, so she took advantage of that and did get a fair amount of sleep as each session started. Sam had also been able to catch several good naps during the day so was better able to stay awake, at least for the first part of the night. While he was almost constantly wet now, he was also becoming accustomed to the feeling of that, although the cloth diapers used overnight were a bit more to deal with. As they neared the midpoint of the night, Sam did need to be awaken, as he had dosed off and his wife was soon alerted. This too was starting to feel a bit different as it was no longer an unexpected pain, but was starting to become a little exciting. On this night, Sam messed himself just as he was woken up by his wife prior to the changeover, so had to endure the entire second half of the night in a messy diaper. After the changeover, things settled down for the first hour, but shortly after that Sam started to dose off and Ester was constantly becoming stimulated to get Sam back to work. As this went on, Ester was starting to somewhat enjoy the attention given her sensitive spot, and even as she did use the potty prior to bedtime to keep her pullup dry, she was starting to get it wet from another source. As the night went on, the pull-up became wetter even though this stimulation never was able to get her to an orgasm, she was certainly wet from all the attention she was getting there, taking her mind away from her sore nipples. And so that night came to an end as well, with the 4th day to follow with much of the same. While not much changed on that 4th day, some things were changing in the background. Sara was insisting that Ester drink more liquid, as she was sure that soon she would start to lactate as all the signs were there. This was also the case for little Samuel, as he was very eager now for his bottles, and they were also coming on a more regular basis, at least a couple of bottles every 3to 4 hours during the day. He was also getting more short naps in as well, along with more frequent changes from his wife in-between. The more interesting change this day, was that with Esters last pumping session, she was starting to express small amounts of clear liquids, something that Sara picked up on right away but did not tell Ester of. The night of that 4th day was not that unusual, although Ester had mentioned to Sara that the wake-up alerts being sent to her clitoris probe were starting to excite her, to the point that she was getting her girl parts quite wet from this excitement. Sara was interested to hear this, and mentioned that she would mention it to Dr Ray to see if she had any suggestions. After they were prepared for bed, they were told to have a great night and left to themselves to manage the night again. Ester was a bit concerned to be starting without the cream on her tender nipples, but Sam was becoming quite adept at the art of nursing without causing undue pressure to those sensitive orbs. The other thing that Ester was noticing was that Sam’s suckling was actually starting to feel good, at least until her nipples started to throb from the constant action. The first part of the night she got very little sleep with these new developments, and soon they were switched for the 2nd half of the night long session. Ester was not sure if Sam had messed his diaper already, but he seemed very content just sucking along as his mouth was getting much more durable, and he was really learning a good technique. The problem yet, was that during this latter session, he was constantly drifting off to sleep, creating the clitty shocks that the monitor was there to provide, but were starting to feel more than painful, somewhat stimulating to Ester. Maybe it was the combination of the nursing sensation that was building combined with the stimulation being applied to her clitoris but by the third time that she was shocked, she was on the verge of orgasm. As the night moved into the 6th hour, Ester could hold back no longer and when shocked again, had a powerful orgasm, to the point that her spasms stirred Sam awake again to continue his nursing assignment which he thought were starting to reward him with small amounts of liquids? When Sam was back to his task, Ester whispered into his ear that she was brought to orgasm with that last shock, and was not sure how that happened but was surprised that it did as she didn’t believe she could respond that way to a pain stimulation. Sam put two and two together and came up with her level of excitement was producing the discharge from her nipples as well? With this concern on her mind, the additional nursing was continuing to keep her excitement level high enough that she was literally dripping into her absorbent underwear as well as just enough discharge to keep Sams mouth moister. Just as they were getting into the last hour, Sam drifted off to sleep again, and Ester was treated to another clitoris stimulation leading to a second powerful orgasm, much to her concern. As the night shift ended, they were greeted by a smiling Sara again, who helped them get unattached, mentioning that she did speak to Dr Ray last night and was advised that if this is starting to excite Ester, they should do some things to try to build on that. What was suggested next came as another surprise, as Ester was told that she would be left with Sam for a while longer this morning, after his sleep suit was removed, but prior to him being changed, so that he could practice some oral cleanup on Esters girl parts. This was for several reasons, the first to add a bit of humiliation to Sam’s morning and the second to see if this additional stimulation was now more agreeable to Ester. As the nurses left the couples room, Ester found that indeed this new practice was something that she found extremely enjoyable, and Sam’s response was also quite enjoyable as he was able to rub the crotch of his fouled but still protected diaper on Esters foot generating a pent-up response from his little peepee as he pleased her. The 5th day started not unlike the others, but with the added twist that the couple was finding new ways to excite each other. To say that Sam’s diaper was a disaster after all the extra pressure applied in the crotch area was an understatement, and extra time was needed to get him cleaned up. His wife was happy to deal with that knowing that it was a result of their new found exercise. She too was happy this morning after having several powerful orgasms, something that she had been missing for some time now on a regular basis. They were cleaned up, and into the morning when Sara got all the details of the prior night and morning, and was able to report this up to Dr Ray. When the first pumping session was ready to start, Sara advised Ester that she thought lactation was about to start, and todays sessions would tell that story. Ester was very excited to learn this, and was hopeful that was the case. By the third or dinner pumping session, Sara told the couple that indeed some discharge was apparent. She said that by the end of this last session, the pumping device had collected about 1.5 oz from each breast, and the discharge was starting to become milky. To say the couple was excited as they were prepared for the night, was certain. Sam was really getting into the nursing routine now and Ester was happy that her milk was starting to come in, knowing that this difficult process was nearing an end. As the night went on, Sam was finding he was drinking more and more, and the discharge was starting to taste very sweet. The down side of that was that he was wetting himself often now, and was not sure how he could make it through the night. On top of that Ester was finding the nursing process to becoming very pleasurable, and getting excited early in the night already. By the time they were changed to the second breast, the flow had stopped on the first, but the excitement had not. With a new breast to suckle, Sam again found a good flow to wet his appetite, as well as the pleasant taste of the sweet nectar. But as the flow slowed to a stop, and the night drew on, Sam again found himself dozing off, which resulted in a stimulation to his wife’s clitty that soon drove her again to her first orgasm of the night. That was followed by no less than three more for the same reasons before the morning arrived and they were taken apart from each other. As was the case the previous day, they were allowed to follow up with some oral stimulation for Ester, as well as some physical stimulation to Sam’s peepee which produced the same results as the previous day. After the morning bathing and quick breakfast, there was additional briefing between Ester, Sally, and by tele Dr Ray. All were excited about the progress and were looking forward to how much breast milk could be produced now that all was working. With this in mind, Ester was focused on the breast pumping sessions, while Sam was focused on his enjoyment of having all his needs addressed now. He was quite happy eating, drinking, using his diapers, and playing with his toys while his wife was working on producing a supply of milk from the three pumping sessions. By the end of this day, she was able to produce about 7.5 oz of breast milk, a good quantity it seemed to her at least. Additionally, she was finding that the joy of expressing her milk far outweighed the discomfort from her nipples, which seemed to be adapting very well to the constant suckling they had received these past days. One thing apparent, her nipples were much larger than when this started, about as big as her little finger now, and nearly extending ½ inch. Her breasts felt quite heavy after the 3 hr lag to the next start of pumping, and she really was looking forward to expressing that milk which was feeling great already. 7: The Last Night The final night was here now, and the couple was looking forward to ending their class and getting home soon. The only thing yet to be resolved was how much breast milk Ester would be able to produce and for how long. When they were settled into bed, Sam found that his nursing effort now was producing such a strong stream that he had to focus on swallowing so not to choke. This was something new again, but he soon mastered it, finding that the stream dissipated after the first 15 to 20 minutes and over a couple hours was down to almost nothing again. The quantity that he had consumed was more than he expected and he was becoming quite full, to the point that he was wetting a lot more, and the effect of the milk was also affecting his stools, as he started to get the runs as well. By the time he was changed to the other breast, he had really done a job on his diaper, and was just getting comfortable again, only to have to deal with all the milk from the second breast. He had a similar experience but by the time the stream slowed, was exhausted and started to doze off again. His wife tried to keep him nursing her till she was empty, but instead found herself becoming stimulated again at her Citrous, leading to same outcome as prior nights. This went on for several cycles, as she could not seem to get Sam to continue to drink her milk, as he was so full. The morning did arrive, and she did require Sam to do clean up on her, but as his diaper was so wet from all his discharges, he went without his morning stimulation. The bath routine was a bit different this day, as it being the last, our couple was dressed into traveling clothes. For Ester, this consisted of one of her nursing bras, as well as the outfit she brought to go home in. For Sam, he was still diapered and protected with waterproof panties, but had his big boy clothes over his protection. Ester was put onto the pumping device for the first session that morning, to get a measure of her output prior to their leaving. She was now up to about 10 oz between both breast which was said to be outstanding. Sam was allowed to nurse from her after the next 3 hrs, and he was quite full as a result with the solids he was spoon fed as well. Shortly after they were packed up, saying their good byes to Sara and all the staff, and being able to speak with Dr Ray on the cell phone. They were scheduled for a follow up visit to her office about a week from than, and were on their way home. 8: Coming Home The ride back was taking forever it seemed as both were anxious to get back home. They did chat a bit about their feelings now that the week was over, with Ester talking about how great it was to be able to baby her hubby, how fantastic it was to be able to have him involved in stimulating orgasms again, and hoping that the closeness that they will be experiencing now will build a stronger bond that lasts forever. She reminded him that she needed him to nurse on her every 3 hrs. or so as she had not yet decided to get her own breast pump, but depending on how things went after getting home, may have to reconsider that. For Sam’s part, he said that he did like the attention he was getting being changed and fed on a regular basis but wasn’t that crazy about the loose stools he was now experiencing due to the volume of breast milk he was consuming. He also said that he didn’t mind the nursing part, in fact was quite enjoying it but, in his case, as well, was keeping his mind open about needing a breast pump for a few breaks on occasion. When they did arrive home, the first thing on the agenda was to empty Esters breasts again, as it was nearly the 3 hr time again that seemed to be the time required to fill her breast to bursting again. They found a nice spot on their recliner so that Ester could settle back and allow Sam to lay over her lap to reach her breast for a nice suckle. It seemed like the first minutes were always a mouthful for Sam but after that he settled into a nice nursing action for the remaining 10 minutes or so to relieve that breast prior to switching to the other and starting again. As usual, as Esters milk let down, she felt a wonderful and satisfying aura come over her, something she had heard about but never expected to feel herself. After Sam finished nursing her second breast, she brought him into their bedroom and proceeded to change his very wet diaper. She mentioned that tomorrow, they would have to look into getting him some better diapers, and some other things, like waterproof panties, and some sleep outfits, similar to what was used so successfully at the clinic the last week. They had a light dinner, and just prior to going to bed, Sam again nursed his wife so she could sleep for several hours at least. His diaper was than changed again, doubling up for the night to be safe as they did not have the cloth type that was used at the clinic. The first few hours of the night went very well, with Ester waking just over 3 hrs. into the night, to the pressure from filled boobies. She woke Sam who soon had her feeling better, but leaving him with a full tummy. He did fall asleep again but not as quickly as Ester had, only to be woken again a short time latter with rumbling in his tummy. He tried to get up to head for the bathroom, but as soon as he stood, he felt his bowels explode into his diapers, and decided to try to get back to sleep, as this was starting to be more common than not. His wife woke again a bit before morning with her boobie call, and when she rolled over to wake Sam, could smell his accident. She got Sam awake, and told him to start nursing, enough where she was at least comfortable again and she would change his messy diapers. He did as he was told, and she got up, got the supplies, and proceeded to clean Sam up and get him into some new diapers. She than told him that as promised, he would get a reward as he had been a really good boy for the last week, and she did not forget what they talked about. She took out the second toy that they had gotten from that sex shop some time back, some lube and got back into bed with Sam. She told Sam to start again to nurse on her, and continue until he was told to stop. As he suckled a bit more aggressively than normal, she opened one side of his diaper, and proceeded to add some lubricant to his recently cleaned up back door, as well as a bit onto the anal toy she had in her other hand. She than started to push it into his virgin opening, and once it popped in, she turned on a switch which added vibrations to the action. She worked it around a bit till he started pushing against her leg with the front of his diaper, and she told him to suck harder on her nipple. This not only got her going, but also caused him to start moving around a bit more as well, until he felt himself wetting his diaper as the same time his wife was doing a job in her bladder control underwear. As the couple settled down from this wonderful experience, Ester told Sam that this was worth all the trouble they had to go through in the last days. She added that they will be doing more of this if Sam continued to be a good boy, and fell asleep again till waking with sun streaming into their room. That morning, after again suckling Esters breasts till they were empty again, Sam had his diaper changed, and was able to take a wonderful shower. He wanted to try again to work with the pull ups, hoping to get to the bathroom by himself while at home during the day. Ester agreed as long as he was able to prove that he could do that. Shortly after breakfast, they went shopping on the internet and did find some supplies for Sam, including cloth diapers, sleepers, rubber pants, and more absorbent diapers for day trips out of the house. They also looked at a few breast pumps, but decided not to go ahead with that just yet as Sam was keeping up with the needs at this point. The day went on with Sam nursing every three hours, and managing the other meals over the course of the day. One thing that became apparent, that this 3-hr. nursing schedule was taking a lot of their attention, and the pull-ups were probably not a good choice, as even as they allowed Sam to get to the potty on occasion when needing to pee, they nearly leaked when in mid afternoon, he suddenly felt his bowels erupt again as a result of all the milk he was consuming. Earlier in the day, Ester had done some research and found that having loose stools was very common for babies that are breast feeding, so it stood to reason, that would be the case for Sam as well. Not what Sam wanted to learn at this stage, but not much he could do about it other that use adequate protection to contain these blow outs. The next few days settled into a routine of nursing, preparing meals, changing diapers, and sleeping, with morning sex becoming a regular occurrence as well. In most cases, it was Sam using the vibrator on his wife’s now super sensitive clitty while he nursed, but on a couple times over that week, he was the recipient of the toys use, and was happy for that. Granted he never did get erected any longer, but was learning what milking entailed for a male. By the middle of the week the products they ordered on line arrived, and Sam found out what a real ABDL diaper was like, something he could wear all day long without a worry. Of course, for night time use, the cloth diapers that arrived worked great, especially with the boosters added and the heavy-duty rubber pants that was used over the top. Unfortunately, these were so thick that he couldn’t really get excited rubbing against his wife so when she agreed that he was a really good boy, would be changed into one of the original thin disposables for his fun. 9: Follow Up Visit The week home seemed to go by in a hurry, and soon they were ready for their follow up visit to see Dr. Ray. As usual, Ester was nursed, Sam was placed into one of his thick day time diapers, but with some larger than normal pants and a nice shirt, and they were off to see the good doctor. Upon arrival, they were seated in the reception area waiting, when the receptionist asked Ester if she needed to be nursed prior to the Dr’s visit and she said, yes Please. They were led into a mother’s room for that purpose and Sam was put to work draining his wife’s breasts. As they finished and returned to reception, they were summoned into Dr Ray’s office for their follow up visit. The first questions focused on how the nursing was going, and they both said that they were comfortable with it now. Ester mentioned that she was having feelings, she thought she never could have again, and really didn’t notice any discomfort in her nipples at this point. The Dr warned her about watching for any signs of chaffing or blistering, and suggested that there were meds available for nursing mothers to deal with that. She also asked if Sam was able to keep up with her needs, and was told that so far so good. The Dr than mentioned that they should consider a breast pump, as there may be times when that would be needed, and in addition, if Sam started to lose interest or wanted to back off a bit on all the milk he was consuming, there was a very good market for breast milk, as it was in great demand. She also added that they should do this soon, as eventually her milk supply will dwindle, no matter how much stimulation she was getting. The Dr than changed the subject to their sex life as this was one of the priorities when they first visited. Ester responded that she was more than happy now, getting feelings again that she thought were long gone. She also said that she thought that her and Sam were now closer than they may ever have been, and was grateful that they went through this program, as it gave them a new lease on their sex lives. The Dr asked Sam how he felt about the baby treatment, and he said that it was everything that he ever dreamed about, and that his wife was also rewarding him by what she called milking him, on a regular basis now. The Dr was very pleased to hear this and told the couple that orgasms for Ester could be had as often as she had the urge but Prostrate milking, the proper term she said, should be done at least once a month, but not more than once a week to be most effective. The Dr asked if there were any other things that they needed to talk about, and Ester mentioned that she was now starting to have fantasy’s about maybe getting a lady’s maid to help out with her baby, and personal grooming, and the Dr suggested maybe just a lady’s maid on occasion, as the baby could grow up for a few hrs a day to help with these chores which sounded good to Ester as well. Sam agreed as well indicating that he may get tired of being in baby mode all the time, and might be interested in being a sissy lady’s maid, even if he still had to wear a diaper under his skirts. With that the Dr sent them on their way, adding that she was here if they needed additional help going forward. They said their goodbyes, left her office but stopped in the mother’s room prior to leaving so that they could make the trip back with out stopping. And here is where we leave our happy couple. They continued into their old age as a very close and intimate couple. Of course, as the Dr warned, Ester’s breast milk dried up after about 15 months, the last 3-4 were very little, but in those first few months after lactation started, she was able to not only make a strong bond with a now chubby hubby, but also produced nearly 15 gallons of milk overall that went to a good cause, taking care of numerous infants that could not tolerate the formulas common today. Another success story for the Introduction to Nursing program, at Dr Rays clinic.

9: Follow Up Visit The week home seemed to go by in a hurry, and soon they were ready for their follow up visit to see Dr. Ray. As usual, Ester was nursed, Sam was placed into one of his thick day time diapers, but with some larger than normal pants and a nice shirt, and they were off to see the good doctor. Upon arrival, they were seated in the reception area waiting, when the receptionist asked Ester if she needed to be nursed prior to the Dr’s visit and she said, yes Please. They were led into a mother’s room for that purpose and Sam was put to work draining his wife’s breasts. As they finished and returned to reception, they were summoned into Dr Ray’s office for their follow up visit. The first questions focused on how the nursing was going, and they both said that they were comfortable with it now. Ester mentioned that she was having feelings, she thought she never could have again, and really didn’t notice any discomfort in her nipples at this point. The Dr warned her about watching for any signs of chaffing or blistering, and suggested that there were meds available for nursing mothers to deal with that. She also asked if Sam was able to keep up with her needs, and was told that so far so good. The Dr than mentioned that they should consider a breast pump, as there may be times when that would be needed, and in addition, if Sam started to lose interest or wanted to back off a bit on all the milk he was consuming, there was a very good market for breast milk, as it was in great demand. She also added that they should do this soon, as eventually her milk supply will dwindle, no matter how much stimulation she was getting. The Dr than changed the subject to their sex life as this was one of the priorities when they first visited. Ester responded that she was more than happy now, getting feelings again that she thought were long gone. She also said that she thought that her and Sam were now closer than they may ever have been, and was grateful that they went through this program, as it gave them a new lease on their sex lives. The Dr asked Sam how he felt about the baby treatment, and he said that it was everything that he ever dreamed about, and that his wife was also rewarding him by what she called milking him, on a regular basis now. The Dr was very pleased to hear this and told the couple that orgasms for Ester could be had as often as she had the urge but Prostrate milking, the proper term she said, should be done at least once a month, but not more than once a week to be most effective. The Dr asked if there were any other things that they needed to talk about, and Ester mentioned that she was now starting to have fantasy’s about maybe getting a lady’s maid to help out with her baby, and personal grooming, and the Dr suggested maybe just a lady’s maid on occasion, as the baby could grow up for a few hrs a day to help with these chores which sounded good to Ester as well. Sam agreed as well indicating that he may get tired of being in baby mode all the time, and might be interested in being a sissy lady’s maid, even if he still had to wear a diaper under his skirts. With that the Dr sent them on their way, adding that she was here if they needed additional help going forward. They said their goodbyes, left her office but stopped in the mother’s room prior to leaving so that they could make the trip back with out stopping. And here is where we leave our happy couple. They continued into their old age as a very close and intimate couple. Of course, as the Dr warned, Ester’s breast milk dried up after about 15 months, the last 3-4 were very little, but in those first few months after lactation started, she was able to not only make a strong bond with a now chubby hubby, but also produced nearly 15 gallons of milk overall that went to a good cause, taking care of numerous infants that could not tolerate the formulas common today. Another success story for the Introduction to Nursing program, at Dr Rays clinic.

7: The Last Night The final night was here now, and the couple was looking forward to ending their class and getting home soon. The only thing yet to be resolved was how much breast milk Ester would be able to produce and for how long. When they were settled into bed, Sam found that his nursing effort now was producing such a strong stream that he had to focus on swallowing so not to choke. This was something new again, but he soon mastered it, finding that the stream dissipated after the first 15 to 20 minutes and over a couple hours was down to almost nothing again. The quantity that he had consumed was more than he expected and he was becoming quite full, to the point that he was wetting a lot more, and the effect of the milk was also affecting his stools, as he started to get the runs as well. By the time he was changed to the other breast, he had really done a job on his diaper, and was just getting comfortable again, only to have to deal with all the milk from the second breast. He had a similar experience but by the time the stream slowed, was exhausted and started to doze off again. His wife tried to keep him nursing her till she was empty, but instead found herself becoming stimulated again at her Citrous, leading to same outcome as prior nights. This went on for several cycles, as she could not seem to get Sam to continue to drink her milk, as he was so full. The morning did arrive, and she did require Sam to do clean up on her, but as his diaper was so wet from all his discharges, he went without his morning stimulation. The bath routine was a bit different this day, as it being the last, our couple was dressed into traveling clothes. For Ester, this consisted of one of her nursing bras, as well as the outfit she brought to go home in. For Sam, he was still diapered and protected with waterproof panties, but had his big boy clothes over his protection. Ester was put onto the pumping device for the first session that morning, to get a measure of her output prior to their leaving. She was now up to about 10 oz between both breast which was said to be outstanding. Sam was allowed to nurse from her after the next 3 hrs, and he was quite full as a result with the solids he was spoon fed as well. Shortly after they were packed up, saying their good byes to Sara and all the staff, and being able to speak with Dr Ray on the cell phone. They were scheduled for a follow up visit to her office about a week from than, and were on their way home. 8: Coming Home The ride back was taking forever it seemed as both were anxious to get back home. They did chat a bit about their feelings now that the week was over, with Ester talking about how great it was to be able to baby her hubby, how fantastic it was to be able to have him involved in stimulating orgasms again, and hoping that the closeness that they will be experiencing now will build a stronger bond that lasts forever. She reminded him that she needed him to nurse on her every 3 hrs. or so as she had not yet decided to get her own breast pump, but depending on how things went after getting home, may have to reconsider that. For Sam’s part, he said that he did like the attention he was getting being changed and fed on a regular basis but wasn’t that crazy about the loose stools he was now experiencing due to the volume of breast milk he was consuming. He also said that he didn’t mind the nursing part, in fact was quite enjoying it but, in his case, as well, was keeping his mind open about needing a breast pump for a few breaks on occasion. When they did arrive home, the first thing on the agenda was to empty Esters breasts again, as it was nearly the 3 hr time again that seemed to be the time required to fill her breast to bursting again. They found a nice spot on their recliner so that Ester could settle back and allow Sam to lay over her lap to reach her breast for a nice suckle. It seemed like the first minutes were always a mouthful for Sam but after that he settled into a nice nursing action for the remaining 10 minutes or so to relieve that breast prior to switching to the other and starting again. As usual, as Esters milk let down, she felt a wonderful and satisfying aura come over her, something she had heard about but never expected to feel herself. After Sam finished nursing her second breast, she brought him into their bedroom and proceeded to change his very wet diaper. She mentioned that tomorrow, they would have to look into getting him some better diapers, and some other things, like waterproof panties, and some sleep outfits, similar to what was used so successfully at the clinic the last week. They had a light dinner, and just prior to going to bed, Sam again nursed his wife so she could sleep for several hours at least. His diaper was than changed again, doubling up for the night to be safe as they did not have the cloth type that was used at the clinic. The first few hours of the night went very well, with Ester waking just over 3 hrs. into the night, to the pressure from filled boobies. She woke Sam who soon had her feeling better, but leaving him with a full tummy. He did fall asleep again but not as quickly as Ester had, only to be woken again a short time latter with rumbling in his tummy. He tried to get up to head for the bathroom, but as soon as he stood, he felt his bowels explode into his diapers, and decided to try to get back to sleep, as this was starting to be more common than not. His wife woke again a bit before morning with her boobie call, and when she rolled over to wake Sam, could smell his accident. She got Sam awake, and told him to start nursing, enough where she was at least comfortable again and she would change his messy diapers. He did as he was told, and she got up, got the supplies, and proceeded to clean Sam up and get him into some new diapers. She than told him that as promised, he would get a reward as he had been a really good boy for the last week, and she did not forget what they talked about. She took out the second toy that they had gotten from that sex shop some time back, some lube and got back into bed with Sam. She told Sam to start again to nurse on her, and continue until he was told to stop. As he suckled a bit more aggressively than normal, she opened one side of his diaper, and proceeded to add some lubricant to his recently cleaned up back door, as well as a bit onto the anal toy she had in her other hand. She than started to push it into his virgin opening, and once it popped in, she turned on a switch which added vibrations to the action. She worked it around a bit till he started pushing against her leg with the front of his diaper, and she told him to suck harder on her nipple. This not only got her going, but also caused him to start moving around a bit more as well, until he felt himself wetting his diaper as the same time his wife was doing a job in her bladder control underwear. As the couple settled down from this wonderful experience, Ester told Sam that this was worth all the trouble they had to go through in the last days. She added that they will be doing more of this if Sam continued to be a good boy, and fell asleep again till waking with sun streaming into their room. That morning, after again suckling Esters breasts till they were empty again, Sam had his diaper changed, and was able to take a wonderful shower. He wanted to try again to work with the pull ups, hoping to get to the bathroom by himself while at home during the day. Ester agreed as long as he was able to prove that he could do that. Shortly after breakfast, they went shopping on the internet and did find some supplies for Sam, including cloth diapers, sleepers, rubber pants, and more absorbent diapers for day trips out of the house. They also looked at a few breast pumps, but decided not to go ahead with that just yet as Sam was keeping up with the needs at this point. The day went on with Sam nursing every three hours, and managing the other meals over the course of the day. One thing that became apparent, that this 3-hr. nursing schedule was taking a lot of their attention, and the pull-ups were probably not a good choice, as even as they allowed Sam to get to the potty on occasion when needing to pee, they nearly leaked when in mid afternoon, he suddenly felt his bowels erupt again as a result of all the milk he was consuming. Earlier in the day, Ester had done some research and found that having loose stools was very common for babies that are breast feeding, so it stood to reason, that would be the case for Sam as well. Not what Sam wanted to learn at this stage, but not much he could do about it other that use adequate protection to contain these blow outs. The next few days settled into a routine of nursing, preparing meals, changing diapers, and sleeping, with morning sex becoming a regular occurrence as well. In most cases, it was Sam using the vibrator on his wife’s now super sensitive clitty while he nursed, but on a couple times over that week, he was the recipient of the toys use, and was happy for that. Granted he never did get erected any longer, but was learning what milking entailed for a male. By the middle of the week the products they ordered on line arrived, and Sam found out what a real ABDL diaper was like, something he could wear all day long without a worry. Of course, for night time use, the cloth diapers that arrived worked great, especially with the boosters added and the heavy-duty rubber pants that was used over the top. Unfortunately, these were so thick that he couldn’t really get excited rubbing against his wife so when she agreed that he was a really good boy, would be changed into one of the original thin disposables for his fun.

Thanks for the nice comments! What you call kink is what was originally exposed with the first visit to the marriage counselor as you may recall. With all the shortcomings of this older couples life, the one thing that was still available to build a more intimate relationship upon was Esters large breast and Sam's fixation of them. The baby part was just a natural progression from that, but fit Sam well it seems. The rest of the story will expand a bit on a few more "kinks" but will focus on how well this experience works for this couple. Hope you enjoy the final parts

The cat is out of the bag I guess, as the class is all about introducing lactation and Sam becoming Esters baby. How will this turn out, more chapters to follow to see if it works for all . Hope it is not disappointing? 6: The Following Nights The evening meal was nice and filling, with Sam’s being a high fiber diet, and with added ingredients in the evening meal insuring he would be regular as well. The second night started just as the first had, but with Ester already suffering from very sore nipples, it was a bit more stressful for her from the start. She was constantly talking to Sam about being gentle with her nipples, but keeping up a nice pace so the probe near her bottom would not go off. Unfortunately, due to lack of sleep the first day, Sam was dosing off on regular basis so Ester was jolted on several occasions. The first half of the night finally ended. Esters nipple had been screaming at her for the last hour at least so she was really glad that they were moving to the other breast. After getting organized again, they settled into another round of constant suckling, she hoped. She was getting quite tired as the night went on, and was awaken multiple times due to Sam’s lack of attention. It seemed like only an hour into this second half that she heard Sam relieve himself again, after which he seemed more settled than the prior night after that event. What she didn’t expect was that her bladder was feeling full as well, and she hoped she could make the morning without having to test out her bladder leakage pull ups she wore. It was not long after that after dosing off herself, that she was startled when Sam fell asleep and she was jolted awake, this time causing her to wet herself as well. When she got Sam working again, she told him that now there were two wet ones in bed tonight, not that Sam cared much about that as he was quite messy as well. And so, the 2nd night ended with two wet people glad to be unattached so that they could be up and taken care of, not to mention a wife with very sore and very swollen nipples from all this attention they were getting. She hoped that this would be all worth it in the end. The 3rd day was not much different from the previous, although Sam seemed to becoming more accepting of this baby situation, and was having more wet diapers with all the liquids he was taking. His bottles were becoming easier to finish, and as such he was given more of them. His meals continued to be of the high fiber variety, and he was always happy to be fed by his wife. She was seeing a few changes as well as her breasts were certainly becoming heaver and seemed to be more sensitive especially around the nipples. She hoped that this was a sign of soon to be lactation, which her lactation nurse Sally assured her was the case. Her sessions of breast pumping were also changing, even though she was not aware of that. The cycles had been changed so as the session went on, the pumping became stronger which she barely noticed as her nipples were sore constantly. What was happening though was that her nipples were growing, and growing more durable, something that she would need to continue to nurse her husband after this class was over. That night seemed to go better than the previous, as all knew what to expect. This was the last night that Ester could expect the early relief of the nipple cream, so she took advantage of that and did get a fair amount of sleep as each session started. Sam had also been able to catch several good naps during the day so was better able to stay awake, at least for the first part of the night. While he was almost constantly wet now, he was also becoming accustomed to the feeling of that, although the cloth diapers used overnight were a bit more to deal with. As they neared the midpoint of the night, Sam did need to be awaken, as he had dosed off and his wife was soon alerted. This too was starting to feel a bit different as it was no longer an unexpected pain, but was starting to become a little exciting. On this night, Sam messed himself just as he was woken up by his wife prior to the changeover, so had to endure the entire second half of the night in a messy diaper. After the changeover, things settled down for the first hour, but shortly after that Sam started to dose off and Ester was constantly becoming stimulated to get Sam back to work. As this went on, Ester was starting to somewhat enjoy the attention given her sensitive spot, and even as she did use the potty prior to bedtime to keep her pullup dry, she was starting to get it wet from another source. As the night went on, the pull-up became wetter even though this stimulation never was able to get her to an orgasm, she was certainly wet from all the attention she was getting there, taking her mind away from her sore nipples. And so that night came to an end as well, with the 4th day to follow with much of the same. While not much changed on that 4th day, some things were changing in the background. Sara was insisting that Ester drink more liquid, as she was sure that soon she would start to lactate as all the signs were there. This was also the case for little Samuel, as he was very eager now for his bottles, and they were also coming on a more regular basis, at least a couple of bottles every 3to 4 hours during the day. He was also getting more short naps in as well, along with more frequent changes from his wife in-between. The more interesting change this day, was that with Esters last pumping session, she was starting to express small amounts of clear liquids, something that Sara picked up on right away but did not tell Ester of. The night of that 4th day was not that unusual, although Ester had mentioned to Sara that the wake-up alerts being sent to her clitoris probe were starting to excite her, to the point that she was getting her girl parts quite wet from this excitement. Sara was interested to hear this, and mentioned that she would mention it to Dr Ray to see if she had any suggestions. After they were prepared for bed, they were told to have a great night and left to themselves to manage the night again. Ester was a bit concerned to be starting without the cream on her tender nipples, but Sam was becoming quite adept at the art of nursing without causing undue pressure to those sensitive orbs. The other thing that Ester was noticing was that Sam’s suckling was actually starting to feel good, at least until her nipples started to throb from the constant action. The first part of the night she got very little sleep with these new developments, and soon they were switched for the 2nd half of the night long session. Ester was not sure if Sam had messed his diaper already, but he seemed very content just sucking along as his mouth was getting much more durable, and he was really learning a good technique. The problem yet, was that during this latter session, he was constantly drifting off to sleep, creating the clitty shocks that the monitor was there to provide, but were starting to feel more than painful, somewhat stimulating to Ester. Maybe it was the combination of the nursing sensation that was building combined with the stimulation being applied to her clitoris but by the third time that she was shocked, she was on the verge of orgasm. As the night moved into the 6th hour, Ester could hold back no longer and when shocked again, had a powerful orgasm, to the point that her spasms stirred Sam awake again to continue his nursing assignment which he thought were starting to reward him with small amounts of liquids? When Sam was back to his task, Ester whispered into his ear that she was brought to orgasm with that last shock, and was not sure how that happened but was surprised that it did as she didn’t believe she could respond that way to a pain stimulation. Sam put two and two together and came up with her level of excitement was producing the discharge from her nipples as well? With this concern on her mind, the additional nursing was continuing to keep her excitement level high enough that she was literally dripping into her absorbent underwear as well as just enough discharge to keep Sams mouth moister. Just as they were getting into the last hour, Sam drifted off to sleep again, and Ester was treated to another clitoris stimulation leading to a second powerful orgasm, much to her concern. As the night shift ended, they were greeted by a smiling Sara again, who helped them get unattached, mentioning that she did speak to Dr Ray last night and was advised that if this is starting to excite Ester, they should do some things to try to build on that. What was suggested next came as another surprise, as Ester was told that she would be left with Sam for a while longer this morning, after his sleep suit was removed, but prior to him being changed, so that he could practice some oral cleanup on Esters girl parts. This was for several reasons, the first to add a bit of humiliation to Sam’s morning and the second to see if this additional stimulation was now more agreeable to Ester. As the nurses left the couples room, Ester found that indeed this new practice was something that she found extremely enjoyable, and Sam’s response was also quite enjoyable as he was able to rub the crotch of his fouled but still protected diaper on Esters foot generating a pent-up response from his little peepee as he pleased her. The 5th day started not unlike the others, but with the added twist that the couple was finding new ways to excite each other. To say that Sam’s diaper was a disaster after all the extra pressure applied in the crotch area was an understatement, and extra time was needed to get him cleaned up. His wife was happy to deal with that knowing that it was a result of their new found exercise. She too was happy this morning after having several powerful orgasms, something that she had been missing for some time now on a regular basis. They were cleaned up, and into the morning when Sara got all the details of the prior night and morning, and was able to report this up to Dr Ray. When the first pumping session was ready to start, Sara advised Ester that she thought lactation was about to start, and todays sessions would tell that story. Ester was very excited to learn this, and was hopeful that was the case. By the third or dinner pumping session, Sara told the couple that indeed some discharge was apparent. She said that by the end of this last session, the pumping device had collected about 1.5 oz from each breast, and the discharge was starting to become milky. To say the couple was excited as they were prepared for the night, was certain. Sam was really getting into the nursing routine now and Ester was happy that her milk was starting to come in, knowing that this difficult process was nearing an end. As the night went on, Sam was finding he was drinking more and more, and the discharge was starting to taste very sweet. The down side of that was that he was wetting himself often now, and was not sure how he could make it through the night. On top of that Ester was finding the nursing process to becoming very pleasurable, and getting excited early in the night already. By the time they were changed to the second breast, the flow had stopped on the first, but the excitement had not. With a new breast to suckle, Sam again found a good flow to wet his appetite, as well as the pleasant taste of the sweet nectar. But as the flow slowed to a stop, and the night drew on, Sam again found himself dozing off, which resulted in a stimulation to his wife’s clitty that soon drove her again to her first orgasm of the night. That was followed by no less than three more for the same reasons before the morning arrived and they were taken apart from each other. As was the case the previous day, they were allowed to follow up with some oral stimulation for Ester, as well as some physical stimulation to Sam’s peepee which produced the same results as the previous day. After the morning bathing and quick breakfast, there was additional briefing between Ester, Sally, and by tele Dr Ray. All were excited about the progress and were looking forward to how much breast milk could be produced now that all was working. With this in mind, Ester was focused on the breast pumping sessions, while Sam was focused on his enjoyment of having all his needs addressed now. He was quite happy eating, drinking, using his diapers, and playing with his toys while his wife was working on producing a supply of milk from the three pumping sessions. By the end of this day, she was able to produce about 7.5 oz of breast milk, a good quantity it seemed to her at least. Additionally, she was finding that the joy of expressing her milk far outweighed the discomfort from her nipples, which seemed to be adapting very well to the constant suckling they had received these past days. One thing apparent, her nipples were much larger than when this started, about as big as her little finger now, and nearly extending ½ inch. Her breasts felt quite heavy after the 3 hr lag to the next start of pumping, and she really was looking forward to expressing that milk which was feeling great already.

Happy New Year all! We are not into the thick of this story. Hope this longer section does not become boring as our older couple struggle with the rigors of this course as they slowly adopt to what is in front of them. This is a long chapter with all the details of what is happening unfolding, but there is still much more to follow, so I hope you enjoy! 5: The Week-long Training Course The day of the course start did arrive, and the anxious couple arrived on time as anticipated. They were taken to a different part of the medical complex, something in the far reaches of the building, away from most of the day-to-day traffic. They found upon checking in, that they were taken into a nice common area, and were introduced to Sara, who said she was a lactation nurse, and would be the main person this couple would be dealing with over the next week. She explained the nature of the course they signed up for, which would be an intense program to instill baby desires into Samuel in his case, and a serious effort to physically induce lactation for Ester, involving both Sam and some mechanical means IE a special breast pumping device. This was somewhat of a surprise to both the couple but they had agreed to the course, and now was a bit late to back out. Sara also said that today was going to be a training day, followed by 6 days of very strenuous workout of Esters breast and nipples, expecting to end with a successful lactation effort! Sam would be a big part of that, especially over the night they were told, but also, he would be regressed into a total state of baby being over this same time, so that after the lactation was accomplished, he would also be dependent on his wife for his needs. At that point, they were taken to what would be their room for the next week or so, and upon entering found a nursery setting less the crib. All other things were present including a change table, shelves stocked with diapers and change supplies, a rocking chair, baby bottles and warming devices, and an array of various clothes some for a baby, and some for a mother it seemed. They were both told to get undressed, which they did, and several other young nurses arrived to tend to each of them. Ester was dressed into a strange looking nursing bra, with very heavy bands, but strange covers for her breast, the function of which she would discover latter. She was also given some pull ups, not unlike what she had gotten for Sam several weeks back. Finally, she was given a nursing gown, and a house coat, to cover her when not nursing. She was taken to the rocking chair area and introduced to her mechanical breast pump device. She was told that to establish a 4 hr nursing cycle, she would be pumped every 4 hrs for 30 minutes when not nursing her baby. In between that time, she would be looking after her baby’s other needs like diapers, baths, and spoon feeding. At this point, the cups of her nursing bra were opened, and the pumping cups were attached to her breast. The pump was started on what was a slow methodical speed, but she was advised that as the 30 minutes went by, the speed and suction would change to stimulate and condition her breast and nipples to the needs of a breast-feeding mother. Sam was taken to the change table, where he was cleaned and thick disposable diapers were put onto him by the nurses this first time, after which, his wife would have that duty. He was dressed into a sleeper which covered his hands and feet and zipped up the back. He was then told to crawl over to where his wife was sitting with the breast pump working, and get onto her lap for his first bottle feed. He did as he was told, and one of the nurses brought a large baby bottle with a regular size nipple over to his wife. He was told this was to condition him as well as he needed to learn a good suckling process to be able to stimulate his wife, as well as condition his jaw muscle to accomplish this for the long time needed. It was a struggle at first to get the liquid through the nipple but he soon found a process to accomplish that and was finished with his bottle about the time his wife was getting to the last of her first session, none too soon for her either as her nipples were starting to become painful from the more powerful pumping in the last 10 minutes. Their day continued with a tour of the rest of the room. There were toys in the corner in a playpen when Sam could be put if he needed to be, as well as a corner table with large high chair where he would be soon fed his solid meals, the next thing on the agenda. He was not happy with the food he was given as it was very bland but also being a high fiber, but his wife managed to get him fed while she was eating her meal, which seemed more appetizing. Soon after, it was time for the next pumping session, and both were taken back to the rocking chair area, with him on her lap for his bottle feed, and her again attached to the pumping domes of the breast pump. He finished his first bottle quicker this time and was given another with juice following, as his wife was again starting to struggle with the last minutes of her pumping. She told him he had better appreciate all she is doing for him as this is more than she anticipated and was not very comfortable. The afternoon followed with more of the same, but for an additional briefing about what was to happen that night and for the next 5. The couple was advised that when they were put down for the night in the bed in the corner, that Sam would be diapered in thick cloth with waterproof panties over, and on top of that a unique sleep suite, something that encased him in waterproof material, and had a head harness attached that could be affixed to his wife’s nursing bra. They were also told that Sam would have a mouth piece put in place that would keep his teeth apart some, not allowing him to bite her nipples. In addition to that, his wife would be set up with an electronic monitor that had probes at her nipples, and another over her clitty, simply as it was her most sensitive spot, which served two purposes. The sensors near her nipples could sense suckling, or lack of it due to a loss of moisture, and suction. The probe over her clitty would be able to deliver an electric stimulation, which could be scaled up in intensity, certain to gain her undivided attention. The device was set up so that whichever breast Sam was suckling on could be monitored, and after 10 minutes of no suckling attention, Ester would be given a mild attention getter, telling her to encourage Sam to start sucking again, gaining in intensity if he didn’t respond shortly. This was certainly a lot to think about as the couple approached the last of the pumping sessions, after which dinner was served, spoon fed again to Sam while Ester ate herself between feeding Sam. What Sam didn’t know was that he was given a laxative in his food and a diuretic in his drink assuring his night would be wet and messy. Ester was worried that with her nipples already sore from the pumping sessions, she would be in terrible shape by the end of the night. As the time came for them to be in bed, the lactation nurse Sally asked Ester how her nipples were adapting and if she would like some numbing lotion for them prior to the night. She told her that they were in fact already very sore and did request that the numbing lotion be applied which it was. When dressed in her night gown, she was allowed to use the bathroom for one last time and placed onto her side in their bed. She was also told to use a bladder leak pull-up just in case as she could not get up till morning. Sam of course, had been thickly diapered in cloth this time by his wife earlier, and was placed also on his side beside his bride, with his covered hands around Esters back, and attached together with rings at his wrists, such that he could not pull them away. He was then moved onto her breast, his lips opened, and his head gear firmly attached to the clips on his wife’s nursing bra, assuring he could not pull back and started to suckle. Meanwhile, Esters hands were moved behind Sam’s neck, and some straps were put around her wrists and attached by a cord to the back of Sam’s head gear. The length of the cord was long enough so that Ester could reach Sam’s check to poke it and remind him to suckle, much like a mother would with her child if it got sleepy and stopped sucking. Unfortunately, Ester could not reach the attachments to her nursing bra to release Sam so they were kept in this position, until attended to by one of the nurses. As they were left to their situation with a sleep tight, enjoy the night greeting, Ester started to realize what she would be faced with as she felt fine now with the numbing cream doing its job but understood that at some point it would wear off and 4 hrs or so of constant suckling could get very uncomfortable. Sam was worried his jaw could not hold up, but for now, he was quite comfortable. As the nite progressed, Ester had fallen asleep understanding that the first part of the night may be her best chance as she was most comfortable. Unfortunately, this did not last long as after only a couple of hours, she awoke to an uncomfortable pinching feeling at her clitty, that was quickly getting worse. She soon understood that Sam had fallen asleep, and stopped suckling so she started to nudge his cheek trying to get him to start suckling again. As soon as he responded, she wished that he had not as her nipple was getting sore already, as the numbing cream had worn off. In any event, she would rather put up with that than the burning sensation she had felt at her Clitoris, which thank heavens ceased as soon as Sam started to suckle again. She spoke to Sam as he was sucking again, about how important it was for him to continue but please be as gentle as he could as she was getting sore already. As the next hours went by, she was getting more and more sore, but had to keep nudging Sam on his cheek to keep him busy with her breast. Finally, the middle of the night arrived, and a nurse entered to help them position for the next breast. As Sam was unlatched from his wife’s left breast, he started to whimper that he had wet himself and his jaw was starting to hurt. The nurse told him that his wife was changing him from now on, but not until the morning so he may as well get used to staying in a wet diaper for a while. As they were repositioned and more of the numbing cream was added to Esters right nipple in prep for Sam’s attention, she told him that he was doing a good job but had to stay awake to complete the task for the second part of the night. As he was being re-secured to the nursing bra, Ester was consoling him, saying that he could sleep some in the morning after his change when this session was over. Soon they were again sorted out with Sam suckling on his wife’s new breast, and with the numbing cream she soon fell asleep. Again, she was disturbed after a short time, but on this occasion, it was because Sam was becoming restless and trying to move around. She attempted to console him again with her voice, but soon found that he became ridged for a moment, followed by an audible sound of gas and gurgling as he proceeded to fill his diapers with a load of fresh poop. Oh, she said, I understand now why you were so restless a while ago. I am sorry that you had to do this with about 3 hrs to go tonight, but I guess it was inevitable, not knowing that the meal additive had helped things along. I hope you can settle down now, but expect your jaw is starting to hurt as well, but just remember, my nipples are not used to this yet so we will both have to suffer for a while I expect. Please keep sucking though dear, as I don’t what that thing to go off on my clitty again. Sam had little choice but to keep up the task at hand, but as the hours went on, his jaw was really starting to bother him and he was slowing down a lot, something that his wife appreciated as well. Finally, the last hour of the first night was at hand. Ester was constantly being shocked when Sam’s sucking fell off too much, and she was busy prompting him to keep sucking by caressing his cheek, even while her poor nipple was crying out. As the hour ended and Sally walked into to attend to the couple in the morning, she was very cheery, something the couple were not. As she disengaged the couple, she asked Ester if she needed to use the bathroom, which she quickly went off to do. She was advised that she had to deal with her hubby prior to doing a bath, so she soon returned to manage that task. Poor Sam was in sad shape, with his diapers completely loaded and soaked from multiple wettings over the night. Sally removed his head gear and waterproof sleep suit, but kept the rubber panties in place for his wife to attend to. When his wife returned, he was already on the change table, wining that his jaw was sore and he felt so gross as a result of his nasty diaper. His wife soon had his rubber pants off, and the odor was overwhelming, but she pushed on to remove his soiled diaper and clean him up. Sally soon returned with a pan of warm water, and cloths so that his wife could wash him as best as she could on the change table. In addition, she was given some shave cream and razor to use not only on his face, but around his privates to help keep him cleaner. After his wife accomplished this, he was rediapered with a heavy disposable for the day use, and brought to his play pen, given a large morning bottle of what looked like milk and left to his own. He struggled with the nipple, as his jaw was really tired, but knew he would be very hungry without something so finished and fell asleep in his play pen. After all this, Ester was allowed her time in the bath and was happy to clean up, although she found her breasts to be very tender and her nipples quite sore and somewhat extended. She dressed as she did the previous day, and also was able to take a short nap after a glass of juice, prior to being woken up for her first breast pumping session. Sam was also woken up and brought to her, as he needed to have another bottle followed by again being fed his breakfast meal. By the time the 30-minute session had ended, Sam was fed and finished his bottle, and his wife was really bothered with sore nipples again. She asked for and was given some more numbing cream for her nipples, prior to having her bra closed again. She was also told by Sally that this cream would only be available for the first 3 days, so should start to get used to doing without! She was also told that as lactation started, she would be very happy to have her breasts emptied, and would soon forget about the sore nipples. The day continued with Sam being changed several times by his wife, and catching a few naps when returned to his play pen. Ester was trying to catch a few winks as well, but after dealing with Sam, and the 4hr pumping session cycles she had to look forward to, it was hard for her.

Thanks for all the support! Baby Jessica, not sure I am who you think I am? I have posted some stories on Fictionmania but never here before that I can recall? In any case, hope you enjoy the continuation of introduction to nursing as I will add a couple of parts today. 3: The New Beginnings To say the drive home from this meeting was anything but boring, was an understatement. Ester was demanding to know from Sam how long he has been going on these porn sites, and why he couldn’t tell her about his fantasy’s. Ester also insisted that he stop doing this, or she would see to it that he couldn’t play with his little guy any longer, as she knew there were appliances that could be used to stop this. She also asked if he was willing to allow her to start to baby him as this secret was now out in the open and she wanted nothing more than to help him herself, not him go to some site and some unknown person to tell his fantasy’s to. This was her most disappointing finding from their session, that he was going behind her back doing this! Sam was very embarrassed about what he did, and just listened to what his wife told him. By the time they were home again, he did agree to allow his wife to start to baby him, especially if this could lead to him being able to nurse from her on a regular basis as their counselor had suggested. He also agreed to never go on the porn sites again, and not to masturbate again by himself, something his wife said that she would only allow with her participation if that is what it takes to get him aroused again. She added that he would be getting this pleasure only after she was able to, so he better start to pay attention to what stimulated her as well. The afternoon, after arriving home, Ester called in her prescription, and stopped latter at a local pharmacy to collect it as well as a few baby items for her husband. These included several versions of adult diapers, as well as a larger toddler size pacifier. That evening she took the first pill (latter to find this drug helped induce lactation) in hopes that her nipples could become much more sensitive, to the point her husband nursing from her could help her orgasm. At bed time, as they were snuggling, she told Sam that tomorrow, she would start to introduce some of the changes that they spoke about, after which they both fell into sleep, dreaming of things to come. After a great night of sleep, the couple woke up refreshed and ready to take on a new day. As Sam had a strong urge to need the potty, he headed for the bathroom first and was well into his morning routine when Ester walked into the bathroom, naked as she was ready to do her morning things and have a shower as well. As Ester was sitting on the pot, Sam was just coming out of the shower when she reminded him that he was not to touch himself with the intent to bring relief any longer, that instead he can feel free to fondle her breast instead should the mood strike him. He was a bit surprised that she was so forward with this suggestion, but she followed with after all, that is what Dr Ray suggested we start doing, am I not correct? In fact, come to me now and gently kiss both of my nipples as your sign of agreement which he eagerly did! After their morning showers, and getting dressed, they settled into their day, starting with a nice breakfast that Sam prepared for his wife and a bit more talk about the subject of their intentions to improve their relationship. Ester was happy to see that after she mentioned his desires to become more baby like, he was quite docile in his actions, especially after she started to actually call him baby. As the day went on, she prompted him to come up behind her, and fondle her breast on a regular basis, as she started to suggest that soon he will be able to suckle on her ample breast on a regular basis. This had the effect of both enticing him and exciting her, keeping her panties damp most of the day. She was quite impressed with his change in attitude toward her after their counseling session and just a day of openly talking about their desires. That evening was another milestone as prior to bed, Ester suggested that Sam try on one of the diaper choices she picked up, and picked out a very pretty pullup said to be for “Women’s heavy bladder leaks” With this in place, they settled into bed where she allowed him to fondle her now exposed breasts (her choice of nightwear was a very thin, low cut gown) and eventually suckle on each nipple for a while as they succumbed to the night and sleep. The following morning, Sam again woke to a pressing need to use the potty. As he was struggling to get up and out of bed, Ester was awoken, and she persuaded Sam to snuggle for just a bit before getting up. He ended up fondling her and eventually nursing from her breasts for a period of time, until she was also ready to get up and head to the bathroom. Of course, during this period, Sam was really struggling to hold back his need to go potty, and when they finally got up to go into the bathroom, Ester went first indicating to Sam that he had a diaper on so he could wait for her to finish. Unfortunately, as he stood beside her and heard her relieve herself into the potty, he could hold on no longer and started to wet his pullup which his wife noticed as well. She simply said, I guess you are really getting into the baby role, I am OK with that if it makes you happy! Not exactly what he wanted to hear but he did find it to be a bit if a rush, his first time wetting a diaper since his childhood, but really wanted to rub his sex as the urge was overwhelming at this point. His wife sensed the same and warned him again not to touch himself in that way, as she reiterated what her rules were for him. So, an interesting start to the day, and possibly a new way of life! The following days the routine changed a bit from what they had started, but remained focused on the same things. Sam’s growing interest and attention to his wife’s bobbies, and her constant focus on making her breasts the center of his attention. She was finding that these efforts were in fact keeping her aroused, but she was not yet getting to the point of where she wanted to go, even after a long evening of Sam’s attention to her breast, especially her nipples which did seem to be coming more sensitive after taking her meds for the last week. Another change, Sam was being diapered in an overnight diaper for the night, as with their early morning activity now a norm as well, he would often wet heavily before they got out of bed to use the bathroom. Also, Ester had Sam wearing the pullups during the day, just in case. During the second week after their counseling visit, Ester told Sam that they were going into town to do some shopping. She told Sam that she decided to buy some nursing bras, which Sam would help her pick out. The reason, she was thinking that he may start to suckle on her during the day as well if he was a good boy? They went to a good size ladies specialty shop, and found a large selection of bras to choose from, for nursing mothers. The SA came to help them, and asked about her older age, and being a mother again, after which Ester responded that actually these were for her husband, who was along to help her choose. The SA smiled broadly and responded that she understood and they left with 4 choices, all a bit different, but all very sexy. Unfortunately for Sam, the exuberance of this experience was a bit too much for him and by the time they had picked out the 2nd bra, he was dribbling into his pullup, not all of it peepee. When they headed for their car, Ester sensed something happened and questioned Sam about it, as he knew he had to answer honestly, told his wife what he had done. She responded, that’s ok honey, pulling out his yet unused pacifier from her bag, she put it into his mouth and told him to start sucking on this till they got home. When they did arrive home, she checked his pullup and told him it was just a bit damp, he could still wear it, proceeded to change into one of the new nursing bras, and started a new tradition by allowing her husband to nurse on her in the middle of the day! As the days turned into weeks from the start of this journey, Ester started to notice some clear changes in her heavy breasts, especially around the nipple area. Her nipples were becoming more prominent, often erect, and her bras were all becoming tighter. She also noticed more sensitivity especially at her nipples, and this resulted in her wanting more attention from her husband. She was getting suckled, not only prior to sleep, but when waking up, and several times during the day. She was very happy with this outcome, to the point of mentioning to Sam that she was seriously considering singing them up for the “introduction to Nursing” session they heard about at their next counseling session, already only a week away. In the meantime, she had one other thought on her mind, she had started to think about some sort of mechanical stimulus for her lower girl parts, something that would allow her to see or fall from the top of the cliff and start to reach orgasms again. She mentioned this to Sam and asked his advice, of which he was only too happy to offer as he then may be able to achieve something similar as the rules stated, that only after his wife was satisfied, could he be with some stimulation. They searched several online sites, but in the end went into town and found a sex shop that offered many things to choose from. The trip into the store was somewhat memorable to Sam as well, as with the help of a young lady in the store, his wife picked out several items to substitute for his inadequacies, which were spelled out clearly. Unfortunately, again, when they were looking at something that could be used in the back side, Sam lost his control, and again dribbled into his pullup which was noticed by his wife, and pointed out to the shop assistant as well. The ride home once again resulted in his use of his pacifier, and thoughts about what might be happening with the new toys they now had. That night, as he was dressed for bed in his overnight diaper, his wife brought out the new vibrator they had picked out for her use. She purposely left off her panties, expecting to experiment with the new toy while her hubby was addressing her sensitive nipples. As this progressed, and he was intent on nursing from her with a new found intensity, she reached over to her bed stand and grabbed the new vibrator. She said, Samuel, I will teach you how to touch me with this, as it is a replacement for what you have lost. She took one of his hands from her breast, the usual spot while he was suckling, and moved it with her hand holding the toy to her pleasure spots below. She moved the toy into his hand and guided it to all the right places, after several trips, achieving what she had been missing for years now. How glorious was this moment, something that she was able to hold for longer than she could remember? As she came down from her arousal, she pushed Sam off of her breast and said he should slide lower to offer his oral efforts again, not to pleasure her, but to clean up after that memorable event. Sam did as he was told, and soon they were both sleeping. The days continued with these new findings, and soon they were faced with the second family counseling visit the following day. Ester told Sam that she had decided to enroll in the first available time slot for the mentioned Introduction to Nursing class, as she was very happy with the feelings she was getting from Sam’s constant attention to her breast, and wanted to see how far they could take this. 4: Second visit to Counseling When they arrived and met with Dr Ray, they covered all the progress that had been made since the last visit, and the Dr was very impressed when told that Ester had finally reached orgasm again on several occasions. They talked about the combination of the very sensitive nipples she now had, how they were nearly always erect, and how the combination of her husband’s attention to her breast and the introduction of the toy play on her girl parts got her to the point she had longed for. She than mentioned that they had decided to do the course she mentioned at the last visit to try to enhance these feeling even more. She did also mention the her treating her husband more as a baby, having him wear diapers and pullups, and heaping on humiliation has also helped him achieve some release as well, although that has not been their primary concern at this stage. Dr Ray was very happy to hear all this news and went on to say that this course, was all about pushing those baby experiences to the max, and attempting to induce lactation so that there could be a mother child bond develop between the couple. At this news, Ester became ecstatic and said that was really her greatest hope as she believed she had lost that opportunity, not having any children. Dr Ray than explained that the next available course was in about two weeks, just enough time to change her meds to create something mothers about to give birth would have in their hormone balance, again to help to induce lactation, but only a part of the process. The Dr explained that when they return for the class, they had to arrive at the clinic, part of this same campus, by 9AM on that Monday, and would not leave till the following Sunday evening. All their needs would be provided for during their stay, but to bring along diapers and a nursing bra with pads hopefully needed for the return home. Finally, the Dr advised Ester to really push suckling activity with her husband in the days leading up to this course, as that was really important to build up the stamina needed for the course to be successful! As they left for home, Ester handed Samuel his paci and told him it had better stay in his mouth for the next weeks, unless his mouth was on her breast. The ride home was quiet as a result with Ester thinking that this is what she always dreamed of and Sam wondering what he has gotten himself into. The next days were not unlike the days preceding the last Dr visit, with a few changes as a result of planning for the course. Sam was constantly sucking on his paci heeding the warning from his wife, and was also starting to use his pullups and diapers a bit more for intended use also at his wife’s urging. Ester was starting to notice different things happening in her breast, as the new meds certainly were plumping up things a bit more, not to mention the itching feeling she was starting to feel. This was only soothed by the suckling of her dedicated husband, as he was always there when the need arose, something she was extremely happy for. For Sam’s part, Ester promised that if he was a good boy, followed his directions in the coming weeks, he could look forward to some exciting rewards as his wife would start to use their toys on him for his benefit on a regular basis. It was soon time to return to the clinic for the week of intensive training, and all were starting to look forward to it, not having a clue of what was in store for them at that point, only the promise of the outcome and great pleasure for both as a result.

This is my first submission to this forum, but considering the story line, felt this was the appropriate location to post it. It is fairly long, so if you like it, I will continue to add the sections over time. Introduction to Nursing 1: The Beginning Ester and Samuel were getting on into their mid-50’s being happily married for about thirty years now, when things started to get a bit boring with their sexual life. Even while they were very near or at retirement, after doing very well with their respective career choices, and having no money worries, things with their private life were becoming stale, it seemed. Gone were the days when they were able to please each other with hot steamy sex on a regular basis, these days Ester was thinking more and more about the lost chances she had to have had children to nurture as they long ago decided with Sam’s inability to father a child, that they would forgo that experience. She had many friends that had family which were always visiting, and she now knew how much they had given up by not raising a family. While Sam still tried on occasion to make Ester happy in bed, with the resources he still had, his loss of even the ability to achieve a strong male presence over the last years, made him feel even more inadequate than he did in his younger years, with his very small size male appendage that at this point still did at least show up. Sam was always enticed by Esters large breast and spent most of their romantic time lately fondling and nursing on them, which seemed to make Ester somewhat excited. Sam also tried on numerous occasions to also play with and stimulate orally Esters love cannel, but either his lack of understanding, or his wife’s unacceptance of his efforts there, limited her pleasure from that. These days though, his only pleasure came from self-stimulation after visiting the sites he frequented on the internet, where small endowed men were babied and humiliated by either their wife’s, or by professional ladies that would provide whatever stimulation online someone paid for, no matter how strange it seemed to some. Sam just felt that for some reason, being treated as such was a major turn on for him, and seemed to be about the only thing that would get him excited these days. Of course, he was not willing at this time to share this very private fantasy with Ester so he went to extreme measures to keep this part of his life hidden from her. As the years went on and their frustrations with their sex lives continued to worsen, Ester happened to read about a couple’s therapy specialist that focused on older married couples suffering from empty nests, and loss of gratification in their marriage. This seemed like something that fit exactly what they were experiencing and Ester mentioned it to Sam one day after thinking about it for a few days. Ester mentioned that she really wanted them to give this a try, as they needed to do something to wake up their sexual feelings again as they were not that old yet! After a few days of pushing this issue to Sam, he finally agreed to give it a try. 2: The Marriage Counselor After making an appointment for a couple weeks into the future, the day finally arrived and Ester and Samuel drove the couple hours into a neighboring city to find the office of this councilor. Sam was impressed as they entered this large complex and found the office they were looking for, a Dr. Melisa Ray, who was a middle-aged well-spoken lady with a spacious but friendly office that they were brought into. After all were settled and introductions were finished, Dr Ray pressed the issue of why they came in for the visit. Ester responded that they have lost the sexual closeness that they once had for each other and wanted to see if anything could be done to get it back. Dr Ray pressed on to ask if they have been open and honest with each other about what most excited each of them, and was met with silence. Ester finally spoke up again, adding that since Samuel started dealing with ED, it became harder for her to get aroused in her lady parts as with his penetration, as little as it was, was always enough to excite her, and after the loss of his penial erections, his efforts at oral stimulation of her vagina or even more so her clitoris was never the same. She also mentioned his fixation on her breasts were of some stimulation to her, but did not make up for the intercourse that they had experienced in earlier days. She added that Sam seemed to becoming more and more drawn to her breast, and that she did enjoy his attention, but something was still lacking as that was not quite enough to get her over the top to the feelings she once had. Dr Ray than asked her if she had expressed these feelings and concerns with Sam, and she said that when she tried to talk about this with Sam, he seemed so embarrassed by his now lack of performance, that it never got very far and he always changed the subject it seemed. With that the Dr spoke directly to Sam, addressing the topic his wife brough up. Dr. Ray told Sam that his ED issues, and small penis size were a problem other’s have had and there are things that have been tried and accomplished with others that may be helpful here as well but the first step is to acknowledge the issue, and talk about it. With that the Dr again asked Sam if this is the reason that he was reluctant to talk to his wife about their sex life, and he finally softly said YES. The family councilor sighed and said that this was a very important first step toward helping any couple come to terms with each other’s needs, and that they were making some good headway. Focusing again on what Ester had mentioned earlier, she asked about her feelings when Sam would fondle and suckle her breast, if those were the most exciting, she has been experiencing. Ester was a bit flushed when she answered, but did indeed say that this was quite stimulating to her, and seemed to excite Sam as well. Dr Ray than approached Sam and asked him to share with them what it is that excites him these days, as both Ester and her did not believe that as a male, there was nothing that he was doing to get aroused, even as he and his wife were not hitting that mark these days. Sam did not want to divulge his secrete but after a bit more badgering, he finally mentioned that he did find some porn sites exciting enough to allow for some self-gratification on occasion, even without his member coming to an erection. Dr Ray pressed this to the point that Samuel finally admitted to becoming excited from being humiliated about his small penis size and thinking about being treated as a baby again. This did not come as a complete surprise to Ester or to Dr Ray, as it helped to explain some of his high level of interest in his wife’s breast, and want to fondle and nurse from his wife whenever he could these days. At this point, Dr Ray mentioned that they had covered a lot of area for the day, and that they should continue this discussion in a month or so. She also added that she would prescribe some medication for Ester, that would stimulate her nipples and possibly enhance their feelings when cuddling and possibly lead to a higher level of excitement, at least for Ester. She also suggested more regular suckling, at least on a daily basis to see if this would promote more intense feelings for each other. Finally, she mentioned that, with all the things talked about today, there was an intense week-long program that they might benefit from that they could consider if all went well after the next visit, a program called “Introduction to Nursing” which dealt with not only treating someone as a baby, but also a crash course in nursing, and possible start of lactation, something that has been very successful in creating renewed intimacy in older couples when other things have failed.

I have had a similar diagnosis but am not incontinent yet, just a bit leaky at this point.