Luci Vaughn

Purple! Or possibly a dusky red . ~Luci

I'm excited cauze I has a three day weekend coming up @ the end of July. I'mma do all sorts of lil Luci things & watch movies & have a really good time ~Luci

Twilight is a series by Stephanie Meyer that is basically vampires & werewolves for teenage girls & their creepy mothers. It gained even more attention and luvin' when the first book was made into a movie. Since then, they've released two more movies (since they can't have Jacob aging; he's the vampire). ~Luci

So The Last Airbender comes out this week, and I'm super-excited (though i'm not sure if little Luci should be watching it lol). Since I'm excited, I thought I should bring forth a thread talking about whatever it is you're excited about . It can be ABDL-related or whatever else you want to talk about ~Luci

Probably bitch to his galpals at the salon where he gets his nails done. ~Luci

I thought it was nice . I admit that Up had some dark tints to it, but they just made the lighter moments all the better ~Luci

Yesterday, before I went to see my movie, I bought lil Luci a My Pretty Pony coloring book, crayons, and bought the adolescent Luci (which doesn't sound quite as fun lol) the first Lemony Snickett book. Unfortunately, I'm going to have to crack down on the spending, since I need to save for a new computer and monitor. I may buy my girls some used things, though, if they don't cost too much. ~Luci

Forewarned is forearmed: What I say may be convoluted, confusing, and down right fucked up. If you have any questions, feel free to ask Bear in mind that I've not had this diagnosed, but I believe I used to suffer DID. My theory is that the combination of a father who went to Korea for three or four years & a suicidally depressed mother, coupled with associations with unstable individuals, led to the beginnings of my multiple personality fun. I remember almost none of this, but have had it told to me by my parents. I'm not sure if it was DID because there were only three of us in this body, but almost all of the symptoms sync up with what I've gone through. The first personality was a gunslinger by the name of Dakkon Gunmaster (not terribly original, the last name). He was a very honorable man, and very physically imposing. He'd offer guidance and advice to H (the birth personality), but H was quickly becoming unglued, and was also developing some disturbing personality traits. This is about the time I came to be. Originally, I was supposed to be the happy-go-lucky persona, the one who was weird but in a fun way. Then we/Harland (still not sure about this one) fell in love, and the shit hit the fans not too long afterwards. I don't remember the summer before the senior year of high school, but I'm pretty sure that we were all dead. I don't ken if it's truly possible for every personality to die within a body, but that's the only explanation for what happened. What I do remember is that I started the senior year of high school, and I was all alone. And I was a woman. Now, before anyone decides that my being trans has to do with a mental illness, I believe that, even if there had been no severe mental illness, that some kind of gender change would have occured anyway. He/I might have been genderqueer/genderfluid/etc, but I think that it was never the design of this mind and body to be male. Moving on lol. After a complete mental breakdown, also while dating psycho gf (if you want/need particulars, PM me), I came to grips with who and what I am. Even after being relatively sane/normal (for lack of a better word), I would talk to my lover "Sarah" and she would answer me. She, of course, was only in my head. I think that might have slid down into something bad, but I managed to get it under control. (side note: It's really hard to write serious content while listening to Dethklok lol) Fast foward to now, and my discovery of my love for the ABDL lifestyle. I recently went to see Toy Story 3, and had to kill some time before the movie started. I went over to the Books-a-Million because I wanted to buy little Luci some crayons and a coloring book. While I was in the store, I found myself talking to little Luci and responding to her in mommy mode. Things like, "I've got you some crayons here, now let's see if we can find something for Mommy". Or, "You can either candy or popcorn, but you can't have both; you'll end up with a tummy-ache." Admittedly, I let her have a large Cherry Coke, which wasn't the best thing a Mommy can do lol. I'd noticed before that, when little Luci came forward, that it wasn't so much a conscious regression, but more of a separate person. I think that this may be DID again, but without the negative issues that accompanied the previous occurance. It seems to be divided into threes again (I see the number three as a number of power [read too many fantasy books lol]); big Luci, little Luci, and adolescent Luci. Each personality has its own wants and desires, and may in fact be parts of the whole that is Luci (me ). It is my opinion/somewhat observation that those with dissociative tendencies can develop personalities from their regressions, and that it most likely does not have any negative impact on their lives; as long as the individual is able to spend time catering to the personalities. If they have to suppress the personality/personalities, then I think it can lead to severe psychological issues. ~Luci P.S. - This was from the churning stew of my brain, so feel free to call bullshit on it if you so desire.

Actually, I identify and conduct myself as a woman. I am not a third gender. As for the male-pink relation, I honestly don't care what males are/aren't allowed to associate themselves with. However, I do associate dogs with masculinity, and that could be why I see Wuffles as male. I understand that you're not trying to offend anyone, but you did offend me when referring to me as a third-gender. It's not something a gal like me wants to be called by anyone. Just a heads up .

I don't understand this at all ~Luci

I didn't see one... ~Luci

The Mommy in my head let it slip a bit lol, but she does a pretty good job otherwise . I shouldn't have bought the large Cherry Coke. ~Luci

So I stole this from another forum I frequent. Basically you say something about the person above you, and then someone else comes along and says something about that person. It's an interesting way to get to know people and have some fun . ~Luci

I didn't cry, but it was very touching. It tugged at Wuffles' heartstrings lol. @wellpadded: I did not have too much fun! I had a small tummyache, though, cuz I had too many sweet things. I wanted to color, but I wasn't sure if seeing me color would mess with people's heads. My next movie that I wanna see (though it's a big Luci movie) is the Last Airbender. The next little Luci one is Despeciable Me & that one about the owls. It looks super! ~Luci

Welcome to the Padded Lands, and we hope you enjoy your stay. A few notes: 1. Wetnmessy (sp?) says really bizarre and unpleasant things, but just ignore it. 2. Chat can get fucked up at times, but since MommyGwenie was banned, it's been rather chill 3. Blog blog blog! We need more interesting blogs up in the DD-blogosphere. 4. Have fun! ~Luci

Okay, just saw Toy Story 3 today. It wasn't a packed theater, so I was able to have Wuffles out while I watched. I'd planned on being padded as well, but it turns out I'm not a large lol. I didn't have my bottle, either, due to an inability to get the godspounded nipple on, but I did have chocolate milk! Apparently AMC sells it in the drink case, and it's awesome! <-- never had chocolate milk before. Anywho, the movie was fantastic; it had the perfect combination of humor, suspense, and emotional pull. Oh, and I saw it in IMAX3D, which was killer! ~a very happy little Luci P.S.- I also bought myself (playing pretend as my Mommy, cuz I got those imaginatory skillz) a My Pretty Pony coloring book, crayons, and a Lemony Snicket book. P.P.S. - Whee!

Okay, for anyone who might know: How in the blue fuck do you get the nipple onto an evenflo classic nurser? Because it's seriously pissing me off. ~Luci

Two questions: 1. Who is this person 2. Where can I find her videos to download legally, if there is such a place?

Gods damn, honeychild! That's a good deal ~Luci

1 and A! 1 and A! *wills people to vote like I did * ~Luci

genderallia: the pill that changes your gender whenever you like, to whatever you like! side effects may include: ravies, terracotta lymphoma, drainers dingus, and plumbers potbelly. ~Luci

The only times that I've cried was when I was insane. Other than that, I don't cry. <-- has serious problems lol ~Luci

So I got my Wuffles the day before yesterday, and I love him to pieces . He's psycho-cute, super-soft, and one of the best to cuddle with . ~Luci

I hope you aren't allergic to yours like I was to mine. Turns out I have a mild allergic reaction to latex lol, which sucks because I spent about 55 dollars on a paci and bottle nipple *pouts* ~Luci

Wow! I bet you can do a lot of things with Not Available ~Luci