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I don't ageplay physically, but every night before I go to sleep I have about an hour that I dedicate to whatever "fantasty" scenario is on my mind. My scenario tends to change as I become intrested in different TV shoes, games, books etc because of one crucial thing - I am never actually ME in these scenarios. I don't know why, but I just never felt comfortable using myself as the protagonist, so I regress using one of these fictional characters. Another thing that people may find unusual is that though I am female, I "use" male characters and regress to a baby/toddler boy. (I often hear about male>female but never female>male.)
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Bored And Depressed.
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Those are my two favourite cartoons. In fact, I broke out my Spongebob DVDs today and watched the entire first season. -
Anhedonia makes "herself" at home and nothing is enjoyable anymore. What do you do when you feel yourself slipping into that rut?
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I have been on Citalopram and Sertraline in the past. Now I am on Escitalopram and Buspirone. I hate it. I wish I had never started on any kind of medication. I was only 17 when I agreed to go on anti-D's, and even though I was severely depressed, at least I still had a personality. These last few years on drugs have sapped my "life force". Sure, I don't feel so depressed anymore. But I don't feel happy, either. I don't feel ANYTHING. I am numb. And I still think about taking my life, for that reason. So am I really any better off than I was when I started?
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I have a DS and a PSP. I love survival horror games (Silent Hill, Resident Evil, Manhunt), though sadly there aren't many on portable gaming systems. Other games I like are Professor Layton, Pokemon, Guitar Hero, Loco Roco, Mario Kart, Super Mario Bros.
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I recieved my sample 2-pack of Cuddlz this morning and thought I'd try stuffing them. I opened the back carefully and tried to seperate the padding from the plastic, but I just ended up with a lumpy mess of fluff and crystals, and ultimately a big rip in the back. Am I doing something wrong, or is that how it is supposed to be? I just kind of presumed the padding would be a nice neat pad rather than a load of loose fluff and crystals. Any tips? I am wary of stuffing now, I don't want to ruin any more in this way.
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It didn't arrive today. Hopefully tomorrow!
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Yeah, the one I ordered has disappeared too.
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Inner Child UK.
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This one: I can't wait for it to arrive.
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Is he a duck? I love ducks!
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Both really. Listening to the songs gave me a very intense feeling of dread and hopelessness. I am entering into a depressive phase, though I'm not sure whether the depression is causing me to loose pleasure, or the loss of pleasure has triggered the depression. I also get the disgust thing. "This is wrong", "This isn't normal" etc.
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I was listening to some childhood songs last night, like I often do, but instead of relaxing me I found the experience to be quite triggering and I had to stop because it made me feel so bad. I also get no comfort out of my bottles or soothers anymore. I don't want to throw everything away, because I still have the desire to regress, but at the same time I am now finding the experience to be more a case of going through the motions than pleasurable. Why the sudden change?
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Depression, anxiety, psychosis.