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I’m finding lately I am barely wake up, peeing, then falling back asleep. last week was the first time trying to stop my self from peeing on a long time and I couldn’t. I had to go and no amount of might could stop my self from a slow trickle until my bladder was more empty. I’m tempted to try wearing underwear tomorrow and seeing what happens. Some people have said maybe I trained my self while in diapers. Maybe it’s time to test again at home and see what happens when I need to pee.

Agreed wait until you have your own place.

I started wearing, then that lead to using them, 7 years later, I can’t hold it, I leak. Bu wearing and using diapers (going when you need) you will retrainnyour body. You’d probably want to make sure to start holding / waiting once you hit the 3/4hour time range you want. However, you may find that you’re on a slippery slope and your range you can hold it will shrink. It also may not.

I have seen that similar reaction. 🤭 I think that’s people for you. Those people for what ever reason say that, even though a doctor warned me, “if you use diapers for you IBS, you may find you’ll need them permanently”; that was 17 years ago I’ve been in diapees for almost 7 years. When I started wearing permanently, I had already had bowel accidents throughout my life and was diagnosed IBS. I did not have urinary issues. Now, I have urge urinary incontinence, as in I can’t make it to the bathroom without leaking. I’ve been tested and doctors couldn’t tell me why. The interesting part… I never set out to untrain… it just kinda happened. So while I see what some people say, my experience… IS SO different from theirs, that it’s not possible. Even though it is and I’m currently living it. Some humans are not as open as others. 🤭

Last night I wetted my diaper during my sleep. There have been times. I thought it happened, but was unsure. However, last night I went to bed with a dry diaper on and have woken up with a very soggy diaper.

I don’t live in Kelowna, but I live near Nelson. Feel free to shoot me a message if you want to chat.

If they can that is there problem, I don’t care my diapee crinklz

Been thinking about the Pelvic floor physio, I think I'm going to stop going. They have been saying (not the I know better) its easier to go if you are sitting down on a toilet, but I'm diapered. I did talk to them about the fact that after talking it over with my partner, I'm just going to use my diapees and not worry about making it to the bathroom. Which means sitting down rarely happens. I have a back injury and prefer to stand when I can. With that said, I'm often standing when using my diapee. While I did grow up with faecal urge issue, urinary was something I did not deal with. This DD journey has changed that. I'm at a point where when I get a sense to pee it will take me less then 20 seconds to go naturally, I have noticed right before I start to wet my diapee my bladder seems to spasm, like it contracts a like 4-8 times, then I'm peeeing. Its a weird sensation, sometimes when I'm about finished I can't even tell if I'm peeing, not peeing, or its just pee running down my diapee. When I try to hold it and my bladder is full there is no way I'm not leaking. I've been reflecting on that because at one point in my life, I could hold it all afternoon. Now it s the di pee life for this boy. Does anyone else notice that bladder spasm before they pee?

perhaps this person in NH needs to move to Denver

Is that place even open anymore?

Don’t know about surgeries as I wasn’t interested. As for pelvic floor physio, going but it doesn’t seem to be doing much for me. Again, not that I want my incontinence to get better lol.

So I figured I’d give an update. It’s been 2 months since my last. I’ve spoken with my urologist, had ultra sounds, and nothing was found. They prescribed me tamsulosin, Flowmax as I wasn’t completely emptying my bladder. He asked how I was managing with the use of dispees, I said it was working just fine and provided my with a great quality of life, which is very true. They also said surgery was an option, I said no to that. i’m trying to untrain, however, sometimes I catch my not releasing, as in I don’t go when I feel the urge. Sometime I’m stop my self from messing my diapee, even though…. Have urge incontinence and leak anyways. This will happen when I’m by myself, in public I would prefer not to mess my self. Using my diapee for pee is different, I am actively trying to go more often. Part of my problem is I’m not drinking enough water during work days cause changing my diapee is more difficult. So drinking more water is something else I’m working on. I’m lucky enough to have a support partner. A partner that during changes reminds well lovingly remind me that I did a good job by going in my diapee. In the night, I’m a random infrequent bed wetter which probably has something to do with not releasing when the urge hits or trying to pee often during the day. So far I would change a thing, maybe making this switch sooner lol.

I prefer LEGO myself. Duplo was never really my thing. You can find bricks that look like LEGO, however, LEGO just clicks better

Love LEGO I love the term AFOL - adult fans of LEGO. I just started collecting again.

I started out as a DL and am a Little now. Didn’t really have an interest in my little things until is was 30 +

For me, I started wearing 24/7 for small spurts and gradually increased the length of time for days to week to months. I started doing that around 2013, sometime around late 2017, I think, maybe even mid, I started 24/7. I was still using the potty then sometimes to. About April 2018, so 6’ish years ago I started my journey. Fast forward to now; it’s noted on my medical file that I’m dual incontinent and have urge / stress incontinence. I wear diapees , I use diapees, my diapees are changed by my loving partner and mama. I’m so grateful I can’t even put it into words. Anything is possible, follow your dreams, and stay diapeed! 🤩😍🥹🫶🏻

Agreed, or talk to Dr Lipscomb virtually?

I am lucky enough to say, I have. We met a little over a year ago on a vanilla dating app. A year later we’re living together and she loves being a mommy. Part of keeping the relationship going is making sure she feels loved and appreciated. 😍

Driving somewhere, messing yourself and not being able to change for hours.

Well that was an experience, yes, prep was the worse and it wasn’t that bad. No issues found, looks like my next scoping is in a decade. i went diapered, when the nurse told me to removed everything including my underwear; I replied with “I wear diapers” she said like “oh, do you need to wear them all the time?”. me “yeah, it’s why I wear them” Nurse “oh yeah right” she nervously laughs and walked out. After the scoping and I was in the initial room, she said I could get dressed. As my lovely mama is helping me, she walked back in and said “do you need a pad?”. I almost started laughing at her, pad? lol pad? LMDO it’s a diaper, like why that nurse got such a stigma hahaha. I’ve got little concern telling medical professional I wear diapers, the majority of the time they are the ones who are acting awkward. In some ways I kinda feel bad for them!

I didn’t tell my friends, 2 roommates I have told but i said it was cause I needed them, not that i wore causally for fun.

I considered the legal aspect but I don’t care, I’m Canadian and it’s federally legal! 😂

LMDO, that’s a typo! colonoscopy, lol