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The best way imo is to 'tuck it downward'. I already do that with normal clothes and panties so it doesn't show in my everyday life (and I'll be free to stop that after surgery). The longer it is, the more likely it will stay that way. I'm pretty small, so it rarely stays that way with diapers. Its not even 3 inch flaccid (and its always flaccid too). With clothes I do it differently, in that I also tuck in my testes (you might think that hurts, but it's pretty painless for me) and wear two pairs of panties on top of each other to keep it in place. Obviously, most diapers are looser than that, unless you wear something restrictive or tight at the crotch (a onesie, tight pants), you might still have problems.

I take naps on my own everyday, about an hour, I must be careful not to take it too late or too sleepy or I might sleep 8 hours (I don't put an alarm or anything for naps). I just love taking naps. Since I'm out of diapers, I just slip in the bed in whatever I'm wearing, remove my vest if I was wearing one. I sleep clothed to remember I'm napping and not sleeping 8 hours. I'd love to take naps at the command of a Daddy, but I probably wouldn't object to a daily nap (I'd object to more than one).

Wow, that's tiny. And I get told I'm tiny myself with 25 inch waist and 32 inch hips. I have to wear XS women/junior stuff or size 0. If I was shorter I could also take size 10-12 girl's clothes. Now I take size 10-12 panties though (since adult's smallest is too big for my hips). I'm also at 100 lbs, for 5'6" and my bone structure is very small for either a male or female (low-end of female mostly). I prefer diaper covers, and diaper themselves to be snug. Wal-Mart's Small-Medium are supposedly 32-44 inch hips, and are too big for me. I could fit in youth/baby diapers.

1. Yes, physically and emotionally - by bullies, all the time. 2. Didn't need a reason / No reasons given. But apparently I was too feminine (I was seen as male - at school anyways, where they knew my legal info), too small, too smart and too alone. 3. Yes, need security. I almost answered "Only happy times in my life", but I don't remember those times.

I voted since I was judged male as birth. This was true before transition to female as well. Though may be skewed due to intersex condition (no libido, small size): 1. No and like it that way. (Canada doesn't do is as routinely as the US) 2. 4 inches flush though the last time it's been 4 inches was months ago. 3. Never or does 2-3 incomplete times in 26 years count as hardly ever?

Hmm, is there an option for Gnosticism? I'd be a mix of Gnosticism, Paganism and Buddhism, Christian, mixed with personal philosophy, and I take it and leave it about those four religions (especially the fourth). I voted undecided.

Yeah it's nice to pass for 10 years younger. I'll be 26 next week, I can pass for 16-19 still. I'd pass for somewhat younger if I was considered a boy though (probably 13-16).

There are rather cruel jokes that are harder than 'can't find a date'. Try 'can't find a date' because of no libido. Or 'can't find a date' because you have a penis as a girl. And I like diapers, too. It's just more acceptable for a girl (due to rarity), but that's totally offset by having male genitals, however temporary that is for (it's not offset by my looks though, I'm seen as just any girl, thank you testosterone resistance).

I went to see my psychiatrist in an Abena X-Plus Small I had worn for 24 hours (and was obviously very wet, but not messy - for the record, I can make one last over 24 hours without leaking, provided I drink moderately). I sat there in front of her talking about stuff for one hour. Don't think she ever noticed.

I do a lot of that too. I *need* to sleep with a plushie hugged at breast level, I *need* to hold my bed sheets close to me to be able to sleep. I don't take much room even in my single bed (but I can't really sleep well in a fetal position, I tried). I don't need a pacifier to sleep, and actually can't sleep with it in my mouth very well. Though have no issues sleeping diapered, even if it's pretty wet, or even messy. I LOVE cute. I have a Hello Kitty necklace, Hello Kitty ankle socks, regular socks, knee-hi socks, Hello Kitty sneakers (about my size too). A Charrmy Kitty pen and book (though the book is now ruined due to water). I'll ride the shopping cart even if it's empty (in the store), and ride it more outside. I'll have my mom push me on it sometimes (still live with her) when I do groceries with her (but not in the 'seat', though I'd probably fit, she won't let me). I skip sometimes, even in platform shoes. I prefer sneakers as shoes for the freedom of movement and I hate high narrow heels (and don't own any). I'll twirl randomly if I'm happy (especially if wearing a cute skirt or dress that goes larger as it goes down). I twirl my hair around fingers often. This isn't only AB or childlike behavior, it is who I am as a person. I have a lot of submissiveness in my behavior too. But I emphasize cuteness deliberately. I only wear natural looking make-up (no lipstick, no eyeliner, no eyeshadow, only foundation, pressed powder, mascara and blusher) and appear as a teen of between 16-19 to most people (I'll be 26 next week).

I ordered a case of X-Plus small (regular, not Air Plus) recently. They fit great, hold a ton, last a whole day ^^ good for going 24/7

Little of both (intersex) Female (identify and looks) would be a girl (definitely, forever and ever and all subsequent lives)

Was potty trained by 3 years 2 months old and last diapered then, too.

My mother, and some online friends, half not being involved at all within our community, and my online boyfriend and dom (bf is my dom).

That can be a common fantasy, but not necessarily some many would want to live. Many would not want to go public, or be seen/found out/humiliated about it, many are not into being dominated or having all decisions made for them, many AB/DLs may be switches (submissive at times, dominant at others). Those things you mentioned are going into a domination/humiliating streak, some may enjoy that, but I'd rather ask before I assume.

I told my mom 2 days ago and she took it pretty well. I've told a few online friends as well. I don't have many real life ones, so I don't really feel the need to tell any of those. My mom and friends were all pretty ok with it. And my online boyfriend took to it and babies me at times.

Write with my left hand, but use scissors and other things and throw with my right (even if I'm just awful at throwing).

I'm sub, LG, DL, and sort-of-AB. Sub all the time LG most of the time (when I dont need to hide it, which is surprisingly often) DL for play mostly, willing to go 24/7 possibly, it does turn me on - not all that much into public humiliation though (or pain for that matter) AB during intimate play and/or at night time, depends on dom I don't mind bondage as long as its not to inflict physical pain (ropes that definitely hurt and such) My experience with diapers is limited...but I can be pretty willing, and I don't mind new things. I want to be dominated. What I can say is that stories of diaper/bondage are a definite turn on. And while I'm very curious and interested in diaper-play, I haven't had the chance to try real ones (only makeshift), or anyone to dominate me in that way (except for online, but meh). I'm too shy to buy them...and I think it wouldn't be the same alone, too. AB-side limits: I can walk, don't mind being carried (and I'm a lightweight), I can talk (unless I got a pacifier or something), I can talk with correct syntax and such (I don't like to fake it), I can wet and/or mess but at the discretion of the dom (I know some dont like to clean up messy ones) LG-side perk: I love lolita fashion I've not really been involved into BDSM communities either online or offline. I did introduce Dom/sub elements, diaper play and LG to guys before (who didn't know about it before)...though online. I'm a bit shy and looking for longterm commitment. I think I have this preconceived idea that it wouldn't be the same without love.

Actually, such facilities DO exist... They're used to correct delinquent behaviors yes, but also Lesbian and gay 'tendencies' Thinking for yourself Feminine boys and masculine girls, or transgendered kids/teens and those facilities are sometimes sanctioned by the government They just don't use diapers and AB-like treatment. They use medications, force, coercion, isolation, peer pression (that they create)... I like the story, as long as it's fiction...

I hope I'm not bad about 'reviving' this thread, I just think making another about the specific subject would be a waste. I'm the oldest in a family of 4. I'm 24, and have three younger brothers of 22, 16, 14 - no sisters (sadly). I was quite the model student, wanting to please teachers and parents...but also verily unaware of what people called common sense, being rather isolated. Without friends or even 'buddies', I only had neighbors to play with (almost all boys...), and our differences simply didn't work out. I wasn't tomboyish really, so trying to do as if I was didn't work. Was always singled out, even beaten up and constantly bullied, into elementary and high school... 6th grade IQ test classified me as 'gifted' (don't know the numeric result, probably 140 or so), but my interest in school was only in completing it...it was like a prison. I got grades either in the 60-70% range, or the 85~100% range, depending on the course and my interest in it. I only failed a single course in my 11 years of school, by 1%, and it was unimportant. My brothers don't seem to be just as gifted, the one who's 22 is more of a practical learner, he's not stupid, but is definitely not an academic. The one who's 16 is not bad, but a notch under me. The one who's 14 has ADHD and more similar to the one who's 22. We go in pairs it seems.

Hi all, I've been a lurker, but mostly on the other parts of the site (stories namely). Decided to check out the forum after reading a few stories. I'm an Adult Kid I guess, since I'm 8 emotionally. It's not play to me, really...the play part is if I introduce AB elements, which I don't mind at times, depends on which - and yes, I'm picky lol. As for diapers I consider them part of LG (Little Girl) play, not AB play, in my case. I have a pretty understanding daddydom, long-distance for now, but definitely going to get serious, and for more than ageplay, too. Hmm I said LG play, but I really feel like a LG as a normal state of mind...just a very wise one lol...but that doesn't prevent me having innocence and naiveté even in my adult personality (that's not intentional lol, it just is). My adult side takes over when the LG side can't cope - but ultimately the LG side is the biggest/most important, for me. Basically people can tell I'm youthful, but they don't automatically assume LG. I'm also into lolita fashion (the Japanese one, not sexual) and own a few amaloli dresses, fits well as a LG. Hmm, and how I found out about it is rather complicated, but I tried to have makeshift diapers in my teens, before I knew anything about it. It took me many years to look it up, but I have in recent years. And now I know where I stand mostly. Oh, and I'm 24, almost 25, but can pass for younger (but, obviously, not 8). Sara ~