kittengirl173

Oh I actually enjoy leet code problems a lot! It's just the "grind" word that kind of made me anxious. I'm a pure math major myself, and I do find coding overall to be easier than proofs, lol. No accidents so far, but I'm finding my bladder control is lessening. I can get on a day without a diaper, and I have been for some classes, but it feels a bit tense. I'm constantly thinking about how I have to pee when I'm home. Just now in a diaper, i peed myself and I really didn't see it coming at all. To some degree, I'm "diaper trained" where the pee just comes out without me thinking much about it. Other times I notice it and do my best to push it out right away, as that makes me happy. :3 So while I can go out and about without a diaper, I don't really trust myself to sleep without a diaper. It's not really me worrying about peeing in sleep as it is so uncomfortable to sleep without a diaper as I would constantly have to get up to pee. I already had an overactive bladder before finally letting myself buy diapers, lol.

Thank you for your suggestions. I just don't want to live my life for other people, and grinding hours on leet code does not sound like me. I didn't really mean to turn this thread into a job application advice. Thanks for your time, though.

Yes, I have a month and a half, but I am actually a senior in college in addition to my job. I have ADHD, and it's really hard to get my brain to use the freetime I do have to apply for jobs. So I'll probably have to try to go without diapers for a bit when I graduate and am just living off my girlfriend's income until I get a job. I major in mathematics but my job is in web development and I have a lot of coding experience. The job market is really bad though right now, so I'm pretty scared about getting a job, but that's besides the point. Anyways, staying positive, I'm making good progress on diaper training, even if accidentally, and that makes me happy.

Last night, I went to bed with a fresh diaper on. I woke up at 5 AM extremely briefly (barely remember it) when my girlfriend left to go to work. Then I woke up at 8 AM. When I got up, I realized the sheets and mattress under where my diaper was were wet. To be perfectly honest, I had taken a weed edible the night before, as a dispensary recently opened up near me. I find that it reduces my bladder control. But I hadn't expected to pee so much for my diaper to leak. My diaper was a Crinklz, for reference, so not a huge capacity. Still, does this imply that I peed in my sleep, or at least in a conscious state that I wouldn't remember much? I'm scared but excited for what this all means. Scared because in a couple months when my part-time job ends and it's only my girlfriend working, I'm not sure how much I'll be able to afford diapers. I'm scared because this means I may truly rely on diapers. But I'm excited because I may truly rely on diapers! That's the dream! I think I want to get some high-capacity night-time diapers like megamax for the future. Even right now, it feels like so much effort to hold back my pee. I'm experiencing so much progress so quickly. Maybe it suggest I really do belong back in diapers... :3 EDIT: Like just now, I started to pee my diaper without even thinking about doing it. That's been having more and more lately. This is insane and so lovely!! I just don't know if I was ready to be a diaper girl. I need to buy more onesies in my wardrobe, buy more wipes, so many preparation steps! My bladder future is uncertain but it is very exciting. EDIT2: Just changed my diaper status to Incontinent on my sidebar in this forum. Aaaaa, this is so crazy yet cool!!! I just really hope I'll be able to keep affording diapers.

I'm in a very wet and poppy diaper. I just popped myself a lot and it felt sooooo good. I'm a very good baby!!!

Yee, I think it was a friction rash, but maybe also a bit of a traditional diaper rash because I am a side sleeper. I was having issues with diapers being loose (see https://www.dailydiapers.com/board/index.php?/topic/89799-are-diapers-supposed-to-be-loose/) so I've been taping it tighter instead. I think I will try to find a middle ground while also starting to use powder and creams. Thanks for the advice!

I've been wearing diapers more frequently now that I can afford it. But I'm starting to get rashes, especially on my sides surprisingly. What do you recommend that helps? I've noticed moisturizing more is good. I want to start using protective creams and baby powder, as I haven't done any of that yet. Do you have any you recommend?

There's this inherent cuteness to my brain that I crave of wearing diapers permanently. To just so helplessly pee myself makes me so so happy. I keep worrying that I only want to be incontinent because it turns me on but my brain keeps obsessing about it. As my financial situation improves and as I wear diapers more and more, I'll soon figure out if untraining is the right journey for me. 😊(I hope it is. :DD Biggest worry is I have ADHD and incontinence would be another daily routine I might be bad at doing, but diapers make me very happy so hopefully it will be easier? I'll find out from more 24/7 stretches.)

Update: I have gotten a lot better at tapes thanks to the advice here of angling them and also taping as tight as possible initially, and now my diapers aren't falling down anymore! :DDD Thanks for all the other advice, though, everyone! I love onesies, but it's really nice to walk around the house in just a diaper, too. ❤️

Oh, so it is okay if the tape doesn't come around the front? I'm wearing a Crinklz Large FairyTale and the tapes only reach the sides. I tried angling them more downwards on the top and upwards for the bottom tape and it's staying up a bit better. I'll definitely try larger diapers and see if the tapes go to the front.

When I wear a diaper, especially if it's already somewhat wet, unless I'm squeezing my legs together while I walk (and thus waddling more, heh heh), it feels like the diaper is falling off. Is that normal? Or does it mean the diaper is too big, too small and not wrapping around my waist enough with the tapes, or just that I'm taping it wrong? Obviously with a onesie, this isn't an issue, but I'm wondering if I'm fundamentally messing up diapering myself, ha ha. I have very wide hips and a big belly, so maybe the issue is that the diaper is too small and the tapes aren't going around the diaper enough. Or maybe the diaper is too big and so it's loose. Or maybe I just need to pull the tapes even tighter when diapering. Curious if you have any advice on this.

I constantly have to go to the bathroom. When wearing a diaper, I don't have to worry about that anymore and I can just feel safe. It's nice. 🥰

I really want to be myself, so yes!

I believe I may have an intersex condition for a variety of reasons, but one is because mine is extremely small, especially now that I'm on HRT. It is actually difficult for me to pee at a toilet because I really have to push it down for it not hit the rim! It makes diapers even more tempting, ha ha. I do want bottom surgery as a trans girl, but sometimes I like my girl dick. Difficult decisions.

That's what I thought. I thought diaper covers could be worn over plastic pants for fun if one wants, versus plastic pants and diapers serve a function. They're all very cool and nice though. 🥰