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hello all,an abdl from kuala lumpur malaysia,any others over here...

Emily nodded behind her new doll and reached for mama. "Shh" She said pointing to Gracie giggling while she was trying to sleep.

Eating disorders are more common than you think. It probably is a good idea to seek help with it. Just think, if you were allergic to peanuts and yet didn't even notice you were eating them at first, then you could have been in real trouble.

"Ok mama, I'm coming in now" Gabbie comes inside with mud up her pant legs and over her hands, in her hands she holds a couple of flowers which she hands to Maggie. "Mama these are yours and Mommy's. I picked them for you"

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If employers are kinda put off by you not having much activity lately, perhaps you could do some volunteer work for a while? That might help in some way shape or form. It would give the employer a chance to call whoever you volunteered for to ask if you're on time and what not.

Gasp. This was really fun! Very true too about avoiding that visible Pamper line!

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=nfaYbsdhebE

They just covered this on the daily show, they were first talking about the police having to go back to the station to get changed by their bosses "Hand in your badge, and your boom boom". Then they had their "on location" reporter wearing what looked like depends for men pull ups, he even licked his lollipop, and sucked on a pacifier. After the commercial, the guest Julianne Moore said she just walked by a sexy man in a diaper, and that it was very sexy. Worth watching online or when it reruns tomorrow.

I am wondering if anyone bothered to notice that the OP was kicked from the site???? So no use in replying to the post people

What a controversial subject for an ABDL forum!

Oh my gosh! I loved "Are You Afraid Of The Dark?"! I used to watch it every Saturday night on SNICK. I also really liked Doug, Rocko's Modern Life, Salute Your Shorts, Wild and Crazy Kids, and a bunch other shows that were on Nickelodeon in the early 90's.

Thank you for sharing this here, Pamperpants! I loved hearing you talk about your life and thoughts and feelings. That isn't always easy! You were so articulate and I got a lot from listening to you.

Great interview! In my opinion, I feel that you did a great job representing our community. I appreciate how understanding and non-judgmental Dr. Sue was. I wish more shows were like this. I hate seeing how most shows on TV on the subject merely try to bring out the shock factor in attempts to get ratings.

Sorry guys- delayed due to life. I've been in crises mode for the past month or so- helping a dear friend who had a predator issue. Things are finally settling down- life is returning to normal. Hopefully over the weekend MDL and myself can make some headway on the guide. On my own progress- I will say that I am now leaky about 90% of the time. That is no urge, no warning, either a constant drip, or an oz at a time. On average now I may get 1-2 "urges" per diaper where I am consciously aware of the need to pee for a split second. The rest of the time there is very little feeling in my urethra, and I can usually only tell I am wetting by the change in weight, sound, or the tickle feeling of urine drooping around/on the skin. There is often a "heavy weighty feeling- as if there was a lead vest on my bladder when urine is filling the bladder, the sphincters give out after only an oz due to weakness and elasticity issues- no real urge feeling. The only time this is really noticed is when lying down- falling asleep. If I'm busy, or distracted. Fat chance of knowing if I'm wetting, wet or dry. It's at the point where I need to stick to a schedule, keep changes handy, and check myself, as even the best taped diaper can leak in the right position. It's also at the point where I can no longer go without a diaper- that choice is gone. The fantasy has become reality. The reality is that if I am caught in a situation without protection- I will wet myself without even realizing it. When I started this- I don't think anyone knew if getting this far was physically possible Both MDL and myself agree that the 12 mo program guide will only get you to the point of getting comfortable to go at any point. We now know it is possible to get that "holy grail"-I'm right at about 15 months.+ the 6 months the 2 years before. -Blake- "Be careful for what you wish for-not because you might get it, but because you might not want it anymore once you do". I actually don't regret this- there've been plenty of opportunities to turn back- only those who work through every mind block and hesitation can get here- first and foremost it's a head game.