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I can wear diapers to bed, I just can't sleep while wearing them.  Thin, thick, it doesn't matter.  I'm lucky if I get an hour or two off and on all night long if I have a diaper on.  If I'm out of town on a vacation, I can sleep a little better in a diaper at the hotel, but I think it's from being worn out from all the driving and touring all the sites and being on the go all day.

I've had a couple padded rolling computer chairs end up with pee stained cushions over the years from soaked leaking diapers.

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We reach the climax of the story!   Dan and Robyn are eager to explore their new relationship with each other, whilst Landon tries to repair things with Livy. ---  I am only able to pay the bills, keep the lights, put food in the fridge and keep my butt in nappies through the generous support of those who enjoy my stories. I have both a SubscribeStar AND a Ream page, both get the same content, and the wonderful subscribers are all able to read every story update I write a full week before anyone else. Not only that, but at the $10 tier there are 29 stories EXCLUSIVELY available to subscribers. There's also the opportunity to have big discounts on commissions and even free stories written for you at the other tiers.  I deeply, deeply appreciate everyone who supports me by subscribing. It really means the world. This is my only source of income and my subscribers allow me to dedicate my time to writing and posting more stories for everyone. If you have the spare funds and wish to find out more, you can visit either of my subscriber pages. https://reamstories.com/elfy https://subscribestar.adult/elfy ---  Landon turned as Livy ran past her and out the door. She brought her hands up to her face and immediately realised she had done the wrong thing. She balled up her hands and hit herself on the forehead. “Stupid… stupid… stupid…” Landon repeated to herself. Landon had gotten angry. She’d become frustrated with Livy and stopped properly thinking about what she was doing. She acted as she would with Robyn. If Robyn started freaking out, she knew a firm hand was what was needed to get her to a place where she could open up and let those emotions out. Livy was not Robyn. Landon knew Livy was sensitive, perhaps more sensitive than anyone she had ever met, and she had messed everything up. “Stupid… Stu-…” Landon continued. “Ma’am, are you alright?” The worker who had told Landon where Livy was asked. “What?” Landon snapped, “Yes, yes, I’m fine. Excuse me.” It had been building up all morning. Landon had a picture in her head of the perfect day out with Livy. She had seen how it would all go. A nice coffee at the café to break the ice, some presents, a delicious lunch, and by the time they got home they would have bridged whatever gap had been between them. Instead, Livy had scuppered the plans every step of the way. She had been quiet, clumsy, and to be frank, embarrassing. The places Landon had taken Livy were places she frequented often. She knew the staff as acquaintances. They would now be talking about her; she would have to try and explain things. What really had caused Landon’s frustration was the collapse of the pretty picture she had in her head. She could see herself and Livy smiling and laughing, trying on clothes and jewellery, holding hands down the road and gossiping the way friends did. She had the picture in her mind so clearly it seemed like it was practically already real, and yet every step seemed to make it an increasingly distant dream. Landon became short-tempered because she knew how she wanted the day to go, and she hadn’t got her way. “That’s always it with you, isn’t it.” Landon muttered to herself, “Always have to have things go exactly how you want them.” Landon pushed open the door to the street and looked up and down the sidewalk. Livy couldn’t have gotten far. With the state she was in she would’ve looked for the closest place to hide and stayed there. There was a gap between buildings leading to an alleyway up ahead. Landon started marching in that direction. “What would you have done if you hadn’t got Dan, eh?” Landon asked herself out loud, not caring that people turned to look at her, “Would’ve you have thrown a tantrum then as well?” It was something Landon tried to push from her head, something that always returned. The fact was, when she first started butting into Dan and Livy’s lives, she didn’t have any high-minded ideas of polyamory. She wanted Dan. And when Landon got the idea that she wanted something in her head, nothing would shift it. She wondered how far she would’ve taken things to get what she wanted. Landon hoped Livy was alright. She had looked so frightened and upset, almost indistinguishable from a toddler. Landon cursed herself again. The day had been about bringing the polycule closer together and yet she felt like she had only driven it further apart. If Livy wanted nothing to do with her or Dan after this, she would only have herself to blame. Reaching the edge of the alley, Landon looked in and initially saw nothing. She felt a flare of panic, if Livy wasn’t there she could be anywhere. Maybe Landon had been walking the wrong way, maybe Livy had gone somewhere else. She started imagining the places an upset Livy might end up, or the things she might do. She would have to phone Dan. She’d have to tell her that she was such a bad Big that she had driven Livy away from her, maybe forever. Just as Landon was pulling out her phone, she saw a can rolling across the ground from just behind a dumpster. She slowly put her phone back in her pocket and walked into the alleyway, the high walls of the building on either side dampening the noise from the street very quickly. As Landon got nearer, she heard crying echoing off the walls. Finally, she reached the set of dumpsters and saw Livy pacing up and down restlessly, despite Landon standing right there it didn’t seem like Livy had seen her, it didn’t seem like Livy was seeing very much at all. Landon lowered the bags of shopping she had been carrying to the ground. She felt her heart sink when she saw how upset Livy was, she wondered what sort of person would yell at her. Landon walked forwards slowly. When she was within arm’s reach of Livy, she reached out and put a hand gently on Livy’s shoulder. The adult baby flinched backwards against the wall, knocking over a glass bottle that had been standing there and spilling some suspicious liquid. God, she had really messed the poor girl up. “Livy, are you OK?” Landon asked in a soft voice. Livy nodded. She was not OK and that was very clear. Her hair was a mess, her skin was red and blotchy, and her bloodshot eyes still had tears streaming down her face. She had her two hands clasped in front of her as she looked at Landon with wide eyes. “I’m… I’m sorry!” Livy burst into tears again, “I’m so sorry!” Livy dropped to her knees. Landon closed the gap and did what she should’ve done many other times that day, something which didn’t come naturally. She dropped down and wrapped Livy in a tight hug. Livy cried as Landon blinked her own tears away. “No, no…” Landon said quietly, “I’m sorry. I’ve messed this all up horribly. You have nothing to apologise for.” Livy continued to cry, and Landon held her. She couldn’t help but be reminded of the first day she had really spoken to Livy. When she had seen Livy running to the bathroom on the verge of tears, when she had walked in and offered to help. It was her selfish desires that had started everything, now it felt like her lack of regard for the people she cared about had hurt Livy. “I’m sorry. It’s my fault.” Landon kept repeating quietly as she rocked Livy back and forth a little. Landon wasn’t sure how long Livy cried for, all she knew was that her knees were hurting by the time the tears slowed down. She continued to shush Livy gently, repeating her mantra and telling Livy she wasn’t at fault for anything until Livy final stopped crying. Landon should’ve known that, to Livy, one cuddle was worth multiple special treats on days out. Sitting down and playing with her would more effectively bridge any gap than taking Livy to fancy places. She had done all the things that so impressed Robyn, but she hadn’t thought about Livy’s needs. She didn’t care that her legs were going numb, and stones were poking into her knees, she deserved it all and more. When Livy finally came up for air, she had snot and tears all over her face. She sniffed and wiped at her eyes with her hands. Landon reached into her pocket and pulled out a pack of tissues, Livy took some and started to clean herself up. “Sorry…” Livy said as she sniffed wetly. “No, you have nothing to apologise for.” Landon said again, “I’ve been… God, I’ve been such an idiot. This is all my fault, I shouldn’t have got upset with you, I shouldn’t have made you come out here, I shouldn’t…” “No, I mean…” Livy pointed at Landon’s waist. Where her head had been, “I cried all over you.” “Oh.” Landon could only chuckle as she looked down at the wet clothes. It was her turn to take some of the tissues and do her best to clean herself up. She was grateful that Livy managed a small laugh as well. Landon groaned as she stood up. Her knees were not happy with her, and it felt like her legs had become two stiff branches that didn’t bend in the middle. She helped Livy to her feet. They stood next to each other, both feeling awkward and guilty about what had happened. “There’s so much I need to say to you.” Landon said, “But I think we should find a better place for that conversation than this smelly old alley.” “Oh?” Livy looked worried. It was hardly a shock. Every time Landon had taken Livy somewhere that morning things had got worse and worse. “Don’t worry.” Landon said, “I think you’ll like this one. I know I can’t ask you to trust me after everything, but… give me one more chance, maybe?” Livy seemed to genuinely be thinking about saying no. After looking around and wiping her eyes again she finally shook her head. Landon breathed a huge sigh of relief. She hadn’t killed the relationship. --- Dan’s hand gently moved down Robyn’s naked body. She laid on his bed, looking up at him. At the same time vulnerable and resolute. Dan’s hand caressed a breast, and he felt himself react in the usual way for heterosexual men such as himself. He kept a close eye on Robyn’s face, always gauging her reactions and ready to pull away the moment she showed discomfort. The conversation in the nursery had been enlightening. Dan had entered that room thinking he had blown up the polycule and exited it thinking he understood Robyn better than ever. He was down to just his underwear, resting his crotch on top of Robyn’s and knowing she could feel the hardness that would soon claim her. They had reiterated their safe words, and Robyn had practically dragged Dan into the bedroom. “I know you’re trying to look out for me.” Robyn said as Dan’s mouth moved down to her breasts and sucked a nipple between his lips, “But I am more than warmed up and ready for you!” “Patience.” Dan teased. Robyn stuck her tongue out at him. Dan smirked. That sort of playfulness in the bedroom would take some getting used to. He had been planning for a lot more foreplay, but if Robyn wanted things sped up, he could do that too. He lifted himself up and slid off the bed until he was standing, Robyn’s eyes followed him and remained fixed on his crotch. Dan hooked his thumbs under the waistband of his underwear and pulled them down. As his tool sprung out, already at full attention, Robyn’s eyes went wider. Dan had to smile. It was quite a compliment to get that kind of reaction. “Ready?” Dan asked. Robyn nodded. She opened her legs up and bent them at the knees. Dan got back on to the bed and aimed himself for her glistening entrance. He looked at Robyn’s face as he slowly pressed forwards. Robyn quickly threw her head back and let out a moan. Dan knew that Robyn had been penetrated with strap-ons and toys before, but this was the first time she had experienced the real thing. He went slowly, inch by inch entering Robyn and spreading her wise open. “Oh God.” Robyn moaned. Her hands flew out to the sides of the bed. “Are you alright?” Dan asked. Pausing momentarily until he saw Robyn rapidly nodding her head. “Just… just feels… different.” Robyn panted. “Different good? Or different bad?” Dan asked. “Good.” Robyn replied quickly, “VERY good!” Dan started a slow and steady motion as he leaned over Robyn. His hands were planted either side of her as he moved extra slowly and carefully. It wasn’t easy, as good as it clearly felt for Robyn, it felt amazing for him too. Robyn’s legs wrapped around Dan’s torso and seemed to be almost trying to pull him in even further. He kept the pace slow though, he didn’t want to overwhelm the poor woman, not after what had happened that morning. Dan let out grunts as Robyn moaned and raised her hips to meet his thrusts. “F-Faster.” Robyn moaned. “Are you sure?” Dan asked. Robyn had started nodding her head immediately. Dan knew she wasn’t a woman for half-measures. If she wanted something she wanted it all the way, she was very much like Landon in that respect. Dan was more than happy to oblige. He picked up the pace, plunging into her with a slightly increased speed whilst still trying to be as gentle as he possibly could. “More!” Robyn exclaimed, “Harder! Faster!” Dan was getting taken by the moment that had seemingly already grasped his lover. He started speeding up even more, withdrawing nearly all the way before pressing back in with speed. Robyn reacted by moaning louder and flailing her hands. Dan growled as he continued to push into Robyn, her legs opening indecently wide for him. “Harder!” Robyn cried out. Dan paused and pulled all the way out of Robyn, his dick dripping with a mixture of both their fluids. Robyn looked up at him in shock and disappointment. That soon changed when he flipped her over and pulled her up on to her hands and knees, the same position that Robyn had just experienced her spanking in. Dan could see just how red her ass already was, along with a mixture of other colours that showed she was bruising already. “Ah!” Robyn exclaimed as Dan got on his knees right behind her and pressed straight back in. Robyn was soon arching her back and crying out with each thrust. One hand went up and grabbed the headboard as Dan went to town. In this position he was able to leverage even more power and speed. Sweat came down his face as he grunted with each movement, the nerves in the most sensitive part of his body sending a cascade of pleasure throughout his body. Dan knew he wasn’t going to last long. This wasn’t meant to be a slow and sensuous experience, he knew what Robyn wanted, a more animalistic pounding. He pulled out and pushed in like a piston, each moan from Robyn seeming to make him swell inside her. He felt Robyn shudder and she seemed to grip him as her arms gave out and she was left sticking her ass in the air. With an almighty grunt Dan exploded inside her. He panted and draped himself over her as he climaxed, his eyes half-closed and the sweat from his and Robyn’s bodies sticking them together. He held that position until he was finished. Almost as soon as his orgasm subsided, he felt a crushing weight descend upon him. The reality of it all suddenly becoming clear. “Wow…” Robyn panted. Dan started to immediately question what he had done. He felt like he had cheated on the loves of his life. He slowly pulled out and looked down as a globule of his semen dripped from Robyn and on to the sheets. She slowly rolled over, legs wide and chest moving rapidly up and down. Dan stared at her as if he had just killed her. How could it do that!? Robyn was vulnerable and he… “Hey, hey… What’s going on?” Robyn asked as she sat up. Her eyes had quickly gone from half-lidded in ecstasy to full of concern. “I… I shouldn’t have done that…” Dan said quietly. He was still on his knees, sitting back with his still half-erect penis sticking out in front of him. “What? Why not?” Robyn reached forwards and touched his chest. “You’re a Little and… it isn’t right!” Dan said. He wondered if this meant he was a pervert, somehow a danger to society. When he had sex with Livy it was always when Livy was being an adult. Robyn was almost never like that, “There’s Livy… a-and Landon…” “It’s OK!” Robyn said quickly, “It’s OK.” Dan allowed himself to lay down as Robyn pulled for him to come lay next to her on the bed. Dan felt her arm drape across his chest. He couldn’t look at her. He was ashamed. “Look, I told you before.” Robyn said softly, a hand trailing through his hair, “I needed this. This hardcore stuff to me is like cuddles are to Livy.” “But…” Dan started. “There’s all sorts of Littles.” Robyn continued, “A whole spectrum from ones who are never sexual to ones who are only sexual. Me and Livy are at opposite ends. I’m telling you, what you just did has really helped me. I feel great!” “Really?” Dan asked. Turning to look at Robyn and seeing that she was beaming at him. “Really!” Robyn replied, “The spankings, the sex and the bondage are all a part of who I am. Honestly, you’d be a pretty neglectful Daddy if you DIDN’T have sex with me!” They both froze. Dan looked at Robyn and realised it was the first time she had called him “Daddy.” It sounded so different coming from her mouth compared to Livy’s, as if the same word had very different meanings to them both. It was then that it finally fully clicked for Dan that it really did. When Livy said “Daddy” she was talking about a man to look after her, and to protect her from the world, but when Robyn said “Daddy” she was talking about a man who took control away from her, disciplined her, and made sure she knew her position. Dan smiled and Robyn joined in, her cheeks going red again. “I can’t believe we just did that.” Dan said. This time he chuckled as he said it. There was no guilt in the words, now it was just disbelief at the situation. He put a hand up to his sweaty forehead and let out a deep breath. He could feel that his heart was still racing. “If it helps… You were really, really good.” Robyn said. She laid her head on his shoulder, “I mean, I’ve got nothing to compare it to, but you beat the hell out of my dildos.” Dan laughed. He was aware they would have to get up and get cleaned sooner rather than later. He wasn’t keen for Landon and Livy to walk in and see them like this. Whilst he was sure they would both be alright with it, the situation would be very confronting to throw in their face, especially for Livy. “Maybe we should do it again.” Robyn suggested. A hand started snaking down Dan’s chest and towards his dick. He raised his eyebrow as he looked at Robyn, “You know… for science. It might’ve been a fluke; we need to repeat the experiment. It would be irresponsible to not check our results…” Dan smiled and felt Robyn’s hand grip his shaft. Despite the recent exertions it was already starting to thicken again suggesting round two wouldn’t take too long. However, instead of allowing Robyn to continue massaging his private areas, he pulled away from her. “Not yet.” Dan said as he slipped out of the bed and stood up. Robyn looked up at him in disappointment. Dan had to smile at her pout. She was more like Landon then he suspected either of them realised. It was taking a lot of willpower to turn down an immediate second go with Robyn, but he had a job to do. A job as Robyn’s Daddy. “Don’t think I’ve forgotten about you swearing earlier.” Dan said as he tilted his head and sat down on the edge of the bed. Robyn’s eyes went wide, and she seemed to be momentarily lost for words. Dan reached forwards, grabbed her legs and pulled her over his lap. Despite all her protestations and flailing he didn’t hear a safe word, so he pulled his hand back and aimed for the already red posterior of the adult baby. --- Livy was unsure of exactly what was going on. She had run away from Landon when it seemed like everything was ruined, then Landon had found her hiding in an alley, but instead of shouting at her, Landon had… hugged her. It had been the last thing she expected and after crying out all her emotions on to Landon’s blouse, they had headed back to the car. Instead of going straight home, Landon had pulled up in the parking lot of a local park, one Livy knew quite well. They had left the car there and started walking down the gravel path towards the play area, which was also where most of the facilities were. Livy was still making sure to stay behind Landon by a step or two, but her anxiety had mostly evaporated. There were less people around here, less noise, and the world felt a lot more welcoming. That wasn’t to say Livy was completely anxiety-free. However, her nerves had gone from breaking point to manageable, she just didn’t know what Landon had planned. After everything else that had happened that day, she didn’t have high hopes that it would be anything good. Maybe Landon was just faking being sorry and was bringing Livy here for one final humiliation before she left forever. “Do you want ice cream?” Landon asked as she looked over her shoulder. That didn’t seem like the question of someone who was going to imminently humiliate her. Livy nodded her head and Landon smiled. They went to an ice cream van that was parked near some picnic benches. It was busy, with lots of families enjoying the nice day. “Why don’t you get us a seat, and I’ll bring the ice cream right over?” Landon suggested. “I think… I think I’d rather stay close to you.” Livy said quietly. She was looking at the people around her. It didn’t feel like the crowded streets of the town, but it was still more than she was completely comfortable with, especially after the morning had drained her emotional reserves. “No problem.” Landon said. Livy waited in line with Landon. They didn’t say much to each other until they each had an ice cream cone. They walked over to a bench that was a little further away from the others, it wasn’t a picnic bench, rather a two-person seat placed in memory of someone who had evidently loved the park. Livy sat down and tasted her sweet treat. The sugar was immediately welcomed by her tired out body. “It’s good, right?” Landon asked as she ate some of her own ice cream. Livy nodded. “I should’ve known this was going to be much more your speed.” Landon said with a sigh. Livy looked at Landon in shock but saw she was smiling. After a few seconds she felt what remained of her guard dropping and laughed as well. It was pointless. Landon was saying she saw her as a little girl, trying to prove she was mature had failed and trying to fight it, after everything that had happened, was a losing battle. Livy gave in to the inevitable. “I’m sorry.” Livy said. “I told you earlier, you don’t need to apologise for anything.” Landon replied. “I feel like I do.” Livy shrugged as she ate some more of her treat. “Well, if it will help you feel better…” Landon said. “Today… I ruined it.” Livy looked away from Landon and instead watched some teenagers playing football on the distant side of the park, “I wanted to prove to you that I was more than just a baby. I wanted to prove I could be mature and adult, that I could be taken on proper dates and stuff. I really, really wanted you to, I don’t know… respect me?” “Oh, Livy…” Landon said. “I just feel like I’m not enough. I’m weak. Something is just broken inside me, and I can’t cope with stuff that I should be able to. I see you, Dan and Robyn and you’re all so strong and put together, and then there’s me. Next to you I’m like… I’m like…” Livy struggled to find the words. “A little girl?” Landon suggested. Livy’s head sagged and she looked at the gravel in front of them. She kicked a few of the stones as she nodded. She was taken by surprise when she felt something heavy resting on her shoulders. She looked to the side of her away from Landon and found of the other woman’s hands on her shoulder. She couldn’t remember Landon doing that before. It was immediately reassuring in a way that Livy could hardly describe. “It wasn’t you who ruined today.” Landon said softly, “It was me.” Livy looked up and opened her mouth, but Landon shook her head. She stayed silent but leaned into the arm that was around her shoulder. “I took you to places that mean a lot to me.” Landon said, “My favourite restaurant, a café I frequent, the jewellery store I should have a loyalty card with, and the clothing store. All places that mean something… to me.” Livy turned sideways on the bench, carefully flattening her dress to stop the bottom of her diaper poking out. She subtly rested her head on Landon’s arm, wanting to keep that contact. “Today shouldn’t have been about me. It should have been about you.” Landon shook her head, “I didn’t think about you at all when I drew up this plan in my head. I’m ashamed to say it. I just thought about what I wanted and assumed you would like it too. I put a lot of pressure on you to act a certain way, and I feel terrible about it.” “I should be able to!” Livy blurted out, “I should be able to be a big girl sometimes!” Livy had spoken loudly, and she winced as the phrase “big girl” drew some curious looks from people walking nearby. She meant what she said though. To practically have a nervous breakdown when doing normal things felt like a weakness. “Why?” Landon asked simply. “Because… Because everyone else can.” Livy replied. She looked out at all the people in the park, none of whom would’ve struggled like she did. “I wouldn’t be so sure.” Landon replied, “Everyone has situations that they struggle with, things they need help with. Being mature isn’t about having no weaknesses or bottling up emotions. You called yourself weak, but that’s not what I see when I look at you. No, I see someone who has gone through more anxiety this morning than most of these people will experience in a year. You went through it, and you came out the other side. That isn’t weakness. It’s strength.” “I ran out of the store crying…” Livy said, “I had an accident whilst getting my ears pierced…” “And you carried on. You got knocked down and then you stood back up.” Landon said as she moved her hands animatedly, “You faced a number of hurdles and, yes, you may have stumbled a few times…” Livy snorted. A few times was being generous. It felt to her like it would be more apt to say she tripped at the starting blocks and fell into every hurdle, arriving at the finishing line with all the obstacles hanging off her body. “But you got through it. Hell, after I came and found you in the alley. You could’ve just told me to take you home and break everything off. You didn’t.” Landon turned to face Livy, “You are sensitive and that is a good thing. It may come with downsides, but you are one of the most loving and empathetic people I’ve ever met.” “I…” Livy started. “Please, let me finish.” Landon smiled and Livy nodded, “I don’t want you to be mature. I don’t want you to be immature. I just want you to be Livy. I’m happy when you’re happy. You don’t need to be able to go to a fancy restaurant or expensive clothes store to please me. I should’ve known this right from the start. I was a fool, and I don’t deserve the second chance that I’m asking for but… Livy, I am truly sorry for today.” Livy’s mouth was hanging open and in truth she wasn’t entirely sure what to say. She wasn’t sure she would’ve been able to say anything regardless, there was a lump in her throat that suggested that if she tried to speak right away that she might burst into tears and she’d already shed enough of those that day. Livy leaned against Landon’s arm and closed her eyes. She didn’t really feel she deserved the praise or apology that she was getting, but it was nice to know that Landon wasn’t mad at her. They stayed there for a minute or two, enjoying the atmosphere and the ice cream. “Can I tell you about my history in “the scene?”” Landon finally asked. “Sure.” Livy replied. “Believe it or not, before I met you, I had never heard of adult babies.” Landon said. She kept her voice low when saying the embarrassing words, “I had to go on a crash course of finding out who ABDLs were and what they liked.” “Why?” Livy asked. “Why what?” Landon frowned. “Why did you need to research it?” Livy said, “You assumed I was one, sure, but why did you investigate it so much?” “Do you want the truth?” Landon asked. Livy nodded. “Alright, look, this is going to make me look bad, but since we’re doing honesty” Landon conceded, “I fancied Dan. A lot. When I found you in the bathroom that time, I had an ulterior motive. I wanted to get closer to Dan. My original intention was to try and… get with him.” “What!?” Livy exclaimed. “Wait, let me finish!” Landon quickly continued, “I know, I’m a horrible person, but when I started getting to know you more, I… Well, I fell in love with you too. It wasn’t long before I just wanted us all to be together. THAT’S why I researched your lifestyle so much.” “That’s… OK. Wow.” Livy was trying to process what she was hearing. She had always assumed that things could’ve gone a different way, but to have Landon state it openly was not something she expected. That wasn’t to mention that Landon had just told Livy that she loved her! “Like I said, I’m a horrible person.” Landon conceded as she ducked her head, “If it helps, I’m glad nothing happened between me and Dan until I got to know you more. This polycule is the best thing to ever happen to me.” “Me too.” Livy agreed quietly. “So, I did research. I looked online, read articles, joined forums… It’s where I met Robyn.” Landon’s mouth twitch into a smile, “Robyn was the first adult baby I met. Well, second, I guess you’re the first. But she was the first that I experimented in the scene with.” Livy nodded. “Robyn likes… adult things whilst feeling Little.” Landon said, “As I’m sure you’ve discovered.” Livy blushed as she thought about the many, many nights of diaper humping and other naughty play they had engaged in after lights out in the nursery. “Robyn likes sex, and bondage, and when she’s processing something, she finds it easiest to get things off her chest when I’m being very domineering.” Landon explained, “She wants someone who will be strict and stern, a disciplinarian who can put her into line. My problem is, I’ve spent a lot of time with her and a lot less with you, one on one that is. So, when I saw you struggling, I just automatically went into doings things that would help Robyn. I admit I grew frustrated with you as well, and that influenced how I acted, but my point is that no two Littles are exactly alike. I should’ve taken that into account. I should’ve done more to learn what you need.” Livy didn’t reply straight away. Instead, she licked the ice cream that was threatening to melt and run down her fingers. The stuff with Dan had come as a bit of a shock, but if she was honest, that was what she had been worried about at the time, that Landon would steal her husband. She couldn’t disagree that the way things had ended up was the best possible scenario for all four of them. What Landon said, about Robyn and not knowing what Livy needed, seemed to make sense too. In the past it was nearly always Dan who looked after her, Landon didn’t often get too close, she never seemed particularly comfortable with that side of things. “I guess this is another apology.” Landon chuckled, “My apology for not knowing you like I should. It’s something I would really like to rectify.” Livy looked up at Landon and saw an honesty in her eyes. Whatever had happened in the past was water under the bridge. The Landon sitting next to her on the bench felt a world away from the one that walked into the toilets and saw her crying. She smiled. “Just to be clear…” Livy said with a cheeky grin, “I like sex and bondage sometimes too. I just like cuddles more.” Livy tentatively opened her arms, and Landon was no slouch in leaning forwards and cuddling her. Livy immediately felt better, like there was a gauge for cuddles that had run dangerously low and was now quickly filling back up. The hug in the alleyway had felt like a necessity, the one on the park bench was very different, it was full of joy and hope for the future of the relationship. “Oops.” Livy said as they separated. She was looking at Landon’s chest where a good portion of her ice cream had smeared against her. “Oh dear…” Landon said and then laughed, “You’ve really done a number on my blouse today. I think it was about time we head home anyway.” “I agree…” Livy paused. A word dancing on the tip of her tongue. One that she had never even considered using before, one that now felt as natural as sliding the last piece of a puzzle into a slot to finish the picture, “Mommy.” Landon froze from wiping the ice cream with her tissues. When she looked up at Livy it was with tears in her eyes. Livy had no idea it would mean so much to her, the fact that it did made Livy all the gladder she had said it. Landon leaned forwards and held Livy in another cuddle. When they pulled apart it was with more ice cream smeared on both of them, something which caused them both to laugh. “You really are one in a million, Livy.” Landon said as she stood up. Livy stood and then took Landon’s hand as they started walking back to the car. It had been an incredibly strange day, one of the most stressful of Livy’s life and yet the outcome seemed to be better than she could’ve ever dreamed. She almost felt like skipping as she walked alongside Landon with a soggy diaper that would almost certainly need to be changed when they got home. “Do you think Daddy got up to much?” Livy asked idly as they reached the car. “With Robyn? Oh, I imagine so…” Landon said with a big toothy smile. ---  If you have enjoyed this story then you may enjoy the start of my BRAND NEW story "What Emma Wants" about a young woman in a world where women are slower to gain their motor skills than men trying to beat the odds: https://reamstories.com/page/lpjgftb4y2/story/mobgtuaba5be79 https://subscribestar.adult/posts/2454751