2011

Back to my weekly grind again, so no padding for me. Dressed up as an astronaut for Halloween (again). I had Crinklz Astronaut on for most of the night, but I didn't wet it until about midnight, because I wasn't as hydrated as I should have been. Wet it again around 2:30, and one more time before changing out into a BetterDry Day diaper for church. I came back around noon, and went to sleep around 2:00. (I have found new sources of mental garbage.) I woke up around 10:45 Sunday night and soaked it slightly. Peed two more times before I changed into a Depends. (Just to have a diaper on.) I took that off before running to the laundromat.  I got my case of Pixel Pals earlier today, so maybe a test run this morning?

Here is the final chapter. Thanks to @DprBoySissyWI and @Parkin for reading my drafts of all the chapters in advance. I hope you enjoyed the story. I’d love to hear your comments. Please let me know what you think and what I could have done better. Chapter 4: New Opportunities When Kim woke up, light was streaming in through the window. He stretched and yawned. It was Saturday, and he could sleep in, so he stayed in bed. He felt his diaper, as he usually did in the morning. He always hoped it would be dry, but unfortunately, it never was. Not this morning either. He poked his wet diaper with a finger. His babysitter had also slept in a diaper. It was hard to believe, but he’d seen it himself. There had been a clear diaper bulge in his pajamas. He wondered if the babysitter’s diaper was wet now, too? Yesterday at the playground in the park, his classmate Jacob had said that he wore diapers at night until first grade. So maybe it was true when Mom and Dad said he wasn’t alone in this—that other kids besides him wet the bed, too. Jacob had also said something along those lines. What was it again? Oh, right—that it happened to more kids than we think. Jacob’s mom had told him that. Imagine if there were other kids at school who had to wear diapers, too. There might be. So maybe it wasn’t just his fault after all, but something that could happen to anyone. That would make it easier to live with. His babysitter—Lucas—who was actually an adult, didn’t seem bothered by it at all. It was strange to think that Lucas had spent the night and had a bedtime just like Kim—even the exact same bedtime. Kim turned his head to see if Lucas was still sleeping in Sebastian's bed. But the door to Kim's room, which had been open when he and Lucas went to bed, was now only slightly ajar, so he couldn't see out. He listened for a moment and could faintly hear people talking, maybe in the kitchen, but it was too far away for him to make out who it was or what was being said. Kim usually slept in on weekends because he didn’t have anything to do anyway. He didn’t have any friends he could invite over because he was afraid they’d find out about his diapers. But he figured he’d ask Jacob if he wanted to play, since Jacob already knew about Kim’s diapers and still wanted to hang out with him. Why not get up right away so he could ask Mom to call? Kim was also curious to see if Lucas was still there. He got up and found Mom, Dad, and Lucas in the kitchen. They were eating breakfast and were already dressed. “Good morning, Kim. Did you sleep well?” Dad asked. “Yes. I just woke up.” Mom turned to him. “Good morning. Would you like to have breakfast with us? We didn’t wait for you because we didn’t know when you’d get up. You can also wash up and get dressed first.” “I’m hungry, so I’d like to eat now.” “Okay. What would you like?” “Cornflakes? And maybe some yogurt afterward.” Mom found a bowl and cornflakes for him. There was already milk on the table. “Sure. Sit down and eat. Would you like a glass of orange juice?” “Yes, please. When is Sebastian coming home?” Dad replied, “He’s having breakfast at John’s, so it’ll probably be a couple of hours. It’s only around eight o’clock.” Kim started eating. The adults were talking about university stuff that didn’t concern him, so he didn't pay much attention. When they finished eating, Lucas and Mom stood up as Lucas prepared to leave. “Are you going home now?” Kim asked. Lucas replied, “Yes. I had a great time with you yesterday.” “Will you be my babysitter again? I like you.” “Yes, when I have time. I might have to do something else sometimes. Of course, it also depends on what your mom and dad decide.” Mom said, “I think we’d love to have you babysit again sometime if you're available, Lucas. I’ve never heard Kim say he liked a babysitter before.” Dad nodded in agreement. “Yes, definitely.” Kim looked up at Lucas. “Thanks for coming. You’re different from the other babysitters. They don’t listen to what I say or take me seriously.” Kim sniffled. “They… They see me as a baby just because…” Lucas crouched down and gave him a hug. “It’s okay,” Lucas said. Kim clung to him for a moment before calming down. Lucas let go of Kim and stood up. Their eyes met. Kim swallowed and looked away. Lucas placed his hand on Kim’s shoulder. “I’m glad you enjoyed spending time with me, Kim.” Lucas fetched his bag from Sebastian’s room, and Kim and Mom followed him to the front door and waved goodbye. After Kim had finished his cornflakes, he took the yogurt out of the fridge, scooped some into a bowl, and sprinkled muesli on top. “Kim, what did you and Lucas do together yesterday? I hear you had a good time,” Mom asked. “Yeah. We went to the park before dinner. We didn’t have time to stay long, but I ran into Jacob from my class. It was kind of weird…” “How was it weird?” “He told me he used to wet the bed and asked if I do that, too.” “Just like that, out of the blue?” “No. It was because I was there with a babysitter. Jacob first asked why Sebastian wasn’t with us, and then why I didn’t have sleepovers like Sebastian.” Kim looked down. “I couldn’t really say why. But Jacob had been in the same situation himself, so he guessed why." "I understand, but it still seems strange that Jacob was so direct." "But he still wanted to hang out with me. He said I could sleep over at his house another time." “That sounds like a great idea if his parents are okay with it.” “His mom was there, and Jacob asked her before they went home. She said it was fine.” “So what happened after that?” “We went home, and Lucas made dinner. Afterward, we played chess. He’s really good and beat me, but then we talked about the games and he taught me a whole lot. Did you know Lucas is a chess player?” "No, we’ve never talked about that, but it’s great that he could help you with chess." "Maybe Jacob will be my friend. I was wondering if we could play together today." "We can call and ask. Do you know where he lives?" "Um, no. But we have the class list. Will you look it up and drive me or walk me there?" "I can do that, but let’s hear what Jacob and his mom say first. Finish your breakfast, and I’ll call them in the meantime." Kim had just rinsed out his bowl when Mom came back into the kitchen. "Jacob was supposed to go shopping with his parents, but he’d rather come and visit you, so they're dropping him off here in about an hour." “Awesome! I can’t wait. Now I can finally show someone my room without worrying about what they’ll find.” Mom smiled, “You need to wash up and get dressed first, though. Do you want to take a shower, or would you rather give yourself a quick wash with a washcloth? You can take a bath tonight and wash your hair then.” "I’d rather just use a washcloth." "Okay, but make sure to wash thoroughly down there." "Yes, Mom." Kim headed to the bathroom to wash up. As he did, he thought about all the things he and Jacob could do. Maybe they’d build something with Legos, play video games, or try a board game. They could also run around in the yard or just hang out. Jacob might have some ideas, too. He was really looking forward to it. It had all started when Mom and Dad made plans for the evening and arranged for a babysitter. He’d expected to be talked down to as usual and had been in a terrible mood. But then Lucas had shown up. At first, Kim hadn’t known what to make of him. But then Lucas had talked him into a trip to the park. None of his other babysitters would ever take him out of the house, so this was very unusual. At the playground in the park, he’d had that strange encounter with Jacob. Later, he'd played chess with Lucas and learned so much about the game from him. But most importantly, he’d gained a new friend, and they’d be playing together in less than an hour. Without Lucas—the unusual babysitter—none of this would have happened. The end

Fred smiled at Kayla and guided her to the nearby forest. There were several dead trees there, and small branches were sitting on the ground. “Sweetheart, we need some dry wood to set fire properly and easily. I try to get one of the small dead trees, and you can gather kindling brushwood. Check if you can break it; if not, it won’t burn easily.” He found a thin dead tree and was able to uproot it.; he turned back towards the camping place and dragged it behind him.  

Okay, this morning I woke up with "morning wood" and it was impossible to pee until I sat up and actively relaxed and waited a little and slowly let go. It is as expected, but a little painful now that it is still sore. The inner sphincter is still very strong and especially combined with things that makes it clench, like erection, it takes away all "incontinence". After I had emptied my bladder, I laid down in bed and I was leaking. Basically when my bladder is already empty and pressure is zero, it runs right through. I think the swelling has gone down a bit now, because it definitely isnt the "tightness" from a day ago. Keeping the inner sphincter is both good and bad imo, depending on what you want. For me I didnt want to be 100% incontinent and dripping all the time, but if there was a button to turn it on/off that would be ideal. It is also a bit "sore" down there still, so I think I will learn more as things turn normal. My external sphincter is definitely out of play, and my internal is strong (as it should be, like 50 cm h20 is normal). The internal sphincter makes me kind of continent, but for example this morning when I was in bed and things were just running through I had no chance of stopping it. Kind of a weird feeling. If you want the "full incontinent" I think the only way is to remove bladder neck, which comes with its own set of problems. One of my main issues was pain from CPPS + a tight sphincter and "discomfort" and things not feeling right down there. I cannot confirm it is fixed or gone because I still take painkillers, but fingers crossed this fixes that part. I think it will take some time for me to heal and "learn how my new body works". Maybe some things will change too. I dont have much more to report today. Yesterday I was watching a movie and feeling kind of incontinent but today I have had some pain after the "morning trouble". I hope my information can be helpful to some...

The learning curve is a bit steep, but on the small scale is somewhat easier to learn. You take it in small bites like eating an elephant.  My configuration is complicated because I have about 20TB of storage for movies, TV & music and I'd rather not have a big honk'n server in the same room with my TV.  I'm also happy to help anyone that wants to learn. I always made it a point in my career to give the younger kids (no matter how old) a hand up.