Bill610

I like it when nature just takes her course, though I'd rather not be sitting down when that happens. Oh, I might let a little out, pretending to hold it in and forming a nice skid mark. But when it comes to letting it all come out, I'd rather be standing, squatting or kneeling, pretending I'm having an accident. And I like them best when they are nice and firm. Yeah - That's the ticket!

The simple answer for me is "Yes!"

Oh, yeah - Long road trips with lots of padding and protection are fabulous. Before I retired, I'd usually make 4 or 5 long trips each month, varying from 3 1/2 to 9 hours in length. Since the trips were generally going to somewhere that I needed to arrive in, let's say, socially acceptable condition, I'd have to wait for the trip home for the fun. But fun they were! The uniform of the day would usually be two pairs of nylon panties, one pair of cotton panties, a diaper and plastic pants. The panties would hold wetness from wickin immediately into the diaper, for longer enjoyment. Sometimes I'd even add a strip of plastic with a few holes in it between the cotton panties and the diaper to make the wicking even slower. Ahhh - the good ol' days!

Y'know, that's a good question. Lots of folks who have urinary incontinence don't even like the fact they wet, much less appreciate the fine art of pooping, so I doubt they would do that "just because." On the other hand, I am into both, you my answer would be, "You betcha!"

I make sure there is zero chance of anyone noticing. Before retirement, it might have been detrimental to my employment. Now that I am retired, I live in a small community and that would spread like wildfire. Nope, There has never been a time when I've wanted to be found out.

If your boyfriend has no prior experience with diapers, he probably has no idea at all of how he wants to be involved - because he really has no idea what the whole thing is about! On the other hand, it doesn't really sound as if you are all that interested in having him get involved, or really don't know just HOW involved you want him to get. You need to give it some thought and decide if you do want him involved and if so, just how you want him involved. If you do decide to have him become part of your diaper enjoyment, you might start by simply letting him know when you are wearing one, or letting him watch you put them on. If you let him watch, give him some instruction while you are doing it, such as "I need to tug it snug in this direction so the legs don't leak." Later on you may want to allow him to help you put one on, and hints like that will make it easier and less embarrassing for him. Also, have you considered that by showing the interest he has in your wearing diapers that he might consider doing so as well? Perhaps that has an influence in his asking to become involved. Might not be a bad idea to have a chat with him about the whole diaper thing. It would be a good opportunity for you to tell him what you have told us - that you are not used to "sharing" your diaper experiences and it might take a little time for you to warm up to the idea. Just my 2

Matter of fact, I've been doing this for a few decades, now. To be honest, I'm not all that into diapers by themselves, but use them over my (blush!) panties for convenience or to prevent wet spots if I'm out in public. The reason I am not all that fond of diapers by themselves is that they are perhaps too efficient in wicking the moisture away. I like to feel the wetness next to my skin, and diapers do what they advertise: Keep you dry! I use diapers often when on road trips, but usually only on the way home where I will be in the garage and the door will be closed when I get out of the car. If I control myself pretty well, I might do it when the destination is a motel, too, but not so much as to be obvious. And I'll usually wear two pairs of nylon panties with a pair of thicker cotton panties over them, all under the diaper. Lots of fun! Also, while plowing snow in the winter, I'll wear the same get-up under my snow suit. Nice way to stay warm!

I do so enjoy desperation and wetting, particularly when it is a lady who is desperate and wetting. Extra points if she is wearing a skirt or dress or nightgown. Just knowing she is in a condition that may result in leakage is enough to get me going nicely. Add a few typical characteristics like the crossing of the legs, a little dance, a hand or fist in the crotch or that pleading look in her eyes and I turn to putty! Of course, I'd never let HER know that! LOL!

Great story, Jilly Poo - Thanks for sharing! Girls wetting was the impetus for me getting into this whole way of life, and at that point in my life, girls were still wearing skirts and dresses. Even to this day, when I wet a pair of (blush) panties, I tuck myself under so it looks like it was done by a girl! Nothing quite so sexy as a girl wetting under a skirt or dress.

My philosophy is to not do anything like that if there is any chance anyone at all will notice. Period. Three reasons: First, it is just bad manners and crude behavior. The chance of anyone who encounters you in such a condition actually enjoying the encounter or being turned on by it is virtually zip. Second: I am not in to humiliation. At all. I enjoy my "nasty" times. And, while it would be wonderful to share them with a like-minded lady, I can do just fine by myself. And finally, I have held a relatively high position in my profession, a profession that has treated me well over the decades. Had anyone found out, I would have had to go back to digging ditches. As it is, I'm now retired, have a little ranch and spend my time...digging irrigation ditches! Besides, folks, our ummm proclivities are not exactly what one might consider to be common in the main stream. There is no sense whatever in force others to have their first association with it be negative. Just sayin'...

As with a few others here, I started by wetting and pooping in my pants. Well, to be honest, it was actually in my little sister's panties! It wasn't until my mid-40s that diapers came in to the picture at all. Even then, the purpose of the diapers was simply to allow me the new experience of being wet in public without it becoming common knowledge! So, even today, it is rare that I actually poo in a diaper. I use my panties (which, of course, are no longer my sister's!)

I've slept this way quite a bit, and always enjoy the process of going to sleep that way, turning over in my sleep (coming half-awake and feeling the load), and waking up ready to meet the day and in my favorite condition. I will admit, though, that I have usually already removed the diaper and am wearing only a pair or two of (blush) panties when I do the poop. There has very rarely been a problem with rash. I think the reason for that is that I generally don't poop my panties unless it is going to be a relatively solid poop, not soft and messy.

My panty fetish started pre-puberty. Started with padding as a way to allow wetting without getting my outer clothing wet. The main problem with diapers is that they wick the wetness away too well, so I will wear a pair or two or three of panties under a diaper to keep the wetness closer.