diaper dimension Regression Echo - Ch. 40 (1/7/23)

[diaperboymi]

This should be an interesting loop.  If her training is regression it might be a short loop ?

[TerranV]

I am utterly shocked at this turn of events. 

Well who or whatever Thingy is can't be good.

[Taki]

This is a lot of fun.   My theory is still on the table, so I'm excited to see how it all turns out.

[Moon3ye]

The events were clear.

Still, it's fun to see what's to come.

[LittleFallenPrincess]

 

 

Chapter 27: Adoption Centre

Regression Echo – LittleFallenPrincess

 

 

 

‘Wait… who has been looking for what?’ I thought to myself as Peggy carried me through to a room in the back.

As we walked down the royal blue hallways, with the walls lined with colourful, childish images, I could hear people playing and yelling in one of the nearby rooms, and I wondered if they were littles. Most likely, with this being an adoption centre. But then I wondered if they had been fully regressed or not. Could any of them be lucid enough to talk to? Hold a conversation with? Maybe… escape with?

But then what state am I going to be in after this ‘treatment’? Is it going to be like the last loop and I’m stuck in a half-regressed state, unable to trigger the loop? Or will it instantly trigger the loop? I still wasn’t entirely sure what the trigger for the loop was, only that it happened when I was regressed enough. Last loop proved I can be affected up to a certain point, but it seems to be whenever my adult mind gets affected. As soon as that goes dark, the day resets.

I’ll have to remember that.

 

“Here we go…”

We arrived at a door with a sunflower painted on the frosted glass. There was a name on the door.

‘Sunflower suite… what the fuck is this? Is this where they wipe little’s minds?’

My question was answered as soon as Peggy unlocked the door and opened it. My whole body tensed up and my heart stopped as I looked in at what awaited me inside the pale-yellow room.

A chair. A giant white chair that looked like it was ripped out of a horror story involving a dentist. Straps on the armrests, a large strap right where the legs would go… a waist strap… a headstrap… oh god… It was designed to keep a little in place and unable to move any part of their body, especially their head.

Because surrounding the fucked-up dentist chair, were screens. Lots and lots of screens.

“We find it very effective when littles get lots of stimuli from multiple screens. Enforces the regression effect and speeds up their acceptance.” Peggy said, like it was just another fucking day for her. All whilst I’m here, about to have my mind and my life taken away from me.

Each screen was black right now, but no doubt they’d spring to life as soon as Peggy straps me in and initiates the system.

What programs were they going to force on me?

Will I be able to talk? Walk? Use my hands? My legs?

Will I be regressed only slightly, or will it trigger a reset on the loop?

All these questions swam around my mind as Peggy carried me over to the chair, plopping my padded backside down in the centre and leaning me back. I didn’t fight it. I knew what was coming. I just hoped… I just hoped I wouldn’t be stuck in this loop for too long.

Hopefully it’ll just melt my mind and I’ll wake up again in the coffee shop. Although maybe next time I won’t be so drastic… maybe… maybe I’ll take Alicia up on that offer of a drink… Maybe that’s what the loop is trying to tell me, that I need to ask her out and go for a drink with her? Or maybe it’s designed to torture me. Maybe I really am in hell, and this is just my own personal hell loop. Either way, next loop… I’m taking Alicia out for a drink.

I let Peggy strap me down, though she was gentle and careful, probably due to me not resisting. She did pull tight on the head restraint though, probably worried I’ll turn my head if I wriggled too much and would avoid the ‘treatment’. She finished off by positioning all the screens so that they were surrounding me and I couldn’t avoid seeing them no matter where I looked.

“Now sweetie, are you going to be a good girl?” She asked softly.

It was a shame she was going to melt my mind and saw me as nothing but a baby… she’s so cute and lovely.

I shrugged my shoulders at her. I didn’t care. Get this over with. I’ll have a more fun loop next time.

“We’ll start off simple, don’t want to flood that little brain of yours too quickly, otherwise it’ll just become mush! And the only mush we want is in the back of that nappy!”

I giggled.

‘Wait… why the fuck did…’

The screens illuminated and showed a blank pink screen. Peggy pressed a button on the console to the side and walked over to the door, looking back at me.

As I looked at Peggy through the very narrow gaps between the screens, as she waved her hand and smiled.

“Enjoy your movies, sweetie. Miss Peggy will be back in a bit, and then because you’ve been such a good girl, you can go meet the other potential adoptees and play with them for a while before bed!” She said before leaving and closing the door behind her.

I was alone. But even if I tried to escape… What's the point? Even if I could magically get out of these bonds, I’d be stuck in this giant crawler nappy and onesie, and I’d be nowhere near home. No… I’m better off just getting regressed so I can start over with the next loop.

The screen started swirling. Very similar to the videos I had seen in other loops.

‘Here we go…’

My mind quickly went blank and I drifted out of consciousness.

 

“ELLIE! HELLOOOO? ELLIE, WAKE UP!”

 

The blurry haze in front of me cleared up as I quickly realised I had fallen asleep at work... again.

“ELLIE!”

“I awake! I awake! Sowwy!” I said, wiping the sleep from my eyes.

I looked around to see the loop had… wait…

My vision began to clear and I could instantly tell I wasn’t at work… whatever work was…

Bright colours filled my vision as I looked around, the world becoming clearer and clearer by the second.

Lilac purple walls… no… blue… no yellow… wait… each wall is a different colour… and dis room…

Shapes started forming as the surroundings became more and more obvious.

“Miss Peggy! Ellie seems a bit fuzzy!” Someone shouted in a childish voice.

“She just needs some time after her treatment to get used to her surroundings. Be good and let her have a bit of space. Once she’s ready, you can play, okay Brian?” Miss Peggy responded.

“Yes Miss Peggy!” Brian replied enthusiastically.

I couldn’t focus on the noises yet. I was still making out the colours and shapes. Thinking was… hard? Like… I don’t remember it being so difficult to think… about… stuff?

‘Wait… the treatment… Miss Peggy… oh no… what did it do to me? It wasn’t enough to cause a… a… what’s the word called… I can’t remember…’ My head started hurting so I went back to focusing on my surroundings.

Human shaped figures started becoming clearer now, dotted around the centre of the room… no wait… dis wasn’t the room… I could see Miss Peggy… She was on the other side of the room.

No… dis was a playpen. A really large playpen. And inside were the other adoptees she had told me about. I could make out the toys and the other babies, I could now make out Miss Peggy who was standing watching over us from the outside of the playpen. I could see the changing table in the corner of the room… I could see the barred windows… the colourful prints on the walls… feel the soft, thick carpet underneath us…

“You okay poppet?” Miss Peggy asked me.

“I… fink so, Miss Peggy!” I mean… I felt fine. I felt… great! Like I had no cares in the world. It only hurt when I tried to think about what happened before the treatment… like a giant block was put up in my mind…

“Good girl! Now… Miss Peggy needs to ask you a few questions to check if the treatment worked, is that okay?”

“Uh huh!” I wanted to answer her questions. I liked being a good girl!

“Good girl! Now, can you tell me your name?”

“Ewise!” I said with a babyish lisp. But that was normal. I had dis lisp all deh time. Right?

“Good girl! Now, can you tell me what two plus two is?”

“Umm…” I knew this… right? I swear I did. Wait! I have fingers! I can use dem!

Lifting my hands up, my vision pretty much back to normal now, I held up two fingers on my left hand, then two fingers on my right. I knew it! I knew the answer!

“Free!”

“Good girl! You were nearly there, but that’s exactly what Miss Peggy wanted.”

‘Yay! I did goods!’ I thought to myself as I found a craving deep inside, telling me to put my thumb in my mouth… or something… anything…

Shoving my thumb into my mouth, I sucked happily as my body relaxed and I felt a wave of pleasure rush through my body. Dis is better. Dis is what I needed.

“I see the oral fixation worked too. Good. Now sweetpea, can you tell me how old you are?”

“Umm… free?” I repeated my answer from before, hoping it was the right one this time.

“Not quite! You’re only two right now sweetpea. You’re only two because I have a lovely friend who has been looking for a little baby like you for a long time. And she specifically wants you to be tiny. You’ve still got a few more modifications and a few more sessions to make you even littler before I let her adopt you, but you’re going to be the happiest and most well-loved baby girl in the whoooole world!”

I clapped my hands excitedly, the drool from my thumb splashing onto my face. But I didn’t care, Miss Peggy seemed really happy, so I was happy!

“Now, we’ll run a few more tests later, okay sweetie? For now, why don’t you go play with the other babies? They’ve been waiting to meet you!” She smiled down at me.

“Otay Miss Peggy!” I replied.

Miss Peggy waved her hand, signalling to the other babies that they can come over now, before she left the room.

I looked down to see three littles crawling their padded butts over to me.

“Hi! I’m Brian!” The larger one to the left of me said as he plopped his butt down in front of me. He was an older baby, I could tell by the stubble on his face. I bet Miss Peggy will remove dat soon! He was the only boy here, and he was dressed in these super duper cute shortalls, with an identical onesie of the one I was currently wearing underneath it. He had a dummy hanging from his shortalls that matched the band on his wrist.

Looking around… I saw we all had bands on our wrists. Mine was pink though. Brian’s was red, the middle baby had a yellow one, and the one on the right had a pink one like mine.

Brian must have seen me staring at deh bands, when he spoke up.

“Dey are to sort us into ages and treatments and stuffs. My red one means I just need a few cos… cos… cosmet… I need some treatment to look cuter, and den I can be adopted. Jilly here is yellow because she’s treated a bit older than the rest of us and she needs a bit more treatment so she’ll behave. An Emmy is pink because she gonna be a newborn. She’s nearly there, jus needs one more treatment an she’s ready to be adopted! Her Daddy already picked her out, buh he wanted more treatment on her to make her the baby he wanted!”

I looked up at ‘Jilly’. She was so cute I wanted to kiss her. Wearing a yellow toddler-style dress with frilly socks and cute black shoes, she had the yellow band on and a yellow dummy. She matched so well, Miss Peggy or whoever dressed her is so good at making her look cute! She was Asian, had dark hair, pretty eyes, and… looked very very pouty, like she didn’t want to be here. I don’t know why she wouldn’t want to be here. Miss Peggy is super duper nice!

I glanced over at ‘Emmy’. Dressed in an identical onesie to me, and nothing else, she had blonde hair and was a bit taller than me, or at least that’s what I think anyway, we were sitting down so I couldn’t tell properly. She was happily drooling and sucking on her fingers as she clutched a kitty unicorn plushie and smiled at me.

“Baby!” She said, pointing at me with her drooly fingers.

“Wai… so I… I’m a newborn?” I asked.

“Dat’s what Miss Peggy wants I fink, she has someone for you already, buh she needs to get you ready.” Brian replied.

“Ready… for adoption…?”

“Yeah! You’re gonna be so happy with your new Mummy!”

Jilly finally broke her silence as she looked at me with disgust.

“Miss!” She cried out.

‘What… What did I do wrong? Did I upset her? I don’t wanna upset her! I’m a good girl!’

“Yes Jilly?” Miss Peggy said, walking into the room.

“Ellie poopied her nappy!”

 

 

 

 

 

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Uh oh. It's not looped. ?

 

 

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[Moon3ye]

It was only a matter of time before we got to the point where the loop was not triggered immediately.

I'm curious who the new mommy is and what modifications are still coming.

[LittleFallenPrincess]

 

 

Chapter 28: Accident

Regression Echo – LittleFallenPrincess

 

 

 

Miss Peggy sniffed the air.

“Uh oh! You’re right Jilly! Ellie has gone poopy! Good girl for telling me.”

Jilly smiled up at Miss Peggy as she crawled away and started playing with some blocks.

“Right, let’s get you changed. I don’t want you getting a nappy rash before you’re adopted. Your new Mummy would kill me.” Miss Peggy said as she walked over to me and bent down over the top of the playpen wall.

Grabbing me under my arms, she lifted me into the air and placed me on her hip, the mush in the back of my nappy being squished as I sat on her arm. I squeaked quietly as the mush moved around the back of my nappy.

I should hate dis… shouldn’t I? I fink I should anyway… buh… buh it feels… good…

“You three be good whilst I go get little Ellie changed, okay kiddos?” Miss Peggy said to the other three in the playpen. They all nodded back and went back to playing with their toys together.

Carrying me over to the large changing table in the corner of the room, I snuggled up to Miss Peggy, feeling… happy… no… content… wif my current position. Something felt wrong, buh I just pushed dat to the back of my mind and carried on snuggling.

“Let’s get you strapped down first shall we, little Ellie?” She said, laying me on my back carefully, pulling a large strap from the centre of the side of the table, stretching it over me and buckling it in place, effectively keeping me on my back, unable to go anywhere.

Not that I’d wanna go anywhere… I was comfy an dis icky nappy was gonna be taken care of by Miss Peggy. She was super duper good at making me feel better about all dis, and taking care of me.

‘I wonder wha my new Mummy is gonna be like… I hope she like Miss Peggy!’ I thought to myself as Miss Peggy unpopped the onesie and pulled it up, revealing my very thick, very messy nappy.

I could smell it from here, an it wasn’t very nice. Buh I’d be all clean soon an back playing with the others, so it wasn’t all bad. Miss Peggy would take care of everyfin!

Carefully and methodically, Miss Peggy changed me out of the very stinky nappy I was currently wearing, and with lots of wipes and powder and lotion, she put me into a nice clean nappy that may even be a little thicker than the one I had just gone poopy in.

The softness though… it was so nice… so comfy… I felt naughty feelings inside an I wanted to play, buh I… I wasn’t sure if I should. Maybe… maybe Miss Peggy will let me later? I don’t wanna risk it… I wanna be a good girl!

“There we go! Aaaaaand all buttoned up again!” Miss Peggy said as she pulled my onesie together, sealing me back into it and releasing the strap from me. “Up you come, precious…”

 

Placing me back into the playpen, Miss Peggy smiled, making my tummy flutter, before walking back out of the playroom, leaving me alone with the other three babies.

I… felt nervous and shy, so I crawled over to a pile of wooden blocks in the corner of the playpen, away from everyone else. If they came over and talked… great… but I’m not going to be the one to talk first. It’s how I always was… wait, no… am…

Plopping my padded butt down on the ground, I picked up the nearest block and put it… straight into my mouth. It felt so good. I liked having dis in my mouth…

“Uh… no sweetie…” Miss Peggy suddenly appeared behind me, reaching down and taking the block from my mouth. “You need this…” She grabbed the dummy hanging off my onesie and popped it into my mouth.

‘Oh wow… dis is even better!’ I thought to myself. ‘Buh… wait… why Miss Peggy back?’

“These are our current adoptees.” She said… but not to us.

I turned around to see Miss Peggy and two really really tall people. I quickly looked back to the blocks, away from the new people standing just outside the playpen, as I was too shy to face them.

‘Wait… dey must be a Mummy and Daddy, dey must be here to adopt someone!’

“They are very cute. Especially the brunette with the blocks. Something about her…” The Mummy said.

‘Dey are talking about me! Eeeee!’ I squirmed and wiggled in place as I started to build a tower out of the blocks. I was happy to listen in, but I was too nervous to look at these potential adopters for more than a second.

“Sorry, she’s already been reserved. As is the other newborn. But we have Brian here, and Jilly.”

“Jilly… she’s cute…” Said the Daddy.

“We did want a daughter…” The Mummy replied.

“What made you decide to adopt?” Miss Peggy asked.

“We used to think littles had some place in society, in a productive way that is. But after visiting one of those foreign countries where they treat littles as they should, we had our eyes opened and we just knew we needed to get our own little baby. Then we were at dinner tonight with a couple of friends, they have a little of their own, but we… had a disagreement. They didn’t like our views so we were asked to leave. And so we figured we’d come here. Get our own little. Prove that our views aren’t ‘archaic’.”

“Well I’m glad there are others who think so too! About littles that is! They shouldn’t worry about jobs or money or looking after themselves. I believe every little should be regressed, with a full tummy, and happy with some Amazon parents.” Miss Peggy said.

“We agree. That’s why we’re here. And I must say… little Jilly looks absolutely perfect for our little family…” The Mummy said.

“Would you like to meet her?”

“I’d love to!”

“Cool! And then I’ll introduce you to our adoption expert. She’ll be able to process your adoption so you can take her home as soon as you’re ready. That will give me a bit of time to get her ready for you to take home… assuming you’re taking her today?”

“Why wouldn’t we take her today?”

“Some people leave them here to get a bit of work done…”

“Oooh… no, as tempting as that sounds, I want to break her in myself.” The Mummy said…

‘Break her… in?’ I thought to myself, feeling something… bad… inside.

“That’s perfect then. I’ll let you meet little Jilly, then if you’re sure, we’ll get everything sorted for you.” Miss Peggy said, escorting them into the playpen and over to Jilly, who just sat on her padded butt cross-legged, looking up at her potential new Mummy and Daddy.

“Thank you, Peggy.” They said as Miss Peggy left, leaving them alone with Jilly.

I watched as they interacted with each other. Jilly seemed… happy? I wasn’t sure. I mean why wouldn’t she? She was gonna be adopted by a Mummy and Daddy! Dats all we could ever dream of! I wondered when my Mummy would be here to collect me…

I couldn’t see either of their faces, but the Amazons towered over Jilly. So I continued playing with blocks, occasionally looking up to watch Jilly interact with her potential adopters.

 

It must have been ten minutes or so before Miss Peggy came back with a clipboard in her hand.

“So… made a decision?” She asked the parents.

“Yeah. We’ll take her. She’ll be perfect.” The Mummy replied, with a big smile on her face!

“Brilliant! Now, if you’d like to fill this form in at reception, then follow my colleague from there, she’ll get the adoption all sorted for you. I’ll stay here with Jilly and get her ready. I assume you’re taking her as soon as you leave?”

“That’s correct. Thank you so much!”

“You’re very welcome. Just please give her a loving home, she really needs it.”

“We will!”

Miss Peggy shook hands with the two parents before they turned around and started to leave.

But as they turned around… their faces… 

I knew them… wait… no… 

I knew them from somewhere… 

Dinner… Dan… Danny… L… L… Li… Lisa? And… Simon? OH SHIT! I REMEMBER! I REMEMBER EVERYTHING!

 

‘So this is what happens if I don’t go to dinner… they end up coming here for a little instead…’

I knew I had to get out of here. I remembered everything and I was no longer in that regressive haze. The loop, Danny, work, Hailey, Julie, Alicia… I remembered it all. But I was stuck in this helpless state. I couldn’t escape, I was legally no longer an adult as soon as I was processed, so even if I got out of here, I couldn’t go back to work and I could be forcibly pulled from my apartment. My life was over.

No. The only way out was forwards. Force another loop. If I force another loop, I’ll wake up at work again at the start of the day and I can avoid this route so I never have to live through this again. I… I don’t care what I felt through this loop. I don’t care that the nappies felt good. Or that it was nice to not feel scared for once, it was nice to feel loved and cared for… Or that it felt… right… to… be… a baby…

‘NO ELISE! STOP! THAT’S JUST THE REGRESSION TALKING!’

…At least I hoped it was.

No. I needed to force this loop… but how? How do I get myself regressed enough to force a loop? I’m already stuck as a nappy-filling obedient baby… what’s to say the next round of hypnosis doesn’t make me worse... but still doesn’t trigger a loop?

I had to risk it. I just had to. I couldn’t live like this. I couldn’t be some woman’s little baby slave. I’d never see Julie or Alicia or Danny again. I need… AHA!

I picked up the closest wooden block and threw it at Emmy.

Thankfully I didn’t hit her, but the block flying past her face scared the hell out of her and she looked at me, her eyes brimming with tears… until she burst out crying and wailing.

Miss Peggy, who was still seeing to Jilly, preparing her to be taken by her new parents, turned around quickly to see the cause of the noise.

“Emmy! Are you okay sweet girl? What happened?” Peggy said as she walked over to the other side of the playpen and knelt down next to Emmy, trying to console her.

Emmy just cried and cried, unable to answer.

It was then that Jilly crawled over next to Emmy and looked up at Miss Peggy.

“It was Ellie. She threw a block at her.” She tattled. Just like I wanted.

“Ellie!” Miss Peggy roared as she turned around, clearly angry with what I had done.

Good.

So I picked up another wooden block and threw it at her.

‘Fucking regress me, bitch!’ 

I squinted at her and threw another block. And another.

“Ellie! Stop that right now young lady!”

“OR ELSE WHA?” I yelled out.

“What… What happened to you? You were so good before… obviously you need a bit more work done before I can hand you to your Mummy.”

“FUG YOO!” I spat my dummy out at her and threw yet another block.

“Right… you’re lucky I’m not allowed to spank you, but I am allowed to give you more treatment… let’s go young lady…” She said as she got up, walked over to me and grabbed my arm, yanking me up into the air. Grabbing hold of me around my waist, she carried me under her arm, my legs kicking behind me as I was carried out of the play room, and hopefully towards the end of this loop.

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“Right… let’s dial it up, shall we?” She said as she messed about with the computer yet again.

I was strapped into the menacing chair once again, and I had no need to escape or struggle. I needed this. I needed to force her to regress me further, so that I could restart this shitty loop and try a better plan.

“MMMM MMM!” I cried out. I was silenced by the dummy she had shoved into my mouth whilst strapping me down.

“What?” She asked, peeking out from behind her monitor.

“MMMM MMM!” I cried out again.

“Fine… let’s hear your last words before I turn your brain to mush, you little brat.”

She walked over and removed the dummy from my mouth, holding it back in her arms, ready to pop it in at a moment's notice.

“I said… fuck you. Bitch.”

“Right… I was going to go easy on you. Thankfully your new Mummy didn’t specify how much regression you were to get, only that you’d be a newborn. So that’s what I’ll make you. You’ll get the full treatment.” She popped the dummy back into my mouth, pressing the button, causing it to inflate in my mouth. Walking back over to the console, she pressed some buttons and looked at me with a grin. “Say bye bye to your big girl brain now, sweetie. You’ll be a much more compliant, adorable little newborn soon…”

She pressed a button and left without even saying goodbye as the monitors flickered to life and the same movie played on them, instantly entrancing me.

‘Here we go… let’s… let’s…’

Head felt heavy…

Drowsiness… kicking… in…

I…

 

 

 

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[diaperboymi]

AWESOME ????  On to the next loop????????

[Panther Cub]

PFFT! I totally thought that this here was the next chapter of your newest story! Infernal Infantum! >.< I was wondering what the heck I had missed!

[something101]

The loop triggers after more regressive effects are used she needs to be regressed further each loop.

[LittleFallenPrincess]

On 11/23/2022 at 10:15 PM, diaperboymi said:

AWESOME ????  On to the next loop????????

Unless it doesn't loop...

?

On 11/24/2022 at 1:14 AM, Panther Cub said:

PFFT! I totally thought that this here was the next chapter of your newest story! Infernal Infantum! >.< I was wondering what the heck I had missed!

Awww! Well you got a new chapter today at least! One every Friday! When this does end (not revealing when, I like that people don't know which loop could be the last one...) you'll get two per week in place of this.

On 11/24/2022 at 3:14 PM, something101 said:

The loop triggers after more regressive effects are used she needs to be regressed further each loop.

?  Just gotta find the limit to trigger another loop!

[kerry]

Might be just my ABDL talking, but I am not so sure being left mindless is such a horrible thing, given everything else that could happen...

BTW: Is anyone else constantly reading "Miss Piggy"?

[LittleFallenPrincess]

 

 

Chapter 29: Work!

Regression Echo – LittleFallenPrincess

 

 

 

“ELLIE! HELLOOOO? ELLIE, WAKE UP!”

 

The blurry haze in front of me cleared up as I quickly realised I had fallen asleep at work... again.

“ELLIE!”

“I’m awake! I’m awake! Sorry!” I said, wiping the sleep from my eyes. 

‘Wait… shit… I did it! I forced the loop!’

I turned around to see my boss with the biggest scowl on his face. 

“Ellie, if you keep falling asleep and making mistakes... look, you’re not proving to me that you’re a big girl...” David started his little rant that he’d recite on a daily basis.

‘Right… no… this time I won’t act up. This loop… I go out with Alicia. Maybe she’ll end up regressing me and adopting me, or maybe she’s the key to get out of this loop. I don’t know, but at this point… I’ll try anything.’

“Sorry. I’ll focus. I promise. I just didn’t get much sleep last night.” I said, remembering that that usually led to getting David off my back.

“Like every night lately... just be warned, you know when I hired you that you told me you could be trusted. That you weren’t like the other littles out there, in need of nappies and a crib... that you could be a big girl and not give me reason to fire you. Oh and don’t forget to send those order forms out!”

I kept quiet as David walked off into his office. And then I knew exactly who was going to show up next…

“You okay hun?” Asked Julie, my coworker, right on cue.

“Oh, me? Yeah. Just... want to get through today is all.” I laughed awkwardly.

“I know that feeling…” Julie laughed.

“Yeah, I… I better get back to work.” I said, awkwardly.

“Good idea. You know you only have one strike left. And I can’t protect you forever. My Mum keeps saying I should adopt you when you do fail, before David can ship you off to an adoption centre.”

“David wouldn’t do that. He’d just adopt me himself.”

“Why do you say that?” Julie asked, confused.

“Because it’s happened before.” I replied.

“Elise, stop being silly and get back to work…” Julie shrugged, getting back to putting together the next order.

“His girlfriend and him have been wanting to adopt… he’ll use this opportunity.”

“No. You don’t know that.” Julie said, pushing the latest order to an Amazon currently waiting in the queue.

“I do. But… you won’t believe me. Well… you did once…”

“Oh hey, here’s another little... don’t see many of them lately...” Julie said, changing the subject, nudging me again to get back to work.

The little leant up on their tippy toes and looked at the menu.

“I’ll have...” 

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After an hour of serving drinks, after the initial morning crowd had dissipated after lunch, the shop was mostly empty. Julie and I used this time to wind down a bit like we had previously and we got a bit of cleaning done around the counters too. Julie was cleaning the counters off by the side as I was organising the cups near the counter. 

Just a bit longer, then I can ask Alicia for her number again. Although…

“Hey baby girl...”

There goes Hailey, right on time, interrupting my thoughts…

I turned around to see Hailey standing there at the counter. I wasn’t sure why, but I felt a… craving… I…

I tried looking away from her breasts but quickly found I couldn’t. For some reason the craving from like 4 loops ago hit me like a freight train and now all I could think of was… nursing.

‘Why didn’t this affect me in the last three loops? Was it how regressed I was before I triggered the last loop? Is… oh god… are the effects of the loops carrying over somewhat?’

Whilst I pondered this terrifying new prospect, Hailey just stood there, looking at me.

“Hellooo… Elise?” She waved in front of my expressionless face.

This snapped me away from staring at her breasts long enough to get the anger I still held for her back.

“Get out. Now.” I ordered, trying my absolute best to resist pouncing over the counter and suckling from her.

“What?” She asked, confused.

“Get out. And take your giant boobs with you.”

“I…”

“I know who they’re for. And you’re not adopting me. So get out. Now.”

“I… wait… how did you…?” She looked part terrified, part confused.

“It doesn’t matter how I know. All that matters is that you were planning on adopting me eventually, as soon as I messed up for the last time here.”

“Hailey… is this true?” Julie’s demeanour suddenly changed as she turned on Hailey, pushing me behind her, standing in between Hailey and I.

“I…” Hailey just stood there, not sure as to what to say.

“Get out. Now. You’re banned.” Julie pointed at the door with the most pissed off face I’d ever seen on her. Well… ever since the last loop.

“I…”

“NOW!” She roared.

Hailey didn’t hesitate, she knew she wasn’t welcome now. She had somehow been found out and was too nervous to say or try anything, so she wiped away the tear forming in the corner of her eye and ran out of the shop.

Julie turned around and knelt down so she was more at my height, holding my shoulders with her arms as she smiled at me.

“I can’t believe… how did you know she had planned that for you?” She asked.

“I… I’ve known for a few days now.” I mean technically I wasn’t wrong, I did find out a few days ago. If you count the same day multiple times.

“I’m so sorry. To have your best friend turn on you like that. It must be horrible. But I hope you know, I wouldn’t do that. I’ll keep you safe hun. Tell me if she ever comes back into the shop.”

“Thanks Julie. I really appreciate that.” 

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It was getting towards the end of the afternoon, getting closer to the end of my shift, when Julie nudged me.

“Oh, she’s here again… I’ll be in the stockroom. Have fun!”

‘Oh… oh! This is it! This is the thing I was waiting for!’

I heard the familiar clacks of someone’s heels walking along the tiled floor.

Here she was… Alicia…right on time. The loop was going ahead like normal. But this is where it would change this time. I was going to ask her out. Not just ask for her number… actually ask her out. Because if I get her number, maaaaybe we would schedule a date in the next week… which considering I’m reliving the same day over and over again… I’ll never actually reach that point. So it had to happen tonight. Which means… asking her out now.

I looked up to see the raven-haired beauty that graced us every day at the same time for the past month. Her gorgeous smile, her shapely figure in that black dress she wore once a week, the one that showed off her shoulders and arms beautifully... 

“Hey gorgeous.” Her words felt like silk as they flowed through me, sending shivers down my whole body. Every time, without fail… how did she have this power over me?

“H... hi... hi again... Alicia.” I replied.

“Can I get my usual, cutie?” She asked, just like last time.

“Of... of course!”

I looked to the side to see her usual pastry and coffee waiting for her. Julie had done it yet again. One of these loops I’m going to have to thank her for this. I grabbed them and slid them over to Alicia.

“Oh wow, that was quick!” She said, smiling.

“WOULD YOU LIKE TO GRAB A DRINK TONIGHT?” I burst out, causing the whole shop to come to a standstill.

“I… umm… sure… I’d love to… here, here’s my number. Text me your address or a place you want me to pick you up and we’ll… go for that drink.” She winked at me, making my whole body shiver and writing down something on a napkin before sliding it over to me. “Text me when you’ve finished work. Anyway, it was nice meeting you, Elise…”

‘Seriously, when did she find out my name? Maybe it's a good thing I’m asking her out and focusing on her for this loop, I can see if she’s in on the loop or not, and how she knows my name all of a sudden!’

Before I could respond, she had left me the money, along with a hefty tip before grabbing her coffee and pastry and walking out, her hips swaying in the long, black dress that I desperately wanted to tear off her.

 

As I watched her hips sway out of the door, my attention was diverted as she opened the door for an Amazon woman pushing a stroller.

‘Well… I’ve gotta kill time before I meet up with Alicia tonight. I also need to quit my job so I’m not tricked into my third strike and adopted by David. Maybe… maybe I hang out with Danny for a bit? I… I did like spending time with her after all. And her parents are really nice… but I can’t stay for dinner. I can’t let their ‘friends’ see me, as they’ll then be driven to adopt me. Which reminds me… they turned up at the adoption centre at the end of the last loop… which means if I don’t go to Danny’s… they don’t meet me, but still get kicked out and end up going to the centre to adopt poor Jilly…’

It was interesting to think of how each loop branches off depending on my choices. But no, right now I had to deal with Danny… question is, do I go with her or not?

“Hi there Miss. What can I get you today?” I asked Catherine in my best customer service voice.

“Hi there... I’ll umm... sorry, I don’t actually know much about coffee... Can I just have a…”

“Normal coffee? With milk? And two sugars? That’s no problem. I can get that for you. Don’t worry; I didn’t know anything about coffee for a long time.” I laughed nervously.

“Haha, was I that obvious? I’ve always been a bit nervous about coming to a place like this, but I figured new start, new experiences. 

“You’re back in town.” I said.

“Yes, actually. Sorry, do I know you?”

“You’re Catherine Pearce.”

“I’m sorry, I don’t seem to know who you are…”

“I’m Elise. Danny’s friend. You don’t actually know me, but you were a teacher at our University and you helped her during her last year. If I’m correct in thinking… she’s in the stroller, isn’t she?”

“Elise? Elise Graves?” Catherine asked, removing the stroller hood, revealing Danielle in the seat.

“Yeah. That’s me.”

“EWISE?” Danielle looked up at me and looked like she was going to cry.

“Hey Danielle. I figured that was you.” I smiled down at her.

“How…?” Catherine asked me.

“I know she was struggling during the last year. I figured you adopted her to save her. I hope you’ve been taking care of my best friend?” I smiled at her.

“Oh my… Elise! I can’t believe it’s you!” Danny said, bouncing up and down in her stroller excitedly. “Catherine… I mean Mummy… has been taking super good care of me!”

“Glad to hear!” I replied.

“Would you… like to come to dinner tonight? Maybe catch up with Danielle?” Catherine offered, just like previous loops.

“I’d love to! I finish in five minutes! Maybe I could spend some time with Danny beforehand? I’ve got a date tonight but I’ve got plenty of time to kill until then!” I don’t know why I said I’d go to dinner, I literally just told myself I wouldn’t. Maybe I could talk them out of inviting their friends…

Danny looked really sad all of a sudden.

“I mean we’ve got an appointment...” Catherine said, shrugging her shoulders.

“Can she come to the appointment? Please Mummy?” Danielle begged.

“Are you sure, babygirl? It’s a rather… sensitive appointment.”

“She deserves to know.”

I knew what she was talking about. I knew where the appointment was and what it was about. But hey, I’d play dumb for a bit and go with her, then spend most of the day with them before my date tonight.

“If you don’t mind?” Catherine asked me.

“Not at all. Happy to come along. But I have to ask…”

“Yes?”

“Are you still friends with that couple? The blonde woman and the spineless husband?”

“You know Lisa and Simon?” Catherine asked.

I loved that she knew exactly who I was talking about.

“I know of them. Nasty pieces of work.”

“Really? I know they’ve changed a bit since they got back from abroad, but…”

“They’re not coming, don’t worry.” Danny interrupted.

“Wait… really?” I asked, surprised.

“Oh yes, we uninvited them earlier. Danielle didn’t want to have to deal with them after her appointment, so we cancelled with them. My husband has already started cooking, so we’ve got plenty of food at least!”

“That… that’s great! Let me just go speak to my boss for a minute and I’ll meet you at your car outside!” I said, happy in the knowledge that at least that threat was neutralised. Somehow.

 

 

 

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[Moon3ye]

I find this loop thing really great.

I'm curious how it all continues.

[Kahlez]

So not only does at least some regression effects stay like her wanting some milk but those loops also change for some reason. I am really curious how much loops she has left given that it seems it takes a higher level of regression every time to reset. So now i need a time skip to the next chapter 

[diaperboymi]

AWESOME story!!!!!  This could go a number of different ways ?????

[TerranV]

Yeah I noticed that Lisa and Simon were uninvited this time. The world lines are changing!

[FloridaKid]

Love how you’re changing things slightly each time. Curious to find out how Alicia knows Elise’s name in later loops.

[LittleFallenPrincess]

 

 

Chapter 30: Jealousy

Regression Echo – LittleFallenPrincess

 

 

 

“What do you mean you quit?” David yelled at me.

“I quit. End of discussion. You’re not giving me my third strike and I’m not getting adopted by you. Go fuck yourself. Goodbye.” I replied, walking out of David’s office with all the confidence in the world.

Right. Job quit. Now to say goodbye to Julie, get in the car and head out to Danielle’s appointment with her and Catherine. Meet Doctor Wilson, go back home with them, have a nice dinner, then go home, get ready and go for drinks with Alicia. Busy loop, but hey, maybe this is the one to break it?

And so I did exactly that. I told Julie about quitting and she did the usual ‘stay in touch’ thing. Then I carefully navigated my way out of the coffee shop so as to not upset anyone… I’d hate to fuck things up and be taken at this point in the loop. I got in the car just like last time, with the help of Catherine. And I went to the appointment.

That went pretty much identically to how it went the first time. I made sure to try and say the same things so I didn’t mess with the loop too much. Dr Wilson… I mean Eve… was really nice, giving me her number yet again, and before long, we were back in the car on the way back to Danielle’s house.

Whilst everything was pretty much the same as the last time I took this route in a loop, it wasn’t completely identical. The entire time we were out Danielle seemed… quiet. Like something was bothering her. I wanted to ask her, but I was worried that it might screw up the direction of the loop, so I kept my mouth shut as we headed back to her place.

 

I walked into their house, instantly smelling the food cooking in the kitchen. My mouth was salivating over the thought of getting to eat Tom’s food again, because damn that was good in that other loop, even if I didn’t get to eat much of it.

“Make yourself at home sweetie. Dinner is in 5 minutes.” Catherine said as she took Danielle upstairs. “I just need to go change this soggybutt and we’ll be down. Why don’t you go into the dining room, Tom should be plating up soon!”

I nodded as Catherine then left upstairs, leaving me alone in the hallway of this lovely suburban home once again.

I could hear Tom working in the kitchen, so I wandered through the other side of the house, making my way towards the dining room. Along the way I took my time to actually look at their house, their furniture… their decorations. Mainly their photo frames containing cute family photos of all three of them.

‘They… look so happy…’

Catherine, Tom and Danielle at a park… at the aquarium… camping… snuggled up on the sofa… Danielle opening presents on Christmas Day…

My… heart hurt.

It was the best way to explain the feeling in my chest. Was it the fact that Danny had all these happy memories… without me? Or that I never had memories this happy? Or because of something else… something that I am currently trying not to think about right now because if I do… I’ll lose my mind.

“I…”

“You okay hun?”

I turned around to see Tom standing behind me, smiling.

“I… yeah…” I replied.

“You must be Elise. It’s lovely to meet you, we’ve heard a lot about you.”

“You must be Tom… it’s nice to meet you too.” I smiled back at him, putting my best fake smile on.

“What’s the matter sweetie? You look bothered by something.” He asked, sounding concerned.

‘I need to ask him…’

“I… is Danny happy here?” I blurted out.

“Well I hope so! We try to give her the best life possible.”

“That’s… nice…”

“What’s really on your mind?”

“Did… did Danny miss me?”

“Miss you? Honey, she never shut up about you. Even when she was heavily regressed, before her treatment fixed her, she’d babble your name. You mean a lot to her, and I think she’s so happy you’re back in her life now. I could hear it in her voice when I went to check on them upstairs.”

“I… missed her too.” I sighed.

“Well you found each other now. And you’re always welcome to come visit, we love having guests over. Especially if it’ll make Danielle happier.”

“Thanks… maybe I will.”

“Any more questions?” He asked.

“Umm… how is… how does it work with Danny?”

“What do you mean sweetie?”

“Do you let her… do anything that isn’t babyish?”

“We give her lots of freedom and we encourage her with everything we do. We just want to provide a loving, supporting family for her to grow as a person.”

“That… that sounds nice.”

The thoughts were seeping back into my mind again, and it was getting harder and harder to fight them.

Why did I feel so… jealous?

Like… I shouldn’t. Should I?

Danny wets herself. And poops too… just like a baby. She is dressed in humiliating baby clothes… but… she’s so… happy. WHY? WHY IS SHE SO FREAKING HAPPY?

“Something is up sweetie. Come here, come sit down and talk to me.” Tom said, taking my hand. I wandered over to the large sofa by the side of the living room we were in with him, climbing up onto it and sitting next to him. “What’s going on in that little mind of yours?” He asked softly. Something about his voice was so… reassuring. Like… I could talk to him.

“I… I’m glad Danny found you two. You two seem really nice… especially for Amazons…”

“Haha, thanks… but no, really, I understand. Amazons can be a bit… cruel. And that’s putting it nicely.”

“But Danny is so happy with you.” I sighed.

“And that bothers you?”

“No! Yes… I mean… I don’t know.”

“What about it bothers you?” He asked, sounding more and more like a therapist.

“I… don’t know. I can’t say…”

“Be honest with me. No… be honest with yourself.”

“I… I missed her. A lot. I loved her to bits. I had the biggest crush on her but she wasn’t gay. At least I don’t think she was. She never really dated anyone or showed any signs of liking anyone.”

“And now you have her back. So what’s the problem?”

“I should say it was the lost time, and having my best friend taken away from me. And before today maybe that would have been the case. But now… seeing her so happy with you two… I feel…”

“Jealous?”

“I… umm…”

“Danielle told us about her past. Which included a lot of your past. I know all about your struggles, your hardships. And I don’t blame you for wanting the same happiness she has.”

“But it’s stupid! Littles shouldn’t be babies!”

“I agree.”

It took me a second to process this in my head. Hearing an Amazon say that out loud…

“Wait… what?”

“Well, I agree mostly. Look, we didn’t adopt Danielle because we wanted a little to keep as our baby. We adopted Danielle to protect her. We told ourselves that when she recovered, we would get her legally declared an adult and help her move on with her life, ideally reconnecting with you.”

“So why is she… like this…?”

“It’s simple… she wants it.” He replied.

“She wants it? But…”

“I know, I know. It’s hard to understand. But here she feels safe. She feels cared for. Loved. We provide her all the encouragement and support we can, and will help her no matter what path in life she decides to take.”

I just kept quiet as I listened to him talk.

“Danielle tried being a big girl for a while after a certain point in her recovery. But she didn’t want it. Not entirely anyway. So we came to an arrangement.”

“An arrangement?”

“Danielle can discuss that with you. All you need to know is that she’s happy, loved, and she wants this life. Now I know a lot of littles are terrified of this treatment, and rightfully so. I’d personally hate it if I was a little in your position. But some… some like being cared for. Some like the security it brings. Many littles willingly get adopted for many different reasons. And there’s no shame in it. It’s all about finding the right caregivers though, because like I said, Amazons can be cruel. Danielle found her parents. Maybe… maybe you’ll find ones you feel comfortable with? If that’s what you really want, of course. If you end up not wanting this, you can always stay an unadopted little. But… don’t feel bad for feeling jealous. You’ve seen your best friend happier than she’s probably ever been. And you want that. Even if it means a lifetime of nappies…”

“I… n… I don’t know!” I yelled quietly.

Tom didn’t react, he didn’t get angry by my sudden outburst, he just sat there… thinking.

“I have an idea.” He said, after a few seconds of thought.

“Huh?”

“How about… just for whilst you’re here… you try being in the same position as Danny?”

“WHAT?”

‘Shit… this is it! They’re going to forcefully adopt me and regress me! It’s the loop again! FUCK! HOW WAS I SO FUCKING NAIVE?’

“You don’t have to! Just… I saw the look on your face when you looked at the photos. And Cat told me all about the appointment when I went up to check on them. Why not give being in Danny’s shoes a go? Just for a few hours? Then I promise we’ll put you in your normal clothes and send you on your way. With lots of leftover pasta. Seriously, I’ve cooked way too much. I do it every time.” He laughed.

“I…”

“How about if Catherine does it?”

“Does what?”

“Dresses you up. Feeds you. Treats you the way we treat Danny. Get a taste of it. No shame, no judgements or comments. Just a nice dinner with us with the same treatment Danny gets. We even have a spare highchair we can put you in. Either you like it and you can look for your own parents, or you don’t and you move on with your life with the knowledge that this kind of life isn’t for you.”

“I… umm…”

‘Why was this so hard? I should obviously say no. Tell him it’s absurd. Tell him I’d never do it in a million years. No little should be treated like a baby. Even if they want it. Right? At least… that’s what I thought… until I saw Danny. That moment I saw that smile on her face. That genuine smile that I barely saw on her before she got taken away from me… Maybe… maybe I was wrong? Maybe… Maybe I could do this? But no I shouldn’t. But maybe I should? This is the perfect opportunity… provided they keep their word… but then what if they don’t… but what if they do? But…’

“Do you want me to make the decision for you, petal?” Tom said, interrupting me.

I looked up into his welcoming eyes and at the genuine, compassionate smile on his face.

 

And that’s when I nodded.

 

I did it. I finally did it.

“Come on then kiddo, I’ll take you upstairs and then Catherine can get you ready. Just for a few hours, okay?” He said, standing up and holding out his hand to me.

I nodded again, in a slight haze. My mind was swirling with thoughts and worries and fears… but also… happy thoughts… like the softness of a nappy… the suckling motion when sucking on a dummy… playing with toys and not having a care in the world… being dressed in adorable outfits…

I had forced myself to hate these things all my life. Especially after Danny was taken. I was so angry at the world and the way littles were treated… I never stopped to think about the littles who wanted this. Those who wanted all these things that I can’t stop thinking about.

I kept denying it all, ever since the first loop.

Sure, maybe I thought it was the regression in each loop, slowly making me like all this stuff. But no, I… I’ve been feeling this for a while, I just kept denying it and pushing it to the back of my mind. I hate having to feel scared every day, just waiting to be adopted by some cruel Amazon. I hated having to worry about rent. I hated having to live in a world that was clearly not designed for people like me.

And then when I first saw Danny after all this time apart… I knew deep inside… I was jealous. I was jealous of her. And that was before the loop. Before all the regression and betrayal. This was real. This is something I may actually want.

I shouldn’t though. I shouldn’t like this. I have to keep fighting.

…But what’s one afternoon taster session?

 

 

 

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[Panther Cub]

WOOOOOO! Can't wait to see what happens next!

[Kahlez]

45 minutes ago, LittleFallenPrincess said:

…But what’s one afternoon taster session?

I think she really could wanting it and who knows maybe it turns out she just need to find good parents...if she didnt already have...

[FloridaKid]

Turned a corner…can’t wait to see what’s around the bend. Maybe Elise wanting it breaks the loop? Glad she reconnected with Eve in this loop.

[TerranV]

Saw this coming eventually. Hope she doesn't miss her date with Alicia. 

Can't wait to see how that goes wrong.

[diaperboymi]

Not sure how this loop will go but I'm still banking on Julie. ??????

[LittleFallenPrincess]

On 11/30/2022 at 8:10 PM, Panther Cub said:

WOOOOOO! Can't wait to see what happens next!

Yay! I hope you enjoy what comes next on Sunday!

On 11/30/2022 at 8:28 PM, Kahlez said:

I think she really could wanting it and who knows maybe it turns out she just need to find good parents...if she didnt already have...

Ooooh maybe! It would be nice if that happened... ?

On 12/1/2022 at 12:18 AM, FloridaKid said:

Turned a corner…can’t wait to see what’s around the bend. Maybe Elise wanting it breaks the loop? Glad she reconnected with Eve in this loop.

Maybe! We still don't know what is causing the loop or how she breaks it. Maybe we will find out eventually? Maybe we won't. ?

23 hours ago, TerranV said:

Saw this coming eventually. Hope she doesn't miss her date with Alicia. 

Can't wait to see how that goes wrong.

A date with an Amazon that she barely knows is going to go wrong? NOOOOOOO. Never. That wouldn't happen. Nope. Not at all....

...?

1 hour ago, diaperboymi said:

Not sure how this loop will go but I'm still banking on Julie. ??????

Julie is a sweetie in every loop. ?