My Next-Door Neighbor

[mamabug]

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Chapter One

“This is the last box; I’m finally on my own!” She said proudly as she took a step back and placed her hands upon her hips. She looked around her small one-bedroom apartment. It wasn’t much to look at the moment, but she didn’t care. For the past four years, she had been living with roommates while attending college, but she graduated a few months ago, and she was now on her own. It was perhaps the best feeling ever.

She was also thankful that the apartment came furnished, so she only had a handful of boxes to unpack herself.

She stretched out her hands into the air. “Perhaps I should say hi to the neighbors?” She thought out loud as she turned on her heels. There were three other apartments on the third floor, along with hers. It was a small apartment complex outside of the central city, but it was the only one she could afford.

The first one she knocked on was the one directly next to her—apartment 303. A few moments later, a young man, about her age, with dark, messy hair and large glasses, opened the door.

“Y-yes?”

“Hello,” she said brightly, her hair bouncing as she spoke, “my name is Laura; I just moved here. I’m your next-door neighbor.”

“Oh, hi,” he said, looking a bit nervous, “my name is Jonathan.”

“Nice to meet you, Jonathan,” Laura smiled at him, “I  don’t know much about this ear, so perhaps you can show me around sometime? Or at least let me know where all the good spots are.”

“Sure, I suppose so…”

“Thanks!” She smiled at him, giving him a small wave before heading to the last two apartments to greet them. One was an older lady who was on her own after her husband died, and the last one was a married couple that didn’t look to happy. She chatted with them for a few moments before heading back to her apartment, knowing she needed to start to unpack.

As she passed Apartment 303, she paused, staring at the door for a moment, before heading back to 304, which was her apartment.

“He was cute,” she mumbled to herself but shook her head. “Stop it, Laura, the last thing you need to do is prying on your next-door neighbor.”

She ran her finger across the yellow sundress she currently was wearing before she went to work and started to unpack everything. By the time she was finished, the sun was already beginning to set. She was exhausted. She should have told Dan to come anyway, as he had asked her as she was about to leave if she would need any help. She figured she would be fine since she only hands a handful of boxes, but she hadn’t realized how long it would take to sort through the mess and put everything in their rightful spot.

She felt her stomach; it was growling loudly. She needed to eat soon; she hadn’t had lunch. She also needed to get groceries but figured she would save that for the morning.

As she was leaving her apartment, she noticed Jonathan going his at the same time.

“Hey, new neighbor, where are you going?” She asked as she rushed to meet up with him.

“Um, just heading to the game store…there is a new game out…” He said, looking down at his feet.

“Oh sweet,” she said, “I was thinking of grabbing some dinner. Do you have any suggestions?”

“There is a small diner right down the street,” he said, pointing down the road, “it’s family-owned, and it’s been there forever. The prices are great, and the food is delicious.”

“Awesome!” She said with a clap of her hands. “Thank you!”

“You’re welcome...” He said.

She gave him a quick wave before she headed down the stairs and towards her car. It didn’t take her long to find the small diner nestled by a strip mall. It was adorable. It had several things from the 50s and 60s that they have collected over the years. There was about a handful of people in the restaurant at the time that she had walked in. A cute girl showed her a place to sit and handed her a menu.

“Are you new?” She asked, and Laura smiled.

“Yes, I just moved in from Huntington, where I was going to college.”

“Oh, my sister is attending there right now. I’ll probably go once I graduate from high school.” She said with a smile.

“Wonderful, it’s a great school.”

“Well, I’ll let you look over the menu. I’ll answer any questions that you might have.” She said as she skipped away.

Laura started to look over the menu; there were so many options to choose from. When out of nowhere, she could sense someone was sliding in the booth ahead of her. She looked up and noticed a young man, probably even younger than she was, sitting across from her. He was buff; she figured he probably went to the gym for several hours each morning, thick blonde hair and a square jaw.

“Hey, beautiful, you new?”

“Yes.” She said shortly, still looking over the menu.

“Well, my name is Bradly, and I’ll be more than happy to show you around. There are a few good private places…”

“No, thank you,” she didn’t look up at him.

“Least, give me your number, sweetheart.” He said.

“No, thank you.” She replied, once again.

“Bradly, she’s not interested, now go!” The waitress soon came over, crossing her arms. Bradly looked at Laura once more, before grunting and leaving. “Sorry about him, he’s not a creep, but he hits on every beautiful girl that walks in here.”

“That’s okay, thank you,” Laura said. “I know what I want to have.”

The rest of her time at the diner was rather peaceful. She chatted with the young waitress, even met the restaurant owner, and chatted with them for a few minutes. Her food was delicious, as Jonathan had stated.

By the time she got back home, she was exhausted and ready for bed.  But, before she could slip into the shower, her phone went off.

“Hello?”

“Hey, beautiful! How did the move go?”

It was from Dan. Part of her was slightly annoyed by him calling her, but it also comforted her a bit.

“Without a hitch, pretty much everything is put away, but I’m about to go to sleep now.”

“Oh, haven’t changed yet?”

She took a deep breath, knowing exactly what he was talking about. Her hands slide against the side of her dress, and she shook her head.

“No, I was just about to when you called me.”

“Do you need me to come over there and help you?”

“I think I can manage it just fine, thank you very much,” Laura said. “Listen, it’s late, and I’m tired. Goodnight, Dan.”

She hung up the phone before he could say another word. The two of them dated on/off during the four years she attended college. But, for the most part, they just remained friends. Even though he could come across a little intense at times, he was a good guy and would do anything for her. She hated to admit that she missed him and felt a little anxious being in a new place with people she didn’t know. But, she needed a drastic change. All her life, she lived on the safe side of things, and for once, she wanted to walk across the bridge, without a safety rope, so she could finally discover herself.

Laura walked into the bedroom and looked at the full-length mirror that she had set right beside her bed against the wall. She slowly took off her dress and placed it in the hamper in the closet, before turning herself into the mirror. She snapped off her bra, freeing her double D breast from their hold, before sliding her hands down to her waist.

“Do you need me to help you?” She repeated Dan’s words in a mocking tone. “I know how to change myself.”

Between her thighs instead of an ordinary pair of panties that most woman wear, was a thick diaper. She pressed her fingers against it, though she already knew that it was slightly wet. She pulled at the tabs of the diaper, letting it fall to the ground. She cleaned herself up, before sliding under the covers, naked and falling asleep.

 

[puffy_bottom]

So exciting! I love your writing.

[kerry]

8 hours ago, mamabug said:

“Sorry about him, he’s not a creep, but he hits on every beautiful girl that walks in here.”

I'd argue that this is what makes him a creep.

[Shotgun Diplomat]

Well I am really liking the start you have made here. I especially like the diner sequence as @kerry said the fact that some rando has the gall to not only hit on "every beautiful girl" but needs to be told twice to bugger off is a little disconcerting. That being said, you wrote the interaction well, I appreciate how you had Laura be both forceful and polite in her declination of his advances. Thank-you for the story, I am eager for the next installment. 

[mamabug]

15 minutes ago, Shotgun Diplomat said:

Well I am really liking the start you have made here. I especially like the diner sequence as @kerry said the fact that some rando has the gall to not only hit on "every beautiful girl" but needs to be told twice to bugger off is a little disconcerting. That being said, you wrote the interaction well, I appreciate how you had Laura be both forceful and polite in her declination of his advances. Thank-you for the story, I am eager for the next installment. 

Thank you! My goal in my writing is to be realistic.  I feel like it's realistic for a young waitress at a diner (in a small town), to perhaps to be forgiving to a guy who a regular person would find creepy. Not every person is going to be so forceful in turning down someone and not everyone is going to see a person's true colors. So even if I write a person who says/does things that other people do not agree with - it's just the reality of things. 

[Shotgun Diplomat]

10 minutes ago, mamabug said:

I feel like it's realistic for a young waitress at a diner (in a small town), to perhaps to be forgiving

I feel you are right. I am from a town like that. People there are forgiving because everybody of a certain age group knows almost everything about everyone else. It is hard to not be forgiving when the person you are trying to forgive probably shared the kinds of secrets only children have with you when they were younger. It tends to breed a quasi-blind spot regarding behaviours.  

[LittleFenny]

I have to agree with what everyone else has said, this one's a watch. I'm afraid I also have to agree, I may not live in a small town but within small groups folks can be too forgiving. In this case probably not just because she grew up with him but more than likely in a small town like this everyone knows him and his family. If he's doing this I have the suspicion that either his family doesn't care (or even approves) or is denial about it being anything more than just being friendly. Kick him out and she's going to have to worry about not just him getting upset but getting harangued in the grocery story by his mother. "My boy didn't do anything wrong. Why are you picking on him? I'll be talking to your mom at the next quilter's club meeting about how rude you're being to Bradly!"

Which since ninety-nine times out of ten this is just rudeness and not someone who's arrest is going to eventually be on the national news, you just scold them again and again while groaning inside.

[mamabug]

 

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Chapter Two

Laura woke up to her alarm going off the next morning. She turned off her phone, set at 6:30 AM, before stretching and sliding out of bed. The first thing she did was jump in the shower, before pulling a nightshirt on over her before heading into the kitchen.

“I wonder what I should do today.” It was Sunday morning, and she didn’t start her new job till Monday, so she figured she would walk around town to get accustomed to everything. She made a pot of coffee and some eggs for breakfast, sitting down at the small table and watched some videos on her phone. However, before she got up to get dressed, she got a text message from Dan.

How is everything going?

It’s going well here. Just about to head out and check on things.

Aw! Have fun, baby girl.

She rolled her eyes at the last statement before getting up and clearing the table. She walked into her bedroom and slipped on a white diaper and a blue sundress. The dress landed right above her knees so that the diaper wouldn’t be exposed so easily. She grabbed her purse and headed out the door. As she was heading down the stairs, she saw her neighbor, Jonathan, walking across the parking lot.

“Good morning!” She called to him.

“Good morning.”

“What are you up to today?” She asked him with a smile.

“Oh, nothing much, about to head to work.” He said.

“Where do you work?”

“I work part-time at the book store as I’m attending college.”

“Oh, wow!” She said. “Impressive. How old are you, Jonathan?”

“19.” He said, and she smiled at him. So he was a few younger than her. How cute.

“Aww,” she said with a smile, “I just turned 22. I graduated from college this past spring.”

“Oh, awesome. Where are you headed?”

“Just wanted to look around,” she said with a shrug of her shoulders, “I moved pretty far from my old town, so want to check everything out.”

“Oh, nice.” He said as he shuffled his feet.

“Don’t forget,” Laura said to him as she started to walk away, “you still need to show me around. I’m sure you know all the good spots.”

Before he could answer, though, she was already walking to her car. She got in before driving off. She drove for a few hours, looked at a few shops, ate lunch at a diner, and did a bit of grocery shopping before returning home to her apartment. She sat down on the couch and closed her eyes. This was such a massive step for her. She wasn’t the type of girl hanging around friends 24/7, or even one to have a lot of friends, but she always had someone. Especially a roommate. Now she was living on her own, with no one.

She shook her head; she was starting to get depressed.

“Do I need a change?” She asked herself out loud as she pulled up her dress and ran her fingers down her crotch. Her diaper was a little wet, but it wasn’t completely soaked. She decided she needed a drink. She grabbed a bottle of wine, but instead of placing it in a wine glass, she instead put it in a bottle. She jumped onto the couch and put on some TV, laying down and suckling on her juice. She wasn’t always in invisible mode anymore, but there were times that she enjoyed it.

When she was feeling down, the comfort of going into little or sub-space was comforting to her. She would drift away, and all her worries would disappear for the time being. Moving was a huge stress inducer, so she probably felt the need to wear more often. Back in college, she only wore maybe once or twice a week.

She also had Dan, though, who cared for her and used to be her daddy, more so than he ever was her boyfriend. Even when they were broken up, there were times he would come over and take care of her. It was a special place in her life.

But, she was ready to explore more of herself. She thought about Jonathan and smirked a little bit. She couldn’t help but be a little bit curious, even though she told herself she wouldn’t.

When she finished with her bottle, she grabbed one of her favorite stuffed animals and held onto it as she continued to watch TV.

It wasn’t long though before the need to wet overcame her, and she felt herself letting go in her diaper. She pressed her fingers upon it, feeling the wetness upon the diaper, with truthfully turned her on a little bit. Although this lifestyle was somewhat comforting to her, at times, it also could become sexual.

She got up and headed into her bedroom, reaching into her nightstand to pull out a small, but powerful vibrator. She headed back into the living room, as she spread her legs, pressing the vibrator against her wet diaper, turning it on full power. She began to moan, as it vibrated against her clit, causing pleasure to spread across her body. She bit her lip as she began to move her hips, pressing even harder. The mixture between the vibrator and the wet diaper was a perfect pair in helping her orgasm.

Once she was finished, she cleaned up the vibrator and placed it back, before taking off her rather soaked diaper and jumping into the shower. Once she was cleaned up, she bagged up the used diaper twice, deciding just to take it to the trash as she didn’t want to stink up the place.

However, as soon as she began to make her way to the trashcan, she spotted Jonathan, her cheeks reddened a little bit.

“Hey,” he said with a friendly wave.

“Hello,” she said with a smile, “we need to stop meeting like this.”

“Haha yeah, we do,” he said with a little laugh, “well, goodnight.”

“Goodnight.”

She then dashed to the dumpster and disposed of her secret before she made it back into her apartment.

She then made her way into her room and under her covers, wanting to get enough sleep since tomorrow was her first day on the job.

Her first day at her new job wasn’t as stressful as she thought it was going to be. She decided to wear a long blue dress that reached her knees, but she didn’t wear a diaper.

She was working at an editing department. Most of it was filling out a lot of paperwork and just going over some things. She had a lot of studying to do, and she did shadow someone that was there for years. She got to mingle with some of her coworkers, and by the end of it, she felt like she found her place to be.

“Did your first day go well?”

Those words came from Jonathan as soon as she got out of her car; he was getting out at the same time. Out of all their neighbors, they sure ran into each other more and more. The two of them began to have a conversation as they headed up to their rooms.

“It went well,” she said with a smile, “there is a lot to learn still, but I enjoyed the environment.”

“That’s good,” he said. “I’m sure you’ll do great.”

“How is school going for you?”

“It’s going,” he said with a nod of his head, “lots of homework and studying. Between that and a job, not much time to do anything else.”

“Haha, I’m sure.” She said. “Your poor girlfriend probably misses you.”

“I don’t have a girlfriend…” he said as he looked down for a second.

“Oh?” She said with a smile as she lingered by the door for a moment, fumbling with her keys. “That is surprising. You’re pretty cute. Well, goodnight.”

With that, she shut the door behind her. At that point, she didn’t want to do much. She grabbed a quick dinner, watched some TV, and then crawled into bed and fell asleep.

Amid her sleep, Laura had a dream about Jonathan, about him lying down on her lap on the couch as they watched TV, her fingers slowly trailing across his back, until…and the rest she couldn’t remember the next morning.

[kirababy]

i'm enjoying this start. 

[mamabug]

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Chapter Three

Laura woke up the following morning with her alarm going off. She let out a yawn as she reached over and turned it off, before rolling to the other side. She stayed like that for a few moments, before she pushed herself to get out of bed and get dressed. She knew if she lingered about in bed for any longer she would end up falling back to sleep. She couldn’t be late to her second day of work.

She got in the shower, got dressed, and walked into the kitchen to start breakfast. While she was eating she got a phone call from Dan.

“Hey sweetie, how was your first big day?”

“It went pretty well,” she said as she stuffed a piece of toast in her mouth, “I really like it.”

“That’s good,” he said, “I was going to call yesterday, but figured you still wanted to get settled in.”

“Yeah, I’m starting to get there.” She said as she looked around the bare apartment. “Still a little empty though.”

“I was thinking of coming to visit you this weekend. If that is okay.”

“Yeah, that would be great.” She said.

“Okay, I’ll let you know exactly when. Have a good day.” He said as he hung up. She smiled down at the phone. Even though they didn’t work as a couple and although times he could be a little over bearing, she knew that he cared about her. She had to admit that she missed him and was happy to hear he would be down for a visit.

It was another great day at work. She began to feel the many details that she must learn begin to pile on. But, everyone was being so kind and patient with her, that it made it a bit easier to get through the day. She even had lunch with a few of her coworkers.  She felt like things were starting to go her way, she was finding her place in the world.

When she got home, she quickly changed her clothes and placed a thick diaper underneath some booty shorts and a tank top. The shorts covered the diaper, but it did make her ass look slightly larger. She doubted if anyone would be able to tell.

She instantly slipped into little space as she nuzzled up on the couch with a paci in her mouth, as she began to watch TV.

It was then there was a knock on the door. She spat the paci out of her mouth as she walked over to the door, opening it, surprised to see Jonathan at the door.

“Hey neighbor!” She said cheerfully. “What’s up?”

“Sorry, I was just wondering if you happened to have any milk? I was making some Macaroni and cheese and realized I didn’t have any…”

“Hmm, sounds delicious! And yes, I have some. Give me a moment.” She turned around and headed to the fridge, opening it up and grabbing her milk before handing it over to Jonathan.

“Thanks, I’ll bring it right back,” he said as he started to walk away. Laura was just about to close the door when he quickly turned around, “um…if you haven’t eaten yet….did you want to come over?”

She smiled. “I would love too!”

She than found her inside Jonathan’s house. It was quite simple, but he did have a lot of nerdy things hanging on the wall. Lots of pictures from Nintendo and Star Wars, as well as little figurines of Pokémon.

“How long have you lived here?” Laura asked as she continued to look around his living room.

“About a year now,” he said as he was watching her from the kitchen.

“Nice,” she said as she gave him a smile, “do you need any help?”

“No, it’s pretty much done,” he said as he grabbed a couple of bowls and began to give each of them some of the macaroni and cheese, before handing one of them to Laura who was lingering behind him.

“Looks so good!” She said as she smelled the aroma coming from the bowl.

“Do you want a beer?” He asked as he started to open up the fridge.

“Sounds perfect!”

The two of them were soon sitting on his couch (he didn’t have a dining room table), with a bowl of macaroni and cheese and a beer. They sat in silence for a few minutes as they enjoyed their food, the TV was on, but the sound was low and they weren’t paying much attention to it.

“How do you like it here so far?” He soon asked her.

“I like it,” she said, “it’s a big adjustment from college and being on my own, but so far everyone has been really kind to me.”

“That’s good,” he said with a nod of his head, “it is a big change. I was living in a dorm until I moved here. I like having my own space though.”

“So you don’t have a girlfriend?” Laura asked him, knowing she had asked him these questions earlier.  But, it was hard to believe. He seemed like such a put together guy, plus he was cute as well.

“N-no…” he said. “are you mocking me?”

“What? No, of course not.” She was taken back by that statement.

“Don’t you have a boyfriend?”

She shook her head. “Not for a while. Most guys I dated weren’t always exactly my type.”

He gave her an odd look, but didn’t question her further as he took another bite of his food. Laura placed her empty bowl down and took a sip of the beer. She wished she hadn’t worn a diaper now, as she felt like it might be a bit obvious what she was wearing underneath her shorts. Especially since she had the need to go to the bathroom, but almost felt it disrespectful to wet herself in front of her neighbor.

“May I use the restroom?” She asked.

“Down the hall and to the left.”

“Thanks! I’ll be right back!” She got up and headed towards the bathroom. She hated to waste a perfectly good diaper, but decided she could always give it some use later on. She snickered to herself as she thought that Jonathan would look really cute in a diaper. But, she pushed the thought away.

 “Thank you for dinner,” Laura said late on that night. She wasn’t planning on staying as late as she did, but after dinner they ended up watching TV and drinking another beer, chatting about different topics. It made her feel a bit less anxious than she had been earlier, “I had a good time. We should do it again.”

“No problem,” he said, “thanks for the milk.”

“Anytime, neighbor!” She said with a laugh as she held up the container of milk. She started to turn around to leave and head to her own apartment. But, she paused, and turned her head back to look at Jonathan who was still standing by the doorway.

“Not sure if this is too forward or not,” she said with a shrug of her shoulders, “but would you like to perhaps to go out sometime?”

“Go out?” He asked with a tilt of his head.

“You know, like to a movies or going out to eat?” She said with a raised brow.

His cheeked reddened a bit, but he nodded his head. “That sounds great.”

“Awesome!” She said. “Have a good night.”

“You too!”

As soon as Laura got home, she emptied what she had left in her bladder into her diaper, feeling it swell around her. She looked down at her shorts and was thankful she decided to opt out of wetting at Jonathan's because now that it was wet, it was quite apparent that she was wearing something other than cute underwear.

The thought of going out with Jonathan excited her. He was incredibly cute. She ended up curling up in her bed, with a pacifier and a stuff animal, sleeping all night in her wet diaper, thinking of Jonathan.

 

 

[kirababy]

i like the pace of this one.

[mamabug]

 

Chapter Four

The next few days were rather uneventful for Laura; she spent her days at work and then relaxing on the couch, usually with a thick diaper on. A few times, she spotted Jonathan, spoke to him a few minutes, or even went out to eat at the café and chat with the local workers. She was starting to find her place around the area and was finally settling in.

That Saturday morning, though, she was excited because Dan would be coming over. It would be nice to see a friendly face after over a week of being on her own.

She decided against putting a diaper on that morning after all her visits with Dan had nothing to do with that right now. She also knew that her date with Jonathan was tonight, and she was pretty excited about that.

KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK

She looked up from her phone; she was sitting on the couch. The loud banging of the door brought her out of her thoughts. She stood up and strolled over to the door and opened it.

It was from Dan.

He was tall and handsome, olive skin tone, sleek black hair, and bright brown eyes. He smiled when he saw her and wrapped his arms around her.

“You’re here earlier than I expected,” she said with a smile.

“Is that a problem?”

“Of course not!” She said. “How was the drive?”

“Quite boring, but not too bad.” He stepped inside the apartment and looked around. “Cute little place you have.”

“It’s not much,” she said with a shrug, “but it is mine.”

“How is everything going? Feeling homesick yet?”

“Sometimes, but I like it here. Everyone is so nice.”

“That’s good,” he said, “find anyone to play with you yet?” after those words, he let out a small laugh. She felt her cheeks blush slightly as she shook her head.

“What’s it to you?” She said as she stuck out her tongue. “If you must know, I have a date tonight. My cute next-door neighbor.”

“Oh?” He said. “Well, he is in for a treat, isn’t he?”

“I guess so,” she said with a shrug of her shoulders. Dan found out about her diaper fetish about six months after they first started dating. By accident. She had decided to wear a diaper on one of their dates. They went to a bowling alley, and at one point, the shorts she was wearing slid down a bit, revealing her diaper.

The whole day ended with them in the family bathroom and him changing her out of her wet diaper. It was perhaps the most exciting thing she had ever done.

It was then she felt Dan’s hands reach forward and briefly tight her bottom. “Why aren’t you wearing?”

“Because I don’t need too,” she reminded him.

“But, you always looked so adorable.”

“Don’t forget, we are just friends.” She told him with a shake of her head. “I haven’t eaten yet, do you want to grab some breakfast?”

She had turned around to grab her purse when Dan suddenly wrapped his arms around her. “Oh, come on, Laura. Even after we broke up, we still had some fun. I’m sure it’s been a while since you’ve been properly taken care of.”

“I don’t need you to care for me,” Laura told him, but her voice was weak, he always had away with her.

“Come on,” he said, “just a little fun. I know you would love for me to put you in a diaper and take you out to breakfast, come back home….”

He didn’t finish his sentence, and Laura bit her lip.

“Fine,” she mumbled under her breath, “you’re right…”

“You’re too easy,” he said with a hearty laugh as he grabbed her hand, “come on, let’s go in the bedroom and get you changed.”

She did as she said and grabbed hold of his hand, feeling little space starting to overtake her. She laid down on the bed, currently wearing a dress. He pulled up the dress and pulled down her silky white panties before searching in her closet where she kept her secret stash of diapers. When he found them, he slid one under her, making sure it was tight against her hips.

“Hmm, perfect,” he said with a smile.

“T-thank you,” Laura said softly.

“Thank you….”

“Daddy.” She said, sinking more into the little head space.  Why did he always have this control over her? She left so she could find her way, but she was again sucked into his words and his touch.

He helped her off the bed and kissed her on the forehead, which caused her to melt.

“Let’s go out to eat,” he said as she began to head out the door, stopping long enough for Laura to grab her purse.

As they started to walk across the parking lot, she spotted Jonathan.

“Hey!” She called out to him. He smiled at her, but then stopped and stared at Dan. “This is my college friend, Dan. He is visiting me this afternoon.”

“Oh, hello,” Jonathan said with a quick nod of his head.

“I heard about you,” Dan said, “thanks for taking care of Laura. Lord knows she needs it.”

Laura rolled her eyes but blushed slightly at his words. He would never publicly tell her secret to the world, but he liked to tease her like that once in a while.

“I’ll see you tonight,” Laura said as she and Dan started to head to the car.

“O-okay…” Jonathan said, staring at them for a moment before turning around and walking away.

“I can see why you like him,” Dan said, “He is your type.”

“Oh, shush.”

The two of them drove to a small diner that Laura had visited a few times before. She had started to become friendly with a few of the workers and noticed a few regular customers that visited there as well. The two of them found a small table by the window as they looked over their menus.

“You seem to be doing well,” Dan said as he peered up from the menu.

“Yes,” she said, “I am an adult now, after all. Just because you’re a few years older than me.”

“Hm, sometimes you are.” He said with a laugh as he gently touched his foot to hers.

They ordered their food and then began to discuss everyday life, what Dan was doing after college if he was in any relationship, how old friends were, and everything else. Laura felt comfortable around Dan, even though sometimes he liked to push the boundaries a little bit too far. He was the one she was most comfortable being herself around.

Dan paid for the meal, and they headed back to the apartment, Dan said he had to leave soon anyway as he had plans for that night. Laura admitted to herself she was a little sad as she enjoyed his company.

“Do you need a change before I go?” He said with a laugh as he stuck his hand beneath her dress and felt her diaper, which was slightly damp.

She pushed his hand away, “n-no, I’m fine.”

“Are you going to wear a diaper on your date?” He asked her.

“No.”

“Why not? Afraid of him finding out.” He said with a giggle. “What is he going to say when he finds out that you want…”

“Shush!” She said. “If I let you change me, will you stop?’

He laughed and kissed her on the cheek, taking her hand and leading her into the bedroom, pushing her down onto the bed.

He pulled up her dress, revealing her damp diaper. He pressed his hand against it for a few moments before he ripped off the tabs and pulled the diaper down. He then grabbed some wipes and carefully started to wipe her down, making sure to get all over, so there was no worry about an infection. When he was finished, he placed the diaper to the side.

“You know I sort of miss this,” he said with a sigh.

“Me too,” she said honestly, as she got off the bed, currently not wearing anything beneath her dress, “but I’m glad you were able to come today.”

“Same here, hun.” He said as he wrapped his arms around her, “you be a good girl tonight.”

She rolled her eyes but didn’t say anything as she gave him a tight squeeze.

“Drive safe.”

“I will. Have a good night.”

“Thank you,” she said as she walked him to the door and watched him walk down the hallway.  She shut the door and leaned up against it, closing her eyes, taking a deep breath. She then pushed herself off and started getting ready for her date with Jonathan tonight; she was excited and nervous about it.

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Chapter Five

Laura ended up deciding to wear thick black leggings and a blue crop top. She didn’t wear a diaper, because it would have been too apparent in the tight pants. She looked at herself in the mirror before she grabbed her purse and walked out the door, knocking on Jonathan’s.

He soon answered wearing blue jeans and a black t-shirt.

“I know I’m a bit earlier,” Laura said as she looked down at her phone at the time, “but just figured if you were ready to head to the movies now?”

“Y-yeah, sure,” he said as he looked her over for a moment before blushing, closing the door behind him.

“So, what movie did you want to see?”

“I don’t care,” he said with a shrug of his shoulders, “why don’t you pick?”

“Well, there is that one action movie that looked pretty cool,” she told him as they started to head down the stairs.

“We don’t have to watch that,” he told her, “I know there is a romance one…”

Laura stopped in her tracks and crossed her arms. “Are you assuming that I’m into romance because I’m a girl?”

“Well, I mean…” Jonathan stuttered, trying to find the right answer. Laura let out a laugh and patted his shoulder.

“I’m joking. I like romance movies, but I like action ones too,” she said with a smirk.

“Oh, okay,” he said with a forced, awkward laugh. The two got in his car and drove the ten minutes to the theatre; there was mostly silence between them the entire time.

“How has your week been?” She asked as they were about to pull into the parking lot.

“Not too bad,” he said, “nothing too exciting. Yours? How is the job?”

“I love it,” she said with a smile, “it’s cool, I’m finally starting to get the hang of it.”

“That’s good,” he said as they got out of the car. He looked around and noticed a few people that stopped and stared at Laura as they walked into the building.

She paid no attention to them as they walked over to the ticket booth and got the tickets. Jonathan paid, but Laura insisted then she buy the popcorn and drinks.

They didn’t speak much before the movie started, and as they move went on, Laura was waiting for Jonathan to make some kind of move. She rested her hand uncomfortably on the armrest, giving him the perfect opportunity to hold her hand, but he never did.

Part of her was a bit upset about it, but she pushed it aside, maybe he was just nervous?

“That was great,” she said as the credits rolled, and they got up from their seats, “I’ll admit, I didn’t see that end coming.”

“Yeah, it was pretty cool,” he said in a low voice.

“Did you want to grab some dinner?” Laura asked him. “I’ll pay for myself.”

“You don’t need to do that,” he said, “but yeah, sure, let’s eat; I am getting a bit hungry.”

Laura looked at him; he was acting a bit distant than he usually did. Was he not enjoying himself? She didn’t ask, though, as they got in the car and sat in silence on the way to the restaurant. A few times, she opened her mouth to speak about the movie or anything else, but she stopped herself. She was a bit nervous about making a fool of herself.

They got seated in a corner booth as the waiter gave them the menus.

“I’ve never been here before,” Laura said as she opened up the menu and looked around.

“It’s pretty decent food,” he told her, “especially for the price.”

“Well, that’s always a good thing,” she said, “I’m having a good time.”

“Me too,” he replied, but she wasn’t sure if she believed him or not. She didn’t press further as she returned to look at the menu to figure out exactly what she wanted.

A few minutes later, the waiter returned, and they gave the orders. As they waited for their older, they made small talk, but it never led much to anywhere. Laura was very curious as to why he wasn’t as talkative as he was before. The time she ate dinner at his place, they had a million things to talk about.

“How are school and work going?” Laura asked as she took a sip of her water.

“It’s a bit tough,” he said with a shrug of his shoulders, “but I’m doing what I can.”

“If you need any help,” Laura said with a smile, “I’ll be happy to help you out.”

“Thank you,” he said as he shifted his weight in his chair, “so how was your visit with your friend.”

“It went well,” she said, “it’s been a bit of a difficult move. Dan and I go way back, so it was nice to see a familiar face.”

“Did you all ever date?”

The question caught her off guard. “We used to date,” she admitted, “but it didn’t work out. We are only friends now.”

“I see,” he said as he played with the straw in his drink.

Before she could say anything more, though, their food had arrived, interrupting their conversation. She sighed as she decided to let it go and focus on the menu, it looked delicious! She ordered a chicken salad, but aside from fires on the side.

“This is so good,” she said as she took a bite of the salad, “I’m not sure why they call this a salad….there is a bunch of things in here that is so not healthy.”

“Yeah,” he said with a grin, “pretty much just threw some lettuce leaves in and doubled the price.”

She let out a laugh. “That’s pretty much it!”

The two of them finished their food, and he paid for the meal, though she insisted on leaving a tip. They made their way back to the car and the apartments.

“That was fun,” Laura said, although she had a bad feeling about what had happened.

“Yes, it was.” He said as they began to make their way up to the stairs.

“I can’t wait to do it again.”

“Again?”

At this point, Laura was standing at the top of the stairs. She turned around and looked at him, who was a few steps below. “You don’t want too?”

“I mean, we can hang out,” he said, “but to keep treating it like a date is a bit…”

“Isn’t it a date?”

“Do you pity me or something?” He asked her.

“No? What are you talking about?”

He closed his eyes and took and a deep breath before he began to walk up the stairs and past her, she didn’t move from her spot though. He took a few steps and turned around to look at her.

“Your ex-boyfriend is super handsome, and I saw the way people were looking at you…and at me. If you’re just nice because you feel bad, well I don’t need it. Just because I don’t have a girlfriend, doesn’t mean I can’t get one.”

Laura felt herself both getting angry and upset at his comment. “Is that what you think?”

“Of course,” he said, “there is no way a girl like you would be attracted to me.”

“You’re sitting here judging me?” She asked. “You know nothing about me.  Just because Dan is my ex-boyfriend doesn’t mean he is my type. He is an ex after all.”

Jonathan just stared at her but didn’t say a word.

“You can ask him,” she said, “he teased me because he knew I liked you. I thought you were attractive, funny, and sweet, but only one of those things is true.”

“Laura I – “ He started to say, but she held up her hand.

“I don’t want to hear it,” Laura said, trying her best not to cry, “I got judged for my looks my entire life. Just because I may be ‘attractive’ doesn’t mean I don’t have other qualities. I thought you would understand it. But, I guess I was wrong.”

She could feel tears in her eyes, but she wouldn’t let them fall.

Jonathan opened his mouth to say something, but instead, just look toward the floor, his face filled with guilt. But it was too late by then. Laura was already walking past him and into her apartment and closing the door as hard as she could. She leaned up against it and felt a few tears run down her cheek. She felt like such an idiot.

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Chapter Six

Laura had a difficult time sleeping that night, lost in her insecurities. She dreamt she was back in high school, and Tana Erickson and her group of friends beat her up because Tana’s boyfriend hit on Laura, like it was her fault? Laura, even if she was a natural beauty, wasn’t the type of girl that everyone assumed she was, just based on her looks. She had deep dark secrets, and she thought perhaps Jonathon would understand that, but she supposed she was wrong.

In the next few days, the two of them didn’t speak. A few times, Jonathan walked up to her, but before he could say another word, she would leave.

Dan called and asked how the date was, but she lied and said it went well. She didn’t want to worry him, even more so she didn’t want him to threaten to come down here and beat him up. That’s not what she wanted.

Plus, she was an adult; she could take care of herself.

However, that didn’t mean at times she just wanted to curl up in a diapered ball and forget about all her troubles.

One day though, as she was taking the trash out, Jonathan was there as well. She didn’t say anything to him as she threw away her trash and turned around to walk away, but he grabbed her arm.

“Wait.” He said she turned around and glared at him.

“What?”

“Can we talk?” He asked.

“I’m not so sure,” Laura said, she knew she was acting a bit bratty at this point, but she couldn’t help it. He did hurt her feelings. He never expected him to say those words.

“Please,” Jonathan said, and he seemed so sincere, but she caved in.

“Fine,” she said, “come to my place; I’ll make us a cup of coffee.”

“Thank you,” Jonathan said as he followed her to her apartment. She pointed to the couch as she started to prepare the coffee. They didn’t say a word to each other during this time.

“Creamer?” She asked.

“Yes, please.”

She soon walked over with the two cups of coffee, handing him one before sitting next to him.

“Thank you,” he said as he took a sip.

She didn’t say a word as she too sipped from her coffee. Soon Jonathan placed the coffee on the coffee table and pulled his focus onto her. Laura sat there, gripping her coffee tightly between her fingers.

“Laura, I’m sorry about what I said. I was an idiot.”

“Yeah, you were.” She admitted.

“I’m trying to apologize here,” he said.

“I know,” she said, “but that doesn’t change the fact it still hurt me. I’ve been judged my whole life.”

“And you don’t think I haven’t?” Jonathan asked her, and she stopped. She finally pulled her gaze from her coffee and looked at him for the first time in almost a week. She didn’t say anything, though, she just watched him.

Jonathan sighed, “Back in high school, I was approached by one of the popular girls about going to the prom; of course, I didn’t believe her right away. I was a nerd. But, she was so convincing. After a few times of telling her I wasn’t interested, one day she came to my house and told me she wasn’t going to leave until I told her yes. I finally agreed and eventually got excited about it….but when prom came, I rented a limo and everything, I went to her house to pick her up, and her ex-boyfriend and a bunch of other guys were there, they sprayed me down with water…”

His words trailed off, and Laura felt her heart sink. She felt guilty for attacking him so much about what he said to her about holding such a grudge that she never thought about it was from his point of view. She gently reached over and grabbed his hand.

“I’m sorry that happened to you,” she said, “but I’m not just ‘some girl from high school,’ I wasn’t even that popular in high school, to be honest. But…maybe this will show you I was serious about our date…”

She leaned over and gently kissed him on the lips.

She could feel Jonathan jerk back at first but then pressed his lips back against her; soon, they were wrapped in each other’s arms, kissing.

“Wow,” Laura breathed, “you’re a good kisser.”

“Thanks, you too.” He said.

She smiled at him. “Perhaps we can start over?”

He nodded his head. “I would like that. A proper first date.”

“Sounds perfect,” she said.

The two of them sat around for a bit and chatted before Jonathan left, saying he had to study for a test coming up. Laura walked him to the door, and he said he would contact her later with the details about when they would be able to go out again.

Before she could settle down for the night, her phone began to ring.

“Hey Dan, I can’t talk long. I’m about to get ready for bed.” She said as she started to put their coffee mugs into the sink.

“Just calling to check on you,” he said, “how is everything going?”

“Great,” she said, “I have another date with Jonathan.”

“Oh?” He said. “Are you going to be wearing a diaper?”

She rolled her eyes at this question. “No.”

“You’re going to have to tell him eventually,” he said, “and what will he think when he knows this secret of yours?”

Laura frowned; Dan could be a complete jerk at times. But, she also knew he was looking out for her. He didn’t want to see her get hurt. He had warned her not to jump into dating in the vanilla scene, because most people wouldn’t be able to handle her fetishes and desires.

“It’ll be fine,” she whispered, “he’s different.”

“That’s what you thought of Timothy, Jason…oh and Robert, and remember…”

“Okay!” Laura shouted, cutting him off. “I dated some real jerks, I know! I’ve trusted people I shouldn’t have. But, I’m not rushing into anything. It’s not like I’m going to tell him tomorrow that I wear diapers.”

“I just don’t want you to get hurt,” he replied after a few moments of silence, “I still care about you…you know that I…”

“Stop,” she said, “please, I don’t need you to watch out for me constantly. I appreciate it, but remember, you are just my friend. I don’t need you to be rushing to my aide.”

“Just be careful, that’s all,” Dan told her. “Have a good night.”

He hung up the phone before she could say anything else. She knew that she probably hurt his feelings by what she said. She took a deep breath and made her way into her bedroom. But it was the truth. She knew that deep down, he still had feelings for her, and perhaps she always relied on him. But, they want different things in life; they were not compatible as a couple. However, they were there for each other when no one else was.

They were both codependents on each other, and even though it hurt, she needed to cut that cord.

She tried to push the thought from her mind as she reached in the closet and pulled out a thick diaper. She ran her fingers over the soft fabric and felt herself blush at the thought alone. What would Jonathan think if he found out about her secret? Would turn and run away – or would he take her hand and walk straight into it with her?

She tossed the diaper aside and went into the bathroom to get ready for bed.

Right now, she wanted to focus on the present and not the future.

She crawled into bed and pulled the covers above her head as she thought about the kiss she shared with Jonathan. Her heart began to race, and her cheeks reddened.

She couldn’t wait for their next date.

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Chapter Seven

 Laura couldn’t sleep at all that night, she tossed and turned because of Dan’s words ringing in her ears. She woke up at least three times in the middle of the night before just gave up at about 5:00 AM. She rolled out of bed and into the shower, knowing that today was going to drag on forever. Why did she have to let him get her like that? She cursed beneath her breath as she got out of the shower and instantly to the kitchen to pour herself a cup of coffee.

So what if she hadn’t told Jonathan her little secret? It wasn’t something that you just blurted out of nowhere, plus they only went on one date, it wasn’t as if they were a couple yet.

Good morning,

I hope it’s okay to text you.

I’m about to go to school, but I hope you have a good day!

Laura smiled down at her phone from the text she received from Jonathan, her cheeks burning slightly.

Good morning!

It’s okay to text me anytime!

Have a great day too!

I look forward to our date tonight!

She buried her head into her hands and took a deep breath; perhaps she should tell him before they got too serious? But, they were neighbors, what if he was disgusted by her? She shook her head, no; he didn’t seem that type of guy. Perhaps she should just play it by ear and see how it went?

After two cups of coffee, Laura got ready for work, knowing that she would be dead by the night end.

But she wasn’t going to be canceling her date; she had been looking forward to it.

Even though she was quite nervous.

Work dragged on; it took everything she had to keep herself awake, having to have another two cup of coffee throughout the day just to make it. It didn’t help that her mind was weighed down with thoughts about tonight. How was it going to go?

By the time work was over, all she wanted to do was crawl into bed and go to sleep, but she managed to get dressed. She wore a lovely blue dress that twirled around her whenever she moved, as they were supposed to go out to dinner tonight, though she wasn’t exactly sure where.

She heard a knock on the door and opened it up to find Jonathan standing in a dark blue dress up shirt and pants.

“You look handsome,” she said with a smile.

“You look…stunning…” he replied as leaned over and kissed him on the cheek.

“Should we get going?” She asked, and he nodded his head.

“How was work?” He asked her.

“It seemed to go on forever. I didn’t sleep to well last night.”

“Oh, I’m sorry about that.”

“It’s okay; I’ll be fine.” She smiled at him. She was already starting to feel a lot better.

They got in the car and headed to the most beautiful restaurant in town, getting a table in the corner and ordering a couple of drinks. The restaurant’s ceiling was high up with a beautiful chandelier sparkling from above. The tables had light blue tablecloths with a candle on each table. There even was a 20-foot fish tank in the corner. It was probably one of the nicest places that Laura had ever been to.

“This place is gorgeous,” Laura said as she looked around the restaurant and peered down at the menu. “Are you sure this is okay?”

“Yes,” Jonathan said, “I figured I needed to make up for what happened the last time.”

Laura smiled at him. “It’s okay; we both said some terrible things. Let’s just forget about it.”

The two of them looked at each other for a moment before looking at the menus. It wasn’t long before their waiter came over and took their order. They caught up on some small talk and waited for their food, which came out sooner than they had expected.

“This is good,” Laura said as she took her second bite of the chicken that she ordered.

“Yeah, it is,” Jonathan agreed as he cut into his steak and took a large bite.

“So, do you have any siblings?”

“I’m the youngest of three,” Jonathan said, “yourself?”

“I have an older sister and a younger brother,” Laura told him, “but my brother is a lot younger than me. My sister and I are only a few years apart. She got married a year ago and is now living on the other side of the state.”

“I have all three older sisters,” Jonathan said, “all of them are married, and even a few of them have children.”

“Oh, wow,” Laura said, “no nephews or nieces for me yet.”

“Yeah,” Jonathan laughed, “they’re fun to have around.”

“I’m sure; kids are great….sometimes I wish I could be one again.”

“Yeah, same here,” Jonathan said, and Laura smiled, knowing that the words that she had spoken and that he had told were different meanings. But, she didn’t blame him for him questioning why she would say that.

“I think it’s pretty great that you’re able to live on your own and go to college. I had to live with roommates, no way I could afford my place.”

“It wasn’t easy,” Jonathan said, “I took a year off before college and worked two jobs to save up enough money. Thankfully I got a scholarship to help pay for some tuition.”

“Oh, wow,” she said, “that’s really amazing.”

“It’s not that great. I just had to do what I had to do. My parents couldn’t afford to send me to college.”

“No, don’t sell yourself short,” Laura told him, “It is amazing. I had to take loans out and only had a part-time job through some of my college life.”

“Don’t sell yourself short either,” he said, “you got a good job and an apartment now by yourself.”

“Hmm, I suppose,” Laura said, “I don’t feel like an adult.”

“Do any of us?” Jonathan asked her, and the two of them laughed.

“I’m having a great time,” Laura told him.

“Me too,” he replied with a smile. They stared at each other for a moment, lost in each other’s eyes, before Laura turned away, feeling herself blush.

She opened her mouth to speak, but before she could say anything, the waiter returned to ask if they wanted dessert, in which they declined (Jonathan said he knew the perfect ice cream place they could go too).

Jonathan paid the bill; Laura tried to tell him they could split or even let her pay the tip. Still, Jonathan insisted that he wanted to do it, so Laura kept her mouth shut, but she was a bit apprehensive about it since she knew that the bill was probably close to a hundred bucks by the end of the night.

“Thank you for dinner,” Laura said as the two of them made their way back to his car.

“You’re welcome,” he said with a smile.

Jonathan than drove them to an ice cream place where they sat outside. Jonathan ordered a rocky road ice cream cone while Laura got a strawberry shortcake.

“This is delicious,” Laura, “the perfect way to end the night.”

“I agree,” Jonathan said as he shifted his weight.

“I’m really enjoying myself.”

“Me too. I hope we can do it again sometime soon.”

Laura felt her cheeks flush. “I would love that.”

They sat in silence for a few moments as Laura felt a sickening feeling in her stomach as Dan’s words haunted her once more.

“So Jonathan,” Laura started to speak as she looked at him, “do you have any deep dark secrets?”

Jonathan gave her an odd look as he raised a brow, “No, why the sudden questioning?”

“Just curious,” she said, “we all have our secrets.”

“What is yours?” He asked.

“Hmmm, I wonder.”

The two of them finished their ice cream before driving back home. They lingered in front of her doorway for a few minutes.

“Thank you again,” Laura said.

“Yeah,” he said with a blush, unable to meet her gaze. She stood there and waited, wondering if he would make the first move. She knew the other night she took the initiative, but she was hoping…

He placed his hand against her arm as he leaned forward and planted a soft kiss on her lips.

“Goodnight, Laura.”

“Goodnight,” she whispered as she waved to him as she opened the door and let herself in, feeling her heart pound against her chest as she closed her eyes. Jonathan’s kiss was so soft, but she wanted more, she touched her lips as she felt her cheeks flush. She couldn’t help but wonder how he would feel when he found out her secret? Would he be scared and run away? Or would he be curious to try it out himself?

I just found out there was a concert next weekend, did you want to go?

Laura spotted the text message after she got undressed, getting ready for bed. She smiled at the text message from Jonathan as she replied that she would love to go.

Laura slipped on a thick diaper before climbing into bed, with nothing else on.

She pressed her fingers against the diaper, feeling the warmth beneath her. She couldn’t help but imagine Jonathan wearing a diaper as they cuddled up against each other. Her cheeks flushed as she threw the covers over her face, soon drifting off to sleep.

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Chapter Eight

Over the next week, Laura’s relationship with Jonathan continued to blossom. After work each day, the two of them would spend time with each other. Even during the days, Jonathan had to focus on his study; she would bring over snacks and help him. It was quite blissful for Laura, and she couldn’t wait to see him after work every day. They would always eventually find themselves on a couch, and once on the bed, kissing. Every time he touched her, she felt her heart skip a beat, every time he touched her, she melted. She was always thinking of him, wanting more of him.

But there was still something deep inside of her that caused her to push him away every time they were close to taking the next step in their relationship.

How could she have sex with him when she hadn’t revealed her deepest secret when it came to her fetish?

It seemed wrong.

Every day that passed, she got more anxious, and she knew that she had to tell him. She couldn’t keep it a secret forever.

But, she was afraid. What would happen after she told him? Would he turn away in disgust, or would he break up with her? Her heart ached at the thought of that. They had only known each other for a few weeks, but she liked him and didn’t want their relationship to end suddenly.

Yet, she knew she could not keep it a secret forever.

The two of them had a date tomorrow night for the concert, would she tell him then? How would she tell him? She was getting a headache, just thinking of it.

Of course, at this time is when Dan decided to call her.

“Hey, I can’t talk for long, I have to head to work.”

“I was just checking up on you, wondering if you wanted me to come down this weekend.”

“I would love you too,” Laura said with a smile, “but it has to be on Sunday; tomorrow, I’m going to a concert with Jonathan.”

“Ohhh,” Dan said with a chuckle, “how are you guys doing? Have you told him.”

Laura gulped hard. “N-no, but I was going too.”

“Just be careful,” he told her with a  sigh.

“I will.” She said. “He is a good guy. I don’t think he will be turned off by it…I actually think he will like it…maybe…”

“I hope he does,” he said, “I’ll see you Sunday, okay?”

“Okay,” she said with a sigh, “have a good day.”

“You two.”

She hung up the phone and grabbed her purse and keys and headed out of the apartment.

“You can do this,” she told herself as she headed to her car and to work. She was going to say to him tomorrow. She was going to say to him tomorrow.

She was going to do it.

 

On the day of the concert, Laura made the brave decision to wear a diaper underneath her dress. Most of it was for a practical reason, so she didn’t have to worry about the toilet, but was also a way to make her have to tell Jonathan and not be a coward about it.

After all, she had a feeling that tonight would be the night they would have sex, and she couldn’t keep pushing it off.

“Are you ready?” Jonathan asked as he came to pick her up later that evening. He was wearing jeans with a simple graphic t-shirt, but even still, he looked incredibly cute.

“I am,” Laura said as she grabbed her purse and threw it over her shoulder.

“I’m really excited,” Laura said as they head to his car, “it’s been a long time since I’ve been to a concert.”

“They’re supposed to be good,” Jonathan replied.

“How is school?”

“It’s going well, lots of work, but I’m managing. How is work?”

“I’m finally getting the hang of things,” Laura flashed a smile at him before getting into the car.

“That’s good; I’m sure you’re doing great,” Jonathan said as he started it. The trip to the concert was about a forty-five-minute drive.  Neither they minded though, as they continued to chat about everything they could think about to the show. Once they got there, they found some parking, grabbed their tickets, and walked around a bit. The concert was being held outside, so there were a few vendors parked around.

“This place is fantastic!” Laura said.

“It sure is, did you want a drink?” Jonathan asked as he pulled out his wallet.

“Stop it,” Laura insisted, “you paid for dinner last week, AND you bought the tickets! Let me purchase the drinks.”

“But, you know they’re not…”

“I don’t care how much they cost,” Laura said, “let me do this, please?”

“Okay, okay. You win.” He said with a sigh of defeat as Laura laughed and bought them two beers. The two continued to walk around, drinking the beer, laughing, and having a great time.

By the time the concert started, Laura had insisted on buying another beer, although she understood the mistake as her bladder was going to fill up.

“I’m going to run to the bathroom real quick,” Jonathan said.

“Okay, I’ll be fine. I have a strong bladder.” She said with a giggle.

“Oh, wow. I’m jealous.”

“Maybe one day I’ll tell you my secret.” She said with a wink, feeling herself becoming a little bit buzzed.

“I would love that.”

Laura felt herself getting naughty thoughts as Jonathan slipped away, but she shook her head. He returned just before the first band appeared. He grabbed ahold of her hand, squeezing it tight. She felt the tips of her ears blush slightly as she scooted closer to him.

The concert was terrific. Every band killed it, and the two enjoyed themselves. Throughout the hours, Laura felt her bladder starting to fill up to where she couldn’t hold back anymore. Halfway through the concert, she let go into the diaper she was wearing, feeling it swell up around her. She blushed at the thought, but shook her head, feeling slightly drunk as she leaned over and planted a big kiss on Jonathan’s cheek.  The two of them started to make out just as the last song finished off.

“Wow,” he breathed in as they pulled apart as everyone around them started to leave.

“Yeah,” she said with a giggle, “you ready to head back?”

“Sure,” he said, grabbing hold of her hand and leading her to his car.

The two of them chatted all the way home about the concert, about their favorite songs, about how that one time threw up on her date or when a fight almost broke out.

By the time both of them got back to the apartments, they were lingering by her door.

“Did you want to…come in?” She asked as she played with her keys.

“Yeah, sure.” He said with a blush.

She smiled as she opened the door, and the two walked in, but they didn’t make it too far before she turned around and pressed her body up against him, kissing him hard. They began to make out, hands starting to touch everywhere, as they moved into the bedroom.

She knew she had to stop him, his fingers haven’t quite reached her bottom yet, but once he did, it would be all over.

But, she couldn’t help it, his kisses were intoxicating, she wanted to push him down and have her way with him. She wanted him to beg for her and to call her mommy…and to wear a cute diaper…

She had to stop herself, pushing the thoughts away.

NO.

She needed to tell him. Even if it was one of the most challenging things she had to do, she had to say to him.

“W-wait!” she called out, trying to pull away from his lips.

“W-what is wrong?” He asked. “If you don’t’ want too, I understand…”

“No, I do want too,” she insisted, “it’s just before we do…there is something I need to tell you.”

“What is it?”

“It’s nothing awful or anything,” she told him, “It’s just something I need to tell you before we go any further.”

“Go on; I’m listening.” He said in a calm voice, obviously sensing she was worried about it.

“Um, well, you see,” Laura said, trying to find the right words to say, “it’s kind of like a fetish or a preference, I’m not exactly sure why it started…but it’s been like this forever. It’s a part of who I am. I’m not asking anything of you. I like you, and I want you to be a part of it…if you want…and my life. But, I’m worried you’ll think I’m a freak…”

Jonathan stopped her as he placed a hand upon her shoulder. “Calm down, Laura. You’re speaking a million miles an hour. Whatever you have to tell me, it’ll be okay. I promise.”

Laura took a deep breath, grabbed the edges of her dress, and pulled them up, revealing the diaper she was wearing underneath.

“I like to wear diapers,” she whispered under her breath.

[Babypants]

Since she is wearing shorts over the diaper, the penultimate line could use a little revision.

[puffy_bottom]

I love this story!

[kirababy]

well, there it is.   secret is out.