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[Padboy]

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[Elfy]

If I remember rightly, a lot of people here predicted this would happen when you last posted here.

Repressing anything is bad and will always find a way out one way or the other and has you have found when your mind or body craves something that you don't give it the desire only gets stronger until it can't be ignored.

I think you are discovering now how deep things like this can go and getting rid of the feelings isn't always easy or even possible. I would definitely suggest that you give in to the desires somewhat and allow yourself to enjoy nappies. It doesn't have to be all or nothing, just wearing a nappy whenever the desire takes is fine and would even probably be healthy for you since it will stop your mind from obsessing on it so much.

It is bad to repress things completely and it is also bad to devote your life to it as well. You need to find where your happy medium is, I think once you do you will feel a lot better about everything.

[wetdiaper222]

I've tried over the years and it has never gone away for me. I always said I'd never come back to sites like these. But diapers have always been on my mind.

[Elfy]

I have to question the logic of coming to an ABDL website just to give updates on whether you are able to "beat" the fetish or not. Especially when your post as shown that by ignoring it you are allowing it to take over your life even quitting your job because of it.

You even said in your post about your fantasy of finding a daddy... I just do not see the logic in denying something you clearly want a lot. Repressing anything is always bad and to actively try to do it is mind bending to me.

If the only reason to come here is to tell people whether or not you have "beaten" the fetish then I advise not coming back since a vast majority of people aren't interested in hearing about it.

What you do need to do is go away and work on accepting yourself because there are clearly issues there when in one post you write about how much you want nappies and in the next continue to pretend it isn't a big thing, even the title of this thread belies your thinking, "It won't go away... Will it?" No it won't.

I would suggest therapy, not because of the fetish but because of you self-destructive idea that repressing anything can be good for you.

[beallucanb]

[dlsafrica]

It was weird for me at first. At times I thought it was illegal. But basically, even though I don't wear often (and when I do I'm happiest wet), I have had this as an admittedly small part of my life since 1983.

[AndB]

It doesn't go away.

[Bettypooh]

Yes this What you've got is conflicting feelings, and the only really workable solution it to give enough to each so that you can manage your life best. First is to accept that you're stuck with the desire to wear and that it is a need which can be managed but not fully overcome. Then you find a way to satiate that need with the least impact on the rest of your life I'm big on analogies, here's one:

I love candy but I more love being relatively slim. I cannot resist candy- if I have a bag of sweets I will eat them all in short order. So the solution for me is to not buy them and not have any in my home- thus I can't eat them since they're not here. But I know that I need candy so I allow myself a small amount of candy once a week, which keeps me from going crazy or getting fat. You can do something similar with diapers, making a time and place for them without letting them unduly influence the rest of your life. Over time you'll find the best balance for yourself. Another consideration is that when you try to suppress a need it simply gets stronger and stronger until it overwhelms you. When you're overwhelmed you will not be capable of good logic and good decisions so the best thing is to avoid becoming overwhelmed by allowing yourself to fill your own needs enough to remain in control of them

You've come here seeking solutions and thoughts from people who like yourself have a need to wear diapers. All we can do is offer those to you- you have to decide for yourself which approaches you want to try. Just remember that success comes only after a string of failures so keep working on achieving your best solution until you get the best results you can. And if your goal is to end the need and you find a way that works, drop in and let us know because it is the best solution for a lot of people, just one that has not yet been discovered. It may not exist but if nobody tries nobody will ever know. Just don't harm yourself trying

Bettypooh

[spark]

Based on my reading of the post, the OP doesn't seem all that interested in answers, but rather validation.

[delta1]

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[Midwest Babygirl]

I don't remember my baby years, but I've missed them since I got out of them.

[spark]

Padboy,

LEt me start with this:

I'm 35 - and a working as a parmamedic.... originally planned to become a surgeon, but during my 5th year in med-school I had to drop out for personal / family matters... and then through a number of jobs, including as a nurse in a ICU.... and then finally to my current job (been doing this for a while now) - paramedic.

[Nyte Kitsune]

Don't repress it, I was barely out of diapers (6yo) when I knew I wanted back in them. Growin up I'd sneak some for my personal use, going so far at around 12-13 to use my allowance to buy Attends and hid them under my bed behind the drawers (Had a bed with pull out drawers underneath). Its part of who we are, true, many don't understand our need, but to deny it will only make it worse.

[PlstkBakdnghtnday]

On Saturday, October 10, 2015 at 4:54 AM, dlsafrica said:

It was weird for me at first. At times I thought it was illegal. But basically, even though I don't wear often (and when I do I'm happiest wet), I have had this as an admittedly small part of my life since 1983.

I was 3 in 1983 and can remember being jealous of other kids that that had not been potty trained and still wore big thick diapers. I've never denied my DL with a slight AB side (that I've come to discover in the last few days). I was 18 before I bought my first pair and could indulge myself and since then, I've never stopped wearing when the opportunity allows.

[maly]

Short answer no it wont go away! But it is very important to remember that this is only 1 part of your life.