How Did You First Become Interested In Nappies?

[Baby_David]

It would be interesting to learn how others became interested or active in the AB/DL scene.

I don`t think I ever grew out of nappies from baby. I was toilet trained at the usual age and had no problems with bed wetting. In every way my upbringing was normal.

My parents are the kind of people who do not like to just throw things away, so my baby clothes including my terry nappies and plastic pants were kept in a spare draw in my room for some years after I had grown out of them. From an early age, of 4 or 5, I liked to get them out and feel & smell them. On one occasion the idea of trying the plastic pants on just popped into my head, from then on I was hooked.

When eventually they were sent to a jumble sale I felt that something was missing. I started to make my own plastic pants, rather crudely out of plastic bags, and I found a few of the nappies kept for dusters. I also found three of my original nappy pins, which I still have. I must have been about twelve when I first dared to wet one of my terry nappies, it felt great. As I reached my teens and had more money I started to buy the largest baby nappies I could. I then found a shop selling adult incontinence pads and since then I’ve not looked back.

I would describe myself as 50% AB and 50% DL. I use both disposable and reusable nappies when work and social life permit. I have a growing collection of baby girl clothes made for me locally. I`ve just moved into a new house and am decorating the master bedroom to look like a nursery. I am having a king size four poster bed made that with addition of sides can be turned into a cot.

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Baby-David

[Yvhuce]

As far back as I remember, I've been interested in and curious about diapers. I think what helped kick this off was episodes of You Can't Do That On Television, where there're many skits involving diapers. However, it wasn't until my parents began threatening to put me in diapers if I acted up that I really became seriously interested in them. Eventually, I took the diaper they'd threaten me with and wore it when they weren't home (I was often left alone at home when they'd go shopping, etc.). After that, it wasn't until after I had my driver's license that I got my first adult diapers (Depends from K-Mart).

[curiositykilledthecat]

I couldn't pinpoint the exact time in my life when the connection between pleasure and diapers was made however it was at a very young age. I never acted out on my desires as I always figured they were abnormal. I stumbled across the fetish while browsing random topics on wikipedia one day back in April 2008. I was stunned that I wasn't nuts and slowly began expirementing from there. Now I'm secretly but happily diapered and slowly learning mroe things about myself.

[Frogboy]

When I was about 8 maybe 9 years old I used to fanatsise about being the only person left on the planet... I used to imagine going into supermarkets and helping myself to all the food and sweets I wanted and for some reason I started to think about how cool it would be to be able to "go potty" anywhere I wanted. This idea evolved slightly into wearing nappies. I used to fantasise about wearing nappies quite alot, not in a sexual way, just in a "it'd be so cool" kinda way.

When I was 13ish I was getting my weekly "porn" fix thanks to Eurotrash (friday nights channel4 UK) and there was a whole segment on an AB creche in germany and I remember thinking how awesome it would be to go there for a couple of days and wear/use nappies and be treated like a baby. Then about a year ago I was searching the net for pee fetish pics and I came across some AB/DL stuff. The diaper pics turned me on, but the AB stuff didn't do anything for me. After about 9 months I told my wife how I liked the look of DL, and said I would like to try it. She liked the idea too and so we bought some Cuddlz diapers and spent a day in them. I gradually wore them more and more and they became less of a fetish item and more of a comfort thing. My wife stayed on the fetish side of things and will only wear when she's feeling kinky. I started to realise that the AB side appealed and got a paci, then I upgraded to cloth nappies and plastic pants. Now i'm actively looking for a onesie (snap crotch t-shirt). There's nothing sexual about my diaper love... It just makes me feel really safe and secure.

I'm not sure where my ABishness comes from... My parents loved me, and I them. I wasn't bullied at school. I was in the sports teams (5 a side footie and cross country running team) and I was top set for everything. I had the ideal childhood. Maybe I was always destined to be an AB!!! lol

Froggie

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[BabyTau]

hi i started out life as a betwetter so i slept every nigth in a diaper until i got nose spray at about 13ish, but i guess i got used too the feeling of wearing a diaper.some time ago my perents died i got into ab aswell.as for my sissy side iv allways thoth i would be more happy as a little baby girl so thats how i got into it

[Guest Diapered Jeff]

I guess my interest started when I was 9, still bed-wetting, and had an irresistible urge to wear diapers. Of course, I was spanked a lot for wetting the bed, and eventually after going to a urologist at 13, the bed-wetting stopped, but my fascination with women wearing diapers never stopped (I honestly don't know what started that. It may have been the idea that if I had to wear diapers, girls should too). In my junior year of high school, I got a free sample of diapers from an internet website, and after the first few times of wearing them, I was hooked. Been hooked ever since, and now I'm 30 yrs old, and I still like wearing diapers. I read somewhere that the diaper fetish seems to be a psychological thing, but I tend to think of it as a non-threatening fetish (unlike some things which are widely accepted in the vanilla world) that has many benefits to it. When I was undergoing lots of eye surgery, I wore diapers as a release, and a few times, I actually wet the bed from being on so much medication. Saved my butt a few times (LITERALLY!). Now I just wear whenever I have time alone, and by myself. I live with roomies, so it's hard to find the necessary privacy.

[fluff]

I don't know how, I wouldn't mind knowing just out of curiosity but I am who I am and Ive more than accepted this part of my life.

But I do remember the first time I got into nappies after growing a little.

I was about 7 I think, somewhere around there, and I "stole" one from my mum who was a childminder at the time. I didnt understand why i was interested in it at the time it was just a fascinating thing. The feel was the big thing, the bulky, plasticy thing that felt so much more comfortable and suitable than normal pants.

Growing up I got hold of adult sized ones in my mid teens but it was never really anything sexual and into an ab side it is just part and parcel of my life in that role.

[rusty pins]

I was a bedwetter until I was 6 years old. I know this was where I developed my fetish for diapers. I was about 4 one night and remember becomming excited over the fact that I was wearing diapers and especially plastic pants. When I was about 12 I swiped a couple pampers from diaper bags of relatives visiting when we had a big outdoor family party. I put them in my underpants and really had a good time with them. At that point I was mostly a "make your own diapers" teen until I got a drivers license and a car. Just about the time I turned 20 Attends and other adult disposable diapers started hitting the market more openly and I was able to graduate into professionally made adult sized diapers. I never had any baby desires. For me it's just the diapers, wetting and using them that's a turn on. Even the idea that someone might notice that I'm wearing diapers is a bit of a turn on, but I never go out in just diapers or anything that flaunts that I'm wearing them under my jeans.

[M 90]

As far back as I can remember I have always wanted to were diapers and be taken care of as a baby.

One of my very first memories is of me hiding in my basement behind a couch with a cloth diaper, it had to be one of my younger brother's diapers. Anyway I remember I was about to put it on. Which is funny because how the hell was I supposed to pin a cloth diaper on myself at whatever young ass age I was. Well I didn't know how to I just knew I wanted it on me. I remember being confused about this when my mom suddenly caught me behind the couch and I just started bawling. That event might have triggered the immense shame I tend to feel at times about being ab/dl, hmmmmmmm.

Another one of my first memories is of me wetting the bed, I guess I had some problems with toilet training. And I went to wake up my mom because of wetting the bed. I remember my mom being very annoyed with me and she just grabbed me by the hand, took me into my brothers room and put one of his diapers on me. I remember feeling very relaxed while I was being diapered.

So I believe I have always been an ab/dl, maybe even meant to be. Who knows?

[icebehemoth]

I remember very clearly. I was in grade 1 and was at an assembly when it just came to me that wearing diapers would be a fun and exciting thing. I never acted on it until 9 years later when I got my first package of diapers (depends).

At about that time, I remembered that when I was 6, I was punished for wetting my pants by wearing one of my sister's diapers. So I guess that's why I am interested in diapers.

[Missy Q]

Back when I was 5 or 6, my mother used to babysit kids every once and awhile.

So I was visiting my mother for a weekend, and my sister had this strange idea (she's 3 years older than me) to steal some of the kids diapers, and have us both try them on. She then proceeded to tell us to drink a ton in order to pee in it later. I don't know if this caused anything, but I certainly enjoyed it.

[Guest toddler82uk]

Taken from my ab site : babyjunior.co.uk

but this story did happen

I first got into nappies when I was just fifteen years old. This is how it happened:

I had gone to my Nana’s house to stay the weekend. On Saturday, Nana and I went shopping at our local supermarket. While Nana went on to do her shopping, I roamed around the store until I came to the aisle where the baby nappies were kept. I saw a package of size 5 nappies on the shelf. I opened it and, when no one was looking, I stashed a few inside my jacket. A few minutes later, I caught up with Nana. She paid for her groceries and then we went home.

I quickly ran upstairs and put a nappy on. I peed in it and then I went to bed in it.

The next morning, I wanted to be changed. So, I went into town where there was a baby store called “Children’s World.

[sarah_ab]

I was doing research for a paper. I stumbled across an ab story site, i found the picture of a big hairy guy in a huge yellow dress and bonet sucking a pacifier hilarious.

went back to the site.. kept going back...then when i got my own place went out and bought some diapers.

[kidandplay]

My earliest memory is standing in a crib at a neighbors house. The lights were off, but you could see from the hall way light. Im crying because the women watching me had asked if i wanted a diaper. And i said no, but changed my mind when i saw they were pampers. I was raised in cloth diapers. So I was upset she wouldn't give me one now that i was already in the crib. Its maybe a two second memory but it has effected my entire life. There hasn't been a moment in my life when I didn't think about them. Until I was ten or eleven and my sibling told me too "stop talking about diapers all the time". I did. But for me there was never another option. All Smiles.

[nappybaby16]

I remember stealing my 3 years younger sisters nappies when I was about 4 or 5 and trying to work out how to put one on. When she was being toilet trained, she wore pull ups and I 'pretended' she put one in my room.

Years later when I was about 12, I rediscovered my love of nappies after seeing an advert for adult incontinence nappies. I was blown away, I had no idea that adults would wear nappies for any reason and I began actively using the internet to get free samples from loads of places. Originally I sent them to my sister and after she threw them out when she received them, I would retrieve them when no one was around. I experimented with wetting and a couple of times messing them. I started to order them in my own name after a while as I arrived home earlier than everyone else, I got caught getting them though as I ordered too many and my parents started to get suspicious I was getting so many packages, but they quickly forgot about it. Eventually I started to send them to my friend Tom (not his real name just in case he ever reads this) as well and one day when I told him what my sister had been getting, he told me he had been getting them as well. He dared me to wear one of the ones I had kept and stockpiled and I dared him as well and this ended up with us going for a hike around the fields behind his house, wetting them and dumping them in a ditch. We never did it again but I do still sometimes order him some, he still does not know its me.

I now infrequently order samples and wear them around the house for a few hours, wetting and messing them. Sometimes I will have a shower enema and have that in them. Currently they are at Costco and I am sitting typing this wearing an Attends Slip Special Care 10 that I have heavily wet and messed. I will have to get out of it soon. When I go to uni next year I will have a bit more freedom.

I'm not sure if I am AB or DL, proberly half half as I like wearing nappies and would like to experiment with the baby side although I have not yet had a chance so I may become an AB/

[Baby_David]

Hi Everyone,

Its` been interesting reading your reply`s.

It certainly seems that like myself a fair number of you started at a young age. I wonder if getting into the scene at a young age is more likely to make you an adult baby than a diaper lover? Going through puberty with a desire to wear nappies certainlt made it more of a fetish for me. I would describe myself as 50% adult baby and 50% diaper lover.

I`ve posted another article about what i get from wearing nappies( http://www.dailydiapers.com/board/index.php?showtopic=19171 ). It would be interesting to compare what you get out of wearing diapers with the age you begin to get into diapers. There are also number of people who have started by having to wear for protection because of bed wetting but then grow to like wearing diapers, i wonder if that is because they get something out of the wearing of diaper and therefore area more likely to become a diaper lover?

Regards David

[Knuxie Fawks]

I think there's a thread like this on every AB/DL/Babyfur forum online. I'd be surprised if it hadn't existed already, but as this is a fresh thread I'm going to try to speak as clearly as possible.

It started when I was a kid, around 8 years old. I didn't like pooping on the toilet and I had rebelled against it and held it for a week until I just couldn't hold it anymore and messed my favorite yellow snowsuit...which I lost afterwards since my mom was convinced that it was too small and I couldn't get out of it in time to get to the bathroom. That, of course, wasn't exactly what happened, but I was too embarrassed to tell the truth. I didn't try holding it again, but I did start experimenting with toilet paper which quickly led to putting toilet paper in my underwear. I continued doing this when I felt it was safe up until a couple years ago when I was finally talked into buying a pack of diapers after talking to a friend about them. I've been a babyfur ever since and don't see any reason why that should change.

[mike indiapers]

I was a late potty trainer and my mom kept me in diapers fulltime until I was 6 years old. I remember being very embarrassed about having to wear and use diapers as I got older, but slowly I got attached to them. Once out of diapers, I had strong feelings of wanting to go back in them and remember everytime I saw an older toddler still in diapers I got wanted to trade places. As I got older, my AB/DL feelings grew even stronger and I started wearing diapers again as an adult and never looked back.

[Sparks]

I had a dream at about 8 about it, i moved to canada about a year later, i then bought a diaper out of a vending machine....the rest is history

[Squidgy]

Never have been able to pinpoint the exact reason, but a few contributing factors were that I was a daily bedwetter until about 15, but was never put in nappies - had to have the plastic sheet and wake up in a puddle every night

And from seeing my mum change nieces/nephews' nappies that she does her best to make changing times as fun as possible; the kids seem really happy anyway.

The strangest thing happened when I was about 8 though.. my parents were looking after a relative's toddler for a couple of days, and the relative had left a full bag of Pampers size 5 with them, They were stored on top of the biggest cupboard in the kitchen so not exactly easy to reach.

Now to this day I do not know why, but at stupid o'clock while everyone was asleep I sneaked from my bedroom to the kitchen, got a tall chair and managed to get the bag, took a nappy out, put it on and walked around the kitchen for a few minutes. Once something in the back of my mind went "WTF?!" I panicked and frantically tried to put the nappy back in the bag. Since it was a new bag that was quite a challenge, but it eventually went back in.

The next day this relative came back unexpectedly and stayed with us, then when it came to changing their kid they got the bag of Pampers and I distinctly remember them saying to my parents "This looks like it's been taken out before", holding this crumpled nappy up.

Tense moment ensued, red face and all, felt like I had GUILTY written across my face in thick marker pen. Nothing ever came of it though, at least not to my knowledge.

Apologies for the essay.. got carried away reliving the past

[Baby_David]

Hi Everyone,

Sorry for the silent period, i joined the diaperspace website and got totally involved.

I hit an interesting online Petition site last night and have started and online Petetion to Procter & Gamble to get them to produce an Adult Pampers Diaper!

if you would like to support this, the link is:-

http://www.petitiononline.com/db007/petition.html

Lets hope we get them to make us some Diapers!

Regards David.

Ps:- Happy new Year!

[night0wl]

It certainly seems that like myself a fair number of you started at a young age.

Such a curious truth! I'm exactly the same; my interest started pretty much as soon as I was out of them the first time. It fascinates me that this is such a common trend.

[WallaWalla]

I happened to have been born in a period/place where diapers are applied to infants under the assumption that they will go on themselves anyway.(which is untrue imo and experience) Resultant from this, I assume that I developed some sort of sexual association in a time before memory. Call me presumptuous, but it strikes me as pretty close to obvious what causes this behavior to manifest in people. It's not like a baby doesn't feel it when you rub a washcloth across their privates, we just pretend they don't because the idea creeps most people out.

[Aleia]

I think my fixation on diapers may have started with a dream I had when I was two-ish (young enough to still be sleeping in a crib, at any rate). My diaper was exposed in the dream, and I found this extremely disturbing, like I'd been violated. I woke up screaming for my parents to put some pants on me. For some reason, this dream stuck with me, and I came to think of diapers as the utmost humiliation. At the same time, they were fascinating. After I'd grown out of diapers, but there were still some old ones lying around the house, I used to put on a diaper and my pink romper and lie in bed, pretending I was a baby. My parents thought this was cute and would buy me diapers every now and then until I was about six or seven, and I became too embarrassed to ask for them.

The obsession never went away--I used to fold up my old baby blankets or bath towels and stuff them in a pair of tight-fitting shorts to simulate the feeling of a thick diaper. I would also stack up feminine pads to get the same feeling. It wasn't until shortly after I started college and was living in a dorm with my own private laptop that I found the courage to look up information on adults who like diapers. The rest is history.

[Bert Malik]

Call me presumptuous, but it strikes me as pretty close to obvious what causes this behavior to manifest in people. It's not like a baby doesn't feel it when you rub a washcloth across their privates, we just pretend they don't because the idea creeps most people out.

Now that's an interesting analysis that I have never heard before but actually sounds so logical. Sexuality in children is a controversial topic but the likes of Freud have studied the topic quite seriously.

For me, it also started with finding old baby pants when I was somewhere between 5 and 10, I guess. combined with the fact that I somehow dreaded going to the bathroom and felt like I wanted to keep my undies clean from the potential accidents that never really happened unless I wanted it to happen. I started experimenting and quickly realized it's diapers I really want. Took me many many years before I could actually experiment with those.