kidandplay

I have hundreds of diapers. Individual and still in there package. Mostly depends. I use to drive fifteen minutes to buy attends, but saw on craigslist that someone was giving away adult diapers. Emailed them, and the next day i drove to some artist residence. Picked up a car load. And I havent had to buy any diapers in a couple of months. Yeah savings.

Ive been listening to Band of Skulls and Phoenix lately. Everyone knows Phoenix , amazing album. Band of Skulls is more like early the white stripes and The Kills together . Good Stuff.

I have dealt with shame most of my teenage/adult life. One day I was feed up with feeling like shit about it. So I stayed diapered, long after my shame had rolled in. Just me, a wet diaper, and mirror. No clothes. Writing down what I felt and why I felt the way I did. Ect. For some reason this worked for me. I was able to recognize bad thoughts and what triggered my shame, and deal with the emotion instead of saying "I'm a loser", or what have you. It sounds lame but I feel so much more proud and accepting of myself than i did ever before. Hope this helps. Peace, KiD

My earliest memory is standing in a crib at a neighbors house. The lights were off, but you could see from the hall way light. Im crying because the women watching me had asked if i wanted a diaper. And i said no, but changed my mind when i saw they were pampers. I was raised in cloth diapers. So I was upset she wouldn't give me one now that i was already in the crib. Its maybe a two second memory but it has effected my entire life. There hasn't been a moment in my life when I didn't think about them. Until I was ten or eleven and my sibling told me too "stop talking about diapers all the time". I did. But for me there was never another option. All Smiles.

Thank you everyone for your words of advice. I tried talking and compromising with her, but she wants nothing to do with it. But she still wants me. Telling me she hates that part of me, diapers, but loves everything else. And she would be destroyed if she got dumped over diapers. Its amazing the amount of guilt a person can feel. I know what I have to do. Just a matter of doing it. Peace all my new friends

Hi. Im new here. I am looking for some advice i guess. My closet friends dont know. Anyways about a year ago I started dating a wonderful girl. We hit it off, moved in together after like two months. I told her I was an "AB" she laughed and poked some fun but she said she didnt mind. Imagine my surprise. My joy, that I had a girl that I love, willing to slowly try it out. So we tried it out, awkwardly ,for two nights. I thought we had fun. Anyways time moves forward. One day during an agrument over the conditon of the apartment, I asked if she mind if i wore one, She tells me I can only wear when she says it is ok, and too her it is never ok. Heart sunk. She said she didnt know why she HATED them now and thought of me as gross. BUT. She does not want to break up. She thinks some how the things i enjoy in life will go away. Some how I will be some one diffrent. I know I wont. But I am clung to her like a scared child. Any Advice on how to end this.