Hi there . . . my name is Colbie . . . I'm a 26 year old . . . been into diapers since i was 9 and into dressing like a girl since i was about the same age. after nearly twenty years of fighting my desires, hiding from them and shaming myself, Im working with a counselor who is helping me deal with my urges in a healthy way. Im on this board to, hopefully, meet some people who cn help me in my quest for "normalcy"