colbie

Im 26 years old and for almost twenty years I've been repressing my sissy and DL urges because of the shame and embarassment that I associate with it. I'm working with a counselor to come to a healthier place and so Im hoping some people can weigh in onhow you moved through the shame factor to be accepting of your desires. Specifically . . . Was there a time when you were ashamed or felt you had to hide or run from your desires to wear diapers for fun or be a sissy for fun? What flipped the switch for you? How did you come to terms with it and get to a point where you could jsut enjoy wearing and indulging in your ab/dl/sissy side?

Hi there . . . my name is Colbie . . . I'm a 26 year old . . . been into diapers since i was 9 and into dressing like a girl since i was about the same age. after nearly twenty years of fighting my desires, hiding from them and shaming myself, Im working with a counselor who is helping me deal with my urges in a healthy way. Im on this board to, hopefully, meet some people who cn help me in my quest for "normalcy"