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I wrote this story in a moment of boredom and as an experiment. the quality isn't the best but I wanted to share it anyway. Let me know if you like the "reverse regression" theme First post Hello my name is silvia, I am 22 years old and I am writing on this forum to tell you about my progress to using the potty. I never learned how to use it, I have always worn diapers since I was born. Actually thinking about it, I never sat on it. Don't get me wrong, I am not incontinent, I feel the urge to pee and poop but I am so used to using my diapers that if I don't think about it I just go. Of course this applies to pee, poop I have to try harder: it's impossible to do it sitting up, I have to stand up, spread my legs and push. I decided to join this forum to try to change; I don't want to be the little girl in the family running around with a loaded diaper anymore. One of the main problems is that I don't know how to take off my diaper, that is, I never cared, my mom is there to change me every time. Last thing, diapers are not the only baby thing I have, I still suck a pacifier, I drink from a bottle. I eat from a high chair that my father built for me being a carpenter along with the crib. Until recently I was convinced that maybe normal, no one ever told me anything about it. I always ate tied to a high chair, with my diaper full. One last thing, at night before I fall asleep my mother still gives me milk from her breast. In short I live like a 1-year-old who is 22. Of course none of my friends know all this, they only know that I wear diapers because of a medical problem. Hi all Second post Hi, I so appreciated your encouraging posts, as you advised me today the goal is to learn how to untie my diaper. This morning I woke up as usual to my mother's voice from the side of the crib saying good morning. He lowered leaving me time to get out of the crib. As usual I could feel my diaper drooping at the weight of the pee I took at night. He took me by the hand and made me lie down on the changing table. "So silvia, to take off the diaper you have to take off the two rips, bottom and top" After saying this he showed me the two rips at the top and bottom. My mother showed me the first two on the right, then it was my turn: I tried pulling left and right. My mother gave a good laugh: "No no dear, so you break the whole diaper, you have to pull them outward." Finally after the fourth attempt I managed to open it, my mother then finished changing my diaper. She put me in my high chair and gave me breakfast. From that change on I would open my diapers Post 3: Day 3 Today the goal was to learn how to open the clean diaper, like last morning I lay down on the changing table, peeled off the dirty diaper tears a little easier, and as long as my mom was changing me she gave me a diaper to figure out how to open it. I looked at it: I saw my favorite decorations, yes of course I am wearing baby diapers. "Now to explain a diaper you have to unroll it, look at this " I stayed and watched as the diaper slowly inflated ready to be put on. Post 4: Day 4 Guess what I just did? Poop! Now of course I'm sitting in my stinky diaper until my mom comes to change me, who knows what it must be like to go potty. Anyway, today I learned how to take off the dirty diaper. For now my mother takes care of the smelly diapers, while for the wet ones I am becoming quite independent. I must say that lately I have been thinking of continuing to take advantage of my mother to change my poopy-filled diapers since it is in fact a chore to do it myself. Since I don't know what else to describe, I'll say my current situation: let's start from the top down, my hair is up in two high pigtails, my pacifier is in my mouth, I have a pink onesie with a kitten drawn on it. My butt is covered by the diaper and my poop, I kind of like the feeling of something warm and sticky under me, maybe I will miss it. Before writing this post, my mom gave me evening feeding, the feeling is strange and hard to explain but I will try: My mother's milk is warm, sweet thicker than the cow's. When I suck it immediately fills my mouth and automatically I send it down, it's a good time, my mother caresses my hair while her other hand holds me to herself holding me by my padded rear. Now I have to go my mother is here to change me Post 5 Today I pooped in the potty! Obviously there was a diaper in the way but those are details. According to today's program as soon as I heard the urge I should have warned my mother that she would make me sit on the toilet. And so it happened, I sat down and pushed it hard into my diaper. I felt so big, basically I was one step away from taking it off. Pooping in a diaper while sitting in a toilet is very strange : the hole in the seat causes the diaper to expand downward, thus reducing fatigue. After five minutes my mother came in, looked at me and exclaimed: "Very good! I'm proud of you!" Now let's go change. I trot with my full diaper fixed to the changing table. My mother took plastic to cover the floor. "Come on take off your diaper like I taught you," as soon as I did the diaper is fell on the floor between my legs, then I opened the clean diaper as long as it cleaned me and made me put it on all by myself! Post 6 Today I pooped in the toilet without a diaper! No one said anything to me, I didn't even call Mom to take it off-I felt the urge, ran to the bathroom, opened the diaper and sat on the toilet. "Mom! Look what I did!" I said proudly. My mother showered me with compliments and helped me put my slightly wet diaper back on. "Perfect, tomorrow we would start wearing pull-ups!" "I am honored," replied Post 7: Day 7. This morning I took off my wet night diaper and my mother put on a pull-up. It was wafer-thin between my legs, and for the first time I could close them completely without a diaper blocking me In general, I had to learn to walk again, with a diaper I was used to swinging with my legs wide now instead I have to walk like adults by holding them tight and without swaying. The pull-up is not very comfortable, I kind of miss the soft plastic of the diaper. "Honey, remember that if you feel the need to pee you run to the bathroom, it's not made to hold a lot of wetness." Post 8 Tonight I did all my peeing in the potty! For the first time in fact nothing escaped me in the pull-up Today I had to say goodbye to my high chair-I would never be able to run to the bathroom if I was tied to a high chair. My mom also explained to me how a girl sits properly. It makes me laugh to think that I used to stand with my legs apart showing everyone my diaper full of pee. Post 9: Tonight I slept without a diaper, of course my pull-up didn't hold up and I wet the bed, I was a little sad but I knew that soon I would be wearing my first pair of panties. The rest of the day passed without incident-in fact I was getting better and better at holding my pee, by now I was no longer running to the bathroom. Post 10 Today I started using the panties, they were similar to pull-ups only much finer and would not absorb anything. I also stopped taking milk from my mother and am starting to drink from a cup instead of a bottle. The only thing I persist in keeping is the pacifier; I'm too attached to it. ***Two months later...**** Post 11 Sorry for the wait but I'm now a big girl in my own right, it's been months since I've used the toilet, eaten like everyone else in the chair, drank from a glass, and no longer acted like a child but the truth is: I WANT MY DIAPERS, MY TOYS, MY HIGH CHAIR BACK. I miss pooping in my diaper, playing with my toys with my pacifier in my mouth. I hate having to look for a bathroom every 2 by 3 and hope this one is clean if I am out and about. With diapers everything was easier. I want to be a child again. Post 12 Baby silvia is back! I talked about it with my mother while crying. She said nothing, walked me to the changing table and put a diaper on me, put the pacifier in my mouth and gave me my favorite teddy bear. I was ecstatic and as soon as I was left alone I ran to jump on the mattress of my crib feeling my diaper bouncing with me. I'll leave you now, I don't know if we'll hear from you again, but baby silvia has to poop, and she's certainly not going to poop in the bad, ugly potty. THE END PLS remember that all my old and new stories are in my ream account https://reamstories.com/scrittoreanon

With all of the recent hot weather lately, I'm finding that a wet and messy diaper isn't as enjoyable as usual. Anyone else dealing with hot weather and diaper fun?

Had a great night then day in my wet diaper. Let me lay some groundwork that lead up to that wonderful day/night. For the most part I was hooked on my diaper wearing mostly at night but on occasion I'd wear a pull up or more during the day. I was really hooked and loved wearing them and of course wetting them. Then came Memorial Day and we had lots of family down for the long weekend plus a few extra days. With all the company around I didn't want it to be an issue with me wearing my diapers so I quit for about 6 days and nights. After everyone was gone I got to thinking about my diapers again, but was somewhat surprised about my feeling about them. Whereas before I considered myself a HUGE DL but now the 'edge' was gone and I was just so-so about them. Well I went back to my night time wearing and realized I missed them after all. I have a couple different brands on hand one being the Rearz Inspire Incontrol which I really love. So one night I decided it was time to get one out to wear.. Had a great night wetting them several times during the night. Woke up the next morning and the diaper was good and soaked but there were no leaks and it was fitting very well. So, instead of taking it off during the day as usual, I decided to leave it on. I so enjoyed the nice full, bulky feeling all day as I continued wetting in it. I drank lots of water to keep the pee flowing. Finally late that afternoon I decided I had pushed it to it's limits and altho wasn't leaking I thought it was close. So as much as I hated taking it off I did. OMG was is heavy. I wish I had a scale to weigh it. So bottom line is I guess I'm back in my full blown diaper mode and loving it. Guess I hooked after all.

I've been planning on buying some Dry 24/7 because I've heard only good things. Yesterday I looked at the rearz site that I learned about on here. Up until then I thought the 24/7 were the most absorbant diapers available, but according to Rearz, their new inspire diaper holds more and is made of higher quality SAP. Dry 24/7 holds 95 oz after second wetting as tested by xp medical. Rearz claims up to 5000 ml or about 1.2 gallons. Also I haven't heard anything about wellness briefs even though they're supposed to be awesome. Any experiences or opinions on these 3 products would be appreciated. Also, if you have any other high capacity diapers you'd like to recommend, let's hear about it