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BabyJilly_S

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  1. That was a great chapter, totally fascinating. I think if the "accident" had happened with just Janet and Beouf around they would have hushed it up, but with the audience that was there they had to act otherwise with Brollish he would have been whisked away to somewhere far worse. As for maturosis itself, if it isn't real them believing it is likely the indoctrination of lifetimes and so normal behaviour, this story becomes an allegory for any of our worldly old beliefs like slavery/serfdom. Oh and I love the double meaning chapter title
  2. "I wasn’t one of them. Not anymore. I wasn’t an adult. I was a victim, a loser. I’d played the game and I’d lost. I was a baby." Hmm a little recognition coming perhaps for his own hubris. Also, I don't recall that the monitor was a subliminal thing, did I miss that earlier?
  3. I certainly remember lying on my stomach watching tv, drawing or playing with my cars for hours. Not diapered though, my early days were very "normal" in that aspect. As for snow days, I live in the UK and we totally freak when any snow happens. It doesn't take much of it to stop anything working here. Paraphrasing Oznl here, the puppy didn't care but it did know what you were doing in that diaper
  4. I am over two years in now of 24/7 and haven't noticed a lack of control in the daytime if I go without a diaper at all. So currently I would say its habituating myself to use the diaper when its on without thought, though I still "know" when i am going. This may move into something more over time, I don't know (I wouldn't mind that). What I do know is that losing control completely overnight can't come soon enough! So fed up of waking up needing to go still. As Oznl says, she's a fickle mistress and Shroedingers cat all rolled into one.. Oh, and if something doesn't feel right, stop doing it....
  5. What a fabulous couple of chapters, thanks so much. Congratulations also on the new job, I hope that's going really well
  6. Even if she wasn't involved, I feel that at the very least Tracey got threatened by someone to back off else "you're next" ....
  7. Please take care of yourself and don't rush things. It's ok to feel blech, your body is letting you know whats going on, so rest up and follow the recovery advice and hopefully you will start feeling much better very soon /hugs
  8. Interesting points. It is major trauma for him, though one largely of his own making I think. In this world it is highly likely as a little that barring some major strategy and luck you would end up adopted, presumably at some level you would have to mentally prepare for that possible eventuality or mitigate that risk as much as you can. Yet his ego is so massive he took a job at a school teaching toddlers next door to a classroom full of littles, all the time pushing buttons at every opportunity assuming his tactics and gameplan would make him safe. As for the final breaking point I think that may involve his wife either being regressed/accepting adoption or outright denouncing him and being found out as the one that spiked his coffee... In my very much non-expert opinion from a story perspective it was essential and perfectly timed as it was becoming a succession of "what crafty successful scheme will Clarke pull next" episodes that needed such a counterpoint. After all the Amazons must have encountered such little's tactics before and just had to work out what buttons to press in response (save melting his brain).
  9. Yep, that's true for me too, at 56, I can still "do" but the recovery from said "doing" takes waaay longer and hurts more. Exercise, proper physical work or diy (I usually tap computer keys for a living), drinking - any of those will require more rest. And don't get me going on random pains that occur for no reason. Wake up in the morning with a bad neck? Ask your body why and you basically get the response "screw you" that's why
  10. I think I mentioned this in another thread but I very much had to practise going whilst laying down. I could not do so at first so had to practise, which was basically me taking baby steps. This did take quite a while (months), especially getting to go fully reclined overnight. Firstly, every time i wanted to go I would go and sit on the side of the bed, like I was using the toilet and go. This progressed to being sat on the bed but reclining on my elbows, gradually more and more til my top half was horizontal with my legs over the side.. Then I moved to be actually sat on the bed completely with my legs flat, going whilst sat up then again gradually reclining until i was led down completely. Overnight this wasn't quick and more than once early on I had to get up to go (just basically stood next to my bed filling my nappy). This lessened as I found i was able to go by sitting up in bed. Of course then I gradually decreased the amount I sat up until now I don't have to move. At the same time (and this may sound a bit mad) I do actually remember talking to myself (and by extension my equipment), saying "go on, you know you want to , its ok, you can go" giving myself permission. All in the name of reinforcement I suppose..... Anyway this was the method I used, hopefully this may be helpful to you.
  11. "And during the day as well, eh?" would have very much worked here England too the same as "And during the day as well, yes?", unsurprising I guess considering our shared past...
  12. Thanks @Kahlez I am not the most gifted word wise and I have had a post miscontrued before so I do try to be as accurate as i can, knowing that inflection and all those things you put into speech to add meaning and definition don't carry over onto the written word. As to Clark , I don't mind an anti-hero, one of my favourite book series is the Chronicles of Thomas Covenant. I found the first book a "harder read" as he commits an unspeakable act and spends his time being an utter asshole...I mentally screamed at him.
  13. Thanks for these comments and replies, it's very interesting. I was unsure if I was going to post what I was thinking before seeing these posts for fear of sounding ungrateful or seeming like i dislike the story, which is very much untrue (much like Kahlez). Over the last few chapters Clarke has become increasingly dislikeable to the point where after this latest chapter had me thinking he's pretty much gone dark side psycho. His actions are a hard read, especially with respect to Janet, who, despite being one of those bad Amazons undoubtedly saved him from a far worse fate. Oh, and even his fellow littles are not likely to want to know him much after his treatment of Tommy knowing if it suits his purpose, they're next. He's definitely an anti-hero at this point and not a very nice one.....
  14. Cracking , can't wait for Lynne to meet mommy
  15. Any thawing in her feelings is good I hope it continues.... We are now moving to winter so drying of abdl wear is back to radiators in the house. It was always a fun challenge to sneak some out on to the rotary washing line amongst other things as outdoor drying is much preferred (and free).
  16. Would you have to re-activate the UK trip protocol for smaller "packages" ? Or take some airtight bags to seal them in ?
  17. Nice ! A mommy and a girl who likes him in diapers total dream ! ❤️
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