Leaksolot

I think that traumatized me to a point that I became a DL for life

I cried a lot when she did, my dad knew about it but didn't interfere

I'm leaving DD

I wear 24/7 I was first attracted to diapers and (rubber) plastic pants when I was about five years old. That's when my aunt would diaper me as punishment for wetting my pants. My parents didn't have me wear for that or for wetting the bed. I suppose they thought I'd outgrow it, but I never really did.

I should have worn diapers to school because I had accidents in school while in the first through fourth grade. I pooped myself several times. I only remember wetting my pants in the first grade. Some kid had to let the whole class know that I had a puddle under my chair.

Where did you get these plastic pants?

Im not good with words but maybe what I have to say might ease your mind a little. First you're not alone, I've struggled with this myself since I was attracted to diapers since I was around the age of 5. I thought I was crazy and very confused about these feelings until I discovered I wasn't alone. Now that I have reached my golden years and suffer from incontinence, diapers have become a necessity for me now and I think this condition is easier for me to be more comfortable with being a diaper lover for all those years. All I can say is, try not to let these feelings interfere with your daily life and to be honest with your feelings. We all have things in our life we don't understand. If you happen to be a religious person, you might consider praying about it. In my case I discussed this with my church pastor and found him to be very understanding. You might consider talking to a psychologist also. You might find discussing your feelings with a professional and being completely honest may help a lot, it did me.

I was away for awhile but came back with a different name. I used to be known as orp73 just in case you might be interested