DiaperDean

Born and raised in Mamcunium/Manchester, moved to Blackpool but my job takes me overall so I not really located to one spot anymore lol

Blackpool end.

Been here near 3 years, would love to chat and possibly even meet up one day.

I started thinking/wearing as early as 8 years old, a going desire to be stay in diapers shortly after. Started to use diapers around 12 and buy my own about 15. I never came into contact with adult diapers until I was 16/17. After that I wanted to be incontinent properly. So I recon even as the early teen years I wanted to be put back into diapers and be diaper dependent.

I would refuse outright. There was a few mounts during my child/teenage years I could have said something about my desires to wearing nappies but due to my anxiety I always kept quiet. So, if all would stay the same to who I am now, then yes, yes I would love to go back and persuade my parents to keep me in nappies and never potty train me.

I would like to be the first 5 but over a 2 week period. I ber it would be interesting to start as a newborn for a couple of days and slowly progress to potty training.

I use my nappies for wetting and pooing. I don't see it a need to, or a convenience thing, or even for amusement really. I believe wearing/using nappies for peeing and pooing is a natural thing ... if you get what I mean...

Last couple of days I have been sat of the couch (cross-legged) doing a online course for work for at least 8-9 hours pre-day. It was some much more comfortable, less stress and freeing to use my diapers during it, especially during the examination portion. Lost count how many times I wet myself during the exam 😆

I would prefer to be fully incontinent, but with mild bowel incontinence. Whenever I can wet/mess myself with little knowledge I get happier.

1. - Severe / Total incontinence 2. - Squirts, small bladder releases 3. - Vague awareness. 4. - Heavy wetting with infrequent pee dreams. 5. - Permanent 6. - Mild/ occasional bowel incontinence 7. - Yes When can I expect the answers to come into effect 😆

On a watching brief a couple of years ago i was that bored I actually counted, I think I have now been on 70+

Hello all, I am just curious if there are any archaeological folk amongst us?

Being I class myself as Bigender I see myself as both. It differs on any given day, most of the time 50/50 upper half male, lower half female. Othertimes 65/35 chest and lower half are female. But, always having an outward appearance of a male...

Ideally number 3, firat and second options are aso good. My partner doesn't want me to go down the 'dependent' route, but she does accept me wearing 24/7 whenever I choose to...Only demand, that there is no messy diapers in the house lol

Over the last few day, today especially, I have been wanting nothing more then to wear diaper 24/7 and use them completely for their intend purpose. However, how my finances are as well as the UK economy is these days I cannot see this happening anytime soon. Being diaper dependent is a desire I have had since being about 8 years old and something that I think off a lot...I mean a whole lot. Not a day goes by without thinking about it, the only time I do not have at least one thought of having zero (Mainly) bladder control is when i am wearing. It has even crossed my mind if it can all be a form of 'Body Dysmorphic Disorder' to why I do not want any bladder control. I guess I am just rambling on about a topic that a lot of us shear due to other frustration, other than the whole incontinence desire frustration. Over the last several months I have been searching to understand how I actually feel about my body as well as how I see it. To start with, I do not see myself as Trans as the descriptions to not truly match (The reason why Dysmorphia enter my mind). For me, I see myself as both genders, in my mind it is roughly a scale of 40% male and 60% female. As odd as it may seem, I do not tend to feel as my whole body as one or the other. I tend to feel as my lower half should be female most of the time. Hence another reason why I am frustrated that I can not afford many diapers at the moment, when wearing a diaper I can look more feminine. This in turn feeds back into the incontinence desire because, well, I am diapered all the time to look feminine so not use it ? Although this post has not truly been all been incontinence related, it has indeed helped me by finally get alot of what is going around in my head down in a public setting for a fist time.